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A/N:Woaaah there! Been a while, hasn't it my vamps? I'm soooooo sorry I've been away for so long! DX It's just school has been a heck of a lot, it's been so much work to be honest. Then I'm always tired ause I've been going to sleep later every night. My body's still getting used to it, but I've been away also cause I spend my very little free time playing videogames. Don't judge, I deserve the right to spend my life how I want. I don't always feel like writing either, so that too. But have you guys heard? Super smash bros. 4 for the nintendo 3ds is coming out on October 3rd! It's not that far away! I've been playing the demo tons, and I just finally beat kingdom hearts dream drop distance. That game was hard cause I never took time to level up Riku and Sora. But it was tons of fun, I love KH. Anyways, you're probably tired of reading my excuses, so on with the story!
Oh! Wait! I forgot to mention, since we may be going back to the present in the future, I've decided to use these three lines going down as a way to tell whether we are still where we are currently in the story, or back to the two main people fighting. Okay, I'm done now, alright? See ya!
We walked into my apartment, the air felt thick, it was a bit hard to breathe. My body felt tense. I was scared of what Bonnie was about to tell me. What to do, what to do. Maybe I should tell her to forget it...but no, then she'd just have to tell me another time. No use postponing the inevitable right? Right? Oh gob, please say I'm right.
We went right to the living room and sat down on my couch, each on the other end. I was really afraid now. If I wanted to back out, this was my last chance...No! No. I have to find out why. I need to know the reason. Alright, calm down Marcy, everything's gonna be okay. I took a deep breath and calmed down. Yea, this was nice, k, I'm ready to know now.
I turned to Bonnie to look at her. With my one look, she got the message, it was time for her to start talking now. "Okay...so nothing actually happened the day I acted wierd around my dad with you. It's just...um...my parents ... My parents are..they're... They're homophobic, Marceline." She gave me the saddest look I have ever seen in my life. She looked like a little puppy who was just lost.
I was shocked at first, but it made sense. Why else wouldn't she want her parents to know? It's not that bad; you're still in the clear Marcy. "So...what? It's not like they know anything, you can continue to hide it. They don't need to know we're dating then." She shook her head and a tear fell from her beautiful face.
"Bonnie? What's wrong?" I came closer and wiped away her newly formed tears. I was about to hug her when she pushed me away. "N-no...no...I c-can't." I looked at her confused as she sniffled and stuttered. "You can't what, Bonnie?" She continued to cry but answered my question with shaky breaths in-between.
"I c-can't hide it anymore, b-because they a-already know." Before I could say anything else to her statement, she suddenly spoke through a river of tears. Okay no, no, you are not okay now Marcy. You are definitely screwed now. "My p-parents talked to me the day we came b-back from the trip...T-They said i-if they find out we are hanging o-out, or I-I talk to y-you, that they will never l-look at me the s-same again and that t-they will not consider m-me their daughter. They're going to h-hate me...T-they mean a lot to m-me Marcy. My parents said t-the next time I talk to you...I-I have to end things b-between us. That's why I didn't w-want to talk to you about it. T-that's why I wanted t-to spend more time with you...It's j-just...I c-can't...I..."
That was it, that was all she could handle, she broke into tears. It broke me. My heart...she said we couldn't be together anymore. I can't talk to her either after this? Why are her parents so cruel? Why can't she stand up to them? If they kick her out for not dating a nice, tall, blonde, and handsome man, she can come live with me! I was getting pretty annoyed, but Bonnie...she was just crying her eyes out. I don't think this is how I intended for this to go ...
"Bonnie, please, stop crying." She looked at me with teary eyes and sniffled, I could tell she was trying to. "I'm s-sorry..." She sniffled and wiped her eyes. "I'm sorry, Marceline. I love you, but..." That's it, if she really loves me, why would she care what they say? I stood up and looked right at her. "But what?!" Her watery eyes stopped forming tears and dried. I'm pretty sure I scared her, but I didn't care, I was annoyed! "If you really loved me, you wouldn't care what they think of you! I know I might sound selfish right now, but I love you Bonnie! I love you! If they can't handle the fact that you're dating a girl, then how can you believe they love you as much as they say? I would never do anything like that to you..." I started to break now, my eyes couldn't hold back any longer. I started letting out tears and sniffled as I looked to the ground.
"I love you Bonnibel...I really do. You just don't know how I feel right now. You're saying we can't be together anymore...not only that, but I can't even talk to you?" My voice cracked, it was hoarse, and I started crying. "M-my heart...it's torn right now. I've never felt this way about someone before, about anyone...Now that I finally make a connection with someone, I can't be with them anymore? I can't even talk to them after it's over?"
Her tear stained face was in shock. She was bewildered and a little hurt. "How can you do this to me, Bonnie?" I looked into her eyes and started to ball my eyes out. My knees felt weak, and they gave way. I fell onto my plush carpet, crying. She looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, I just can't do anything, Marcy...I-I'm sorry. There's nothing I can do." Okay, there it is, last straw. I'm done.
"Do you not see what I'm going through right now?! I'm crying for you! And I haven't even lost you yet! Ugh! You're such an idiot! Can't you see what we have here is special?! You dammed idiot! You're leaving everything we have behind just because your parents say so?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" By this time, we had both gotten up. I was infuriated, I couldn't think straight. I was just saying what I was feeling.
"M-Marcy...I'm sorry." I looked at her with pain and anger in my eyes. "Sorry?! Sorry doesn't do jack if you don't mean it! You wouldn't be doing this if you meant anything you said! Psh! You probably never even loved me in the first place! You're a liar! A dirty, stupid, liar! Get out!" She looked at me with hurt, which I quickly dismissed. "B-but Marceline...I-I just-" Before she could finish I yelled, "GET OUT!"
She walked to the door and tried to reason with me, but I didn't let her. "M-Marceline, listen to me!" She shrieked, but I was too enraged right now to even hear her.
"I thought you were different!" Before she could finish saying, "Mar-," I slammed the door in her face. I stomped over to my room and locked the door. With my back to it, I slid down to the floor. I hugged my knees and started crying...what a way to start summer...
