A/N: Okay, shame on me for not getting this up in time! I was busy this Weekend and didn't make it sooner, so sorry 'bout that.

Here you go, I hope you enjoy this rather fluffy chapter.

"So you two are okay?"

"Yes Sam, we're fine."

They had called Sam as soon as they had found the phone again. Cas had dropped right on the spot when he had seen Dean. He had been asking if they were okay for like five minutes straight now and slowly it was getting a little annoying. He threw a look over to Dean, searching for any kind of help. The hunter laughed and withdrew the hand Castiel had been holding to take the phone out of his other hand.

"Stop annoying my boyfriend Sammy. We're fine okay?", Dean said with a smirk, not taking his eyes off Cas. The angel felt his face heat up at the word 'boyfriend', but still, it made his heart race.

"I'm not annoying anyone, I was just worried! I mean you just vanished and he just hung up in the middle of a call!", came Sams answer in a slightly upset tone.

Dean laughed brightly. "Naaaaaw, is Sammy-Boy angry?"

Castiel chuckled lightly, on wich Dean gave him the smile. He could hear Sam rant about Dean being an ass, but Dean simply ignored it. He leaned in to give Cas a quick kiss. Sadly they were soon ripped apart from a loud noise, that turned out to be Sam yelling into the speaker.

Dean sighed and backed up, putting the phone back to his ear again. "Yeah, I'm listin' Sam."

Dean groaned a few times and rolled his eyes. "Whatever, we'll be back soon 'k?"

The angel didn't hear what Sam said but Dean snorted and mumbled, "Bitch", before hanging up. Dean looked at Cas again and gave him an apologetic smile.

"He overreacts sometimes if he's worried.", the hunter explained while getting into his beloved car. Castiel grinned and got in on the passenger seat.

"It's no Problem, really. He had a reason to be worried I mean, you disappeared and I certainly didn't make it better."

Dean laughed a little as he started the car. "Yeah guess you're right."

It had been a while since they'd started to drive back, they had sat in silence while Dean drove and Castiel held the hand that wasn't laying on the steering wheel.

Dean looked at the angel every now and then. Castiel knew that he wanted to say something but he didn't dare to ask Dean what it was that he wanted to tell him. He looked out of the window instead.

"Dean?", he asked as he didn't recognize any of their surroundings. They weren't on the way to the Motel. When he turned to Dean again he saw that the human was grinning broadly. "Dean, where are we going?"

Just in that moment Dean turned left onto a small path beside the road and stopped the car.

"Dean what-", Dean shut him by putting a finger onto the angels lips before he could finish the sentence. With a wink Dean got out of the car, motioning Cas to follow him. The angel frowned a little but then he heard strange noises, as if someone was walking on the roof of the car...

"You commin' or what?", he heard Dean laugh from the outside. He got out of the car, still confused but smiling.

He saw Dean sitting on the roof of the Impala, smiling broadly. Castiel laughed a little before zapping himself to Deans side. The hunter winced when he was at his side so suddenly but laughed at his own reaction.

"Dean, what are we doing here?", Castiel asked with a fond smile playing around his lips.

Dean shrugged and smiled back. "Wanted to spend a few last minutes alone with you. I mean, as soon as we're back at the motel we'll have Sam around all the time and I know that my life's a bitch, it gave me five minutes of happiness so I gotta enjoy them or they're over."

Castiel smiled to himself a little and leaned against Deans shoulder. Dean wrapped an arm around him and pressed a kiss onto the angels hair. "Besides, you can see the stars tonight, so I thought I might stop by for a few minutes so we can take a look at them ... together."

The angels gaze turned towards the dark night sky that was scattered with small glowing dots. He had seen all of this millions of times before, but it was like it was the first time he really saw something. Not just the white dots that were sprawled all over the sky, he saw the different constellations, he saw how some of them were lighter than others, he saw how they were glowing, lightening up the sky a bit, he saw the strong dark blue of the sky, he saw all the beauty that the humans were talking about.

He moved as close to Dean as possible, he could feel the warmth of his arm laying on his shoulder. Being able to feel things had never been so good.

"Cas I... I need to tell you something.", Dean said, his voice just a whisper against the curly mess of Castiels hair. The angel turned his eyes towards his human again and was met with green eyes that seemed to glow in the dark.

"I am sorry. I am sorry for everything that I did when... when I wasn't myself.", Dean whispered. "Now don't say that it was not my fault because I didn't remember, because that's no excuse for hurting you."

"Dean please, you don't have to apologise."

"Yeah, sure.", Dean snorted, his voice dripping of sarcasm. "Cas I stabbed you! I treated you like a piece of shit, I- I ... I slept with Anna. Don't tell me that this is nothing."

The angel bit his lip as the human continued talking, his voice a softer than before. "What I actually wanted to tell you is that I never really stopped loving you. A part of me always knew it. I dreamed of you every night, and when you appeared in that barn I knew your face, I knew exactly how your voice would sound like. But I - I was too afraid. I shouldn't have stabbed you back then, but ever since I was four I was told to kill the things that scare me, and those feelings I got when I saw you - a complete stranger - scared me. I thought I had no other choice, but you always have."

Castiel swallowed thickly. "Why didn't you say something?"

Dean slightly shook his head. "I couldn't. I mean, I felt all those strange things - I just didn't know how to place them. I never told anybody, not even Sammy, guess the me that wasn't me was afraid of something."

The human ran his hand up and down Castiels arm and chuckled slightly. "Besides, this dude had a gay crisis as tall as Sam."

The angel laughed a little. "Technically I'm not even male, I have no gender."

Dean laughed aswell. "Wow that was sexy Cas. Best pick up line ever. Like, 'S'up, I have no gender!'", he said in between giggles.

Castiel smacked Dean playfully and looked up at the stars again. "You're an idiot."

"You love me and you know it.", Dean whispered into Cas' ear. The warm breath against his neck made the angel shudder. "I think we should head back to the Motel now before Sammy tracks us down to smite our asses."

"Is it strange that I want to stay? Just like that, forever?"

He didn't see it but he could literally feel that Dean was smiling.

"No Cas, I don't want to aswell.", he said softly, "Looks like we're normal for once."