A/N: Sorry for not updating sooner! Seriously, I've been busy with life. On July 29th I turned 26! 0.o Yeah, I'm getting old lol! Anyhoo, I have guests over (my siblings) && my soon to be 4 month old nephew, Kawika (-David in Hawaiian)! :)) You can pretty much guess what I've been doing, spoiling Kawika, being the bestest aunty EVER! Lmao!
Now I'm back && putting in the 2nd to the last chapter of this story (while Kawika is asleep, lol). Yes, Isabelle's journey is coming to an end soon :'( But don't worry, there is still the 2nd part right around the corner that I'll be publishing soon. So stay tuned!
Oh && before I forget, THANK YOU sooo sooo sooo much for those who took their time to review any of my stories! :)) It really means A LOT to me, I deeply appreciate it!
Without further adieu...
I do not claim the rights to any of the characters from the Southern Vampire Mysteries or True Blood. Read, review, && enjoy! ^.^
"Some women get pregnant immediately after taking this out. So if you're not ready just yet, remember to use a condom." my doctor told me just before removing my IUD.
I'll leave this up to fate. If I'm meant to get pregnant, then I will.
"Are you sure about this?" Amy asked, concerned. "I mean are you even thinking rationally?"
I nodded, "I'm leaving this up to fate."
"And has fate drugged the hell out of you or what? You're not making any sense." she groaned. "Since when does anyone decides to have a baby just to save their race? Its not the end of the world Bella! And there is far more Fae pussy out there for Dermot to pick from!" she exclaimed. "In fact, I will talk to Brad about it. Just don't do it yet."
Fae pussy to pick from? Really?
"Amy, darling, you know I love you. But you're missing the point. Its not like he's picking flowers. Its just sex."
Surely you would think Amy, of all people, would understand that.
Maybe I should've left out the part where I'm offering my body to carry his offspring.
She shoved an accusing finger in my face, "Ha! That's where you're wrong! Its not just sex!" she shrieked. "You're taking it to the next level by getting pregnant."
Yup, I should've left that part out.
I shook my head at her as I placed my hands on my hips, "Might." I corrected. "I might get pregnant."
"If I have to spell your fucking legs closed, I will." she warned me, standing to her feet. "Don't fuck him until I get back!" she screamed, running out of the door.
I sat where she left me for twenty minutes. Deciding she wasn't coming back any time soon, I made me something to drink.
As I was walking back to the living room with my cup of orange juice, I heard voices right outside my door.
What the hell?
I placed the cup on the nearest table and walked outside to find Amy arguing with Dermot.
Uh oh…this is bad.
"-sorry, I'm not familiar with that term." Dermot said, confused.
"Fae vagina?" Amy groaned, "What the hell do you people call it?" she demanded with her hands on her hips.
I quickly ran down the porch stairs with wide eyes and raised brows. "Amy!" I yelled at her, shielding Dermot from Amy with my own body as I stood between them. "What the hell?"
"So this is the fairy dude you planning on doing the dirty with?" she asked. "You know…bow chicka wow wow?" she said doing a thrusting dance with her hips.
Flushed with embarrassment, I felt my face turn bright red.
Oh my god, she's fucking retarded! I mentally groaned. And I'm so going to kill her!
I ran a hand over my face, "Dermot, this is my crazy friend Amy." I said through clenched teeth as I turned around to face him. "Can you wait inside while I kill her, please?" I asked sweetly.
He shrugged, glancing behind me to Amy before jogging up the stairs and into the house.
Amy pushed me, "You didn't tell me that he was fucking hot!" she whispered. "And why does he kind of look like Jason? You don't find it slightly weird?" she asked. But before I could answer, she gasped, "Oh please tell me you're not trying to live out some sick fantasy of yours!"
This time it was my turn to push her, "Eew! What the fuck? No!" I shivered at the thought. "And by the way, he doesn't even know yet! I didn't even ask him you damn ditz!"
She rolled her eyes at me, "Well there's no need for you doing the deed because I just hooked your fucking buddy up here with a Fae willing to breed with him."
My eyes narrowed, "He's not some animal. You don't have to make it sound like that."
She raised a brow to me as she crossed her arms over her chest, "Well what do you call this?" she scoffed as she rolled her neck. "Last I checked, you're planning on breeding with him." she added in a sour tone.
I rolled my eyes with irritation. "Its sex." I said. "Between a man and a woman." I told her before walking up my porch stairs.
Maybe you should try it sometime.
I wasn't sure how I was going to bring this up to him. I mean, going over this in my head and talking about it to my friends are one thing. But to actually proposition Dermot with the idea of having one night of unprotected sex?
Can we say, awkward?
Sure this was what he wanted the moment he learned I had Fae blood running through my veins. But how was I suppose to tell him that my mind has changed? That I decided to give this one shot?
A gamble with fate.
"What was that about out there?" he asked the moment I walked in. "She spoke to me with words I do not understand. And she was very angry with me. Was it something I said?" he asked. "Or maybe it was how I greeted her."
I flashed him a smile as I took a seat next to him. "Yeah, she has quite a filthy mouth, that one." I said apologetically. "Feisty too, when she wants to be. But that's not your fault. Trust me."
He turned to me with a raised brow, "You have some very questionable individuals that you choose to surround yourself with."
I nodded, sinking further into my sofa, "She really does mean well though."
"And how so?" he asked, obviously curious as to why I was defending someone as crazy as Amy.
With her ridiculous dance to match.
I rubbed my face with my hands, peeking through the slits of my fingers, "She found a Fae for you." I said softly. "Amy's fiancé is a hybrid so he has connections in the Fae world."
For a moment, he just sat there, now crouched over with his arms on his knees.
I wonder what he's thinking. I thought to myself but chose to stay out of his head.
"I know that I should be grateful that you fulfilled your promise…"
My hands dropped to my lap, "But…?" I asked, dragging out that one syllable.
He glanced at me, "I'm disappointed."
I sat up straight, "In me? Why, what did I do?" I asked, shocked with his choice of words. "This is what you wanted right? A female with Fae blood to…" I paused, trying to find another word that wasn't breed. "…mate with?"
"Yes, that is what I want." He said as he hook his head, turning his body towards me. "I'm not disappointed in you, I'm disappointed in myself."
"Oh…" I said with a swift nod. "Why?"
"I have my eyes set on you. There's something about you that I-"
Before he could finish what he was saying, I pushed him back against the sofa as I straddled his lap. I gripped his face, taking a moment to myself before pressing my lips to his. He quickly responded as his hands wondered from my thighs to my hips.
"Have sex with me." I whispered as I pulled away.
"But you said-"
"Forget what I said before. I changed my mind." I groaned, gripping his face in my hands. "I want to give you one night with me. And if you don't get me pregnant, it was never meant to be." I told him. "Then you can move on with the fairy Amy found."
He furrowed his brows, "Are you sure about this?"
I nodded, "Of course." I said. "I will admit I'm curious what sex is like with a fairy…" I said softly as I slowly released his face.
He shrugged, "Its nothing like this."
I straightened up, "You mean kissing? You don't kiss?"
He thought a moment, "We blend our life energy." he said with his hands still on my hips. "But you don't, share your chi, I mean. When our mouths connect, its just that." he said. "But you do it with passion, with feelings."
Oh sugar…
I frowned down at him, "Is that bad?"
He shook his head, "Its different. But not bad." he said. "I like it." he told me with a half smile.
I cant believe I'm on the edge of my seat, worrying about pleasing a guy.
"Before we actually do it, what else should I know?" I asked. "I mean, sharing chi during sex is a fairy thing." Something I want to experience. I mentally noted. "But what do you do different that we don't?"
"We have sex on a bed." he said.
And afterwards sleep in separate beds too?
I couldn't help but laugh at that, "Are you serious?"
He nodded with a serious look, "Yes."
"So you're telling me that you never had sex on a couch? The kitchen counter? What about the shower?" I asked him with a shake of his head in response. "Not even the backseat of a car?" I asked in disbelief.
"Why would anyone have sex in a car? Surely that isn't comfortable."
Not with the gears digging into your back, no.
"Are you telling me that I'm going to have to let you experience all of this in one night?"
Minus the car.
"No…" he said hesitantly.
I stood up quickly, "Get undressed. We're doing this." I said with excitement. "I'll be right back."
I feel honored to be popping his cherry in more ways than one.
I returned to my living room with nothing but my black silk robe on. Dermot, on the other hand was still getting undressed as he unbuttoned his jeans.
"Let me help you with that." I said, stepping up to him as I gripped the band of his jeans.
I took a moment to myself to admire his bare chest. Silky skin glistened with sweat, I couldn't stop my hand from running my fingers along the curves and cuts.
Hot damn.
I wanted to run my tongue along his abdomen, just to get a taste of him.
Don't. You might scare him.
Instead, I found his zipper, slowing pulling it down as I glanced up, meeting his heavy gaze. Strands of soft blonde hair falling over his eyes as he watched me, curious.
"Is this normal?"
I grinned up at him as I gave his jeans the nudge it needed to fall to his feet. "I don't know about other women, but I like to think this is normal for me." I said, biting at my lip as I glanced down.
Wow, fairies go commando?
"Is something wrong?"
I looked up, shaking my head as I placed my hands on his hips, "No." I said, guiding him to the sofa.
He lowered himself doubtfully as he kept his eyes on me. "This is new to me."
I nodded slowly as I untied my robe, "I know. You said that before." I said as I opened my robe, revealing my birthday suit. "Just sit there, let me do all the work." I told him, straddling him before lowering myself onto him.
I took a deep breath as I welcomed his hardness into me. I closed my eyes as I gripped his neck with one hand and began riding him. I threw my head back as his hands gripped my hips, softly thrusting upwards with shallow grunts.
"Isabelle…" he said with bated breath.
I opened my eyes, my gaze meeting his. "Does it feel good?" I asked slowly as I continued riding him.
He nodded vigorously as his upward thrusts quickened. "Yes." he said softly, never taking his eyes off of me.
I gripped his face with both hands as I placed my lips on his, desirously starting a tongue war. After a few minutes, I pulled away slightly, inhaling his breath while releasing my very own pleasure onto him. That unexpected move drove a deep moan from him, causing him to bend his head down and capture a nipple between his lips.
Guess delivering my pleasure has doubled his? I thought wildly to myself as I gripped the back of his neck, pressing his face to my breasts.
Suddenly, a jolt of increased pleasure entered my body from my hips. The wave rippled up my spine to my toes and then back up my spine.
Whoa!
I couldn't stop myself from screaming out a moan, nearly toppling over as my hand gripped a fist full of his beautifully soft hair.
"What was that?" I asked, literally breathlessly.
He released my nipple, grinning up at me. "The same thing that you did to me moments earlier." he said slowly.
And I do mean slowly. With every breath, came a word since we were very much occupied at the moment.
I pressed my lips to his, this time more forceful as I greedily breathed in his life energy. Seconds later, he jolted me with another ripple of pleasure more stronger than the last, causing me to break away to release a moan.
I chuckled lightly as I gently slapped his shoulder, "Hey, play fair." I moaned as I came to a slow stop. "Wait."
Disappointed, he frowned. "What's wrong?"
I quickly kissed him before jumping to my feet, "Come with me." I said, grabbing his hand.
And stay hard for me baby.
"Where are we going now?" he asked, trying to mask his disappointment.
I lead him to my kitchen, bending over the kitchen counter. "You do know what doggy style is right?" I asked, glancing back at him.
From the kitchen, we made our way to my bedroom where I let him take over once again.
"I think I understand why the Fae are fascinated with humans." Dermot said softly as I laid against his chest, tracing the curves of his toned body.
"You do realize you're half human, right?" I asked, glancing up at him.
He nodded with a smile, "Sometimes I forget." he admitted. "Being in Faery for a long time, it changes you…"
That kind of sounds like a bad thing.
"So what's so fascinating about this realm that the Fae cant get enough of?"
"The Fae don't feel the way humans do. I realized that tonight, with you." he said, gently gripping my hand. "When you shared with me your pleasure, that opened this other side of me that I didn't know was there."
Oh no.
"How so?"
"Sex with fairies is as plain as it gets." he said. "But tonight…this was different. Pleasure was magnified, intensified, and strangely addicting." he said enthusiastically as he adjusted himself. "I want to do this again…" he trailed off.
I heard the excitement in his voice turn to disappointment when he realized that this thing between us was only meant for one night.
I sat up, turning to him. "Tonight isn't over." I reminded him. "The night is still young…" I offered.
His brow twitched, "No." he said firmly. "I think that I should leave." he said suddenly, removing himself from my sheets.
Now it was my turn to be fairly disappointed. I was hoping for several hours of non stop fairy sex.
Great.
"Is this the part where you disappear and avoid my calls?" I joked.
He stopped just before the door, "No." was all he said before walking out.
Should I go after him?
After a short moment, I jumped off of my bed and searched my bedroom for another robe. After finding it, I wrapped it around my body as I made my way to the living room.
"This is awkward, isn't it?"
Dermot zipped up his jeans, quickly glancing at me. "I didn't think it would be like this." he said. "That's why I should leave." he said, slipping his shirt over his head.
I released a sigh, "Can I at least walk you out?" I asked.
"I'm not leaving forever." he told me.
I rolled my eyes, "I know that." I snorted, flashing him a smile. "I want to though."
It felt like the right thing to do, sue me. I thought as I followed Dermot out to the top of my porch stairs.
"I really don't know what to do." he said, turning to me.
I laughed softly, wrapping my arms around his waist. "Just hug me." I said. "By the way, I never had sex like that before." I told him, glancing up, meeting his gaze as his arms closed around me.
"Neither did I." he said with a half smile.
We stood there a moment longer before releasing one another. I watched him descend down my porch steps but stop midway as he turned around.
"Still friends right?"
He nodded. "Yes." he said before laying a feather soft kiss on my lips. "We're still friends…"
