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Alison had a bad night. She constantly was thinking about Emily. She loves her too much and Emily says she loves her too but she does not act like this. She always pushes away Alison. God damn it! Alison is her girlfriend, Emily has to open up for her, and they have to be honest with each other and not ignore the other one when feels like it.
The alarming sound of the alarm clock brings out Alison of her thoughts. She starts to get ready to school. In the kitchen, there is her mom already made breakfast. It looks delicious but Alison cannot even think about eating. She is so sad and confused about her situation with Emily. She is also worried because she does not know how to react if Emily comes to her at school. Or Emily will even want to talk to her, to explain everything?
Alison puts scrambled eggs on her plate but she barely eats from it. Her mom can see something is wrong.
˝What is wrong, honey? ˝ Jessica asks.
˝Nothing. ˝ Alison instantly answers.
Alison does not want share her problems with Emily with her mother. She wants to solve her own issues and problems. Her mother does not have to know about everything.
˝But I can see it on you. It is practically written on your face. ˝ Jessica says. ˝Is it about Emily? ˝ Jessica asks.
˝No. ˝ Alison answers.
She really does not want to talk about it with her mother.
˝You know, you can tell me everything. ˝ Jessica says.
˝I know but I have to go. ˝ Alison says because she got tired of her mom constantly asking her.
˝Don't you want me to take you to school? ˝ Jessica asks.
˝No! ˝ Alison says harshly as she slams the door behind herself.
Alison instantly regrets to talk to her mother like this but she could not take more questions. She chose to walk to school instead.
Emily wakes up at her messy room on the floor, in the clothes she wore yesterday. She feels sick so she goes to the bathroom to wash her face when she throws up in the sink. After washes her face again and gargles, looking at the mirror she looks like shit, probably a good make up will help. She looks terribly and still feels very sleepy but forces herself to get in the shower and get dressed.
Emily looks through her room. It is really a mess. There are some broken glasses in the room and books, lamp that usually on her desk are on the floor. Fuck!
Emily looks at her clock. There is no time to tidy up her room if she does not want to be late for school.
Emily leaves her room in a mess and hopes her parents will not come in before she can clean up.
Emily is in rush so she just greets her parents and goes to the school.
Her parents wanted to talk to her but before they could greet their daughter, Emily was out of the door.
Emily goes to the school by her motorcycle. When she goes inside the school building, her eyes are searching for Alison who is standing at her locker.
Emily confidently walks to Alison, suddenly Emily grips Alison's wrist and turns her around and shoves her to the locker and kisses her, at first on her lips, then on her neck.
Everything happened so suddenly and quickly that Alison did not even have time to understand what just happened.
Emily kisses her wildly and hungrily but it is not she wants now so she pushes Emily away.
˝What do you think you are doing? ˝ Alison yells at an angry Emily.
˝I just come to ask for you forgiveness. ˝ Emily yells back angrily.
˝Gripping on my wrist, shoving me to the locker and practically making out in front of everyone is your way to ask for my forgiveness? ˝ Alison yells but she tries to remain her calm.
˝Don't act like you did not want it. ˝ Emily says.
˝ You are suck a jerk. ˝ Alison says and goes to the classroom leaving an angry Emily standing in front of her locker.
After this scene in the hallways, everyone gossiped about Alison and Emily, it is not a surprise that even Aria heard what happened.
Later, Alison and Aria are having their lunch together at the school cafeteria.
˝I cannot believe Emily would do this. ˝ Aria says.
˝It is okay if she feels she wants me to forgive her but she think it is okay to treat me like this. ˝ Alison says.
˝Why does she have to ask for your forgiveness? ˝ Aria asks.
˝I called and texted her multiply times but she ignored me and I think I have every right to be mad about it because god damn it I am her girlfriend and she could at least write me a text and on the top of it she never tells me anything. ˝ Alison explains.
˝Yesterday she was at Spencer's with me, Hanna, and her son. ˝ Aria says.
˝Who is Hanna? ˝ Alison asks.
˝Friend of Spencer and Emily but she told me she dated with Emily in the past. ˝ Aria answers. ˝But she seems very secretive, when I asked her why did they break up, she just told me it is personal stuff, not so friendly. ˝ Aria adds.
˝Do you think I should be worried about Hanna? ˝ Alison asks.
˝It depends, are you and Emily are still together? ˝ Aria asks.
˝We have not break up, so I think yes. ˝ Alison answers.
˝Then you two should fix your problems. ˝ Aria says.
˝Do you think I should initiate to talk to her? ˝ Alison asks.
˝I am just saying problems are not going to fix themselves, you need to do something. ˝ Aria says.
˝I think you are right. I should go looking for her. ˝ Alison says as she stands to search for Emily.
She wants to talk to her as soon as possible so she hopes she finds Emily soon.
Alison goes through the hallways looking in on the glasses on the door and soon she finds Emily. She is in an empty classroom, lying on the teacher's desk and it seems she is even sleeping.
Alison goes in the classroom silently and looks through Emily. She is so peaceful now but Alison decides to wake her up by caressing her face and saying her name silently.
˝Em, wake up. ˝ Alison says gently.
Emily slowly opens her eyes; she smiles as she sees it is Alison standing in front of her.
˝Hey, Ali. ˝ Emily says.
˝I hopeyou are fully awake because we have to talk. ˝ Alison says.
˝Let's talk. ˝ Emily says calmly.
˝First, you could tell me about Hanna. ˝ Alison says.
˝How do you know about Hanna? ˝ Emily asks confused because she really does not have a clue how Alison knows about Hanna.
˝Aria told me that you were at Spencer's. ˝ Alison says.
˝She has big mouth, don't you think? ˝ Emily asks.
˝I am thankful for it because she tells me things not like you. ˝ Alison says. ˝So who is Hanna? ˝ Alison asks.
˝Do we really have to talk about it now? ˝ Emily asks.
˝Yes. ˝ Alison says.
˝Fine, I tell you everything. ˝ Emily says.
This time Emily really tells her everything, how she got together with Hanna. She told that she was in love with her and very happy with her until she discovered what Hanna's job is.
Alison seemed shocked on this. She would never ever think about that someone could have this terrible life. She feels sorry for Hanna although she does not know her.
Emily told her it was the most heartbreaking time in her life and it affected it all that is why she chose to sleep around instead of having one relationship. Emily tells Alison that since Hanna, she is the first girl who she could fall in love and it was very hard for her to accept.
Alison listens to every word Emily says and after hearing the whole story she understand a way more Emily that before. Alison never knew Emily had this struggle with love; she would have helped her if she knew.
However, Alison did not fully forgive to Emily, she understands more of her but that is not enough.
˝Why didn't you tell me before? ˝ Alison asks.
˝I can barely talk about this; even think about this without having an awful heartache. ˝ Emily says.
˝It is the past, Em. I am here for you now but please tell me more about Hanna. ˝ Alison says.
˝She searched for me, she is a friend now and I want to be there for her because she does not have anybody who helps and supports her and she needs especially because she has a son. Can you understand that, Ali? ˝ Emily asks.
It is hard to accept that your girlfriend is wants to be friend with her ex but Alison manages to accept it.
˝I can but you still were a jerk yesterday and even in the morning. ˝ Alison says.
˝Listen Alison, I am very sorry for not responding to your calls and texts. It never will happen again. And about the morning, I do not know what came over me. It seemed a good idea then. I am deeply sorry for it. I do not want you hurt, I love you. ˝ Emily says.
˝I love you too but do not forget I am your girlfriend and you can open up to me and please do not ignore me anymore. Treat me as I deserve. ˝ Alison says.
˝I want to treat you as you deserve. ˝ Emily says.
˝I hope so. ˝ Alison says.
˝How about if we go on a date? ˝ Emily asks.
˝That is a good idea. ˝ Alison says. ˝Where do we go? ˝ Alison asks.
˝I was thinking we could go to the cinema and then have a dinner at restaurant. ˝ Emily says.
˝That sounds perfect. You make me forget so easily that you were acting like an idiot. ˝ Alison says.
˝That is my plan. ˝ Emily says.
Emily kisses Alison on the lips.
Emily is happy that everything is okay with Alison, however she still feels sick. Maybe she should not ask Alison on a date tonight but if Emily sleeps couples of hour she can do the date.
On the road to home, Emily worries that her parents saw the mess in her room and they will be angry about it.
Emily goes to her room to clean everything up but it is already cleaned up so her parents have seen what she had done.
˝Emily, come down please! ˝ Pam says.
Emily goes to the living room.
˝Em, we want to talk with you. ˝ Wayne says.
˝About my room? ˝ Emily asks.
˝Em, what have you done there? ˝ Wayne asks.
˝Alison and I had a fought. I was angry. ˝ Emily says.
˝Do you think the solution for this is that you smash your room? ˝ Pam asks.
˝No, I am really sorry, I would have cleaned up myself If I would have enough time but I have a date tonight and I want to rest before it. ˝ Emily says.
˝What date? ˝ Pam asks.
˝With Alison, my girlfriend. ˝ Emily answers.
˝You will not go anywhere. ˝ Wayne says
˝But I have a date. ˝ Emily says.
˝Don't you just said that you two had fought? ˝ Pam asks.
˝We did but we made up. ˝ Emily says.
˝You should tell her that you cannot go. ˝ Wayne says.
Emily goes to her room, slams the door, and lies on her bed.
The good thing is that her parents did not find her drug, if they had found there would be already yelling.
If her parents think they can prohibit her from go on that date they are very wrong.
Emily already has her plan. She will climb out on the window to meet Alison. Emily cannot call off this date, she had been already a jerk to Alison, she has to make it up for her.
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