"Naruto, I just wanted to say.. You are the one who made me believe, you're the one who saved me.. But every hero needs someone to lean on, I wou-"
I opened the door. Not able to stand gaara's beautiful words. Knowing how true they were. Knowing what he was going to say. Internally happy that he decided to come to our room but at the same time so fucking ashamed that I stopped him from telling his feelings.
"hey Naruto" I mumbled as Gaara rolled his eyes, a tint of hurt in them like he was going crazy. Of cores, I could only image how much time it took to gather all his balls and tell naruto. I really admired that he dared to tell but I couldn't let him.
"Gaara" I nodded at him and then took my book.
"naruto can we finish.. somewhere else" Gaara hesitantly said looking at naruto with his light blue eyes.
"gaara, before that, I want to talk to you" gaara looked at me, nothing but annoyance showing in his eyes.
"No" he said stern
"yes"
"No"
"Then leave" I grunted while putting my book down.
"what no? I'm here with naruto"
"it's my room, I want you out"
FInally naruto stood up "Sasuke you can't just tell him to leave!"
"Yes I can" I said glaring at both boys.
"Why are you acting like an asshole?"
"Maybe I am an asshole"
"Yes you are" I balled my fist tightly. Why am i acting like this? Why is my anger taking the best of me like this?
"Good, I try , now get him out of here"
"Gaara let's go" gaara stood up in silence while naruto took his wrist. A small shock going through my body.
"No you stay" I told naruto stern.
"You can't just tell me that!"
"Naruto please" I begged slightly
"Sasuke, why are you doing this, you know I have other people I c-"
"Then go and don't talk to me anymore!" I said. Balding my fist.
what am I doing? That's not what I wanted to say. That's not what i wanted to do. This is going so wrong. He'll leave me. He'll leave me for sure and it's my own fault. If gaara confesses now he'll definitely say yes. There's no other way. Why did I do this?
"I'll leave" gaara walked outside in a quick phase. My heart calming a little. Thank you. Gaara.
"WHAT THE HELL!?" Naruto yelled at me.
"You know what he was going to tell you right? I saved you from a real awkward situation" I raised my voice a little, not able to stand naruto's yelling.
"Whatever he was going to say it didn't sound bad to me!"
"So you have no idea?! You are a fucking idiot!" I grunted at him
"No, I don't, he couldn't tell me because of a certain person sending him away"
"He was going to confess his love for you!" I yelled. That silenced him and made me regret every word I said. We stayed quiet for a while, like the calm after and before a storm.
"that still doesn't give you the right.. you should have let him finish" Naruto's voice was soft again. Hurt. He was thinking.
"I did it for you"
"No you didn't! you know me, I don't judge, i wouldn't have minded.. You just hate gaara!" Again he started raising his voice
"And what if I do?"
"Then you're a stuck up asshole"
"Well than go to him, tell him you love him and you can cuddle kiss and fuck his emo ass" No that's not.. Don't do that. I would never want that. Never go to him. Never kiss someone else. Hold me.
"That doesn't seem that bad! Maybe I'd like to have someone to love for once!" My heart sunk. My anger bowled up. Tears welling in my eyes, but I pushed them back.
"YOU HAVE ME!" My eyes widened at my own words, my anger sinking in, my words sinking in.
I turned and walked as fast as I could. To the door. I have to leave. Get away from this. From my feelings.
"Stop, sasuke" I opened the door. But within seconds it closed again. Naruto pushing against it from behind me. Me not having power to open it again. "Why are you that jealous?"
"It's nothing"
"It is" I could feel his breath against me. His eyes were piercing through me.
"no.."
"It's the only thing that's matters, tell me, that's the only thing I need." I bit my lip, the ironish taste of blood in my mouth.
"when.. I found out he loved you, I was scared that he could give you more than I could.. He had the guts to tell you, he stood up to me, thinking I'd hurt you.. You wouldn't hold me if he held you, right?" Naruto's hands slid around my waist.
"What way do you want me to hold you? what way.. do you want me?" I closed my eyes as he spoke those words too confident for comfort. My heart beating way to fast. My head hanging down as million little feelings gripped my heart, trying to kill it.
"I.. well.. Every"
"Every?"
"Every way" His hands let go of my waist, his arms leaving me, my heart almost stopping. But it didn't, naruto turned me around, making me look in his eyes, right before it stopped. Saving me with a loving gaze. He was not mad. He looked relieved. So sweet. He looked like himself again.
"Don't think this gives you the right to be an asshole though"
wha- He took my face and softly pecked my lips. It took my a while to let this sink in but eventually it did.
I took his face and pushed my lips on his one more time.
Another time.
He was stunned , not knowing what to do, so was I though.
I slid my tongue in his mouth, finally finding the balls to do so. Just then naruto noticed what was going on. Suddenly lively. He pushed me against the door, his tongue taking the lead. His warmth taking over my cold. Again he was the one holding me, but now, he wanted to.
I felt his hand in my neck, the other on my cheek. My hand awkwardly moved position, without having any idea of where they should go.
My lips left his, eventually, our lips almost glued together before that breath.
I looked down, knowing I got a little carried away. Maybe I was taking advantage of naruto's good guy personality. "Oh.. okay, now I get it, I guess" Naruto said with a smirk on his face.
"Get that smirk off your face, I'll never tell you dumb stuff like that again" I walked to the bed, sat down.
He grinned, sat down on top of me, with his legs on both sides of me. "It's okay, I told you, all I need is for you to tell me.. Just once I meant"
I blushed while he pecked my lips.
"So you're.. doing what I want you to?"
"No, I always do whatever I want"
"Good, same here"