Previously on Lost (did Ben kill Locke?!): "I can't have you, but I want you. I can't kiss you, but I want to. I can't love you, but I do." his breath tickled my skin. He kissed my earlobe, then everything faded away. My dream ending, like all fantasies.
So as I was re-reading last chapter and the beginning of this one (because i started writing it on the same day) an evil smile came on my face as I thought of something that I KNOW will annoy some of you.....muhahaha!!! but dont worry, no matter what Edward says he's still going to snap.... over and over and over. no matter how many times he tries to "fix" everything... unless...... MWAHAHAHAAA! lol thanks for reviewing!
B POV
I woke up to the rising sun rays blinding me. I stayed in place listening for any sign that anyone else had waken up yet.
The house was silent.
I took a deep breath and started to stretch, then froze when someone groaned next to me. I rolled over to find a groggy Edward blinking away the sunlight. He stared at me, I wasn't really sure if he had realized the situation we were in. After a few seconds he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight against his body. I gasped surprised and unsure. This couldn't be real. Did last night actually happen? Did he really say that?
I felt a slight pressure on the top of my head, I looked up and saw him smiling. He brought one of his hands up and traced lines on my cheek. "Good morning beautiful." he whispered kissing the top of my forehead, his words were slurred. I could barley make anything out. I just stared at him, then noticed, he was still sleeping. He must have thought I was Jessica.
I untangled myself from him and walked to the bathroom, taking day clothes with me.
It was breakfast, Esme had made us eggs and bread. Edward and Jessica sat next to eachother, but they took no notice to the other. Still sore from last nights incident.
Edward looked at me intently throughout the whole event, I felt awkward wondering if he had remembered this morning or realized that he had entered the wrong room.
"So Edward, where did u sleep last night. I didn't see you in the other guest room." Alice asked, breaking the awkward silence.
"I..." he gulped, glancing at me then turned his gaze back on Alice, "Slept in the den." he told her, and looked down at his breakfast. Obviously done with any conversation, making things that more awkward for me. Jessica glared at Edward for a few moments before staring me down. I liked it better when she pretended to ignore me.
A few more minutes of the tense silence rested in the room when Carlisle decided it was enough, "Edward, Bella, tryouts are this week. How's the performance coming?" he looked at me, knowing Edward wouldn't immediately join the conversation.
"It's coming along well, but we're still working on the chorus." I told him, noticing Edward glance up at me before jerking his head back down slipping back into isolation.
"We can't wait to hear it." Esme chimed in, glancing at Edward with worried eyes. I just nodded and smiled.
Taking a final bite of my eggs I folded my napkin and looked back up to Esme, "May I be excused?" I asked in a polite tone. Esme smiled back at me and nodded, I got up and pushed my chair in then went to my room closing the door gently. "ugh!" I sighed falling back onto my bed. This was just way to awkward, how did I get pulled into this!
My door opened and shut silently, a few seconds after I had entered. A familiar pressure came on the bed.
"Bella?" Edwards voice came, and I sat up slowly not sure of what he was going to say, but I knew it would hurt me...
"Yes?" I replied looking at the design in the door. I was afraid of what I may see in his eyes.
"I'm sorry for my behavior last night, I should have never acted so bold." (dudee im getting caught up in the characters emotions! I felt like crying when I wrote this!!!!) I felt a pang of pain (try saying that 5 times fast!)bolt through my insides as his words reached my ears.
"I.. it's umm.." I didn't know what to say, he sounded upset most likely regretting coming in my room last night. He was probably disgusted with himself. "It's okay?" I told him laying back down on the bed, facing away from him. I didn't want him to see the tears fall down my cheeks, I was so frustrated with myself! Why was I crying?!
"Bella? Are you okay?" he sounded concerned, but slightly happy. Why was he happy? Because now he knows that he just broke my heart?! How could he have broken my heart?! Since when did I love him!!
"Yeah." I whispered, knowing that any louder and he would have heard my voice crack. I felt him lay down next to me and wrap his arms around me.
"What's wrong?" he asked sincere, taking one hand and making me turn me head so I was looking at him. So he could see the wet tears travel down my cheeks.
"I'm fine.. I'm just missing my mother that's all." I replied trying to turn away.
He nodded and looked into my eyes, I saw the same internal dilemma going on that he had when he was on top of me yesterday. He leaned his head closer, putting his hand on the back of my neck. I closed my eyes. my heart sped up as I felt his breath against my lips. When a sharp knock came on my door.
"Bella?" Alice's voice rang into the room causing both of us to jump back, I saw frustration in Edward's eyes now. And held back a croaky laugh as I noticed him glare at the door. I sniffed and wiped away my tears.
"Yeah?" I asked clearing my throat.
"We just got a telegram from the judges, they moved the tryout date because they have to be in another town by the end of the week. They are in two days." she called through the door, "Can you tell Edward that when you see him, we can't find him anywhere."
"Yeah sure thing." I called back then turned to Edward who was still on my bed, "Well, looks like we have some practicing to do." I smiled hoping the last moment will just fade away so he doesn't soon regret it.
He smiled back and got up, taking my hand he said, "Yep, lets go." He led us out the door and to the den. I walked to my music stand, all of a sudden giddy and laughing. I wasn't the only one with a sudden mood swing, because Edward seemed to be in the same strange state. But that soon changed as low and behold, Jessica walks in to ruin our day. A frown came on my face immediately.
"Hello Edward," she greeted him with a smile, he simply ignored her and just jet messing with the music on the piano.
"Lets start on measure 20." he began as Jessica sat down next to him on the piano bench. He started to play.
"So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only Yours, I pray to be.."
"JESSICA!" Edward shouted, the music stopping abruptly. I jumped and looked over, Jessica was turned toward him, leaning over his lap with both hands around a place they shouldn't be. He jumped back making her fall off the bench. She face planted onto the floor, and Edward stomped out of the room. "I'M DONE! TIRED OF IT!!" he yelled slamming the door behind him.
I looked at the door then down at the fallen Jessica, she got up and glared at me. Making her way toward me like an angry bull.
"YOU WITCH! WHAT SPELL DID U CAST ON HIM!!!" she shouted with so much fury it made me stumble back.
"I...I didn't.." I stuttered, terrified of her expression. She lunged forward, grabbing my hair, "Ah!!" I screamed in pain as she tore locks out and slapped me.
"STAY AWAY FROM HIM YOU SLUT!" she screamed in my face.
"THAT'S ENOUGH!" Carlisle's voice rang though the room, we both looked at the door, Jessica releasing my hair immediately.
"Ow! Bella! What's wrong with you!?" she squealed in pain grabbing my hand and making me slap her.
"Jessica, go to your quarters. Bella I think you may have to go home." he insisted. We nodded, Jessica smirking. We got up and headed toward our rooms.
"Serves you right." she mumbled pushing my into my room. I stumbled in and shut the door, turning I kicked my bed and punched one of my pillows.
"UGH!!!!!" I jumped on my bed taking out my anger on it instead of her. Several minutes later I got up and began to pack things back into my bag, when a small knock came on the door.
"What?" I growled, not even bothering to turn as someone walked in.
"Are you okay?" Edward asked shutting the door behind him.
"No, but it shouldn't matter I'm gone anyway." I replied angrily shoving my things in my bag.
"Aren't you just going back to your dads?" he asked taking a step toward me.
"No, now I know why my mom never wanted to settle down in a town." I said turning to him, "Because all there is, is drama and bruises." I finished walking passed him to grab some more clothes.
"So, where are you going?" He asked, now keeping his eyes on everything else but me.
"I'm going home, before they move on. I can help my mom through her pregnancy." I replied, shoving the last of my things into the bags.
"When will you come back." he asked me, I heard his voice crack a little, but I pretended I didn't notice.
"Never." I told him, tying up the bag and turning to leave only to stop dead in my tracks.
"Please, don't leave yet." he begged, visible pain reflecting in his eyes.
"I have to," I told him, balancing the heavy bags on my back.
"No you don't." he told me taking another step in my direction.
"Yes I do, before Carlisle yells again and before your little girlfriend yanks out the rest of my hair or slaps me silly." I responded moving to the side to get to the door, he just moved in my way. Blocking the exit.
"She what?" he asked, anger breaking through his tone.
"She attacked me." I growled trying to side step him.
He grabbed my shoulders, an apologetic look in his eyes now. "Don't leave, she wont touch you I promise." I looked at him like he was crazy.
"Edward, Carlisle told me to go home, that's where I'm going." I told him shrugging out of his grip.
He embraced me, or tried to, I just pushed him away and tried in vain to get around him, "I'll talk to Carlisle." he said with pleading eyes.
"Why do you care so much?!" I yelled trying to get around him again.
"Because Bella." he said looking down.
"Because why?!" I demanded.
"Because I...."he stopped abruptly choking on his words, "I..... don't know." he told me sighing as if in defeat. I huffed and walked around him, he grabbed my arm again. "Because we have to finish what we started." he told me turning me around. At first I thought he was talking about the kiss Alice interrupted this morning, but then he shoved some music in my hands. "And if we have to perfect this in two days, you're going to have to stay here. We made a commitment to the town and we are going to stick to it." he said taking the bags off my shoulders.
"No!" I shrieked, snatching my bags back.
"Yes!" he said taking them back and throwing them on the ground, then grabbing my waist and pulling me close to him. Then he kissed me full on the lips, I kissed back passionately. "Bella, "he whispered as we broke apart all to soon, "Stay, please." he said kissing me again.
That was... wow... fun to write! I loved writing the fight.. I should have added more to it, but that would include totaling Edward's piano... which he kind of needs... so yeah we'll stick with hair pulling.... for now... you know jessica isn't done with bells. But hey will bella stay... heck I would after kissing the guy of my dreams! but she's not me so who knows! Did this story just get another strange twist in it?! ut oh!!!!! muhahahaaaaaaaevil idea!!