I know the updates haven't been as quick, but its cause my dad has pretty much the whole summer off, which leaves NO time for writing, other than at night. And then there's tumblr. But most of my friends have run away for a bit (camp, computer problems, you name it) So I've got some writing time, but not enough for daily updates! But have no fear, I am still writing, and updates will always come eventually.

Enjoy some breif smut, and then some moments where you might wanna hit me, and then some fluff.


Chris was having a great dream. Sexy Darren dreams were always great dreams. Tonight, Darren was a stripper, who had been paid to strip for Chris until Chris was happy. Little did he know, Chris would just have him strip, dance and put it all back on to start over. Actually, dream Darren did know that, and took advantage of that by undressing Chris and blowing him to the next demention.

It wasn't until he was coming down dream Darren's throat that he woke up and realized he was coming down actual Darren's throat. And that it was morning.

Darren took his mouth off Chris and licked his lips before planting a kiss on the corner of Chris' lips. "Good morning." He grinned.

Chris laughed breathlessly. "Certainly is."

"Did you have a good night's sleep?"

Chris laughed. "Not nearly as good as the wake up call. Can I just wake up like that every morning? I think I'd be more of a morning person then."

Darren laughed. "If I woke you up like that every single morning, you'd always be expecting it. Whereas now its a surprise."

Chris yawned. "What time is it anyways? Our flight's at 1, right?"

Darren nodded. "Yeah, its 9:30 now, so we should probably get up and get ready. I'll even take you to breakfast."

Chris laughed as he swung himself out of bed. "An early morning blow job AND breakfast?"

"What can I say, I'm a classy guy."


Chris went out to dinner with Dianna a few nights after they got back while Darren was playing a show.

"So, how are things with Darren?"

Chris shook his head. "I don't even know. I mean, things were perfect at the wedding, but ever since he's been acting really strange."

"Strange how?" She took a sip of her coke before taking a bite of her salad.

"Well, he was all hinting at the future at the wedding, and now he keeps switching back and forth. One minute he's suggesting a spring wedding and the next he's saying he never wants to get married."

Dianna nodded. "Its like...a couple thing. When you're at a wedding, or an anniversary for your grandparents, its normal to catch wedding fever. And then it wears off, and you just have to think things through again without the insane love in the air."

Chris nodded. "I guess you're right."

Dianna smiled sadly. "So, I take it you're for a CrissColfer wedding?"

Chris smiled. "I am. I really am. I mean, I know I'm still insanely young, but I just know that Darren's it. He's the one. We've been friends for 2 years, we've been dating for almost a year. I'm not saying that we have to get engaged tomorrow and married in a month. I just wish I knew what he wanted. And where he sees us in a few years."

"So ask him. Make him talk about it. Make sure he knows what you want."

Chris sighed. "I don't want to scare him away though. I'd rather be together like we are right now than have him leave."

"I don't think he'd leave. Not just because of work, or the fact that you bought a house together. He loves you, he's not going to bail because you want commitment. Besides, he doesn't strike me as someone that's scared of commitment."

"He'd not the commitment phobe. I think out of the pair of us its me that freaks out the most. He normally keeps a fairly level head. Its been like that from the beginning. The only reason he ever freaked out was because he was scared of what would happen once the entire world knew about us, not even that. It was more about what they would think about him. Announcing to the world that we were dating was his coming out."

Dianna smiled. "I remember that. I woke up to about a million messages asking for a comment, and I had no idea what they were talking about. I actually kind of forgot that you and Darren were a secret for a while...I'm glad that didn't turn out badly."

Chris laughed. "I can just see the headline now, Darren Criss outed by cast member." He shook his head. "It was a huge step for him. He'd told his family, but he hadn't gotten around to telling Joey or any of his friends. He was waiting till he got to see them, but they were all fine. Actually, I think they all knew."

"He's not exactly your typical straight guy. We all knew that."


Chris woke up the next morning to an empty bed. He walked all around the house, not finding a single trace of Darren, and his guitar was still gone. He fed the cats before grabbing his phone and letting himself fall into the couch, dialing his number.

Darren picked up after the fifth or sixth ring, sounding groggy. "Hello?"

"Hey."

Darren yawned. "What time is it?"

"Its almost 9. Where are you?"

"At Jon's"

"Jon's?"

"Groff? He was at the show last night so we hung out afterwards and I was a little too tipsy to drive, so I crashed with him."

Chris' eyes went wide. "You crashed with him?"

"Not WITH him, on his couch. I'm just gonna grab my stuff, thank him and I'll be home, okay?"

Chris nodded. "Okay."

Chris hung up the phone and threw it on the couch next to him. Jon had admitted to Lea that Darren was cute when they first met. He pulled his knees to his chest and sighed. He knew he should have cancelled on Dianna and gone to the show. Its not that he didn't trust Darren, it was just that he was a "friendly" drunk, and so was Jon. All it would take was one slip up and they'd be in bed together.

He shook his head, trying to force the image back out. Darren wouldn't do that. Even if he were completely wasted, he'd never cheat on Chris. Chris glanced at the time, Jon only lived 10 minutes away, but it was still early, the traffic would be bad. He got up and went to shower, hoping that Darren would be home soon with an explination.


Darren was laying on their bed when Chris got out of the shower. He paused in the doorway, a towel wrapped around his waist while he messed with his hair. "You're home."

Darren rolled over, laying on his back. "Yeah. I brought coffee and donuts and those pancake things you like from the bakery?"

"They're called crepes."

Darren nodded. "Right, those. I picked up some of those too."

"Thanks."

They were both quiet for a minute before Darren sat up and looked at Chris.

"I'm sorry."

Chris shrugged. "Its okay."

"It clearly isn't, you're pissed. Nothing happened, or will ever happen, between Jonathan Groff and myself. I've got this really awesome boyfriend."

Chris smiled some. "I know, okay. I know. I just hate sleeping without you here."

Darren nodded. "I know you do. I barely slept a wink last night."

"Not that anything's different there."

Darren smiled. "I'm tired enough, I could sleep for a year."

Chris smiled. "Get some sleep then, the rest can wait."

"The rest?" Darren looked at him, clearly interested.

Chris looked at his boyfriend. He was clearly exhausted. There were lines of worry spread across his face both from their little spat, and from his last comment.

Chris shook his head. "Muggles needs to get a rabies shot, we just need to discuss it and figure it all out."

Darren let out a sigh of relief. "I thought I was in trouble!"

Chris laughed. "Darren, go to sleep."

Darren nodded and laid down. Chris grabbed his clothes out of the closet and but them on in the dark before heading for the door.

"Chris?"

He turned around and looked at Darren, who had sat up again in the middle of the bed.

"Will you come lay with me?"

Chris couldn't resist. He climbed back into bed with Darren and held him close. A few minutes later he heard Darren snoring softly. It wasn't long before Chris followed him.


I don't know why, but I think of Jonathan Groff as a really slutty gay man. I don't even know. That's just what he is in my head! I know he's not. He's like the sweetest guy ever, but still. Also, in case you forgot about Muggles, that's the name of one of their cats! Just like my cat, who apparently needs a rabies shot cause the vet can't find the papers saying he had his. I wrote this chapter really quickly, so excuse the spelling errors which I'm sure are floating around in there.

The next chapter will be posted at some point this weekend, either saturday or sunday depending on when I have time, but its a really really long chapter, the longest of the whole story I believe. So after that, there's probably going to be a hiatus! Just a heads up!

And finally, thanks for sticking with me guys! And all the reviews and everything, I just love this story and everything so much, and all of your kind words mean so much to me. Please keep them coming!