Author Note: I don't own Twilight or any of these characters, you all know who does. I'm only playing with them a little. Okay now thanks again to my beta twilightislovee. She is fantastic as always. Sorry it took so long for this to get out to you guys but ITS HERE! I hope you all enjoy!
Playlist
Untouched by The Veronicas
Eyes On Fire by Blue Foundation
Incomplete by Sisqo
Best Days of My Life by Hanson
Make Good Love by Avant
APOV
"So, where are we going, Jazz?" I asked him nervously. He was sitting in the driver's seat with his jaw clenched, and his eyes were narrowed at the road. We were driving to Port Angeles, and he had barely spoken to me.
"You'll see. I want it to be a surprise," he spoke in a strained voice, and I started to get worried.
"What's the matter, Jazz? You seem upset," I questioned in a soft voice while I stared at my hands.
"I'm not upset, Alice. It's just… you come out of the house in…. that," he sighed and turned to smile at me. "And I'm trying to take you out and treat you the way you deserve. I just… don't want to mess this up," he finished in a whisper.
"What do you mean? How could you mess this up, Jazz?" I questioned. I really didn't understand what was going through his mind.
"Listen, Alice, I'm sorry that we haven't had sex yet. I know it's frustrating you, but I just didn't want to jump into something like that because… well, because I really care about you, and I wanted to prove that by not jumping into bed with you right away," Jasper admitted with a sheepish smile.
My answering smile was huge. "You are just too good to be true," I claimed. Somewhere in me, I had known all along the reasons that Jasper hadn't sleep with me, but my own insecurities had caused me to feel like I was the issue. I felt like an immense weight had been lifted from me when Jasper said those words.
"Okay, here we are," Jasper stated as he pulled into La Bella Italia. I could hear the nervousness as he spoke, but I smiled at him to reassure him. I looked up through the windshield, and my breath caught in my throat.
I was staring at a two horse drawn carriage. The horses were snow white with jet-black manes. The carriage was white with black designs along the sides. The interior was soft black leather. It stood on tall, black wheels. The driver's seat sat slightly higher than the carriage seating, and a sharply dressed man with a top hat was holding the reigns.
"Oh, Jasper," I gasped out. I felt the tears well up, and my heart was pounding. A carriage ride was incredibly romantic.
"Come on, Alice, let's start our evening," Jasper said as he held out his hand to help me out of the car. He walked me up to the carriage and took my hand to help me step up. Once we were both in the carriage, Jasper pulled a blanket out from behind the seat and covered us.
"This is so incredible, Jasper. You really didn't need to do all of this for me. It must have cost you a fortune." My voice was soft as I watched the small town pass by as the horses galloped along the road.
"Alright, this stops here. You will not ask about how much I have spent on any of this. I want tonight to be perfect, and it will be; even if it kills me." Jasper stared into my eyes before grasping my hand in his.
"Just spending the evening with you makes it perfect, but I won't question anything again," I sighed with a smile. Jasper's face lit up in an eye-crinkling grin before he pulled me closer and placed a chaste kiss on my lips. His tongue snaked out and ran across my bottom lip before rubbing against my tongue as my mouth opened to him. His left hand slid into the hair at the back of my neck while his right hand grasped my hip and pulled me flush against him.
"Mmm… you taste incredible," he breathed against my lips. I pulled him into another kiss before we separated ourselves and sat back against the carriage seat.
I watched in awe as the beauty of the small town of Port Angeles turned into the foliage of the local park. I smiled up at Jasper as his arm tightened around me to let him know I loved everything about the carriage ride. I could feel the tension running through him, though, and I couldn't figure out for the life of me what was going on with him.
"Oh my god," I gasped, and my hand flew to my mouth as we rounded a corner where a gorgeous fountain was lit up. Next to it sat a table with two chairs, a candle in the center, and two covered dishes over catering heaters. The table was surrounded with little space heaters connected to a power strip and an extension cord.
"Your dinner awaits you, my dear." Jasper's voice was thick with an emotion I didn't have time to recognize before he pulled me up and lifted me from the carriage. He led me down a short path and pulled out a chair for me before removing the cover from my dish. "It's Chicken Parmesan. I know it's your favorite thing from La Belle Italia," he whispered before he moved to his own chair.
"I… I… don't know… what to say. This is… incredible." I looked up from my plate and met his gaze. He stared at me for a few moments before he looked away and cleared his throat.
"So, have you decided where you're going to go to college yet?" he questioned after he composed himself and began to poor from the bottle of champagne he had sitting next to the table. I quirked my eyebrow at him in curiosity, but he blushed and turned the bottle toward me so I could see the nonalcoholic label. I let out a small giggle.
"No, but I've narrowed it down a lot. I'm looking at Seattle, New York, and LA. I just don't know if I really want to move that far away from home, you know? Seattle is looking good because it so close to everything I love." I felt myself flush at my words. I hadn't told Jasper how I felt about him.
"You shouldn't base the decision of college on where it's at, Ali. You need to look at what you really want to do with your life and where you're going to have the opportunity to get the best education. I support whatever you choose, Alice," Jasper spoke seriously as he watched me take a bite of my meal.
"I'm not choosing my school by location only. I've really been researching the programs, and Seattle is just as good as the other two. It just has more things that appeal to me, that's all." I smiled at him as he settled into his chair. He seemed to be relaxing, and that fact was making me relax.
Conversation flowed easily through our meal, and Jasper's normal lightheartedness returned. We laughed and discussed anything that came to mind. We poked fun out our friends, and I really remembered what it was that attracted me to Jasper, besides the fact that he's sexy, in those moments that were absolutely free of sexual tension and frustration.
"Would you like to take a walk with me? The caterers have to clean all this up, and we've got the carriage for another ninety minutes," Jasper questioned shyly. I grinned up at him as I stood and gripped his hand tightly. His trepidation faded quickly as he swung our hands between us as we walked.
"God, I feel like we're walking the yellow brick road with you doing that!" I laughed out, causing Jasper to break out in a skip ahead of me. I laughed loudly as I trailed behind him, and he came to a stop spinning around to face me as the entrance to the park gardens.
"No yellow brick road here, just me. Come on, how about we go sit down? All the beauty in this place is blinding, and you are not helping that situation any." He winked as he grabbed my hand and spun me around in a circle before helping me down onto the bench.
"Tonight was absolutely incredible. Thank you so much for this. You'll never know how much it all means to me," I confessed as I laid my head on his shoulder. I felt him taken in a deep breath and exhale it out heavily.
"I brought you here for a reason, Alice. You know you're beautiful and pretty much perfect for me, don't you?" he asked seriously. My hands started to shake violently, and my stomach churned at those words. Why would he start a conversation off like that?
"I hope that's true," I heard myself whisper as I stared at my hands. Jasper let out a heavy sigh before grabbing my chin and pulling my face up to his. Our noses were practically touching, and I could taste his breath. His tongue snaked out and ran over his lips before he pressed a needy kiss to my lips.
"Stop freaking out and listen. Alice, you are everything I never knew I was looking for. I know that this is freaky coming out of my mouth, but I think you're it for me even though I'm only 18. What I'm trying to say is… Alice, I love you." His eyes never left mine; his voice never wavered or cracked. My jaw dropped, and for the first time in my life, I was completely speechless.
JPOV
My hands were sweating and my body was shaking with the anticipation of her reaction. I couldn't catch my breath as I stared at Alice for a solid two minutes sitting before me in silence. That was the longest I had ever heard her quite. I felt my heart sinking in my chest and started to panic.
"Alice, say something…" I begged pathetically. She shook her head and blinked before a strange expression crossed her face, and I watched a slow smile slide over her face.
Suddenly, her tiny body was wrapped completely around mine as her hands pulled at my hair to expose my neck. I grew hard at her touches, and I groaned out in frustration.
"I love you!" Alice cried out as she forced her lips onto mine and her tongue jammed into my mouth violently. I grinned around her kiss into her mouth as I stood up from the bench with her in my arms.
"Come on, Alice, my parents are away for the weekend," I whispered into her ear and bucked my hips into her body. Her grip only tightened around me, and I sighed at the acceptance I was feeling. I had been so nervous to tell her how I felt, and now that it was finally out there, I never wanted to stop saying it to her.
"If you don't get us somewhere private fast, we'll be arrested for indecent exposure," she breathed across my ear before nipping at the sensitive skin below it. I growled into her hair and hoisted her up further as I picked up my pace back to the carriage.
I pried Alice's arms from around my neck and set her into the seat before leaning over to talk to the driver.
"If you can get me back to my car in less than fifteen minutes, I'll give you a hundred bucks," I offered quietly. His eyes widened as he turned his head to stare at me. I slipped the bill up in my shirt pocket so he could see it, and a grin spread across his face as he nodded.
"Jasper, get your ass over her, now!" Alice called out as she squirmed in her seat. I smirked back at her as I took my seat. My hands immediately took their place on her thighs as I leaned over to kiss her. Our tongues danced together languidly as her hands roamed up my chest and began popping buttons open on my shirt. I gripped her hands in mine and pinned them down to her side. Our chests heaved together as I pulled away from her slightly.
"You've got to calm down, baby. We're going back to my house. I paid the driver to get us back to my car asap," I breathed against her mouth as her hands squeezed my shoulders.
"Jasper, I've been waiting too damn long for this. I need something," she whimpered desperately into my ear. I groaned as I felt her tongue graze my earlobe and pulled the blanket over us.
"If you can promise me you'll be quit, I'll give you a little preview," I whispered back to her. She nodded her head vigorously as she relaxed into my side. My hand ran up her thigh and under the edge of her skirt.
I felt Alice's grip tighten on my arm as her breathing picked up and a small whimper escaped her mouth. I grinned down at her as my fingers met the edge of her panties. I could feel the heat from her already, and it was making me painfully hard.
"Please, Jazz," she whispered in a desperate voice. My hand paused before moving up under her panties.
"Silence, Alice. Remember, we can't give it away," I whispered back before moving my finger into her panties and sliding it up through her slick folds. I stifled a moan as Alice let out a soft gasp. Her hips moved closer to my hand, and I let my finger slip inside of her. Alice's grip tightened even more, and as I looked down at her, I saw her biting her lip to keep quiet.
The look on her face as I moved my finger inside of her was the sexiest thing I had ever seen. Alice's nose was scrunched up in the cutest way as she concentrated on keeping silent. I slid a second finger into her and heard her groan against my arm. She was so wet and so damn tight. I felt her hips moving against my fingers, and she tightened around them. I knew she was close, so I pulled her mouth to mine before curling my fingers up to hit her sensitive spot. Her entire body convulsed and shook around my hand as she cried out into my mouth.
Suddenly, there was pressure against my aching cock and I realized Alice's tiny hand was grinding into me. The friction felt incredible, but I knew I had to stop her before I did something as stupid as fucking her in the back of a carriage. She deserved to be loved, not fucked, and that was what I intended. I had it all planned out. The text message to Edward and Emmett during dinner guaranteed that everything was set up at my place.
"You've gotta stop that, Alice," I whined as she squeeze me through my pants. I grabbed her hand and squeezed it as the carriage came to a stop in front of the restaurant.
"Jasper… that was… fuck… get me to a bed." Alice's voice was deep and husky causing my steps to falter. I almost fell out of the carriage.
"Come on, let's go then." I smiled at her as I gripped her waist the lift her from the carriage and onto the ground. I walked over to the driver and tossed him the hundred before chasing Alice back to the car. I helped her into her seat before climbing to mine and burning out of the parking lot.
The drive back to my place was incredibly awkward. Alice kept squirming in her seat, and my jeans were painfully tight. I just needed some kind of release. I didn't know where I should put my hand so I kept them both on the steering wheel. I prayed the entire drive that Edward and Emmett had pulled through for me and set up my room. I needed this to be perfect for Alice because I knew I wouldn't last long for the first time.
When we pulled into the driveway of my house, the front porch light was on, and I felt the wave of relief wash over me. That was my signal that Edward and Emmett had been there. Alice and I stepped out of the car together, and I didn't waste any time getting over to her and lifting her in my arms.
"What are you doing?" She giggled happily as I walked her up the steps and through my front door.
"I'm helping you save your energy because you're going to need it soon." I smirked down at her as she blushed. My Alice never blushed, so the sight was unique and it turned me on to no end.
"I love you, Jasper Whitlock," she sighed into my neck. I felt the grin on my lips as I pressed a kiss to her forehead and began walking up the stairs.
"I love you, too, Mary Alice Brandon," I whispered to her. I looked down at her and saw the tell tale sparkle of tears in her eyes, and it made me nervous. "Are you okay?" I asked her as I stopped at the top of the stairs.
"I'm perfect. Tonight has been like out of a fairy tale. Thank you, Jasper." Her voice was shaky, and I watched a single tear slide down her cheek. I kicked the door to my room open, and her eyes widened as she took it in.
"What do you think?" I asked self-consciously as her eyes swept the room. There were rose petals covering the bed and floor. There were candles lit and surrounding the room. The soft sounds of Alice's favorite romantic song, Best Days of My Life by Hanson, filled the room.
Been together for so long, my friend
Now you tell me that you'll be going away
So many people in so many ways
Drawn by you in all the things you've had to say
And now I know where you're going to
Hope you find your way
I'll say
What's forever if you're gone?
Give me the strength to carry on
When you see me walking by
I'll hold my head up high
And think of the times when we were young
When our love had just begun
Only you can stop the pain
But our love will always remain
Sit and wonder about the things we've said
And times we've had and the games we played
Look back now and remember the days we laughed
The moments we cried and the love we made
And now I know where you're going to
I'll see you there someday
I'll say
What's forever if you're gone?
Give me the strength to carry on
When you see me walking by
I'll hold my head up high
And think of the times when we were young
When our love had just begun
Only you can stop the pain
But our love will always remain
Every time that I'd see you smile
My whole world would be bright
If I just had the power I'd keep you a while
Then I'd know it's all right
And I know where you're going to
I'll see you there someday
I'll say
What's forever if you're gone?
Give me the strength to carry on
When you see me walking by
I'll hold my head up high
And think of the times when we were young
When our love had just begun
Only you can stop the pain
But our love will always remain
"Jasper, I… I don't know what to say…" Alice's soft voice broke to silence as the song ended. I pressed my lips to her forehead as I laid her down on the bed.
"You don't need to say anything, Alice," I told her before finally pressing my lips against hers. Alice's hands caressed my neck as we engaged in a slow, sweet kiss. We had no reason to hurry, and I wasn't about to ruin everything by rushing this.
Our slow kisses turned passionate and our hands roamed over each other's clothes. My shirt came off, followed quickly by hers. Alice's bra hit the floor, and my body reacted instinctually as I pulled one of her nipples into my mouth. Her hands gripped my hair as she pushed me into her body.
"God, that feels so damn good," Alice moaned out while I kissed from one nipple to the other and gave them equal attention. I took my time and kissed over every inch of her stomach and chest. She rocked against me, looking for friction, but I wasn't ready to give it to her yet. I wanted to worship her. There was plenty of time for everything else.
"Relax, baby, I'm not going to leave you hanging," I whispered against her stomach as I kissed down and unfastened her skirt and slid it down her thighs. The sexist pair of hot pink, lace thongs was revealed, and I groaned.
"You like them? I bought them just for you." Alice's eyes were dark with lust as she gazed down at me kneeling between her legs.
"I fucking love them, Alice," I breathed out as I kissed up from her ankle to her thigh. She tensed in anticipation as I got closer to where she needed me, but I picked up her other foot and repeated my actions. She let out a frustrated cry before sitting up and pushing me back to unfasten my pants and shove them down to the floor. I kicked them off me and climbed over her on the bed.
"Please, Jazz, I need you so damn bad," she whimpered. I groaned and slid my hands to her hips and gripped the sexy thongs in my hands. She had no idea what she was doing to me. I took a deep breath preparing to remove her panties but her hot little hand was inside of my boxers, squeezing my cock hard.
"Oh shit, Alice!" I cried out as she slid her hand up and down my shaft. I gasped into her shoulder before jumping away from her. Her eyes widened and I saw the fear of rejection cross her face, but I shook my head quickly and dropped my boxers.
Her eyes widened even further as she gasped and covered her mouth with her tiny hand. I couldn't stop the smirk that graced my face. She was in awe of my cock, and it couldn't have been a bigger confidence booster. I leaned back over her and pulled her now soaking wet thongs off her body. I dropped them onto the pile of our clothes before grabbing a condom from my bedside table. I slipped it on without hesitation and climbed back over her body.
"Shit, Jasper… you're… huge…" She blushed as she finished her statement and I smiled down at her. I pressed a small kiss to her lips before positioning myself between her legs.
"Don't worry, baby, I'll go slow," I whispered to her. Once again, her hand grabbed my cock and slid it against her slick folds before positioning me at her entrance. Her hands then gripped my shoulders as I gripped her hips.
Our eyes locked while I pushed into her slowly. I watched with awe as the expressions flickered over her face. I felt her nails digging into my shoulders, and it felt so damn good to be inside of her. It was instantly confirmed for me that I wouldn't last long. I paused once I was fully inside of her, and she moved her hips with a whimper.
"Are you okay, baby?" I panted into her mouth, feeling her nod. "I'm going to start moving now. Tell me if I hurt you," I whispered as I pulled out of her and slowly thrust back in. We kept the slow pace going for a long while. It was a sweet form of torture. My arms were shaking from holding myself up and her hands raked down my chest, causing the tightness in my stomach to ache.
"Faster, Jasper, I need us both to come," Alice whimpered. I wasn't about to complain, though. I didn't think I could hold on much longer.
I pushed one hand between us and circled her clit. I felt her tightening around me, and my body automatically responded. I thrust harder into her and felt her explode around me as she screamed out my name. I followed quickly after her, calling out her name before collapsing on top of her. I felt her legs shaking around me as I lay with my head on her chest. Her fingers brushed through my hair until I caught my breath and looked up at her.
"Fuck, that was incredible," I sighed out. She smiled at me before pulling me into a kiss.
"That was fucking beautiful and perfect, Jasper," she responded to me. I grinned at her and felt a million times better. I was so relaxed, and so was she. We cleaned ourselves up and laid in my bad for a while before I felt her rubbing against me again.
"Ready for round two already?" I asked with a laugh. She bit her lip and smiled up at me with a nod.
"We have a lot of time to make up for." Alice climbed on top of me, and our night didn't end until early the next morning.
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