chapter 21

After the shopping trip we came home and something happened and Tizzy and Sarah…. Broke up. Tizzy left the house because he was fed up about my attitude. But get this… I didn't even pull a prank! Nudge and Angel did! But now I am mad. Tizzy thought it was my fault and left the house… I don't think I will see him ever again. I cried in my room most of the day. The only two highlights of my weekend was when I bought myself knee-high converse and that they broke up. And tomorrow there is school and I do not want to deal with it. Now I am all peeved and the world must hate me.

Max's POV

Ivry was in her room all day. She came home on Friday all happy that she got knee-high converse (which are awesome by the way.) and the next thing you know Sarah and Tizzy break up, Tizzy leaves and Ivry runs to her room crying. It looked like she was in more pain then when we first met her. She wouldn't even eat. We were all sitting in the living room, trying to figure out what we could do.

We even made a list…

1. Get Tizzy to come back.

2. Same as # 1'

3. Get doughnuts

4. Go see a movie

5. Get chocolate…

6. All of the above. =]

We still haven't decided and it's been two whole hours. Then I got it.

"Iggy." Iggy looked up.

"Yea?"

"She talks to you like you're a big brother. Why don't you see if you can help her." he shrugged and walked upstairs.

Iggy's POV.

I walked upstairs and opened Ivry's door. She was standing on the ledge of the open window like she was going to… jump?

"Ivry, what are you doing?"

"I am going to jump! And you cant stop me, my life has to end, I find a brother I loose him, I find a sock, I loose it! Its all so complicated!!!" a sock? What the heck is she talking about? I sighed and right before she was about to jump I grabbed her waist and put her on her bed.

"oh , no you don't, what is this all about anyway? Are you sure that's the only thing that's on your mind right now?" she sighed there was a long pause and she finally replied.

"No." she sniffed.

"Then what else."

"It's… well… I don't know… I… I… just think I am… overwhelmed." she sniffed and put her head on my chest.

"Why don't you take a nap? Maybe you could forgive and forget. Forgive yourself for being overwhelmed and forget the past." she nodded and laid down.

"And no more trying to commit suicide." she smiled a weak smile and nodded letting her eyes slowly close. I shut the door and went back downstairs. She didn't wake up until the next morning right before school. Obviously she was still grumpy but the weirdest part is when she came down from her room wearing a black short skirt with a -sort of- long dark purple shirt with Gir on it. She was wearing her knee-high converse and she looked sexy! Whoops I mean nice she looked nice.

Max said you're a sexist pig… but I agree.

Ivry's POV

You have no idea. Nudge stole all of my clothes and hid them. So, I was stuck wearing this. And since I was in a bad mood I didn't really care. This was not a good way to start a day of school. Gazzy was staring at me. He mouth hanging open with a mouthful full of eggs. I flicked his head and grabbed my backpack.

"I am ready to go." he grabbed his backpack and we walked to school. I walked to my locker and stuffed my things in it and slammed it.

I walked to class and the kid handed me my book, I sat down and this kid wouldn't stop string at me. At one point I think the teacher called on him and he didn't even look at her.

I looked over at him I hated the feeling of being stalked.

"Hi what's your name?" I said sweetly. He woke up from his coma and smiled at me.

"Danny."

"Well, nice to meet you now Danny I am going to be polite and say this real quick ok?" he nodded and my sweet innocent voice went to a aggressive voice.

"If you don't stop staring at me in the next to second's I will kick you where it hurts for you, so hard that you wont be able to make children." Gazzy snorted from behind me. He immediately looked away. I smirked and called him a sexist pig under my breath. At lunch Tizzy looked at me like I was a piece of meat. I growled at him. This was the worst day of my life. When I got home I found my skinny jeans a black baggy t-shirt and my regular make-up. Max came up to me and asked how I was doing.

"Well, considering that I was dressed like a whore, eight guys asked me out, I punched three guys, five girls hate me now, tizzy looked at me like I was a piece of meat, and It was horrible!" Max hugged me.

"Don't worry, your going to be fine, it cant be that bad."

"Well, It was!!! Max, I felt like some kind of,… of… I don't even know!!! It was that bad… trust me." she let go of me and sighed. I walked away from her and upstairs. I slammed the door of my room and laid on the bed. I heard Gazzy come in downstairs. I sort of abandoned him this afternoon. I heard a light knock on the door.

"Yea?"

"Hey, it's Gazzy, can I come in?" I sighed.

"Whatever." I heard the door open and close. I scooted over a little bit to the other side of the bed. I felt weight on the corner of the bed.

"Gazzy?"

"Yea?" I rolled over to face him.

"Why does my life have to be so complicated?" he chuckled.

"I don't know fate doesn't like you I guess." I slightly smiled.

"I guess." he chuckled and laid down next to me.

"Well, fate does like you somewhat." I rolled my eyes.

"Uh-huh sure, prove it." he laughed.

"If you think about it…, it was fate that brought us together. And without fate bringing us together, you would still be by yourself." I rolled my eyes.

"Of course. I agree, but, why would fate bring us together, and then ruin my life with all this drama?" I was staring at the ceiling, I could hear the rain letting up.

"Good, question." I got off the bed and sat on the window seat. The clouds were slowly going away.

"Iggy, told me that I should forgive, and forget. Forgive the fact that I was overwhelmed and forget the past. But if I forget Tizzy, I might never see him again… and I don't think I can handle that especially since I know he's alive." Gazzy came over to me and sat on the window seat and leaned on the wall.

"You might have to. I don't think I can see you like this anymore." I sighed.

"Maybe…" he noticed that I traveled off and sighed. He picked up my guitar.

"Do you want to play a full, song without anyone interrupting you this time?" I smiled and took the guitar.

"I would, but I don't feel like it, I'm sorry." he shook his head.

"It's no problem, what do you want to do." I shrugged.

"Have you decided if your going to do the talent show?" I nodded.

"Yea… I am not doing it." he nodded slowly. There was a knock on the door and Fang came in. he saw us and slightly smiled.

"Are, you ok? I mean you looked… nice today." I rolled my eyes.

"I looked like a whore and it's all nudges fault." he laughed.

"So are you ok?" I sighed.

"Fang, I am never ok." he nodded. He closed the door and sat down.

"Is everything ok with you? I mean, you don't talk to anyone as much as you are now, and normally you wouldn't ask if anyone was ok except for Angel." he sighed.

"NO." he said fiercely and walked out of the room. I rolled my eyes. Gazzy looked at me and smiled.

"So, are you good now?" I slightly nodded. He smiled. I giggled a little bit and hugged him.

"Thank you." I let go of him letting my arms drop. He looked at me.

"For what?" I smiled.

"For being there, and being consistent, even if you knew I wanted to be alone, you were always there." he nodded.

"Well, your welcome." I laughed. The sunshine came out and I smiled.