Chapter 21- Holiday Feast Part 2
One month later it was Christmas time and Sandra and John now on good speaking terms and Sandra made a decision to go to Orlando/ Tampa area for her winter break and Sandra and John found out they are having a girl,
"Hey mom how are you doing,"
"Look at you, you just miss John he was here dropping off gifts for you and me and the baby,"
"What man if I knew he was coming here I would gave him the gifts for him and his dad and mom and step mom and sisters and brothers and even one for his other baby momma,"
"You didn't have to give her something now,"
"I was being nice,"
"Are Suzanne and Randy coming down?"
"No because they want to spend Christmas at home and near his family,"
"Oh okay you spending it here or Tampa,"
"Both John and I might go down to Key West for New Years I stop in the store same old crazy people there,"
"Yeah been drinking a lot of milk,"
"Yes mother I been eating right taking my vitamins and saying my prayers,"
"Good to know,"
Than Sandra and her mom talk some more and she took a nap and she dream that she was back in high school and her and John was dating,
Sandra Dream
"Yes,"
"Yes what,"
"I would date you,"
"You would,"
"Yes why not we are best friend,"
"You think we should take there,"
"Yes we should,"
"Cool ever kisses a black girl before," Sandra said
"No not yet,"
"It's the same way if you are kissing Liz,"
"Why you bring her up for,"
"Because you use to date her and you two use kiss each other all the time,"
"So did you Dave,"
"Yeah that's so over with now,"
"Good I am glad,"
Prom night Sandra and John going now two years and they going to the prom together and John got them a room and they was going to have sex for the very first time.
In addition, they planned to stay in the hotel as long as possible exploring each other fully. As they, climbed back into the limo and the driver headed towards the hotel they shared a few passionate embraces but also talked about all the fun they had experienced all night long.
After arriving to the hotel, they headed up in the elevator and finally arrived at their floor. As the doors to the elevator opened, they both felt giddy with sexual tension and the knowledge that soon the virginity they shared would be gone.
"Here we go," John said as he opened the door with the credit card key.
As they kissed in post coitus, the two knew this had changed everything and they slowly lay there caressing one another until they started all over again. Making love throughout the night, two joined as one. They figured experimentation could come later; the only thing important tonight was consecrating their love for one another.
The next day they talk about what they did.
""Was I any good?" she asked timidly.
John looked up in surprise.
"Come on it is okay I don't care people know we are in love I love you Sandra and I am going to married you some day I will wait for you,"
"Okay you really want to know how you was,"
"Yes I do,"
"You treated me as if I was a dog in heat with passion. I don't know how to say it, John," she said blushing.
"You're doing fine," John smiled said.
"I always heard the first time never that great but with you it was great and I liked it. I wanted more of it when you get time I would love to have sex with you again," she said quietly.
John was shock what Sandra was describing something he like what he had done a good job in Sandra had not disliked anything John and her did done the night before. She liked it. In fact, she had liked it so much that and that is why she was so nervous.
"There is something there we do have chemistry between us, John. I am not sure how to deal with this I mean I am graduating soon and you still be here you sure we can make it I am going way and I want us still be a couple." she said.
John said nothing as she spoke. He had known this was going to be her problem even before they had sat down to talk. It was something he, Jeff and Matt and Randy had talked about and he knew what she was going to say next.
"I love spending time with you, John and the last thing I want to do is hurt you or lose you, but I need time to figure all this stuff out. Maybe if our situation was different...if we were graduating together and if we were not such good friends, it would be different. But for right now, I need more time to adjust to everything going on and I hope you can understand that." she finished.
End of Sandra Dream
"Yeah need to understand," Sandra said as she woke up and seen she was in her room at her mom house and pregnant when she sat up John was sitting there.
"Good afternoon sleepy head what is it you need to understand,"
Sandra was looking around and she could not believe he was sitting there she smile at him and shook her head.
"I, I don't want to talk about it, it was a dream right,"
"What's wrong?"
"John this is going to sound crazy in so many ways it isn't funny,"
"Okay try me,"
"I dream about us if we all want to same high school you me Dave Jeff Matt Randy it was my prom I think and you was my first if you know what I mean,"
"You mean I pop your cherry in this dream,"
"Yeah the strange part is you and I was freshmen together or something like that than it was my senior year and get this we was going together for four years,"
"Whoa,"
"I know I know this is so crazy wait a minute what you doing here and in my room?"
"Your mom let me in and she told me you was laying down so I thought you was laying down watching TV like you always do but you was sound to sleep,"
"Oh okay so what's up how was it,"
"Will nothing I am back home from Iraq and I miss you I thought about you the whole time we was over there and I felt something that I never felt before,"
"What's that?"
"I don't know what I would do if I was in the Marines for real I be missing you and Johnny and baby girl there I might not had seen her or Johnny born it be very hard on you and Sierra and I am glad this storm is almost over with hopefully,"
"Yes it do make you see the light you know when I see that show I get so chock up and I just want to scream and yell and this Christmas isn't going to be no different and I know some of the guys have family over there but I know it have to hurt,"
"Yes it does but that's life,"
"Yeah I have you all presents I can't believe I drove all the way here that was fun just me and Dave I really got to know him and his mom and his daughter was with us and you know Dave is building a house out there,"
"Yeah I know so you got to hang with his daughter and his mom huh,"
"Yeah and I had so much fun,"
"That's cool,"
"Yeah I know it is going to be very interesting to see Johnny and baby girl reacting to each other,"
"Yeah it is going to be great listen um I talk to Paul the other day and he had told me that Rene came to him and told him that she and I going to be engage and that she shouldn't be separate from each other,"
"Are you serious she sayed that,"
"Yeah so as of right now it looks like she is coming back to Raw,"
"That little bitch wait I read somewhere she is going to be on both shows now,"
"I know I heard that too I guess that's the way they going to do that for a while I don't know but as for Sierra she had agree it isn't working out and she going to stay in Tampa and we going to work it out and I am going be starting to paid child support again,"
"Yeah so that's leave to us now will like I said we can be friends and you are doing the right thing but Rene is not letting you go but I don't understand why Sierra was being so mean to me and now her so call friend is …"
"Hold that thought its fabulous calling,"
"I going to pee be right back,"
"What's up?"
"I just want to tell you that I am on the plane down there Linda and the girls won't be down until near new years she and the girls going to see her dead husband family,"
"Oh okay that's good I am at Sandra's mom house so what time you going to be here,"
"Not in tell ten o'clock tonight,"
"Alright we will be there,"
"Alrighty I see you than,"
"Yeap,"
"Everything okay,"
"Yeah find,"
"Good so um so want to come over I got the house to myself Johnny and Sierra is going to a Christmas party and Rene is doing some promotions for our lovely job so what do you say for old time sake,"
"No sex I am getting too big for that,"
"You are still beautiful,"
"I hate my body it almost look like the way it use to again,"
"No you don't,"
"You're just being nice to me,"
"No I am not you are looking great so you want to come down to Tampa please," John said giving her the sad puppy dog eyes
"I hate when you do that,"
"Come please come over,"
"Yeah sure come on lets go,"
"Get your bag too I want you to spend a night,"
"Is she coming home?"
"Nope we somewhat have the house to our self dad going to be there but he don't care,"
"Linda isn't coming with him,"
"She is in New York to see her in laws her husband family for the last time because she is getting married to dad in April,"
"Cool,"
"Yeap they are going to get married April 26th I think I got to ask him,"
"Where they getting married at,"
"In Springfield,"
"Oh okay why,"
"I don't know,"
"Need me to help you up,"
"Nope I am good thanks,"
Than they want downstairs and Sandra mom was in the kitchen cooking and they sat around the table.
"You didn't have to fix us dinner mom," John said getting himself a plate, "But thank you,"
"Yeah I was going to… dam John I am the pregnant one gee they didn't feed you over there,"
"Yeah but it isn't nothing like home cooking,"
"Yes I know,"
"Mom you are not saying nothing are you okay," John said
"Yeah I keeping my opinion to myself about that god for sake war," Mom said sitting down at the table.
"Mom its okay I hear it from my mom and dad and Sandy told me how she feels about it many times so I understand,"
"Yeah,"
"Sandy why you never cook this for me,"
"What did I tell you I don't like to cook that much?"
"You soon have to get use to cooking,"
"Yeah I know but she still in there so I don't have to worried and Johnny eats anything you put in front of him gee wonder where he get that from, you came from New York straight here," Sandra said
"Yeah I came here to see if you was here yet you wasn't so I want to the mall and got something's for Christmas,"
"What did you get?"
"You have to wait and see,"
"Why you not eating no bread,"
"Dr. Sanchez told me I can't eat bread it have too much sugar I can't eat a lot of pasta either and that's all I want too but I been good I am not giving her everything she wants,"
"Have you had strange craving,"
"Yeah I have a craving for um pickles with onions and ketchup with butter,"
"Already you eating strange stuff,"
"I know I was shock too,"
"That's not too strange,"
"Yes it is,"
"Eating fruits and veggies,"
"Yes god and I am working out also and I taking my naps and everything what I am suppose to do,"
"I don't know what made you drive all the way here but now you have to go by yourself back home,"
"Oh I didn't tell ya," John said smiling at Sandra and her mom.
"What,"
"I got sometime off the first two weeks of January so I am coming back with you,"
"Oh you don't have to I'll be alright,"
"It will be safe if you go with someone,"
"Road trip with you and me,"
"Yeap,"
"Alright come on lets get to your place before your dad gets there,"
"Yeah I know he can get anal sometimes,"
"What about your baby momma,"
"She is spending a night at her mom plus during them two weeks she will be moving out into her own place and than the other one kicking her out of my life and than it will be me and Sandy again,"
"Maybe,"
"Yeah maybe,"
That night John and Sandra was talking and have a good and time and they was making out and they want to the airport and pick his dad and they had late night snack and when they want to bed John and Sandra end up making love to each other and than Sandra started to cry,
"Sandy why you crying for,"
"I don't know it was so beautiful you are so wonderful,"
"Sandy that's nothing to cry about,"
"I love you so much,"
"I love you too baby it is okay look you want me to stop I can,"
"No keep on going I love it,"
"That's what I wanted to hear from you,"
"I am so bless to have you in my life thank you for walking into my life and I love you so much,"
"I love you too baby and our daughter and your step son,"
"Make love to me again,"
"It will be my pleasure,"
Than it was Christmas Eve and Sandra was down in Tampa spending it with John and his family came down and most of the day they wrap up the last minute gifts for one another and Sandra was feeling little sad because she wish Suzanne had came down there with her and some of her friends but they didn't.
"What's wrong Sand?"
"Nothing just my hormones again,"
"Oh okay we got the cookies and milk ready for Santa,"
"Yeap,"
"He is so happy he having a good time,"
"Yeah I love it when I was his age,"
"I love this time of year come on lets get ready for bed,"
"Got all the toys together,"
"Yeah some of it wow I can't believe we are spending our first Christmas together,"
"Yes we are next year she will be here and than maybe trying again after that we get married,"
"I still can't believe how cool Sierra is about it,"
"Yeah that's the scary part if you ask me,"
"You know what I want to do with you,"
"Make love to me in front of the Christmas tree even though you got like million toys under there what a year huh,"
"Yeah I came a dad got engage and I am so glad we are friends now I don't know life going too well for me makes me scared,"
"Yeah I know I know I feel the same way someone told me last year that I will get with you and we will be having a baby together I would say no way,"
"I know but we are together,"
"Yes we are sort of,"
The next morning they woke up and Johnny came into the family room and he seen all his toys and he was so happy and his mom woke up and seen all the toys he got.
"Wow Johnny looks what Santa got you everything you wanted,"
"There are some present from Santa to you Sierra," Sandra said
"Really," Sierra said looking shock
"Yes really even you was a bad girl this year Santa forgives you," Sandra said
"Oh wow I need to thank him,"
"I will for you," Sandra smile and said
"Yeah everyone soon be up and over here better get breakfast started,"
"Yeah that's true," John said
"Sandy can you help me in the kitchen,"
"Yeah sure help me up,"
Than Sandra and Sierra want into the kitchen and she sit at the breakfast bar,
"What's on your mind?"
"Why you being so nice to me all the things I did I broke up your engage and I ruin your friendship with Suzanne why you being nice to me,"
"So you want me to be mean to you because I can be a very nasty person,"
"No Sandy I don't want you being nasty to me; I just want to know why you being nice to me after all the bad things I did to you and Suzanne,"
"You see Sierra I am pregnant with John's baby girl here and I have to learn to forgive you we both want something and that's John's love and he show us both love and I realize that we shouldn't be fighting we should be getting alone because my daughter your son will be growing up together and we are family now I never keep John for seeing his son I know how important a father and son bond is I don't know talking to Dave and hanging out with him and his daughter made me realize that life is too short and to hate you , you had the rights to go with him at the time and so do I and the way I use to feel about you and Liz wasn't right I am spoil and I'm use to getting what I want and this is my time to have him I almost throw it away I don't know your reason why you did what you did but if I was in your shoes would I do anything to get this man back into my life too,"
"Everything okay in here," John said coming into the kitchen,"
"Yeah everything okay,"
"Yeah just fine,"
"Oh okay I'll go see what Johnny doing," John said leaving out of the kitchen,
"Why are you changing your ways I am going to stay black I am not going to turn white so what made you see me differently,"
"I don't believe mixing the races and not until this past fall when I want back to school and I had to take Human Resources class and I heard horror stories how people hate on the job and how the African American are treated I realize that John's daughter will have this problem and Johnny will be giving the world so I talk to my black classmate she is a very nice girl and she married to a white guy and she told me how people look at her and husband and their children I don't know I realize I shouldn't fight so hard I mean I just change and little Johnny told John something that shock me and he said in his two old way I love Miz. Mommy Sand but mommy is mean to her and I lose it I don't know why,"
"What about Rene she still wants him,"
"I know I am trying to talk to her about that when John told me you and him was getting back together I was little sad and he and I had a very good heart to heart talk and I wasn't making him happy I was making him worst off and I should of known he wasn't for real when he said he wanted me back he did that to hurt you and I just told him stop lying to yourself you know you don't want me you just doing that because she isn't taking you back right way,"
"Yeah that's the reason and I realize I want him back and than he did that I was so hurt and shock it wasn't funny,"
"Yeah I bet I do want to say sorry for all the rotten things I did and I hope we can become friends and I can tell you going to be a great mom,"
"Thank you I hope I can be,"
The rest of the was busy and John gave Sandra a special present from him and the kids and she love it.
"Think you this is so nice,"
"You are so welcome,"
"Here you go it is from me and the baby,"
"Thank you, you didn't have to get me anything,"
"I wanted to,"
"I got a feeling next year is the year for us,"
"I hope so go ahead and opening it,"
John opens his present from Sandra and the baby and it was white gold dog tag with little diamonds on it and had their names on it step for the baby,"
"The guy said I can bring it back after we had have her so we can put her name on it,"
"Oh baby thank you this is so nice of you,"
"You are welcome,"
"You are spoiling me,"
"Yeah I am but I can't help it I want us to have a good friendship and relationship again you know,"
"We will and when you do come around it is going to be so wonderful,"
"I came around but I just want to make sure I am doing the right thing that's all,"
"But you are and I am going to be there for you always,"
"Forever,"
"Forever,"
Than it was New Year Eve and Sierra and Rene want to a neutral friend of theirs and Johnny want with them and Sierra and Rene was talking about what has happen to her.
"You want to be friends with her why,"
"That's going to be Johnny's step mom and I got to be nice to her you seen how John was looking after they broke up he wasn't himself and I don't know I am so confuse right now,"
"I'm not I want him you be all buddy, bubby with her if you want I not and she going to be sorry who she messing with,"
"Rene you talking a lot of shit now John is happy with her I seen the light I think you should too,"
"No I want John Cena and I am going to get him if you or Sandy or anyone else in WWE likes it or not they can't keep me away from him,"
"Look leaves him alone alright or I am going to tell you don't want that out now,"
"I won't be the first or the last so what Vince wouldn't care he be glad I did it,"
"You know what I am talking about and I wasn't talking about that I was talking about something else you did,"
"What are you talking about?"
"You stole Paul and Steph DVD tape of them together,"
"You don't have proof what I did,"
"You don't know what I got on you,"
"So all Vince going to do is take me off the roster for 90days that's it and I won't get no push of while no big deal,"
"Who says I was going to Vince with this little info I might go to the people who is involve in this tape and you know how Steph loves you,"
"You better not I got some shit on you too like the time you slept with Randy Orton,"
"Sandy and Suzanne and John knows about that,"
"No, no sweetie I was talking about the time we had a threesome with him and Dave back when they was both on Raw,"
"I wasn't with him then so what,"
"Yes you're,"
"Go ahead tell I don't give a fuck,"
"I will,"
Sandra and John was at his place with his friends from work and his old friends from West Newbury and Sandra and Suzanne Melissa and all of her friends came down to Tampa and they was having a great time.
"I spoke to John this morning. He told me that you two been hanging out together this past week," Melissa said
"We are trying to work things out as friends right now." Sandra said
"That's all just friends with benefits or like friends as your best male friend," Suzanne said
"I just want him to be there for our daughter, not really for me even though there is a part of me who really wants him,"
"That's not what I ask Sandy," Suzanne said
"Come on now Suzanne you know what I want him to be,"
"Will let him be there for you also not only the baby,"
"I agree with Suzanne I think it be better for you two be together as boyfriend and girlfriend than just friends," Leanne said
"You love him right," Jessica said
"Yes I do very much,"
"Whatever he had did let go," Karen said
Karen pulled Sandra in for a hug.
"It's okay to want him to be there for you also."
"Maybe I don't want him to be there for me,"
"Yes you do I seen how you two was acting this morning," Suzanne said
"Yeah so,"
"It's okay to still have feelings for him even if he let you down he trying to show you now important you are to him," Noelle said
"You share a connection now, and you always will from day one when you kiss him you are very special to him you know right," Karen said
"Yeah sometime I wish I didn't do that but it was great though I wish I could had anyway yeah I can't wait until she is born to see how many people loves her very much,"
"Yes and her daddy loves her and you John is nuts about you,"
"I don't know what is going to let me change my mind,"
"It will come to you it might not be now but it will,"
Than they watch, the ball drop in Times Square and everyone kiss their husband and fiancée, wives, girlfriends, Sandra, and John share a long sexual kiss like when the night they made out for the first time and the next morning Sandra and Linda was talking.
"Good morning Happy New Year,"
"Thanks same to you," Sandra said sitting down at the kitchen table, "Can I ask something,"
"What you want to know,"
"Your first husband was he white,"
"No he was interracial too why,"
"I just wondering,"
"Sandra you can talk to me I am very good listener and I won't charge you nothing,"
"I'm scared. What if I can't take care of this baby?"
"You are natural with kids why you scare for,"
"I am scare that I am going to ruin this child life because her daddy is a pro wrestler and he never going to be home that much,"
"Wow okay I don't think you are ruin that child life or any other children you and Johnny may have together it is that he will be on the road a lot yes and he going to be doing special things but after while it is going to slow down for him which and see,"
"What if I can't do it alone?"
"Have you talked to any of his co workers who have children and always on the road?"
"Yeah it is like being a single mom sometime and I don't know what if I'm not enough?"
Sandra started to cry on Linda shoulder and she rubs her head and sat her back down,
"It'll be okay. You are not alone Sandy you have friends, family, and now you also have a second family. You may not be married to John yet but his dad and brothers my girls, his mom, and I we all considered you as family. You are having our grandchild." Linda said placing her hand on Sandra's belly and felt the movement. "You are half Cena now, married or not."
"I am,"
"Yes you are spike who he is sleeping with you are more a girlfriend to him than any woman I seen him with the past three years,"
"Thank you Linda I really needed that,"
"You are welcome,"
Sandra want back to John's room where he was still sleep and she started to kissing his neck and rubbing his chest and he started to morn and he whisper a name that shock her and she smile when he morn her name she knew he was still in love with her.
"John what you want me to do to you,"
"What let me sleep I am tired,"
"You don't want a New Year surprise,"
"What is the New Year surprise?"
"This,"
Sandra pull down John's boxers and began to massage his cock and John had a be smile on his face and she put his semi hard cock into her mouth and John started to morn and he love every lick that Sandra was doing and she took off her sweat pants and shirt and she got on top of him and started to rock harder and in no time John came and John laid Sandra on the bed and he started to lick her pussy and she morn loud and they had a good time and after they finish they was talking.
"That was great to start a new year,"
"Yes it is,"
"Why you so horny,"
"You make me that way why,"
"I hope our little girl doesn't be a…"
Sandra hits John on the arm.
"John Felix Anthony Cena Jr. how dare you said something like that!"
"Ouch you hit hard I just saying,"
"John she don't know what we are doing,"
"I hope you are right,"
"This is going to sound crazy but I am going to say,"
"Okay what you want to say,"
"This a crazy old saying but I am going to say it whatever you do on January 1 it is what you going to be doing all year long,"
"Mmm I like what we did this morning I hope we will be doing more of that,"
"Yeah me too I hope we can get this engagement back on and get back to the way we were almost a year,"
"Yeah who knew?"
"What's wrong John,"
"You probably don't care what I have to say."
"John comes on talk to me,"
"I over heard you and Linda talking this morning,"
"Yeah,"
"I don't want to fight we been having a great time but I got a strange feeling about something,"
"Talk to me,"
"Alright just in case things did work out again with me and Sierra would you let me see you again and would you let me be our daughter life,"
"Yes John I am not that mean of person and I know you are over Sierra and it wouldn't work at all I am just nervous I hope I am not ruin this baby life,"
"You are not ruining her life Sandy we both got careers that have us traveling it would be good than she will know about different states,"
"Okay case she do like Dave's older daughter,"
"Sandy she isn't even born yet already you have her pregnant and running away with her boyfriend,"
"Will you had her as whore because you are getting scared that we been having sex too much,"
"I am sorry but we are,"
"Fine I thought I was helping you to release some stress but I guess I will stop than,"
"Sandy I didn't say I didn't like,"
"You was like we doing too much,"
"Alright I am sorry I said that,"
"I love you John but sometime you act like woman,"
"I do not,"
"You are complaining we are having too much sex what red blooded male would turn down sex,"
"I don't needed every waking hour,"
"I guess you are right,"
"Yes I am but I love it when we do have it,"