Two Weeks Later

Merle finally got his. Guess not even Merle could last, huh?

We were out for a supply run…guess that "governor" bitch hadn't given up yet. I guess he didn't go down without a fight though…By the time I made it back to him…He was gone. Not the way it was the first time though…I ain't got no one to blame, but me.. I leave everyone, and they end up hurt.

I didn't even know what ta feel, or ta do. That's my brother. The last of my blood…Well, he was. I felt like I was reliving the barn thing, again….'Cept I was in your place this time…And no one to save me from myself.

He looked more awful than when strung out on the crystal. He looked like he remembered me though…Hell, he probably didn't. He's just another brainless walker. I'm just seein' shit.

I had a dream that night though…You were there. Wouldn't let me be, no matter what. Just wanted ta clear my head, and work on the damn bike. Pulled me off the ground, and dragged me with ya. Well, can't really remember the rest of it…

I don't even know why I come in here anymore. Tellin' ya all this crap, and ya probably can't even hear me. Just complainin' and babblin' like some damn bitch, to a comatose fuckin' psychiatrist.

I don't know anymore…

*Am I making up for almost a year hiatus?*