It was heading into June now. Jeff and Logan had been going strong since February. Jeff was dreading two weeks time. Venom were heading to the UK to start the summer tours off. In their first week they would be doing the festivals Download and Novarock in europe. Then they'd come back for a week, then fly of to Finland for Ruisrock, then back to the states again. Five days after that the Mayhem Tour started.

It was June 12 and Jeff was at the airport with Matt and Venom. He was saying goodbye and to call him as soon as they got there. He was kissing her and holding their foreheads together. She was holding back any tears.

"I'm gonna miss you, even if it is just for over a week."

"Torture" she replied. "Utter Torture."

"Jupiter" He whispered.

Venom's flight was called and Logan hurriedly and passionately kissed Jeff once more and then let go of him. She wandered into the boarding gate, turning every so often to look at him. She disappeared into the tunnel with Jade and Ben.

Jeff pushed his hair back and exhaled. He really didn't like this. But this was apart of who she was. Matt tried to put a comforting arm around his brother. Jeff shrugged him off and stormed off out of the airport. Matt found Jeff outside leaning against the car watching the planes take off. Jeff was silent as the Logan's British Airways flight pulled out onto the tarmac and took flight.

"You ok bro?" Matt asked gingerly. Jeff shot him a look.

"Can we just fuckin' go now?"

Matt nodded. Jeff was not going to be the life of the party for awhile, Matt deducted. He messaged Greg and Phil telling them to just give Jeff his space when they saw him. Jeff jammed his Ipod headphones in and leaned back in the passenger seat. He switched to Venom's music and tortured himself with her voice.

She called several hours later when they were settled at a hotel. He was happy knowing she was safe. She told him all about Jade and Ben wandering around the hotel putting on fake cockney accents driving the locals mad. That made him smile. Jeff continued his bad mood for the next week. He showed to shows, played his part and then would leave. Paul noticed the change in Jeff's demeanor. Paul ran into Matt after one said show.

"Is Jeff ok?"

"Yeah he's just missing his girl y'know."

Paul realized he hadn't seen the Venom crew in a few days.

"They on tour already?"

Matt nodded. He explained the schedule for between now and when Mayhem starts on July tenth. Paul had an idea and explained it to Matt. Matt grinned. They would buy him a ticket to Finland and wait to give it to him until they day before Venom left. They were sending him to Ruisrock with her.

It was now June twenty three. Venom were home for like twelve days and then heading to Turku Finland for the annual Ruisrock. One of Europe's oldest rock festivals. Venom played there two years ago after the first signed album hit the charts and soared. That's also when she befriended Ville Valo and Bam Margera, and they got her to get the same heartagram tattoo between her hips drunkenly at three in the morning after the show.

She was curled up with Jeff at a hotel in Indianapolis. Her flight came in while Jeff was still working at the arena. She just surprised Jeff at the Hotel instead. She told him about some of the performances. She gave a rough commentary of Download and Novarock, and how it was a lot of fun. Then she went serious and spoke of how she missed him. Jeff pulled her into a hug. She buried her face and twirled strands of green and red strands of hair around her fingers. God he'd missed that.

July rolled in. It was the second and Logan was getting packed for the next flight to Helsinki. Jeff had been packing for the next flight to Boston. Or so he thought. There was a knock on the door and he discovered Matt and Paul were there. Matt and Paul were grinning.

"What are you up to bro?" Jeff questioned folding his arms. Matt put a shoulder around Jeff and stood with him. Logan was leaning against the bedroom doorway, watching curiously. Paul pulled out an envelope and handed it to Jeff.

"So you two can spend a few extra days together before Mayhem." Paul stated.

Jeff turned the envelope around in his hands curiously. What had they done? Jeff ripped the white envelope open and pulled out a plane ticket. He read the destination carefully. Thanks to Jade and Ben, Paul and Matt were able to work out which flight Venom were catching and got a hold of a business class ticket just like theirs. Logan couldn't see what he was holding. Jeff beamed and hugged his brother and Paul. He turned to Logan and waved it at her. She yanked it from his hands. She couldn't believe it. He was coming with her. She was getting another full week with Jeff before Mayhem. She tackled Matt and Paul, thanking them.

Jeff removed his work gear from his bag and repacked for the few days over there. Jade and Ben popped their heads in. They were grinning mischievously as they knew what had been going on.

"You coming Jeff?" they called out.

"Hell yeah boys."

Jade and Ben cheered. They liked Jeff. They had often talked about Jeff and his influence on their sister. She was generally more upbeat about things. She used to be quite pessimistic and cynical. They knew her previous loneliness was getting to her. Some of the emotions in her songwriting was just a little to raw to ignore. Their sister had a big heart that's been stomped on before and by now she would've usually had tried to do a runner. And nor had they seen her simply gravitate towards someone the way she had when they met. It was a surprise to Jade and Ben, but a nice surprise.

The biggest thin that had surprised them, was what happened when Logan loses her temper.

Normally no one could get near her for fear of getting punched. But Jeff could. It was the most bizarre thing they'd ever seen. They'd copped more than their fair share of swings and various

thrown objects. But Jeff could get close to her, talk her down. They'd even noticed Jeff was now wearing Logan's pendant. She had never ever given that over to anyone before.

Jeff piled into the mini van with Venom. The buses had been flown over the nigh before. Venom were surprised but whole heartedly welcomed Jeff along.

"So you dumping the wrestling schtick and comin' on rockstar tours now?" Daryl joked.

"Yeah for a few days anyway." Jeff smiled. He was sticking close to his Jupiter girl. She played with back of his neck the entire way to the airport.

They checked into a domestic flight to New York's JFK airport, where they would change over for the non-stop to Helsinki. Once in Helsinki there was no stopping to look around the beautiful city. It was straight onto the buses for a few hours to get to Turku. They stayed near by in hotels down there. Logan had been setting up wardrobe for the next three days. It was pvc for one day, rubber and metal plate the next and finishing up in leather on the last day. Venom were playing on day two, July fourth. They were needed for all three days for interviews, press spots, and a bit of guest vocals on Logan's part.

After a shower Logan snuggled up to Jeff. He was flicking through tv channels, although they were all in Finnish. Logan understood a little, she revealed, apparently their dad had been Finnish. She had learnt a little but the boys hadn't. Jeff ignored what she was talking about and continued holding her and feeling her body against him. She sighed and gave in.

"We're supposed to be sleeping."

"Uh huh" he said ignoring her.

They maybe had an hour's sleep before needing to get up and get prepared for day one of Ruisrock. Logan was smiling, but couldn't stop yawning. She playfully smacked Jeff.

"Your fault."

"I know."

He started kissing her hands, and up her arm, around the back of her neck. He ran his hands down her spine and around her hips.

"We'll be late."

Jeff shrugged and continued kissing, feeling. He picked her up and carried her back into the room.

In the end, they were abut an hour late to meeting the rest of Venom and getting passes and gear for tomorrow sorted out. Jeff and Logan were tired but kept on smiling secretly at each other. Jade made gagging noises and Logan threw bits of egg from breakfast at him. Jade could hardly talk though. He had spent the last six weeks disappearing during the night whenever they were in the states. Ben had noticed the secret behavior. Jade had snuck out the night before they left for Finland. Ben followed out of curiosity. Jade had been meeting up with Maria Kanellis and goin to her room most nights, not coming back until just before the sun would rise. Ben assumes thats who Jade had been texting constantly.

It was ten am. Time to go rock on at day one of Ruisrock.