Chapter 21: Insecurities?

Imogen's POV:

I'm sitting down in class while the teacher is lecturing, but I wasn't paying much attention because I couldn't stop thinking about Fiona and Dallas's secret. I want to know what secret Fiona is keeping from me and why she can't tell me and why Dallas is involve.

I don't know, ever since I started helping for the play, Fiona and I have been a little distant to each other lately. Well, I admit I've been too busy, but when I finally have time for her, she ends up having last-minute plans and most of them involved Dallas. I have a bad feeling that she'd rather spent her time with Dallas than me, her own girlfriend. I know because when I see her with that Hockey Jock, she ends up smiling, laughing, and having a great time.

It makes me feel jealous, and I know Fiona told me that I don't have to be jealous, but I couldn't help it. When I found out about Fiona and Dallas are having a secret, I feel insecure about me and Fiona's relationship and I feel insecure about Fiona and Dallas's friendship.

When the bell rang for afterschool, I was the last person to get out because I don't feel like being the first to walk out. As I passed the roof garden, I stopped and went back. I saw Dallas hugging Fiona, he was rubbing her back with comfort while Fiona rested her head on the his shoulder, she looked cozy in the hug. It really disturbed me, all my jealousy were shooting inside of me like bomb and I'm over the top angry.

"HEY, GET OFF MY GIRLFRIEND!" I yelled as I pushed Dallas away from Fiona.

Dallas calmly spoke, "Imogen, it's not what it-" he stopped in mid-sentence when my right hand connected with his nose. He fell back, landing on some of the plants.

"DALLAS!" Fiona yelled while she helped the Hockey Jock on his feet, he was holding his nose as it bleeds, "Imogen, what has gotten into you!?" she asked

I don't know what to say to her because I have no idea what came over me, I was angry, I was jealous, but all I did was let tears fall down on my face. "Well you tell me!?" I sobbed

"I-I don't know what you're talking about?" Fiona said confused as she goes in front of me.

"I overheard you and Dallas talking the other day, you have a secret that you're keeping from me!" I explained. Fiona was just silent, "Aren't you going to say something!?" I added

"I-I don't know what say..." Fiona said

"Why can't you say anything, huh Fions? Are you cheating on me with Dallas? Is that your secret huh!?" I retorted

Fiona's eyes widened, "What! No! Immy, I'm not cheating on you, you know I won't do that to do you, I love you!" she explained

"Then, why can't you be honest with me? If the secret is not what I think it is, then tell me, tell me what's your secret you've been hiding?" I said

Fiona looked at Dallas as he was still holding his nose, then she looked back at me, it took her a while to answer, "I-I...I'm sorry...but I can't." she softly said

My heart just fell, if she can't tell me then I have no choice but to tell her this... "Alright then...I think we should just take a breather." I calmly said

"Wait, what? Are you saying we're breaking up?" Fiona asked a little hurt and confused.

"What I'm saying is...I think we need some space...to think this through." I explained

"Okay...I'll give you that...but remember...I would never hurt you, Immy." She said. All I did was nod and left the garden.

Third Person POV:

As Imogen left, Fiona turned to check on Dallas, "Dallas are you okay? Oh my your nose." Fiona said, very concerned.

"It's alright I'll be fine." Dallas said holding his nose. "Let's go to the Angel lair to clean you up." Fiona said as Dallas nodded

They turned into orbs and transported to the Angel lair. As they were inside the lair, Fiona grabbed the first aid kit while Dallas sat down on the couch. When Fiona finished cleaning and putting a bandage on Dallas's nose, he smiled, "Thanks Fi." he said

She smiled back, "No problem, and sorry about earlier." She apologized

"No need, I should be the one to apologize. You and Imogen were arguing because me." He said bagging himself. "It's not your fault, it just happened." she said

"But Fi there's something I need to tell you, but if I do, you'll get mad at me, and not be my friend anymore." Dallas said

"Try me." Fiona said with disbelief. Dallas took a deep breath, "Ever since I met you at Degrassi...I kind of had a little crush on you...but I know you made it loud and clear that we could only be friends and I'd rather be your friend than not be your friend at all. And it wasn't my intension to ruin your relationship with Imogen and...I'm really sorry, I don't blame you if you're mad at me...I deserve it." Dallas put his head down.

Fiona just giggled and Dallas just look up, "Why are you giggling?" he said confused

"Because I've already know from the very start that you had a small crush on me." She giggled

"Wow, am I that obvious?" Dallas asked as Fiona nodded, "I'm not mad at you, and it won't change our friendship and...thanks for the honesty." she said

"Thanks Fi, you're the best..." Dallas smiled, "Maybe you should go talk to Imogen and work things out."

Fiona smiled, stand up and give a small peck on Dallas's cheek, "What was that for?" he smiled touching his cheek, "For being such a good friend," she smiled as he smiled back, "And yeah, I should talk to her...but not as Fiona." she said she pulled out her Blue beeper.

Dallas smirked, "Ah, I get it...well have fun!" he saluted

Fiona smiled and saluted back, "I will!" she turned into a blue orb and disappeared out of thin air.

Imogen's POV:

I came home and went up stairs in my room, I felt throbs coming from my right hand and I looked at it. My hand, the same hand I punched Dallas with, was a little swollen and bruised up. I gave it little touch, "AH!" I screamed. It hurts, but what hurts more is the emotional pain in my heart than the physical pain on my hand. I went to the bathroom to wrap it with the elastic bandage and went to the kitchen to grab a bag of Ice to heal my hand.

I went up to the roof on my house to watch the sunset and at the same time thinking about me and Fiona's relationship, if we can work things out and fix things.

An hour later, the day turned to night, and I was about to head down I until heard the tree shaking, "Who's there?" I said standing up. Then a cat popped out of the tree, in the dark. I was so scared that I stepped back to the corner of the roof, lost my balance and was about fall, but something catch me or someone.

"Don't worry Imogen, I got you!" a familiar voice said to me. I looked down and saw two blue hands holding my waist, then turned and saw it was Blue Angel. She gently push me back on the roof, "Thanks, you save me from serious injuries." I smiled as I sat back down on the roof.

She fled towards me and landed on her bottom, sitting next to me, "No problem, I'm your Guardian Angel remember?" Blue Angel said as giggled, "Speaking of injuries, what happened to your hand?"

I looked down at my sprained hand as I place the Ice pack on it, "I sprained it when I punched this Hockey Jock's nose." I said like it a no big deal.

"Here let me..." she said as she grabbed the Ice Pack and press it softly on my hand, still holding it, "Thanks" I smiled

"You want to tell me what happened?" she asked

I don't why, but I really do feel comfortable when I'm around her, so I told her everything that happened between me and Fiona and of course Dallas. "I know how you feel, but maybe your girlfriend did it because she wanted to protect you." Blue Angel said

"Protect me from what!?" I retorted. "Maybe protect you from getting hurt." she answered

"But I'm already hurt! She won't tell me! She my girlfriend, she supposed to be honest with me and tell me everything!" I yelled starting to cry

Blue Angel just hold me...just like Fiona when she comforts me, "Imogen, just remember that your girlfriend loves you very much."

"Thanks Blue Angel, thank you for being here with me." I said

As I let go, I looked into her blue eyes, I easily got lost into it. I don't why I'm having this overwhelming feelings for her. Then I looked at her lips, it looks so soft and moist. I know she feels the same way because now we're staring at each other for a while, I started leaning towards her as she did the same for me. We leaned further until our lips were touched.

Our lips were moving against each other like they're dancing and I was moaning to the kiss. Then her tongue licked my bottom lip, I opened my mouth and now our tongues were dancing together. I was so into it that it felt like one of the make-out sessions that Fiona and I usually had in her loft.

OH NO FIONA! WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING!? I quickly let go of the kiss and realized what have I done, "What's wrong Imogen?" Blue Angel asked

"I-I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that! It was a big mistake!" I said panicked

"It's alright Imogen, no problem." she said

"No it's not, I have a girlfriend! I love Fiona! I shouldn't be doing this!" I panicked "I should go inside!" and without her responding, I went inside my bedroom window. Then she knocked on my window and she was floating outside, "I hope things work out with you and your girlfriend." she said

"I hope so." I said and with that Blue Angel flied away while I plopped on my bed, dealing with my thoughts.

Why did I kiss Blue Angel? I didn't mean to, but I felt really guilty because I really like the kiss. But what about Fiona? She'll think I cheated on her! I don't want to hurt her. Ugh, I feel so messed up now with all the thoughts in my head that I just don't know what to do.