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I do not own Degrassi I only own my OC's
Eli's POV
As I sit in my office working to meet a deadline I receive an email from an anonymous sender I normally wouldn't open crap like this especially when I am on a deadline but being that it came to my work email something tells me it might be important so I open it.
Eli,
Can you really trust YOUR daughter with just anyone? If she was mine I sure wouldn't, not even with that wife of yours remember she is NOT her mother; she could never care for Jos the way a mom cares for their child. She is more preoccupied with her own baby then YOURS. Just thought you should know she will never truly love Jos, it is up to you to make sure that Jos is well taken care of.
Sincerely,
Someone looking out for Jos
What the hell was this? Could Lisa be behind this email? I thought she was changing with the help of counseling. The last few times I spoke with her she really seemed different. I try to forget about the email and continue to work but there is something in that does not let me concentrate. And then I got the call that brought my world to a screeching halt.
Clare's POV
What I'm I going to do where the hell could she have taken Jos? I doubt she took her home that would be to obvious where could they be. I take my cell phone out and text Adam, Alli and Jenna to meet me at The Dot ASAP.
Now to make the phone call I'm dreading. I hit speed dial two and as the phone rings my stomach is in a knot and hands are shaking and sweaty. And then he answers and my heart stops this is it I have to tell Eli that I lost his daughter.
"How are you blue eyes?" He answers in his sweet voice and in any other situation this would have made my heart melt but seeing that I am about to give him horrible news it doesn't.
"Eli I have to tell you something but…" I trailed off trying to control my voice, it was coming out shaky and you could hear the shallow breaths I was taking.
"What happened blue eyes?" I can hear his tone change from calm and happy to worried. Like Adam always says rip the band aid off.
"Eli… I, I mean we ran into Lisa this morning at the dot and…" I was taking a breath before blurting everything out.
"Spit it out Clare." He interrupted my thoughts I took one last deep breath and continued.
"Well we ate breakfast with her and once we finished eating Jos and I got ready to go run some errands, Jos asked if we could stay longer I told her we couldn't she started crying and Lisa told me to please let her take Jos to the park for an hour that she missed doing that because she only sees her a few hours a month and your mom is always there, and stupid me agreed to it, I just got back and Eli they are not here." I couldn't continue I was already holding back sobs and my head was spinning.
Eli's POV
"Lisa told me to please let her take Jos to the park for an hour that she missed doing that because she only sees her a few hours a month and your mom is always there, and stupid me agreed to it, I just got back and Eli they are not here."
Everything around me froze and a chill came over my body, did I hear Clare correctly did she lose MY daughter? Way too many emotions were coming through me I was angry, scared, nervous, anxious but most of all I was petrified that I would never see Jos again that Lisa would take her from me.
"What the hell do you mean they are not there?" I said through greeted teeth I know it sounded rude but I didn't care all I care about at this moment is Jos.
"They are not at the park or The Dot and her car is gone… Eli I'm so sorry baby I promise I never…" I cut her off I didn't want to hear excuses I only wanted my daughter.
"Clare how could you leave her with Lisa, what the hell were you thinking? You know Lisa is not stable at the moment to take care of her." at this moment I can't think straight nothing is making sense and I am trying so hard not to go ballistic.
"I wasn't thinking Eli I'm sorry but I will f…"
"You are right you weren't thinking at least not about MY daughter, I guess I really can't trust anyone with her not even you. You know that Jos means everything to me how could you have made such a stupid mistake but I guess I was more stupid for trusting you with her. "
"Eli, please…"
"No Clare I don't want to hear excuses" I pick up my briefcase and start heading out the door. "Karen I have a family emergency and unless it's urgent don't call me." I say to my assistant as I walk past her.
"I know Eli I'm sorry but I will find her."
"I'm going over to Lisa's house and to where she works to see if they are there and unless you have news about Jos don't call me at least not yet." I know I sound bitter but you have to understand this is my daughter that she lost. Jos is the most important thing to me and I will do anything for her.
"Ok, Adam is coming over to help me…" I again didn't let her finish
"Ok bye" I hung up the phone and ran the rest of the way to Morty I swung the door open and turned the ignition on Morty roared to life and I sped out of the parking lot to Lisa's apartment.
Clare's POV
"You are right you weren't thinking at least not about MY daughter, I guess I really can't trust anyone with her not even you. You know that Jos means everything to me how could you have made such a stupid mistake but I guess I was more stupid for trusting you with her." He practically yelled through the phone.
"Eli, please…" I wanted to explain to him but he didn't let me.
"No Clare I don't want to hear excuses" I can hear him moving around on the other end of the phone and then I heard him talk to his assistant "Karen I have a family emergency and unless it's urgent don't call me."
"I know Eli I'm sorry but I will find her."
"I'm going over to Lisa's house and to where she works to see if they are there and unless you have news about Jos don't call me at least not yet" When he said this I felt a pain shoot from my heart to my stomach and the baby started kicking.
"Ok, Adam is coming over to help me…" I say to him but I know Eli is not in the mood to talk to me.
"Ok bye" He hangs up the phone and I am left feeling like crap how could I have been so stupid why did I give in to that psycho. I again felt a shooting pain in my stomach I leaned back against my car and waited for my friends to get here.
Adam and Fi were the first to arrive I told them what happened and they quickly called everyone else to tell them not to come here but instead to go to different places where they might be.
Adam sends Jenna and KC to the mall to see if maybe Lisa took Jos there and he tells Alli and Drew to drive around to see if they could see her car parked somewhere, Fi is trying to keep me calm but the shooting pain is becoming unbearable I am taking deep breaths but not because of the nerves but because of the pain I don't want to tell them about it because I know they will take me to the hospital and I don't want to go, at least not until I find Jos.
Adam helps me in to his car and we also begin to drive around. Adam pulls his phone out and calls Eli at first I can hear what Eli is saying because the volume is on high
"What do you want Adam?"
"Hey Bro I just wanted to know if you have any news." Adam answers calmly.
"OK, well Jenna and KC went to look at the mall and Alli and Drew are driving around and Fi and I are with Clare."
"Ok"
"How are you holding up Eli?" Adam asks him.
"How the fuck do you think I'm holding up? She just lost my daughter and I don't know if I will see her again but none of you would understand that because you all don't have kids."
"I know bro but you have to calm down we will find her."
"I will not calm down Adam I swear if something happens to my daughter…"
Eli started going off I couldn't hear the rest because Adam turned the volume down and after a few minutes he hung up I've never seen Eli react like this and the worst is that he blames me. We continued to drive around; Alli called Adam and told him that she wanted to be with me so we are on our way to The Dot to meet up with her, Drew will continue to drive around alone.
The pain in my stomach was not getting any better every minute or so I feel like my stomach is being poked and now my breathing is becoming shallow.
"Clare, are you ok? You look really pale." Fiona asks me handing me a bottle of water.
"Yeah it's just nerves, I'm fine" I lied to her I didn't want them to know how I was really feeling.
I call Eli to see if he has any news "Clare unless you are calling to tell me you found my daughter I don't want to talk you." He says really bitter.
"I just wanted to know if you knew anything." I say barely audible.
"If I knew something I would call you, damn it Clare can't you see this is your entire fault." His voice breaks but my heart also broke at that moment I nod even though he can't see me and hang up the phone.
Fiona turns to look at me and I'm sure that she and Adam heard everything. Tears are now filling up my eyes the only thing is I'm not sure if it's because of the heartache or the pain in my stomach.
We get to The Dot and Alli gets in the car and just as we are about to pull out my cell phone rings. Adam automatically puts the car on park and everyone turns to look at me I pick my cell phone up from my lap with shaky hands I look at the screen but I don't recognize the number.
I bring the phone up to my ear and with a shaky voice answer "Hello"
"Is this Clare Goldsworthy" the female voice ask me, I don't recognize her voice.
"Yes" I answer my mouth feels dry and my heart is pounding against my chest trying to get out.
"Clare this is Monica, I'm Lisa's friend. Lisa brought Joslynn over to my house and Joslynn doesn't stop crying she is asking for you and Eli. Lisa wants to take her back to the states but Jos doesn't want to leave you. Sorry I didn't call sooner but I didn't have yours or Eli's number but Jos is so smart she knew your cell number I just had to get her alone away from Lisa and Bianca." My whole world stopped everything is now in slow motion, Jos is ok she is safe and she is still in Toronto all I have to do now is go get her.
Monica gives me her address and Adam races to her house; we all try to call Eli but for some reason it goes straight to voice mail. After fifteen minutes we finally arrive. Adam, Alli and Fi try to convince me to stay in the car but I don't listen to them I walk with them to the front door and ring the doorbell.
Owen answered the door he looked at us four and asked us to go in Adam declined the offer and told him we were just here to get Jos. I was drifting in and out of the conversation, I was light headed and everything around me was spinning everything was happening so fast I don't even get time to react.
First Bianca comes out followed by Lisa. Bianca stands right in front of me and looks at me up and down "Why the fuck can't you let Lisa be happy?" Bianca begins "you take Eli from her and now you want to take her daughter, what kind of Christian are you?" I pull all my strength to answer her.
"Why are you doing this Bianca is it to make you feel better because I know you, you only care about one thing and that is yourself so don't act like you are doing Lisa any favors because all you are doing is messing up any chance that we all have of being in Jos's life. Now I'm sorry that you and Eli didn't work out but he didn't love you, if he would have loved you he would have married you." The pain was getting more intense I had to take a minute to breath.
I now look at Lisa "And you Lisa don't trust this bitch all she wants is pay back and she is using you. Do what is best for Jos not for you or for stupid hoes like Bianca."
Monica comes to the door holding Jos I can see her eyes are blood shot from all her crying Jos puts her arms out towards me Lisa tries to get her but Fiona stands in front of her "Don't even think about it you seriously do not want to mess with me I can make it to where you never see Jos ever again." Fiona says in a calm but definitely threatening tone.
I take Jos in my arms and turn to walk back to the car just as I turn I feel someone pulling my hair. I almost lose my balance but I feel an arm catch me when I turn its Owen the one that is holding me up.
All hell broke loose at that point all I saw was Alli grabbing Bianca's hair and throwing her on the ground I see Adam and Owen try to break the fight up. I again begin to walk towards the car and as soon as I sit Jos down everything begins spinning my breathing is very shallow and the pain in my stomach is unbearable everything happens at once I try to lean against the car but I lose my balance and then everything goes black.
All I can hear is Jos screaming "Uncle Adaaaam!" and then silence.
Two cliffhangers in a row I am such a witch, hahahaha. Remember I wont update till Monday but if I get enough reviews I might update sooner so Please don't forget to REVIEW and let me know what you think will happen to Clare and to Eclare's baby.