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Chapter 21
Max's P.O.V
I flew away from the club in a total mess, I couldn't believe Fang had done that to me. I may have overreacted by telling him we were over, but he deserved it right? I mean he did chose drinking over spending time with me, I mean he was the one who wanted to go clubbing. I felt tears well up in my eyes but I didn't wipe them, now I was really alone. My mom and brother are dead, Jeb is dead too not like I'd run to him though. I didn't have any family to turn to, Fang was the last of my family I'd had left…and I just threw him out. when I got back home I didn't go into the house, I flew over to another hideout I had here just in case Fang had decided to show up. I didn't want to see him, I didn't want to think of him. I flew towards the waterfall and slipped inside, there was a hidden cave behind the waterfall that no one else knew about.
I already had stuff inside the cave just in case I'd have to use it, I had a pack of food, a blanket and pillow, a few books to read, and my sketchpad of course. I laid down on the blanket and cried into the pillow, Fang's face filled my head. I immediately pushed the thought of him out, I didn't need him. Not if he was going to treat me as a second choice, I remember the hurt look on his face after what I said to him. I had never meant to hurt him but he hurt me, I knew I wouldn't be able to get him back. He'd never come back to me after how I acted, I thought about all of the things we'd been through, all the things we'd done. I cried myself to sleep even though I told myself to drop him, my mind still held Fang tightly. "Fang…" I muttered before falling asleep.
Fang's P.O.V
I wandered through town, I mean what else could I do? I can't go back home now that Max and I broke up, I needed to talk to someone. I had to get Max back, there's just something about her that makes me not want to let her go. I decided to go back home, I mean back to my folk's house. Dad was good with women, maybe he could give me some advice. I flew home and went inside, Dad was sitting on the couch reading the paper. I walked into the living room and didn't see mom anywhere, Dad glanced up at me.
"Hey son, come for a visit?" he asked.
"Where's mom?" I replied.
"She's asleep upstairs." He answered.
I sighed and plopped onto the couch, I leaned over and put my forehead in my hands. Dad obviously saw something was wrong and that I needed to talk, he folded his paper and set it aside.
"What's wrong son?" he asked.
"Max and I broke up." I sighed.
"How come?" He asked in disbelief
"We got in to a fight, we went to that club on Park avenue. I had a few drinks and she said 'if all you came here to do was drink then why did you bring me'? Then some guys from school showed up and took her up on the roof, one of them hates Max because she kicked his ass at school. While I was drinking she was getting cut up, by the time I realized she was gone her entire upper body was cut. After I beat the shit out of Dylan and his goons I went to see if she was alright, she asked me why I had come to save her. I told her it was because I had promised her that all she had to do was call my name and I'd be right there next to her, I broke that promise because she had called me three times before I realized she was gone…then she said we were over and for me not to bother to come home." I explained.
Dad was silent for a while, processing the story in his head. Then he eventually nodded showing he understood, I looked over at him waiting to hear his answer.
"Alright first of all, you are way too young to be drinking. Second I'm glad you actually kicked somebodies ass for hurting your girlfriend, but where you screwed up at was picking her second." He said.
"What do you mean picking her second?" I asked.
"Well you see son, the thing with women is that they live on a saying known as 'I'm never a second option, pick me second and you lose me'. What I think you should do is go back home regardless of what she said, if she's there talk thing out with her. If she isn't there call anyone you know she'd go to for help, then tell her your sorry and you never meant to hurt her." He explained.
I nodded then stood and walked to the door, I froze and turned back to dad. "Thanks for the advice," I said turning back to the door. "I can rule out that second option…because Max doesn't have anyone else but me to turn to."
"What do you mean by that son?" Dad asked before I left.
"Max's mom died in a car accident, her brother committed suicide right in front of her, and her stepfather died by getting shot by a cop. She has no other family to turn to, I'm the only one she has left in this world to love." I explained, then I left.
Max's P.O.V
Dream
"Max…Max…" the warm sound of my mother's voice called. I opened my eyes and saw that I was standing in a field, the field Fang and I had made love in. I looked across the field and saw my mother standing alone in the grass, how was she here…was I dead and crossing over?
"You aren't dead Max, your dreaming." She told me, almost as though she'd read my mind.
"Mom I need your help, I have no one else to turn to…Fang and I…we." I paused.
"The two of you broke up." My mother finished my sentence.
"How did you know?" I wondered.
"I'm dead Max, your brother and I have been watching you since the day we both died." She answered.
Then suddenly our surroundings changed, we were standing in the club. I was being pulled away while Fang was drinking away, when I attempted to call out to him he reached slightly then he shook his head. I shook my head and closed my eyes, I didn't want to see any more of it.
"Why are you showing me this?" I asked looking away.
"Keep watching…" My mother request.
"I don't want to, I don't want to." I repeated.
"Where's your girlfriend Fang?" The bartender asked.
"Dancing." Fang said pointing to the dance floor.
"You sure I don't see her." He verified.
"Yeah didn't she go with some group of guys a little while ago?" Some guy sitting next to him added.
"What? Quick tell me what they looked like?" Fang demanded holding him up by the shirt.
"One of'em had blond hair, another with brown, and a redhead. Looked like a group of football jocks if you ask me, now can you put me down?" the kid explained.
"Which way did they go?" Fang demanded.
"I think they took the stairs to the roof, what's up Fang why so worked up?" he answered.
"Shit! I gotta go!" shouted bolting for the door.
Then our surrounding changed again and we were on the stairs, and Fang was bolting up them. I noticed he tried to use his wings but the area around him was too small for his 14 foot wings, he started bolting up the stairs again. Then Fang made that face he did when he was cursing at himself, "Don't worry Max, I'm coming!" Fang shouted. I watched with Mom next to me, after everything had happened. Everything turned black and we were standing across from each other, mom gave me a warm smile.
"Max you and Fang are meant for each other, ever since the day the two of you first met." She said warmly.
"Is that how we found each other again, because fate brought us back together?" I verified.
"Yes, Max you know that each person in the world has a soul mate right?" she answered.
"Yeah, so your saying Fang and I are soul mates?" I asked.
She nodded, "Max Fang needs you, and you need him. Right now all he's thinking about is you, he's blaming himself for what happened to you."
"I've been so mean to him lately, how can I make it up to him and make him forgive me?" I pleaded.
"Talk with him, tell him what's really been wrong." She answered. "He loves you Max, he loves you more than his own parents. Just love him back."
End of Dream
I opened my eyes and sat up, I got up and slipped out of the waterfall. I looked up into the sky, looking for Fang. I saw a huge shadow appear and land in front of the house, I knew it was him…it was Fang. "Fang!" I called. He turned and looked over at me then immediately flew towards me, he scooped me up in his arms and hugged me tight.
"Max I'm so sorry about what I did, I know this isn't like me to say something like this but. Please take me back, I can't live without you!" he begged.
"Fang calm down," I giggled. "I was going to ask you the same thing."
"Do you wanna go back to the house and talk?" He asked.
"Follow me." I said taking his hand.
I walked Fang over to a place you had to have wings to get to it, Fang and I launched into the air and landed on a ledge. The ledge was covered in grass and wild flowers, it was the mid of summer so some fire flies flying around. I sat down and Fang sat down next to me, we looked at the view we had from the ledge. Fang gave me a smile and put his arm around me.
"This is the deal, I'm gonna ask you a question and you have to answer it truthfully." I said.
"Sounds good." He said back. "Can I ask you questions too?"
I nodded, "Okay first question, why did you have so much to drink at the bar?"
"I have a slight drinking problem, I'll say I'll have one then it'll turn into five."
"Your turn."
"Okay why did you walk away?"
I was silent for a moment, "I overreached…I though you only went to the club to drink…not to spend time with me."
"Your turn."
"How can I make it up to you?"
His face was suddenly inches away from mine, "Kiss me."
We locked lips and stayed that way, I felt his tongue brush against my bottom lip. I opened my mouth and invited him inside, our little make out session ended and we broke apart.
"Can you tell me why you've been acting weird?" he asked.
"It's…my…huh…period…is…in town." I muttered.
"So that's it huh?" he comprehended. "So how can I make it up to you, for what I did?"
"Well we didn't get a chance to dance at the club, so maybe we could now?" I answered.
"That sounds nice, I'll be right back wait here." He said leaping into the air.
Fang came back a few minutes later with a radio doc in his hands, he let me pick a song to play then plugged it up the little speakers. "So what kind of dancing do you wanna do?" he asked. I didn't really know any dances, and the thought of Fang and I dirty dancing was tempting yet not. I looked over at Fang who was still awaiting an answer, I didn't know what I should say to him.
"Fang I-huh… I really don't know how to dance." I admitted.
"Neither do I, do you just wanna listen to the music, look at the scenery?" he asked.
"I mean I do wanna dance with you…I just don't know any dance moves." I answered.
"We could try those dances they do at balls, I heard ballroom dancing isn't that hard to do." he said.
"Whatever works best I guess." I giggled with embarrassment.
"I say we do whatever we feel comfortable doing." He stated.
"So music and scenery it is then?" I suggested.
"Music and scenery it is." He said sitting down.
I sat down next to him but he grabbed my waist and pulled me onto his lap, I looked up at him in surprise as he leaned back to play the music.
I waited for you today
But you didn't show
NO. NO. NO.
Fang suddenly pulled me closer to him, I guess the lyrics reminded him of our fight. I reached up putting my hands on the side of his face, I kissed him then felt him lay back.
I needed you today
So where did you go?
You told me to call
You said you'd be there
"I'm sorry I hadn't realized it sooner Max." Fang whispered.
"It's okay Fang, I forgive you." I said kissing him again.
And though I haven't seen you
Are you still there?
I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel you by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone.
"I love you Max." he whispered.
"I love you too Fang." I whispered back.
And though I cannot see you
And I can't explain why.
Such a deep, deep reassurance
"Fang…" I said as he kissed my neck.
"Yeah Max?" he moaned.
"Fuck me." I whispered into his ear, then his eyes widened a bit.
You've placed in my life oh
We cannot separate
'Cause you're part of me
"Please Fang, that's how you can make it up to me." I pleaded.
"Alright Max." he replied.
And though you're invisible
I'll trust the unseen
I cried out with no reply and
I can't feel you by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone.
Fang kissed me hungrily yet lovingly as he ran his hands down my body, I moaned as he started to slip his hands up my shirt. "cloths off or on?" he breathed against my neck. I slid his hands further up my shirt meaning I wanted it off, Fang did as I asked and we stated stripping each other.
We cannot separate
You're part of me
And though you're invisible
I'll trust the unseen
Fang slowly pulled my jeans down while did the same to him, both of us left our underwear Fang was in a sitting position I climbed onto his lap and held his face in my hands. His lips immediately found mine as he slid his hands down my body again, his hand slipped into my underwear then I felt Fang put two fingers into me. He pumped and I moaned and ached against his pumps, he laid me on my back and started kissing his way down my body as he pulled his fingers out of me. He pulled my underwear down with his teeth, then I felt him thrust into me.
I cried out with no reply and
I can't feel you by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone…
The song was over but Fang and I fun had just begun, He thrust in and out of me and it felt soooo good! He was kissing my neck while his hands played with my breast, uh it felt like each time we did it he'd get better and better. I followed Fang's movements as the next song began to play, Fang suddenly grabbed my hips and started bouncing me up and down trying to fit all of himself inside of me.
"F-Fang…" I moaned.
"M-Max…" he moaned back.
"You have on…a condom right?" I asked.
"Of…course I do." he answered/groaned.
"Let's keep…doing this all n-ni-ght." I moaned.
"Fine…with…me…as long as I get to play with you more." He said taking my right breast into his mouth.
"Don't…stop…that feels so….good." I moaned.
Fang sucked on my breast for about two or three minutes, then he pulled his head up and judging by the look in his eye I knew he was going to hit his peek soon. I wasn't too far behind him, I knew I was going to cum soon. Fang grabbed my hips again and rubbed his against mine, causing friction between our bodies. I groaned as I felt his hips swirl against mine, I never wanted this moment to end god it feels so good.
"Max…I'm gonna cum." Fang moaned.
"Me too." I moaned back.
"Hey Fang?" I whispered.
"Hhm." He answered, rubbing his hips against mine.
"Oh…go that feels so good! Can you go faster and harder?" I requested sheepily.
"Just let me know if there's too much pain." He told me.
"Ok." I groaned as he pounded harder and faster.
Dawn began to break the dark sky around us, after hitting out climaxes Fang pulled out of me. Our breathing was rigid and hard as we tried to recover from our fun little 'activity' Fang wrapped his arm tightly around me and pulled me close to him, we were both wiped but we couldn't fly to the house which was far away.
"So…does this mean we're back together?" Fang asked.
"Yep, you can't live without me and I can't live without you." I replied smiling.
"Hey, Max?" Fang said in a serious voice.
"Yeah, what's up Fangalicious?" I answered using Fang's new nickname.
"Fangalicious huh?" he teased. "Alright then you can be Maxiebear."
"That's the best you can come up with?" I teased back.
"Okay how about Maxiepoo?" he suggested.
"Either one is fine." I smiled up at him.
He bent his head down to kiss me, "We cannot separate…Cause you're part of me." he whispered. Then that gap between our lips was filled, Fang gave me a tender, hungry, passionate, yet lustful kiss.
