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Chapter 19

Holding her close, he bent his head to kiss her. She pressed against him, aching for all of his marvelous body. His fingers were on the buttons of her nightie, but she barely aware because his kisses were stoking her passion. Memories crashed over her and she suddenly pulled back and James looked at her, breathing heavily he said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't-" he trailed off.

Lily leaned her head against the wall and closed her eyes, "It's fine, memories just came back that's all."

James looked down at the floor and said, "I want you to know that I would never force you into something that you didn't want."

Lily crawled and placed her hand under his chin to force him to look at her and when he did she had a sad smile and said, "I know you wouldn't." he hugged her, making her slide onto his lap, she laid her face on his shoulder, her nose touching the side of his neck breathing in his scent which was oddly a mix between new parchment and freshly cut grass, her nose touched the outer shell of his ear as she whispered, "…but what if I wanted you to…" she heard James breath out rather harshly and swallowed as his arm tighten around her waist.

James turned and looked at her shocked "…are…sure?"

Lily closed her eyes before nodding slowly and she felt James lowering them back onto the mattress.

Again, he bent his head to kiss her. They kissed with mutual heat, hearts thudding. She could feel his pounding heart beneath her fingers as she caressed his chest.

"Damn, you're beautiful," he whispered, his voice a rasp. He reached out to peel away her nightie and it slithered down onto the floor as she lay under him naked. His breathing was already ragged from their kisses, and the power she held over him – physically – amazed her, exciting her in turn, fueling her hopes of binding his heart to her forever.

She caressed his broad, muscular chest, tangling her fingers in his black curls and then letting her fingers range over his washboard belly. He was solid, all muscles, lean and hard. Irresistible. Drawing her to him, he enveloped her in his arms and kissed her with even more hunger than before.

Wanting him, she burned, moving her hips and moaning softly while his hands slipped down to cup her breasts and caress her.

"I intend to pleasure you all night," he whispered, while his thumbs circled her nipples. She held his hips, gasping and closing her eyes. He leaned down to tease each taut nipple with his tongue in wet, lazy circles that sent sensations to her core.

She unfastened his boxers and they, too, were sent down on the floor. He was aroused, thick and ready. She came up slowly, running her hands along his legs; she gasped his hips and rolled them over, straddling his hips. She knelt down, exploring his muscular thighs while she traced her tongue across his belly and heard his deep intake of breath.

Her fingers found his shaft, thick and hard, and she stroked him before she took him into her mouth. Her tongue circled the velvet tip. Making a sound deep in his throat, he slipped his hands beneath her arms and flipped them both back over.

Moaning, she burned with need for him. Her cries were taken by his mouth on hers. His shaft was hard against her belly. He inched down slowly down her, his tongue played over her as his hands worked down to her knickers and took them off before coming back up playing. Her eyes were squeezed shut tightly as her hips moved and she opened herself to him.

And then he shifted again, spreading her thighs further and moving between them, hooking her legs over his broad, strong shoulders to give him full access to her. He leaned closer to kiss her, his tongue stroking her feminine bud, a new torment that consumed her until she writhed and shifted.

Once, she opened her eyes and saw he was watching her. "James!" she moaned. She was incredibly sensual and enticing, and he thought he might burst with need for her, but he fought for control. He wanted to pleasure her until she was wild.

His gaze ran over her full breasts and pale, lush body. She had no idea what she did to him. Having her long legs over his shoulders had taken his iron control almost to a breaking point. And the honeyed essence of her, open to him, vulnerable, yet able to consume him whole, was driving him wild. She could never imagine the depth of his longing for her.

He watched her as he kissed and teased her, his own responses building with lightning speed until he knew his control wouldn't last much longer. But he wanted to take her slowly. Her pleasure fueled his, and was top priority. She cried out for him, while her hips moved until he had to have her. He shifted her legs off his shoulders and lowered himself.

As her eyes flew open, she came up to wrap her arms around him and kiss him, her tongue driving him to another brink, until he pushed her back on the bed. He lowered himself again; his shaft touching her softness, brushing her, teasing, until her entered her slowly, all the while fighting to hold back not to go fast.

Instantly responsive, she arched to meet him, tugging him to her softness. Her long legs locked tightly around him. Crying out while her hips arched, she grasped his buttocks and her head trashed. Sweat poured off him. Hot, seductive, she was the fulfillment of his dreams. He struggled to take his time with her.

"Lily," he ground out her name, wanting her "Lily,"

Lily barely heard her name, with her pulse thundering so. Every inch of her was on fire with his loving.

He filled her deeply, moving slowly, a sweet torment that continued to build until finally his thrusts became swift and desperate, rising to a pounding rhythm.

Lights exploded behind her closed eyes. Groaning, she raised slightly to nip at his shoulder and neck, raking her fingers over his back and his buttocks. They rocked together, physical need intensifying until she climaxed in an explosive release that caused tremors to shake her.

"James! Oh, James!"

"Lily," he whispered hoarsely in return, thrusting swiftly, pleasuring her beyond her wildest dreams.

He was hard, full, evoking sensation after sensation as he climaxed and shuddered, and still continued to thrust deeply, carrying her to another swift climax that engulfed her in rapture.

Ecstasy swamped her. Sight, thought, hearing all diminished, leaving her in a whirlwind of sensation and giving her a sense of closeness to the man in her arms. Joined as one now, she moved with him, wanting to hold this moment as tightly as she held him.

Eagerly, she ran her hands over him while she basked in their intimacy. As he lowered his weight, she held him tightly. They were wet with perspiration, satiated, wrapped in each other and euphoria. He turned his head to place kisses on her cheek and the corner of her mouth. She kissed him in return. Even though she knew this joy was temporary, she relished it.

Rolling to his side, he kept her with him, holding her close. She could feel his heart, still pumping as hard and fast as hers. While the rhythm gradually slowed, and their breathing became regular. He gazed at her with pleasure, smoothing long locks of damp hair from her face and tucking them behind her ear.

"You've exhausted me," she said softly "I can't move."

He smiled and before falling asleep with Lily in his arms.

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Lily woke up early and saw that it was four in the morning and James was still sleeping with his mouth open slightly in 'o' shape, she moved her legs and noticed that she had not put her clothes on. She sat up, wincing a little, shaking James awake.

"What?" he asked groggily looking at her; she noticed that he didn't have his glasses on.

"We have to get up." She said

"Why?" asked James, reaching for his glasses and putting them on.

"Because you have to get up, dress and go back to your room, before someone comes up and wakes me up and finds us together…" she said and then he still kept looking at her and she added "…naked."

He kept looking at her and she sighed and growled, "Potter,"

He laughed and kissed her on the lips before getting out of bed and dressing, he quickly kissed her before leaving the room. As the door closed behind him, she quickly got up and got dressed back in her nightie and then went back to sleep. She may have wanted James but she didn't want any to catch what they had done.

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Lily got dressed and went downstairs to see everyone was sitting at the table for lunch.

"Good afternoon," said her father "Were you tired?"

Lily smiled and nodded "Yes," avoiding James's gaze.

"Well…" said James's mother, "She's seventeen now, I guess, she can do anything she wants." Lily tried not to blush. Did she know anything about last night?

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There you go.

I'm not pretty good at M rated stuff. So you've got to tell me how I went.