Forever Your Girl-Ch 21
After enjoying some time with their babies and after tucking them in for their naps Derek and Rob headed to check on Desi and Penelope, Derek turned in the door and JJ said, "go, don't worry, me, Em and Fran will stay here". Fran grinned and said, "Sarah is on her way, she'll be here any time and she's so excited to meet her niece and nephew".
Derek and Rob grinned as they stepped out into the hall, they took one final glimpse of their sleeping children before heading toward the elevator at the end of the hall. When they stepped off the elevator and headed up the hall the doctor walked over to them, Rob said, "has something changed"?, she shook her head and said, "no they're both still stable".
Rob said, "are they awake"?, she said, "no, not yet, after the trauma their bodies have had right now they need to rest", Derek and Rob both nodded their heads yes in agreement. The doctor said, "when they wake up and find out about the babies they will lash out at you, just stay with them and let them see that you're not going anywhere".
Derek smiled and said, "we will doc, we will", she sighed and said, "we put them in separate rooms so as to not crowd either of them", Derek said, "will we be able to stay with them"?, she said, "I don't see a problem with that". Rob looked at Derek and said, "you ready"?, he sighed and said, "as ready as I'm ever gonna be I guess" and the doctor stood there watching as the Derek and Rob walked into Penelope and Desirees rooms.
Rob walked in and tears started streaming down his face, when he got to Desirees bedside he sat down and gently took her hand in his, he brought it up to his lips and kissed it and said, "I'll always love you Desiree". Next door Derek walked up to Penelopes bed and brushed some hair out of her eyes, he then sat down beside her and said, "I'm so so sorry baby girl, I'm so sorry about the baby that never got to know what an amazing mommy you are".
He then gently leaned down and kissed her forehead and said, "I love you so much and no matter what I have to do to prove it to you I will", as he sat there looking down at her he sighed and said, "I'm here and I always will be goddess". He then picked up her hand and said, "we all love you and we're here for both you and Desi".
Rob blew out a deep breath and said, "I love you so much Desi and I know that together we can get through this, Anthony is an amazing little boy, our little boy and you did such a terrific job taking care of him". He smiled and said, "I can see us getting married, I can see us having family barbecues in the back yard and I can also see you pregnant with another child, our child".
Desi started waking up and afraid that he would scare her Rob released her hand and sat back, when Desirees eyes opened she said, "w w what happened"?, Rob said, "you had a reaction to the drugs Rodney had been giving you all this time and they had to rush you to surgery". She looked at him and she said, "w w what happened"?, Rob said, "you had a toxic reaction to the drugs Rodney has had both you and Penelope on and that reaction caused you to miscarry the baby".
She said, "w w where's my baby, I want my baby"?, Rob said, "Desi, I'm so sorry but the baby didn't make it", she shook her head and said, "n n no, noooooooo, nooooooo I want my baby, I need my baby". Rob said, "Desi I'm so sorry", she said, "MY BABY, I WANT MY BABYYYYYYY", the doctor ran into the room and said, "Desi I need you to calm down".
She shook her head and said, "my baby, where's my baby, pleaseeee let me see my baby", the doctor said, "honey I'm so sorry but your baby, your little girl, she didn't make it". Desiree said, "NOOOOOOOO I DON'T BELIEVE YOU", the doctor said, "get me 500 cc's of Valium STAT", the nurse nodded her head and ran out of the room.
Desiree said, "nooooooooooo, pleaseeeeeeeeeee, pleaseeeeee help me, help meeeeeee", Rob said, "Desi please calm down", the nurse ran into the room and handed the doctor the syringe. It didn't take long after the syringe was inserted into the port before her eyes started getting heavy and then finally closed, Rob took her hand in his and said, "I'm so so sorry baby, so so sorry".
The doctor said, "she's in shock right now and the rest she's getting now is definitely needed to help her start to heal", Rob looked back down at Desi and said, "he's going to pay for what he did to you Desi, I swear I'll make him pay".