EPOV

EPOV

"Ouch Edward! What the hell!"

I hadn't meant to throw her off me but I wasn't able to handle the force behind her kiss. I hadn't hunted in nearly two weeks. I turned to her, I was calming down and I wanted to make sure she was ok. Then I smelled it.
She was looking at her hand and I saw her face become pale and her eyes wide with fear.
The lust monster was leaving, being beaten down by the monster that wanted to drain Bella.
"Edward?" Her voice was faint and confused.
"Bella, I can't... are you ok?" My tone was a deep growl.
"GO! Edward, get away before it's to much." She was worried, pleading for me to run before the monster took over completely. I couldn't leave her, what if she was really hurt?
"Bella, I need to know that you're okay!" I was stern, demanding almost.
"YES, GO!" she screamed, which sent the monster into a fury trying to break out with a vengeance. The monster was winning. I couldn't control myself anymore, I was trying to turn and run, to get away from her blood running down her naked back; this was erotic to the part of me that yearned to drink every last drop of blood from her body.
I was moving towards her like a mountain lion stalking it's prey.
"Edward?" Her voice was sweet.
"Bella, I can't go... I'm trying." She could see me fighting within myself.
"Go feed first, Edward."
What? First? What is she talking about? The beast within me was becoming manageable, maybe it too was confused by what Bella said.
"Go feed, then come back and drink from me, it's ok, I'm ready, I want you to"
"NO!" I yelled and I turned and ran from her, as far as I could.

BPOV

"No!" he screamed and ran.
My god, my head was throbbing. I got up and went inside to asses the damage. In the mirror I saw all the blood on my back and in my hair. I took a paper towel from the kitchen and touched it to the cut. Sticky blood was all that came off, it was done bleeding and was starting to dry.
I tossed the sheet I had wrapped around me and the paper towel into he fire place and lit them on fire. I wanted to burn anything with blood on it.
I jumped in the shower and carefully washed my hair and back. The salt and rust smell was finally gone. I winced when my shampoo touched the fresh cut.
When I got out of the shower I went under the sink and got out the bleach. I was scrubbing the droplets of blood that were on the deck when he returned.

"Bella?" his voice filled with concern
"What?" I snapped at him. How could he, what the hell did he want from me!
"Are you okay? Did he hurt you?" He ran to me and tried to scoop me up but I moved away.
"What are you doing here Jacob?" I shot him a look that could kill.
"It was quiet but I knew you were here and then I smelled the blood and I thought that you were hurt, are you?"
"I'm fine Jacob, but thank you for stopping by!" I was being sarcastic. "Now leave!"
"Hell Bella, are you still mad at me?" Is he whining at me?
"Yes, now go please."
"You forgave him already!"
"He's my husband, I can forgive him everything and anything, and it's none of your damn business!" I snapped
"Why are you with him, don't you see it now, he hurt you, he could do it again!"
"Actually if you must know Jacob I begged him to turn me tonight. I fell back, hit my head, started to bleed, and he, after making sure I was ok, left to keep me safe, and I was left here begging for him to come back and change me!"
He looked at me in disbelief, his brow creased and his nose wrinkled up like I had spoken a foreign language.
"What?"
"You heard me Jacob."
"This is not acceptable, I thought I had more time... I didn't realize you were... but you promised me Bella!" He was rambling
"And you promised you'd leave!" My eyes were narrow as I stared him down.
"I didn't say I would leave the forest, I said I'd leave the house." He thinks he is so smart!
"Are you serious! Jacob I wanted to be alone with my husband on my honeymoon! I'm not yours! Get over it, and leave me alone!"
"I just love you Bella, I can't stand to watch what you are doing to your life."
"That's it, as much as it pains me Jacob, we can't be friends any longer. I miss my friend Jacob, I won't miss this overly obsessed man that you have become!"
"No Bella I'm sorry, I'll go now, I just wanted to make sure you were safe."
"I'm sorry Jacob, this is goodbye. Please go."
"NO BELLA PLEASE!" He begged, crying now.
Tears began to stream down my face. Was I making him feel like Edward made me feel when he told me goodbye? It was bad enough I had told Jacob I loved him and then tell him it wasn't enough and I loved Edward more. I couldn't hurt him again, I couldn't do that to Jacob, no matter how mad I was, no matter if it was for the best.
I jumped up and hugged my friend. "I'm sorry Jacob, I didn't mean it. You are acting crazy, you're acting like you have a claim to me and you don't. You're always going to be my best friend, there were times when, without you I wouldn't have survived. Thank you, for being my friend."
"You forgive me then?"
"Yes Jacob I forgive you."
"Thank you Bella, THANK YOU!" He picked me up and spun me around.
"You're welcome." I laughed.
"Now, please let me get back to my honeymoon and please go home to La Push. I will call you in a few days." I gave him a pleading look.
"Anything for my friend Bella!" He reminded me of Alice in that moment, bouncing a little, I expected him to squeal and clap his hands together like a cheerleader on speed.
He left, and this time I was sure he went home.

I finished cleaning the blood and went upstaires. I was so tired but I wanted to wait for Edward to return. He had been gone for hours now. I climbed into bed and began to ready Wuthering Heights again. My eyes were practically going crossed. I'll just close them for a few minutes.

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BPOV

"Bella, Bella my love, wake up. Bella honey."
"Hhhmmm?" I stretched. Edward.
"EDWARD!" I sat up quickly in bed, too quickly my head was spinning. "Ohhh..."
"Are you ok?" He grabbed my shoulders to steady me.
"Oh Edward, you're back!" I grabbed him pulling him close to me and wrapped my arms around his neck. I began to kiss his cheek and his neck.
"Bella." He pulled my arms down and I sat back to look at him, I was confused.
"What's wrong?"
"Are you ok?"
"Yes Edward I'm fine, why?"
"After what happened last night... I just... I mean... are you sure?"
"Yes, I wish you had come home sooner, but I am ok now that you're here!" I grabbed his cheeks to look into his eyes. Beautiful Topaz!
"I see you ate!"
"God, how do you do that?" his face cocked to the side in wonderment.
"What? What'd I do?" I was really confused
"How do you act like everything that happened last night... just didn't happen?"
I laughed at him.
"Edward, nothing bad happened last night, other than I asked you for something and you turned me down."
"What are you talking about, I almost lost control!" He was aggrivated.
"But you didn't." I was still giggling at him.
"But I could have." Why does he always argue this subject?
"Edward, you didn't okay!" I grabbed his face again. "Look at me! You didn't hurt me, you wouldn't hurt me. I'm not scared of you. I love you."
"I love you." He looked into my eyes sincerely.

It was morning now and I was hungry, Edward made me breakfast. I ate at the breakfast bar today. I could tell he still felt bad for last night even though I had been telling him not to all morning.
"So what would you like to do today?" He asked me.
"Well, we could go back to that little meadow!" I said as I climbed over to him to straddle his lap. I kissd his lips.
"We could do that." he said without pulling away from our kiss.
"We could go back up to bed." I began moving across his jaw.
"Mmm... we definitely could do that." he was grabbing my ass and pulling me closer to him, he was obviously excited.
"We could..." I paused licking his ear.
He picked me up and set me on the counter.
"We could stay right here!" He said.
I wanted to kiss him hard, like I had last night, but I didn't want to have to stop again.
He pulled me into him tightly, pushing himself into my lace boy shorts. I couldn't help myself I wrapped my hands into his hair and kissed him hard and passionately. Please don't stop. My back arched as I moaned loudly. He let his tounge fill my mouth. I reached down and started to pull his shirt up. He stopped kissing me and pulled his shirt over his head quickly and threw it. I grabbed his ass and pulled him into me, again kissing him. He reached for the front of his button up shirt that I had on and ripped it open sending buttons flying in every direction, I gasped with excitement. He grabbed my breast and pulled it into his mouth, flicking my nipple with his tounge.
"Oh god, Edward"
I reached up behind me grabbing the cabinet handles, they were banging open and shut with my movement.
He slid his hands past the thin elastic of my panties and slid them off. I reached down and slid my hand down the front his boxer briefs, I grabbed him in my hand and began to stroke him. He growled. "God Bella, what you do to me!"
I slid my other hand into the side of his underpants and began to take them down. I kissed his neck and his chest, I nibbled on his nipples.
"Now Edward, I need you now." I breathed into his ear.
He lifted me up off the counter and slid into me. We both moaned loudly. He was thrusting slowly into me with amazing force that felt incredible. As we both reached our climax he gently placed me back on the counter. My head was resting on his chest and his cheek on my head.
"I love you Bella." He was panting hard
"I love you Edward, that was unbelievable."
"Yes you were!" He laughed as he perked his head up and I looked up into his eyes.
"We were." I winked and gave him a kiss.

We decided to get dressed and go for a walk, when we got back to the house we would call Carlisle and tell him of our plans for my change. We decided to do it here at the cabin and his family, the members that would be present, would have to come up here tomorrow to prepare. This was our last night together alone as mortal and immortal.

ok guys, well this was a difficult write, I am not sure if it is too... risque. Let me know your thoughts please. I hope you enjoyed! XOXO, Vampy