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Nightmares
It was late that night Sam came down the stairs and in to the kitchen to get some coffee. Bobby that already where in the kitchen smiled and gave him a cup with black coffee before he took a sip of his own. Sam sat down at the table and said: "Found anything?" Bobby shook his head and said: "I'm afraid not." Sam sighed and said: "Yeah, me either." He took a sip of his coffee and said: "When's the last time Dean got any food?"
"Last… Crap I forgot."
"It's okay. Is there anything left of the pizza we ate yesterday?"
"I think there's some in the fridge."
"Good." Sam stood up and walked over to the fridge. He opened the door and took the leftover from the night before and closed the door again. He then walked down to the safety room. He unlocked the door and took a deep breath before he opened the door.
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Castiel the angel was looking in thru the kitchen window of Bobby Singer's house. Why was he just standing there when he knew that neither he nor they would find a way to save Dean? Why was he just standing there like he had nothing to do? Why didn't he just kill Dean? Why didn't he just get it over with so he finally could return to heaven again? He could feel the presence of someone behind him. He knew exactly who it was. There was only one angel stupid enough to talk to him while he was banned from heaven. "What do you want, Anna?" He said as he turned around and looked at the red haired angel he had gone thru so much with. Anna looked him in his eyes and said: "I just wanted to know how you feel?"
"I'm banned from heaven. How do you think I feel?"
"If you want to return to heaven, why don't you just kill him?"
"Because I'm not a killer. And he isn't either."
"Yeah, ´cause he has never killed anyone."
"You know it wasn't he who killed them. You know something followed him from hell. You know there is something that takes over his body like he's possessed."
"You're right. I'm sorry."
"Please leave me alone. I have to find a way to save him." Castiel looked back thru the window and said: "Soon it will be too late."
"Cas, you know what you have to do if you don't want to kill him. Gabriel told you the day you brought Dean back from hell."
"I know but we have no idea how that will affect Dean. It could kill him."
"If you don't do it you have to kill him sooner or later anyway." Cas looked angry at Anna and said: "If you want to do it I will let you but I'm not doing it."
"It has to be you. You know that."
"Why? Why does it have to be me?"
"Because you're special." Anna walked up to him so they stood just a couple of inches away from each other.
"You should leave."
"Sorry. Can't do that." She whispered. They leaned in to each other and kissed. After a few seconds Cas pulled away and backed as he said:" No. Stop. We can't do this. If they finds out about this you too will be banned from heaven." Anna smiled and said: "So? I won't be alone. I will have you."
"No Anna. I can't do that to you. Not being able to get in to heaven is the worst thing there is."
"Have you ever thought about that it's maybe not returning to heaven that is so bad? Maybe it's the fact that you are alone." Cas looked down on the ground and when he looked back up Anna was gone. He sighed before disappearing himself.
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When Sam opened the door he dropped the pizza out of shock and he let out a gasping sound. Dean was standing all bloody in front of him with tears in his eyes and on the floor the pink haired girl was lying with a knife stuck in her stomach. Dean looked at his brother and said: "Sam, I…" He fell down on his knees and put his head in his hands as he couldn't control the tears that started to fall. Sam closed the door and locked it again. He then walked upstairs and took his jacket. When he reached the door Bobby placed a hand on Sam's shoulder and said: "Where you going?" Sam looked at Bobby with cold, hard eyes as he said: "Out. Don't worry. I'll be back." He then opened the door and walked out in to the dark night.
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A/N: Please let me know what you think.