We left the beach, and went home to grabbed the boys stuff and then went back to the apartment. I was sad because that meant Lizzie was leaving tomorrow morning and I had class, meaning that I was unable to say goodbye tomorrow. We got to the apartment and I have not seen Nathan so happy the entire time he's been here.

They were just sitting on the couch watching one of the movies Cam left for them. It was cute, and I almost felt bad for disturbing them, but they knew that the boys were gonna be home soon. I was not looking forward to say goodbye. We picked up pizza on our way home, and we all sat and watched the rest of The Notebook while we ate. For some odd reason The Notebook doesn't make me cry, I mean it's sad yes, but I think I'm more happy for the two of them to be together than I am sad. I think the guys got more teary-eyed than I did. I swear sometimes they were bigger saps than us girls.

It was getting late and I was putting off going home, but I know I needed to. It doesn't help that I had ignored 3 calls from my mother, and I did answer the angry texts about getting my butt home, but still. The movie ended and I started to say goodbye. I'm really suckish with goodbyes, the boys weren't an issue because I would see them soon but when I got to Lizzie I got a little teary. As did she because I could see her eyes tearing up. Bye, you better text me when you get home Of course Kerr, and it sucks you have class, but I know we will be talking when they leave she said pointing ot the boys. I was trying to forget about that, Enjoy your time now Ker I smiled, I will, I'm going to miss you We hugged and then I left. Cameron walked me out and that was pretty much it. I could tell he was just as upset, and since he had classes with me tomorrow I knew he would be just as upset, if not more.

I got home, texted both Cam and Lizzie good night and went to bed. I was so bummed out that I couldn't take her to the airport but aparently the guys decided to let Nathan take her, so it could be their last time together, which was sweet. The day seemed to go by fairly quickly and I decided to go back to the apartment to check on the guys, especially Nate.

When I arrived it was like World War 3 had happened, or something. I don't really know how to describe it, they were all so upset and mopey, I mean I understood why but it still killed me to see them like this. They had to remember that they were all going back home in a week, give or take a couple of days. The guys were all going back after they recorded at least 2 more songs. However we recently found out that they may or may not be coming back after Christmas, which killed.

They finally got out of their funk but it took awhile. I started to help them pack up the apartment and let me tell you this, these boys may be all cute and innocent, however they are the biggest slobs I have ever met. If I noticed it before I would've helped them clean. The closet was filled with things that they didn't know where to put, the bathroom was a mess, and someone made a mess with toothpaste. I could now tell that they cleaned when I came over, or at least tried to. The boys also got distracted very easily, it wasn't even A.D.D but more like A.D. OH look a bird. They were worse than my brother, who at least has a legitimate excuse.

The distractions were, well, typical. Mikey always came up with a new beat via the noise that certain things made and he would come up with the most ridiculous raps while we were trying to clean and pack. Zach, well actually he was the best. He always tried to help unless someone pulled him into something. Nathan was bummed out but he was better because he knew he was seeing Lizzie soon, but cleaning and packing, not his thing. He was almost always on his phone with Lizzie, or guitar singing a random song, usually John Mayer, or Ke$ha, or .

The biggest culprit of not packing or cleaning? If you guessed it, it would be Cam. Shocking I know, but when people give him new things, he has to try them all. He was the only one of the guys not leaving, but he was coming to my house because they had to get out of the apartment. Anyway, he got a larger nerf gun, and a new water gun. I begged him and I mean begged him not to use the water gun because it's cold in December and I did not want a repeat of the first sleepover. He didn't use the water gun, but the nerf gun? We weren't so lucky. He would just randomly shoot at us if he was bored. I loved the boys but my goodness.

I think the best part of the packing came 2 days before they were leaving. I finally got all the guys to help and we were almost done, especially since for the last week, I did ALL the work. Well most of it. The boys left me to clean the kitchen up while they had a conference call with their manager. I was fine with that because at least I wasn't cleaning the bathroom. Well, I was cleaning out the fridge which may have been just as gross when I heard a noise. I turned around and no one was there.

Now, I don't think many people know this, but I am absolutely paranoid. I freak out over the littlest things, especially if I'm by myself. I started freaking out even though I knew the boys were in the next room. I continued cleaning when I felt someones hand wrap around my waist. I screamed and then turned around. It was Cameron. Oh my god, you scared me he laughed , It's fine.

I thought that was the noise I heard, no it wasn't. From over the kitchen counter Nathan in a Joker mask said, "We need the girl". Cameron then proceeded to go into his pocket a whip out a light saber. These boys, Nathan and Cameron then proceeded to run around the apartment, jumping on chairs and around couches fighting. I couldn't stop laughing at them. Finally Nathan "slayed" Cameron and then proceeded to hug me, "claiming his victory". I was hysterically laughing, but I decided to play with it, I mean why not right? I pushed past Nathan and ran over to Cameron bending down on the ground next to him, and then I proceeded to do some acting myself. It wasn't good but it got everyone else to laugh.

Oh no, not my true love I turned around and then looked at Nathan, you slained him. He looked a little stunned. Sorry Princess, I just wanted you to myself. He's not breathing, I'm gonna have to do CPR. As I said that I saw Cam smirk a little, he wasn't so good at playing dead. Princess you have any special power you want I smiled with that, Well then I have the magic kiss to make him come to life then? I smiled and Nathan nodded. With that I kissed Cameron and he started laughing. I'm back it's a miracle, True love huh? I blushed. Ker, we felt bad because you have been helping us so much, and everything with Liz, so we figured this might make you laugh Nathan looked really appreciative. It's not a problem, and it did make me laugh thank you, Who knew you would go along with it? Cam said grinning ear to ear. Let me continue cleaning the fridge. With that we all went back to what we were doing, except Cam joined me to clean. True love?, I was acting, No you weren't because you wouldn't have gotten so red I laughed. Cam, you already know how much I love you he smiled, I still love hearing it I kissed him, Let's keep cleaning, we still have a lot to do He nodded and he helped me clean the kitchen.

It was the night before the boys left and I was beginning to get depressed. The boys had to go into the city to do last minute press and they decided to take me. They don't usually take me because they play off that they're all single, which I understand. It's not their choice and I know Cam hates it, so yeah. We went to MTV and Z100 and then we walked around. We looked at all the windows of Macy's and all the stores that decorated for Christmas. We continued to Rockefeller plaza with the huge tree. It was really pretty, even though I lived in NY for so long, I still have never been up to the tree. It was huge, and Cam wanted to take a picture with me in front of it. I told him we would another time, because we were being followed by fans. He didn't notice, however I did because I know teenie girls when I see them. Also the looks I was getting from them, well, weren't the friendliest.

The rest of the boys realized this, and I decided that if Cameron wanted to take a picture infront of the tree we all would. It would look like I was some fan. The guys liked my thinking, and all I could think was I was going to see these pictures on facebook, tumblr or twitter, or someone would wonder who I was. I jumped into the escalade that was driving us around town and had it got on the other side and pick the guys up, so if the girls were paying a crazy amount of attention, they wouldn't figure it out. As we were going around the block I got a text from Cam, The second you left the girls came running over, you are good I laughed. thanks hun.

The guys got in the car and laughed at me. The girls were questioning Cam about me. He told them I was a fan that they knew from a few concerts and twitter. It was a good cover, I was impressed. We decided to go back to the apartment and get ready for tomorrow. The train ride home seemed so long, I ended up falling alsleep between Zach and Cam. Everyone but Cam was leaving and it was probably going to be the last time I saw them. I was beyond upset, but we all had so much fun together. I knew that saying goodbye was going to be tough. We all became like a little family.


Sorry for the long wait in between chapters, so heres a long one! Thanks for sticking with me and this story. School started up again and I'm having some serious writers block, so any suggestions would be great, I love hearing your thoughts! I hope you guys like this, it was a struggle.