Disclaimer- Don't own the Twilight series and there is a sex scene in this chapter, so if you don't like it just skip it.
Sorry about the delay with this chapter, my computer crashed and I didn't back up the original chapter on my flash drive, so I had to completely rewrite this chapter. Thanks for the reviews and patience and I will make it a priority to get chapter 22 out fast.
Edward's P.O.V.
"Jacob please you have to eat something," I plead at my stubborn wolf of a boyfriend. Jake shakes his head no and continues to stare at the television. For the past three months that he has been living with us, he barely eats,talks, and be happy. I do understand that he is depressed about what happened between him and Billy, but I don't want him to starve himself and the baby to death. "Jake just a bite of the sandwich," I hold in front of him. Jake just turns away from me. "Jacob Black eat something now."
"I don't have to listen to you," he said angrily. It's the must emotion he has shown for months, since he has been living with us, his facial expressions are angry mixed with sadness.
"Yes you do I'm commanding you to eat, so you won't die on us."
"Just leave me the fuck alone Edward."
I grab Jake's head and force him to look me in the eyes. "No, I love you to much to let you kill yourself by not eating. You're only harming yourself and the baby."
"I fucking hate the baby and I hate you for making me this way."
"Jacob, you don't mean that."
"Yes, I do; I hate you and this baby and guess what I want it to die, so I can live my life, so I can get away from you."
I know it's the hormones that is running rampant in him, but his words are hurtful. What can I say toward him, but nothing. Just giving him a hurt look, I walk away, get my car keys and drive to town to be alone for awhile.
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Leah's P.O.V.
"Leah please take us to see Jake," whined Quil. Neither him or Embry had seen Jacob since he left, because of their aversion to the Cullens. The way they're begging me, it sounds that they can swallow their pride and go themselves. "Leah please."
"All right you dumbasses, I'll take you just shut up." Huffing they follow me to my new truck that Alice just had to buy for me. Her and Jasper surprised me with a brand new 2009 black Ford 150 and gave me an unlimited gas card. I hate that they spent so much money on me, but damnit I love my truck. When anyone on the reservation asks about the truck, I just say that it was a gift from Edward, in thanking me about Jacob. Surprisingly everyone bought the excuse and hasn't said anything about it. Once we're on the road, I speed toward the Cullens; once we're there, Quil and Embry almost fall out of the truck.
"God Leah you do know there is something called a speed limit," Embry said trying to get steady on the ground.
"Shut up."
"Leah," a shrill voice says." Before I know it Alice runs, jumps on top of me and gives me a huge kiss. "I'm glad you're here; Jacob is depressed and angry and Edward can't help him." She then noticed Quil and Embry. "Oh you brought…"
"Their just here to see Jacob."
"Ok," she said slowly getting off me. "He's in his room I'll show you." Quil and Embry just shrug their shoulders and follow her to Jake's room; once their in, Alice leds me to her room. "I missed you."
"You always miss me."
"I know," she says pushing me down on the bed. Climbing on top of me she meets me face to face. "Glad you came over."
"I'm glad to," I said switching our positions, scooting down I push up her shirt and start to lick her bellybutton."
"Your tongue is warm," she giggled. Not saying anything I keep licking it and slowly unbutton her jeans. Pulling them off they reveal her pink thong. She knows how much I despise pink, with one jerk I rip them off. "Leah, I love those."
"So," I said as I placed a finger between her legs, for a vampire she gets very wet. "Where's Jasper?"
"In town getting a paper," she moans as I keep penetrating her with my finger. "He should be here do you want me to call…ah Leah more." Going with her request I insert another finger into her and move them faster. As her hips start to buck upward I take them out and get on top of her. "Why you stop?"
"Because I can, besides we need Jasper here."
"NO! Please Leah, I want more," she said desperate. Just to tease her I stick a finger between her pussy lips and take it out again. "No games."
"I like games," I tease inserting my finger again, then quickly taking it out. Alice whimpers under me to make her stop I cover her lips with mine. As we makeout, I catch Jasper's scent as he comes into the room. "Hi,"
"Starting the fun without me," he grinned.
"Yes,"
"I wish you hadn't," he said pulling off my jeans.
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Jacob's P.O.V.
I feel better now that Quil and Embry came to see me. As of now we're all sprawled on top of my bed. "Why did you guys come?"
"Because Jackass, we missed you and the reservation is no fun without you. Are you ever going to come back," asked Quil.
"Maybe it's whatever dad says. How is he, what's he been up to?"
"Well he's been trying to kill Paul for eating up all of you guys is food, but other then that Sue says he disappointed in himself in what happened. Jake, why you did you betray us?"
""I don't know it's just you guys wouldn't understand how I feel for Edward."
"But Jake he's a guy and our enemy," Embry pointed out.
"I know ok." Not thinking of another word I turn away from my friends.
Sitting for an half and hour in silence Quil finally says something. "What's up with Leah it that pixie vampire?
"Lesbians, they been at it for awhile."
"Seriously," Quil asked shocked. "Always knew Leah would fall for a girl could never really see her with Sam."
"It gets better their relationship is a threesome with Jasper."
"No way," said Embry. "I never thought Leah would be into that stuff. So is she going to get knocked up to?"
"How the hell should I know? They have sex, but Leah hasn't shown any signs of being pregnant."
"That must be some freaky sex, god only knows what Sue will do if she found out Leah was pregnant with a vampire," Quil said.
"She'll kill her," said Embry. "We don't need that to happen Sam is already going off the deep end on what happened to you Jake; we don't need him to lose his mental sanity over Leah. You two just attract vampires."
"We do, anyway how is everyone else?"
"Seth keeps whining about never seeing you and the others just want you to come back. My little Claire bear says hi. You missed her birthday party everyone was covered in glitter." Quil said as he beamed about his special little girl.
"And you were the only one covered with makeup with a pink tiara on," Embry said.
"Hey I looked hot, Jake if you have a girl you can name her Claire."
"NO! If it is a girl she'll have my mother's name and whatever else Edward wants to call her."
"Speaking of Edward where is he, Leah says he's very protective of you." Embry asked.
"I got pissed at him earlier and he left,not like I care his over-protectiveness is suffocating me. I'm ready to leave this house."
"Then why don't you?"
"Because I need Carlisle; this thing in me breaks my bones everytime it's move, plus the fact that I'm always sick. I just want it out of me."
"Let's just rip it out now," Embry suggested.
"Dude and kill me in the process no. I'll just wait it out, Carlisle says with the rate that the baby is growing I could be giving birth in the next couple months or so. I'm glad you guys came over and everything, but I want to be alone for awhile."
"Are you sure Jake," asked Embry.
"Yeah can you guys comeover tomorrow?"
"Sure no problem. We'll see you later."
After my friends left i closed my eyes and tried to ignore the pain as we were talking the baby kept kicking and I'm sure all of my organs are bruised. Placing my hands over my stomach, I think I should have let them rip the baby out. I can't stand this pain anymore. Sometimes I don't think it's even worth it carrying this thing to full term I just want it to go away; I want to die. Getting out of bed, I make my decision and head into the woods.
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Edward's P.O.V.
I've been gone for a couple hours and I'm sure Jake has calmed down by now, heading into the house I found Emmett laying all over Rosalie. "Dude where have you been," asks Emmett.
"Jacob was moody today and I needed to leave for awhile."
"That wolf is always moody," said Rosalie.
"Don't start anything." It then dawned on me that I couldn't smell Jacob. "Is Jake in the house?"
"We assume so, his friends came over earlier and they left without him. We came home when they were running away. Leah is still here," explained Emmett.
Sniffing the air more, I cannot get Jacob's scent, running to his bedroom, I notice his bed is empty. Looking all over the house I can't find him. Needing answers I bust into Alice's room to find her, Leah and Jasper in a naked heap.
"Hey pervert get out," Leah yells covering her body.
"No have any of you seen Jacob?"
"No, we've been busy," said Alice. "He's not at the house."
"No and he didn't leave with Quil and Embry. I can't smell him anywhere can you guys." The others sniff the air and shake their heads no. "Alice any visions."
My sister concentrated for a second. "No nothing; this has never happened before." Getting up the trio puts on their clothes. "Even if I have no visions I have the feeling something is happening, Jake might be in pain."
"Damn, I'm going after him."
"We'll help," she said.
Not having any idea where Jacob might be I rush into the woods, as I run I keep trying to catch his scent, but nothing comes up. I shouldn't have left him; I should have stayed by his side and now this happens. Hours pass, but I still don't find Jacob needing to know if anyone has found anything I go back to the house and find many of the werewolves there along with my family. "What's going on?"
Sam gives me a glare. "Leah told us how Jacob has disappeared and we're helping to look for him."
"Have you found anything?"
"No, he's not in his wolf form and none of us can pick up his scent; we've been searching for him for hours without evening founding a trace of him. This wouldn't be happening if you had left him alone. I swear if anything has happened to Jacob, I will murder you."
"I don't care, I just want him to be alive." Turning my back to them, I wish I could cry; I want to cry over Jacob; why did he leave? "Where would he go?"
"How the hell should we know," Leah snapped.
"Maybe he went to the one place we never thought to look for him," Seth said quietly.
"What place is that?"
"His mom's grave, she wasn't buried on the reservation or in Forks." He said.
"That's right she was buried in the cemetery in the town she died at," Leah said as her eyes grew sorrowful.
"What town is that?"
"Sequim," said Sam.
Before another word could be spoken, I was out the door running toward Sequim. Once I'm there I track down the cemetary and find Jacob resting against a gravestone crying. "Jake."
"Leave me alone,I want to be alone with mommy."
"I can't do that, Jacob please you scared me when I couldn't find you."
"I said leave," he says as he huddles close to the stone. I gently reach out to him, but he snaps at me. "I want to be alone can you get that through your head."
"Jake," that's when I notice that Jacob was bare-chested and has blood all over him. "What did you do?" He doesn't answer me and starts talking to the stone. "Jacob stop tell me what happened."
"Mommy, I've been good; I'm sorry about daddy."
"Jacob stop." I pull him off the stone and notice huge gashes on his stomach. He wouldn't. "Jake talk to me what you do?"
"What's that mommy ok I will," Jake said with a chilling voice of a child. "Mommy told me to tell you the truth; I wanted it out, so I tried, but the damn thing is to strong for me to get through with my hands."
Shivers run down my spine. "Jacob, you said you wanted it."
"I lied I don't want it; I hate you Edward Cullen for everything that you've done to me. I HATE YOU."
Suddenly Jake bursts into his wolf form and charges toward me, dodging I try to calm him down, but nothing works. "Jacob please I love you." Jake doesn't listen to me as he tries to kill me; I could get him into a hug and squeeze tight, but that might hurt the baby. Before I could do anything, Jake stops, gives me a sad set of eyes before he vomits blood. After he's done, he turns back into human and passes out. Quietly I pick him up and head home.
How was the chapter, I like writing Jacob losing his sanity, it's only because the baby is severely messing with his emotions.
Next chapter, Jacob begins to the birthing process and possible the sex of the baby will be found out.