Chapter 21: Romantic Feelings
Author's note: This chapter contains scenes of nudity, and graphic descriptive sexual foreplay. Viewer discretion advised.
Renesmee's point of view:
September 2013,
I had just had my 7'th birthday. As Nahuel had told us, it seemed that I had stopped aging. My physical body had the size, shape, and appearance of a 21 year-old woman. I am 5 feet 7 inches tall, (that's taller than grandma, mama, and aunt Alice) at 301 pounds, (as the tissues in my body are more than twice the density as normal human flesh, resulting in me being significantly heavier.) My long curly reddish brown hair was so long it went all the way down to my hips, and my bra size is double D-cup. I was told by everyone else that I was more beautiful than aunt Rosalie by normal vampire standards.
We had settled in the tiny little town of Utica, Ohio where no one would recognize us. My fake ID, complements of J. Jenks, says that I just turned 18, and that I'm a senior in high school. I am going through grade 12 right now and I will get my high school diploma in June of next year.
I have other things on my mind right now. I've been thinking about the future, my Jacob. I was conceived inadvertently without my parents intent; my parents didn't even know that they could have a hybrid child with each other. The very idea of a vampire hybrid child was completely non-existent until it was seen with one's own eyes. But nonetheless the whole family thought of me as there magnificent miracle of their family and welcomed and accepted me as one of their own and adored me as the first human vampire naturally born into their coven. Now that I'm a grown woman...what now? What next? College, and then go through high school again and again with the rest of the family for the rest of eternity? I love my vampire coven, so of course I will, and happily. I love my life, and for the rest of eternity I hope it never changes. But all of my family have mates, (except for uncle Val), and I want sex, and within my vampire coven I want someone to share my life with.
Me and my Jacob were having a picnic out in a remote secluded location. Jacob was eating all the sandwiches that we have brought, as well as downing a lot of Cola while I occasionally sipped at a one liter bottle of pig's blood. The pig's blood was pretty good as it was nearly the closest thing to humans. He burped loudly after drinking the carbonated drinks. I smiled affectionately. He is so handsome! I thought he looked amazing when I first saw him. I remember the day that I was born, I remember that he looked so beautiful, I just wanted him as my own. It was more than just a crush. I was only a baby mere minutes old, but yet my mind was extremely developed, and I didn't realize it until just now but I was in love with him when I first saw him, romantically, and he in turn imprinted on me, but the werewolf imprinting only makes him think of me as a little sister. But, I remember being told many times that the werewolf imprinting makes the imprinted wolf become to the object of his imprinting whatever it is that they need. Because all of the adult wolf girls didn't need friends or big brothers, the wolves that imprinted on them became their romantic partners. In the case of Claire, Quil became her big brother, and Jacob did the same for me. But since I am a grown woman with an extraordinarily beautiful face, hot body, long beautiful hair, and big breasts, I wonder if the werewolf imprinting would make my Jacob become romantically attracted to me if I told him that that is what I needed.
"Jacob?" I asked him.
"What is it, Nessie?" responded my Jacob with a smile.
"Do you love me?" I asked.
"Yes I do, Nessie." said Jacob stating the obvious. "I have always loved you."
"Of course, but, I mean, what do you love me as?" I asked Jacob to confirm. "A little sister, or your best friend?"
"Couldn't one be both?"
"Of course." I said. "But...Jacob, you and I have been best friends and siblings all my life. All 7 years of it."
"Nessie, you stopped being my little sister a long time ago." Jacob confirmed with an affectionate smile. "But, very best friends, that we are...forever." the last part was in a very tender and determined tone of voice.
Well, that's a relief.
"Okay. But Jacob," I paused briefly, I was nervous about telling him. He is my imprinted werewolf, but I wasn't sure if he would say yes, I suddenly had the overwhelming fear of rejection and therefore fear of even asking the question. But I swallowed my guts and just came out with it. "Jacob, you both imprinted on me and made me this Quileute bracelet," I showed him my right wrist, "how would you feel about you and I becoming...more than friends?"
Jacob's smile disappeared and it was replaced by shock. He did not answer the question, but rather it seemed like he was at a loss for words.
"Jacob, all my life you have done what ever I want, you have been there to protect me when I'm in danger, you have talked with me when I want someone to talk to, you've listened to me when I needed a listing ear, and you have shared all my interest. Vampires bond with their chosen mate for eternity, and I vampire-bonded with you when I first saw you. With all of that...I'm in love with you, Jacob. I think that I have been in love with you since the moment I first saw you. Jacob, I know that the werewolf imprinting makes you become whatever I need you to be, and right now I want a boyfriend. But not just any boy; I want you."
My Jacob looked at me with awe in his eyes as though he had imprinted on me all over again.
"Yes!" Jacob said with enthusiasm. "I will be your boyfriend, and I love you too!"
YES! YES! A thousand times, yes! As I was so nervous of rejection a moment ago, my elation that he wants me too made my heart almost leap out of my chest with joy!
I then went right up close to him, and as I put my hands on him I projected my emotions into his mind of my tender feelings and my adoration towards him and my desperate desire to kiss him.
And then I did, very slowly I leaned in until my lips touched his. It felt like an electric shock of exhilaration at the touch of our lips! My vampire super senses include my sense of touch which is significantly more sensitive than that of a normal human-being. He then put his arms around me. I close my eyes as he closed his and we held our lips against each other.
After we held our lips together for a while we pulled apart briefly only to put our lips back to each other and then opened our mouths a little to insert our tongues. I've been, at my touch, projecting my feelings of sexual arousal into him. We began to shed our clothing. I took off my shirt, leaving me in my bra. He looked at my bra covered breasts with manly relish. We then hugged and kissed some more while Jacob ran his hands over the soft skin of my bare back covered by only a bra strap and my hair, I tingled at his touch. Jacob then took off his shirt and I admired the hard lean muscles of his chest and six-pack of his stomach as my fingers touched his bare shoulders and I slowly started to run my fingers down the sexy muscles of his chest and stomach.
We then hugged and kissed some more, then we stopped briefly so I could open my belt buckle and remove my pants so that I was now in just my bra and panties. We hugged and kissed some more as he put his hand on my bare hip and the rounded side of my butt-cheek and slowly began to slide his fingers down my leg. He then took off his pants so he was in just his boxers and we then hugged and kissed some more.
After a while I moved back a little so that there was a little space between us. I then reached behind my back to my bra strap. Okay...moment of truth! I was both nervous and excited by the idea of showing him my private parts. My heart pounded even harder with nervous adrenaline as I released the clasp of the bra strap and slowly pulled the bra away. Jacob stared wide eyed at my bare breasts with eagerness. I wrapped my arms around him and put my tongue in his mouth as he put his hands on my mammary glands.
Without breaking our kiss we slowly shed our remaining underwear, leaving us both completely naked. We hugged and kissed in the nude for a while. Then I broke the kiss to look in the direction of his fully engorged decent sized phallus. He ran his hand up and down the soft skin of my bare back and gluteus-maximus, significantly increasing my arousal.
He then moved me onto my back and sprawled on top of me on all fours.
"Jacob, wait!" I said to him telepathically. "Call me old fashioned, but I want to save myself for my wedding night. And my father would probably want the same."
"Oh!" said Jacob in a tone of remorse as though he felt that he had inappropriately crossed some sort of line. "I would never do anything against your wishes. I thought you wanted to, that's all."
"No. Jacob, make no mistake; I want to." I reassured him telepathically. "Just, for my benefit and my dad's sake, I want to save myself for my wedding night. But how bout a compromise; let us pleasure each other in other ways."
I then projected images into his mind of everything we could do to pleasure each other without vaginal penetration. We then hugged and kissed some more for a while, and I then took his phallus in my hand and put my other hand on the back of his neck. He in turn had his hands exploring all around my body and occasionally massaging my breasts.
Then after a while, with my telepathy I tapped into his brain and gave the pleasure center of both of our brains a psychic jolt triggering in the both of our bodies the two biggest orgasms in the history of humankind. Oh my goodness! How is such pleasure possible?! I was breathing hard as my brain shut down, caring about nothing but the pleasure in the present!
It took a while for us to come down from it, then we just sort of intimately held each other without, 'going all the way', and ignoring the fact that we were covered in Jacob's bodily fluids.
After a while it was time to get back.
"Jake," I said to him telepathically, "we have to tell everyone."
"I know." he said with reluctant resignation. "Best to get it over with. Alice can't see us, but we can't hide anything from Edward. He's going to be furious."
"He will accept what he gets." I said defiantly. "I will make them understand, I've had them wrapped around my fingers since the day I was born."
I then lay on top of him and and pressed my mammary glands against his chest as I kissed him. "But we have each other, baby. You and me...forever! I love you!"
"I love you too, Nessie."
We then got dressed, though reluctantly.
"You know, Jake, what is the propose of clothing?" I asked him half serious half rhetorical. "It would be so much better if we didn't need to wear clothes."
I then walked up to him and put my arms around his waist and he put his arms around my shoulders. I put on a maniacal seductive smile, "They just block our view of good Eye-Candy."
"Well, we have all of eternity, maybe every now and then we can go to live on a naturist resort." he said with a mischievous grin.
He then kissed me.
"Let's go face the family." he said.
When we got back to the house the whole family was waiting.
"You raped my daughter!" daddy shouted.
He ran at Jacob at vampire speed but I intercepted him, put my finger to his forehead and he froze where he was.
"I've tapped into your brain, daddy, and paralyzed your body's motor functions." I told him. "Me and Jake are in love. And we are now dating. He didn't rape me. We didn't engage in coitus, we just fooled around a little, plus, it was consensual, and I was the one who initiated it. Plus I'm a grown woman."
"You're only a 7 year old girl." said daddy.
"A 7 year old girl who is a fully grown woman who is also an immortal." I said in a firm voice. "Now I love you all as my perfect loving family, and I want to stay a member of this vampire coven, but if you will not accept me and Jacob's relationship exactly the way it is then I will leave, permanently, and start my own coven. And daddy, I am a vampire, and Jacob is my mate; if you kill my Jacob then I will kill you, me being your daughter be damned!"
And I meant every word I said. I took my finger off his forehead unparalyzing him. Everyone looked at me with shocked faces. I guess that I had crossed some sort of line, but I didn't care. I had to do something. I'm a free woman. I then decided to try calm diplomacy.
"Now, can we all agree on this in a reasonable manner?" I asked politely. I then appealed to the family's approval by majority vote. "Everyone please raise your hand if you approve of me and Jacob's relationship."
I raised my own hand and then Jacob followed suit. Uncle Emmett then smiled and raised his hand, and a moment later uncle Valentine raised his hand. Then grandpa, grandma, and aunt Alice. Then uncle Jasper. Well, that's the clear majority, but let's see if we can make it unanimous.
Aunt Rosalie, daddy and mama where the only ones that didn't raise their hands.
Mama then stepped forward and placed a calming hand on daddy's arm. "Edward, we knew this would happen." said mama matter-of-factly. "True, we tried to not think about it, but nonetheless we still knew it would happen one day. It's been seven years, and when I first found out Jacob imprinted on her, I was not thrilled...and then I thought about Quil and Claire, and I thought that maybe having an imprinted wolf wouldn't be so bad for Renesmee, and later I just tried not to think about it. But now I think about a lot of good women who are abused by bad men, and because of that, I will say that if Nessie has to have a romantic partner to treat her right...I would not want it to be anyone other than my best friend."
Mama then smiled and raised her hand in approval of me and Jacob's relationship. "And I don't want to live without my daughter after I fought so hard to see the pregnancy through to the end, so if Nessie leaves to start her own coven then I'm going with her."
Then daddy half-heartedly raised his hand with a glum face, "Nessie, I am your father, and you have been very disrespectful and disobedient to me today," said daddy in a reprimanding voice, and seemed extra hesitant on every word, "but, only 7 years old or not, you are a grown woman...and I don't want you to leave, so...I approve...reluctantly...with protest." daddy finished with a triple negative.
That was everyone. All that was left was aunt Rosalie. she sighed with reluctant resignation as she shook her head.
"Nessie, you are the closest thing that I will ever have to a daughter. So, as long as you are happy, then I guess that I am happy." and she finally raised her hand.
Well, that is it, it is unanimous.
Me and my Jacob were literally the two happiest people in the world. From that day on we slept together every night, not to have sex, no, I wanted to save myself for my wedding night, we simply slept next to each other in the same bed. We would make-out and cuddle in the nude, (to get to know each other's bodies, wink, wink) but that was the limit of our private intimate forays; never vaginal penetration.
While some of the family, like uncle Emmett, uncle Val, and grandpa, openly accepted our relationship, others like daddy and aunt Rosalie merely tolerated it. But not under the same roof. While everyone in the family has their own identity to the public eye, the humans in town know me as aunt Alice's cousin who lives with the family, and my Jacob is know as grandma's cousin who lives next door to the family, so when ever we move towns we always get two houses side by side. Jacob's house is significantly smaller and less extravagant, but it's all he ever needed, but now he and I use it together. My life is perfect...may it never change!
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