A/N Thanks for reading and the lovely Elf who caught up with her reading

Pools of Silver

Chapter 21

SUBMISSIVE ON HEAT

The mating session is different for every shape-shifter unlike a wolf that only mates in spring. Not only does the wolf know when it is time to want cubs but so does the shape-shifter. It is a mutual decision either the wolf or the shape-shifter can choose not to be mated with. Of course if the dominant finds his mate he will mate without seeking his submissive's approval.

To reproduce it was believed that the shape-shifter had to be in wolf form but that is not the case. However it is more desirable for the dominant to mate in wolf form as he can be more certain of not hurting his mate. The submissive wolf will take over from the shape-shifter and both wolves let the animal instincts take over.

Once the mating has completed successfully the shape-shifter will become one with their wolf for the entire pregnancy. The shape-shifter will stay in wolf form as the human male body is not designed to carry children. Once the cubs are born they will remain in wolf form for an undetermined amount of time. It could be from 1 to 6 months. When they phase to human the shape-shifter will resume their human form as usual.

Warning:

There are dangers of baring cubs. The wolf may completely take over and the shape-shifter is lost forever in wolf.

The alpha my not approve of the mating as it is normally the alpha and their mate that produce cubs. He may kill the submissive and the cubs.

If the shape-shifter fights the wolf and shifts during the pregnancy. The human form cannot take the cubs and it will kill both cubs and the shape-shifter. It would be almost instant but would be painful for all.

Good luck may the spirits guide you.

I felt a whoosh of wind and I was carried out of the bathroom by Edward. I could hear a fight in the bathroom. I could hear my mate in pain. I had to go help him. No one hurts my mate and gets away with it.

"Brady he is not himself you are in heat you need to get away" Edward said running out of the house.

"Put me down Edward I got this" I growled feeling embarrassed for being in another man's arms with nothing on. Edward stopped and put me down but kept alert for any signs of trouble.

"We have to get you out of here. Brady move! Your scent is even getting to me" Edward hissed.

"I am not going. I need Paul" I yelled. I did my wolf was calling to him. I was in my final year at school and Paul was working we could do this we could have a cub. I wanted what Seth and Jacob had.

"Brady you're seeing things through rose-tinted glasses. It is not easy being a parent" Edward said making me look him in the eye.

Deep down I knew he was right but I wanted to have Paul's cubs more than anything in the whole world. I heard a car pulling up and I was yanked backwards by strong arms. Before the door was shut we were moving. Sitting up I saw my mate phase and started chasing the car. I told Seth to stop the car and let me out. He shook his head and said that I was not thinking clearly. It was the heat that was making me think I wanted to mate. I reached for the door and tried to open it but it was locked and Embry was holding me tight around the waist.

"Fuck let me go" I howled.

I could feel my wolf coming up to the surface if they didn't let me go I was going to phase in the car. I would hurt my friends and I would never forgive myself and neither would their mates. Embry must have sensed this and let me go. I went to open the door when suddenly Seth swerved sending me backwards. Scrambling up I went to make for the door again when a flash of russet caught my eye. Looking out the window I saw Jacob attack my mate. Then everything went black.

When I woke up I was lying in an unfamiliar bed and Seth and Embry were setting the food out. My mouth watered at the aroma. Other than a piece of toast at breakfast I had eaten nothing for 12 hours. A wolf needs to continuously eat. Even as a submissive I could eat 4 times as much as an average man a day. I was starving. I went to sit up when a wave of heat hit me. I swear I sweated out a bucket of water by just sitting up. My cock was hard and weeping pre-cum like there was no tomorrow. Embry and Seth came over and gave me a bottle of water that didn't do anything for my thirst. Seth was wiping my face with a cold cloth. I sunk back down and tried not to think about my mate. His hard cock ramming into me filling me with his seed. I let out a moan and got up and went to the bathroom. Locking the door behind me I sunk to the floor and grabbed hold of my cock and started stroking myself. Of course my mind went straight to my mate. I remembered I didn't have my phone on me but I needed to hear my mate's voice. To tell him where I was and to come and get me. I couldn't let go of my cock for a second. If I did the heat would hit me again.I needed release and resigned to the fact that my own hand was not going to give me it. I jumped in the shower having it on cold. It took away a bit of the heat. Once I had dried off I went and sat at the table and ate. I never let my eyes leave the table. I knew what I wanted to do. Although Paul and I had thought that my heat would not be so soon. Embry had not come on heat yet. We imagined I would have at least another year or so. I stood up and looked at my friends.

"Thanks guys but I am ready to mate. Go home I will see you there" with that I headed to the forest cross the street and phased.

I could not hear any of the pack which was unusual for this time of the night. I couldn't feel Paul anywhere and began to panic surely someone would be on patrol. I headed for home as fast as my paws would take me. The burn of my muscles was a welcome distraction from the heat that was coming in waves a lot closer than before. Finally I heard the voice I had been waiting for. Paul's wolf was in control and I let my wolf take over we were running to get to each other. I was surprised that I couldn't hear the rest of the pack but Paul said that Seth had rung and told Jacob to let Paul go. I could smell my mate close and I stopped in a clearing and waited.

Paul came charging out of the trees and phased to human mid-flight knocking me to the ground making me phase to human.

"Fuck you smell so fucking perfect. I am going to fuck you till you can't walk" he said attacking my claiming mark with his mouth.

I was under his control and his wolf had taken over. I was at the mercy of Paul and his wolf. He turned me on to my side and with no preparation at all slammed into me. It was hard and cruel but it was perfect. Lifting my leg to gain further depth he relentlessly pounded me. He grabbed hold of my cock and tugged at it making me instantly hard again after going limp with his cruel entry to my ass. I reached down and pulled at his balls sack. He gave a growl and pounded me even harder. My body was moved forward with the force of his body against mine . The twigs on the ground were cutting into my skin. The scent of my blood and the heat was powerful. I was burning up and the more Paul fucked me the hotter my body got. Suddenly he gave a feral growl and his seed shot deep within me. My own release came seconds after. Never had Paul been so out of control. Yes he had taken me rough before but this was different this was his wolf. He was cruel but it was beyond pleasurable. It was perfect. My body temperature lowered and I finally felt comfortable. I exposed my neck to my mate and he bit me. This mark would fade in time unlike my claiming mark.

Paul cradled me in his arms kissing me softly. We both knew that he would have less control on his wolf. My ass was bleeding which was something that had not happened since the first time we mated. Paul told me to phase so that I could heal faster doing as he asked I stood and phased. I crumpled to the ground and whimpered my body ached all over from the assault he had just done to me. Paul came and placed my head on his lap and sung to me while rubbing my ear. I fell asleep knowing that when the next wave of heat came he would be just as brutal. Every few hours my heat would raise and Paul would fuck me. I could tell he was trying to fight his wolf but my wolf was demanding his attention. One time I was asleep when the heat came while I was in wolf form. He ordered me to phase but my wolf refused. Paul came up behind me and lifted my tail. I panicked this was not how it was done and I bit Paul on the arm. He phased instantly and mounted me. Mating in wolf form was completely different from human. Once Paul was in me my muscles tightened clamping him in me and he could only move a few millimetres making him hump me. It hurt at first but it was amazing the difference in our wolf. Also it didn't last long but none the less his seed again filled me. My wolf purred with delight and Paul's wolf rumbled. I again needed to sleep. The heat took its toll on my body.

When I woke up I was curled up naked around my wolf. It would seem that when we mated to produce cubs our wolves took control. But me being in human meant that we had not conceived I took a deep breath in and sighed. I knew it was not guaranteed we would succeed first time. But of course it was my hope that we would. We still had time as I would be on heat for 3 more days. I could smell mine and Paul's scent on him and no doubt I would smell the same. I gave Paul a nudge and he woke up and licked my face. Pushing him away I asked him to phase. Standing Paul phased and pulled me into his arms telling me he was sorry. I didn't know what he was sorry for and he told me that when we mated I was in a lot of pain. I told him I couldn't remember trying to make him feel less guilty for what he was putting my body through. I was glad that we had mated and hoped that I was carrying his cub soon. Now that I was back in human form I wanted to make love to my mate. Paul laid me on the ground and laid butterfly kisses all over my body taking time over my claiming mark.

Like the day he had claimed me as his mate. Paul took his time preparing me and made love to me while we looked into each other's eyes. With every thrust of his cock he hit my little bundle making my eyes roll back into my head and thrust up to meet his hips. When I was close to cumming Paul bit down on my neck making me shoot my load covering the both of us. Paul shot his seed deep within me. For the rest of my heat cycle I would phase in and out of wolf form.