Rain stared at the sky and wanted to be swallowed up by the earth never to be seen again, she was mortified and embarrassed. She looked over at Dean who was quickly dressing, "Dean did you call for you brother….you were thinking of a kid that popped out of the same clown hole…oh my god."

She quickly got up and dressed then stood by the car, Dean walked over with his head down. He tried to kiss her but she turned her head.

"Its not what you think Rain…please don't tell anyone…please it will ruin life for Sam, I don't give a fuck about myself. Besides it just came out…I was thinking of everything and the wrong words came out is all…no big deal right?"

She couldn't help it, her heart went out to him, Dean Winchester had more problems than she ever imagined. "Sure Dean it was just one of those things…Dean if your gay its cool you know? Who am I to talk, maybe you said that because you feel safe with your brother and …" Rain was desperate to explain it away for him so Dean could save face, "and you can't admit maybe you are crushing on some guy at school….right?"

He looked at her sadly and touched her pretty face, "Yeah that's it, I have a crush on a guy at school…thanks Rain you're a real class act you know that? A real friend." Dean pulled her into a hug.

The words were unspoken but Rain and Dean Winchester knew it was all Sam, always Sam and Rain could never compete with that. She didn't want to, as strange as it was, as ugly and disgusted an outsider would see it she felt in her heart it was a pure and true love. Something special that most people never got to experience and it wasn't up to her to judge or get it in way.

She stood on her tiptoes and hugged Dean, "Hey yeah, count on me I'm always going to be your friend Dean, your secrets are my secrets and you can trust me ."

He whispered, "So did I bang you really good baby?" then he let out a chuckle.

She leaned against the car , smiled up at him and tweaked his nose, "Ah…there he is, the real Dean Winchester come on down, yes my handsome prince you rocked my world. You ruined me you know. I will compare everyone to you forever, guess I'll keep playing for the same team because what's the point of switching when I had the hottest guy on the planet?"

He gave her a look and she started to back away but in the wrong direction, she was heading toward the pond. Dean scooped her up, carried her in the water and dropped her. She popped out screeching and laughing, "God you're a jerk."

Dean punched her shoulder lightly, "Hey what are friends for…buddy." Dean had a real friend, one that knew he was and didn't hate him.

Rain had to switch schools soon after that , he father got another job but she was used to it. Before she left she stopped at Bobby Singers and knocked on the door, Dean looked though the curtain and smiled. He opened the door and brought her to the living room. "I'll be right back, have a chat with Sammy." Dean went outside.

Rain sat next to Sam on the couch, Sam had his arms folded, defiant and too proud to acknowledge her. She didn't care, Rain kissed his cheek and smiled, "Hey Sam I stopped to say goodbye."

Sam let his arms drop, "Goodbye…where are you going?"

"I'm switching schools, I'll make new friends. When daddy gets a new job we move and its cool. Now what will I do without you? Who is going to tell me I'm pretty?"

Sam blushed, "everyone will, you are pretty.

She tapped her cheek and looked up as if deep in thought, "Who is going to take care of Dean for me?"

He broke into a big smile, "I will, I always take care of my brother so don't worry. Rain I didn't really hate you, as far as girls go I think you are very nice and I can tell you are smart. You never treated me bad, Deans other girls ignored me or treated me like a kid even though I'm like a thousand times smarter than all of them put together." Sam laughed to himself, "Yup…really stupid girls."

"Thanks Sam," She held his sweet face in her hands, "You be a good boyfriend to him…promise?"

Sam was shocked by her words, he didn't think anyone besides Bobby knew the secret, Sam held her hand but wouldn't look her, "Please don't tell anyone, Dean will get in trouble…put him in jail or think he is crazy."

She felt his hand tremble, "But he's not I promise, Dean is the best brother ever and he wouldn't hurt me. Dean loves me I know it, like you said Rain…as a boyfriend."

There was something she wanted to ask but didn't know quite how to phrase the question, "Sam when you say Dean loves you like a boyfriend..you don't mean like, I don't how to say it…he hasn't ever…"

Dean was standing in the entryway between the kitchen and living room, "Fucked him?" Rain and Sam turned and looked at him, "Dean I was just wondering, I didn't mean anything by it."

"So wondering out of a kinky curiousness or because you want to call CPS? No I haven't fucked him, stuck my finger up his ass or sucked him off that goes both ways right Sammy?" Sam nodded, "its true Rain we just kiss and cuddle."

She stood up and faced him, "Sweet Jesus Dean do you have to be so crude about? I'm sorry its just that Sam is only tweleve, I was concerned he would get hurt."

"Way to think a lot about me as a person Rain," Dean held out his hand and there was a leather cord bracelet with three glass beads, "It's a friendship bracelet."

He put it on her wrist and then looked at her, his eyes looked misty, he sat next to Sam and grabbed his brothers hand, "One bead is for each of us, you, me and Sammy so you don't forget us."

Rain looked at the braided leather bracelet and then at the brothers, "I'm so sorry I didn't mean anything, please don't be mad at me. I love the bracelet, you are both my friends."

Sam buried his head against Dean's shoulder, Dean looked down at their entwined fingers. Another person failed them in the Winchester brothers eyes, didn't believe in them. They were wrong this time but it didn't matter the damage was done.

Dean looked up at her with no expression, "Bye Rain, have a good life ok." Sam didn't look at her but waved, he held his brother like he was going to vanish.

She walked back to the car and looked back at the house hoping they would be watching from the window but she just saw them from the side, Dean was holding Sam's face and kissing him passionately.

She drove off wishing she had not asked that one question.

…..

Another person came between the brothers and their instinct to prove their love took over again, the fear of separation, someone telling their secret was too much. Dean took Sam's hand and led him to the bedroom, they took their clothes off and got under the covers together.

Sam covered Dean in little, wet kisses over his face and lips. Dean closed his eyes and let him. Dean kept his fists balled up against his chest, guilt at the pleasure Sam's unskilled little kisses had on him.

He could feel Sam's erection against his hip but wouldn't touch him, "Come on Dee touch it please…please." Sam's was filled with desperation, "I have all these feelings…I feel weird around you and this happens."

Dean kept his eyes closed trying not to let out the monsters feelings inside his own head. "No Sam."

Sam took his anger out on Dean at being rejected yet again and slapped his face, Dean's lip hit his tooth and started to bleed. Sam gasped, "I didn't mean it." A ribbon on blood traveled across his closed lips staining them red, Sam kissed them gently turning his own lips crimson. Dean never reacted, he was trying to maintain control over himself.

Sam pulled the covers away so he could look at Deans body, he hugged him tight and worked his erection against Dean's hip quickly, "I need you, look at me…it feels so good with you." Sam was panting and Dean felt his warm, sweet breath against his neck, and Sam's cock sliding over his skin.

Sam got up and straddled his brother's chest trying to get him to touch it, lick it or even acknowledge Sam was there. Dean opened his eyes and watched his pretty face tilt back and his long hair sway back and forth as Sam jerked himself off.

It didn't take long, he was twelve with a hair trigger cock and the come shot out decorating Dean's beautiful face. Sam dropped his head looking down at his brother and watched Dean wipe it all off with his hand then clean it thoroughly with his tongue.

His green eyes were blown black and Dean was lost in the moment, his first real taste of his Sam and he found him delicious. When he was done Deans lips were sticky pink, blood mixed with semen and he felt like a god. He grabbed Sam and forced him into a kiss making him taste Dean's blood and his own seed mingled.

It was the first real bond, sharing in each others precious fluids and when the kiss was done Sam's mouth was pink and slick. Dean gently pushed him off, his knees fell open, he spit in his hand and started to stroke while Sam watched. "Can I touch you…I can do it Dee please."

"No just watch baby…just watch." Dean's hand moved expertly over the head squeezing the first drops out, he closed his eyes and moaned "Sammy…oh god I love you." Sam's heart was full and happy, his brother allowed him to see it finally and when Dean came hard and his body started to relax his hand automatically went to the puddle on his chest but Sam slapped his hand away and lapped it up before Dean could protest.

Dean covered his face, "Sam no..don't do that." Sam pulled his hands away, "Do I look damaged to you…do I look scared and hurt? I think it tasted nice…it tasted like you. I promise never to do that for anyone but you, you're my boyfriend now right?"

Dean didn't answer, Sam noticed but decided not to say anything for fear his brother would bolt from the room.

They searched each others eyes and saw a love so intense it would have frightened mere mortals but the Winchesters were so much more. Warriors and saviors in the making and owner of each others heart and soul.

TBC