Mr. Nice Guy
CHAPTER 21
The Family had dinner, and Sue Ellen and JR took John Ross, and Christopher for a short walk. JR held Sue Ellen hand and asked, "Are you ok"?
"Better than ok JR, I don't know what will happen next week, but at this minute, I'm where I always wanted to be".
JR touched her chin, "Really you did miss being here"?
"JR, I always cared about you, but I couldn't take the hurt anymore. I thought Scott was going to be the one . How did I pick him"?
"He picked you, Sugar, you did nothing wrong".
"We better walk JR, they are too far ahead, we should be getting back they should go to bed soon".
JR kissed her, "We will talk later".
The walked hand in hand and John Ross turned, and he prayed, his Parents would marry again.
Sue Ellen said she wanted to take John Ross to bed, and tuck him in.
John Ross smiled, "I'm really too old, but I would love that Mom."
They walked upstairs together, John Ross ran into the bathroom , put on his pajamas ,and brushed his teeth..
Sue Ellen pulled down his covers, and smiled, "get in you". John Ross jumped in, and laughed, " Can you lay beside me for 5 mins"?
"Really you want your old Mom to read you a story."
"No, I just want to talk, I miss talking to you".
"Sure", Sue Ellen laid beside John Ross , they both laughed, and John Ross smiled, " Mom, your cake today was really good"
"Oh, I know it was not great, but thank you."
"It was good you are the best Mother in the world".
"John Ross, you ok sweetie".
" Mom, can we tell Dad what happened."
Sue Ellen jumped up quickly, and screamed out, she got a stabbing pain in her ribs. She doubled over ,and John Ross screamed for his Father..
"Daddy, Daddy Mommy's hurt , Hurry Daddy Please"
JR and Bobby, both came running with Pam and Miss Ellie behind them
"Sue Ellen are you ok"?
"No, JR, I did something to my ribs, I jumped up too fast. I can't breath".
Bobby kneeled down," I broke my ribs playing football , it probably is a spasm"
"Lets get you in your room, you can lay down,if it is not better in a few minutes we will take you to the hospital."
"Mommy I'm sorry".
Sue Ellen was heartbroken, "No John Ross this is not your fault I'll be ok"
JR and Bobby got her to the room, and Pam smiled, " Let me help her get dressed"
JR shook his head, "I can do it, but thanks Pam".
Sue Ellen asked Pam to get her a couple of pain killers , that are in the bathroom.
Pam went in got 2 pills and a glass of water, Sue Ellen took them.
Pam got her a nightgown, and walked over to Sue Ellen. "Here let me help you".
Sue Ellen let her she couldn't move let alone get her clothes off.
Pam pulled her comforter down, and Sue Ellen sat down but laughed , "Oh, I don't know if I can lay down". Pam grabbed some pillows, and proped them up ,and she laid back.
Pam smiled, "You are in a lot of pain I can tell?
"Yeah,almost the same as the first night".
"What happened in John Ross's room, why did he say he was sorry"?
"Oh, he asked me to lay down for a minute, when I got up it happened, I got up too fast".
"Why don't you try to sleep , if in the morning it is still bad ,we better take you
to the hospital".
"Thanks Pam, goodnight, you are a good friend"
"Hey, I feel like your my sister."
"I feel the same way Pam"
Pam went out, and went downstairs, and told everyone she was resting..
JR said, " I'm going to make sure she is ok."
"JR, let her rest, she is in pain."
"Pam do you think I'm sick, I would not push her into anything".
"That is not what I mean, JR grow up. She needs rest , not talk."
JR turned, and went upstairs anyway.
Opening the door he could hear her crying, he ran over. "Sugar is the pain that bad" ?
"JR, I'm tired of this, I was just starting to feel better. I'm back to the
start."
"Hey, maybe tomorrow you will feel better".
JR said , "Do you want me to lay beside you or go in the other room"?
"You can lay beside me, JR" ,
JR changed and got on the bed, and pulled himself beside Sue Ellen.
"You need your painkillers"?
"No, I need a vodka"
JR sat up saying "No why would you say that"?
"Just kidding, Pam gave me the pills already.."
"Are they working yet"?
" not really"
JR pulled the comforter up, and sat beside Sue Ellen.
"JR, I can't do anything , I would die if you tried"
JR laughed, "GOD you, and Pam think I'm sick".
"No , but what are you doing."?
JR lifts her nightgown, and she pulled away.
"Shh", JR touched her ribs softly, and she moaned..
He roamed his hands over the ribs, and smiled, " Does that hurt?
"Alitte, but what are you doing."?
He started to massage her shoulders, which were so tense, but she slowly started to relax. Then he started massaging her forehead, and temples and she shut her eyes. He could see she was loosing up and the tension was going.
"JR you are amazing, I can't keep my eyes open".
He kissed her neck, and he touched her lips, and she turned to look at
him. "JR , I want you, but I can't."
" I am not trying to make love to you Sugar, I'm trying to get you
to sleep".
"Oh, It is working, your pretty amazing".
JR pulled the comforter down, and Sue Ellen still kept her
eyes shut.
JR started to massage her legs from the thigh down to the knee, and
she totally was in Heaven. "JR that feels amazing".. He went back to
her ribs, and when touching them she didn't flinch. He smiled, "Damn
you are killing me Sue Ellen, you are so beautiful."
"What JR".?
JR laughed, "Nothing Sugar, go to sleep or I'm losing my touch".
JR. laid beside her, and kept massaging her forehead ,and she fell asleep.
JR pulled the hair away from her face, "Oh Sugar, they can't take you away from me"
The next morning Sue Ellen woke up when JR brought in a tray of food for two.
Sue Ellen laughed, "Oh JR, breakfast in bed, you never did that before".
JR smiled, "Well there is always a first time. How are you feeling"?
"Sore, but better, you were amazing last night. Your hands felt wonderful.
I would take that over sex anyday."
JR whispered, " No way really?
"Oh yeah, forget making love anymore, you can treat me to that everynight."
JR, pouted, "What is in it for me"?
"Oh you big suck, I'm kidding".
JR smiled, "Ok next time we make out, right after you get your treat."
"Deal lets eat JR, what did you bring up"?
"Pancakes with syrup, Strawberries, coffee"
"Sounds great"
Sue Ellen tried to sit up, but laughed, "Oh, I guess tonight will be massage time still".
JR smiled, "Oh, I thought I had the touch".
They ate the pancakes, and Sue Ellen laughed, because JR was really trying
to make her happy.
"JR, you have been wonderful, you don't have to spoil me".
"Hey , I want to".
They finished their meal, and JR took the tray, and put it on the floor. " I have to take a shower care to join me"?
"I would love to JR, I can't make out in the shower either"
JR smiled, "I thought we could shower together that is all".
Sue Ellen smiled, " The warm water might feel good, you can wash my back"
"Come on", JR helped Sue Ellen get up.
JR got her off the bed, and ran into the bathroom, and turned
the shower on.
Sue Ellen tried to get the nightgown up, JR laughed, " Let me help.
He pulled it over her head.
He helped her in, and got in himself
"Ouch" the water hit Sue Ellen, and she had a flashback to that night
when JR sent flowers, and Scott violently raped her. Sue Ellen started
to shake and cry. JR was shocked, he turned her around, but she was
out of it..He knew she was remembering something horrible." Sue Ellen
you are ok, you are at Southfork, Scott can't hurt you anymore"
"JR, why did you send the flowers"?, Sue Ellen knee's give out ,and JR and Sue Ellen fall to the tub floor. JR hugs her , "stop, it is ok."
"He hurt me so bad he called me such bad names. I screamed, and he wouldn't stop. He was mad about the flowers. I wanted to die,I hated what he did. I couldn't breath, why did he hurt me? Why why what did I do wrong? I'm not a bad person. I didn't deserve that. Why me JR , why Me"? JR held her for a long time letting the warm, water run over them. He couldn't move, he hated that the simply gesture of an apology caused her so much pain. Damn how can I forgive myself? He thought
Finally , he touched her face, and she was shaking so bad. "I have to
get you out of here. You are ok now, Scott will never hurt you again.
I want you to know, I will never hurt you again. Forgive me Sugar, this
is all my fault."
No JR, I don't blame you , I should have told you, I was too scared.
Look what I did, I ruined my life, I'm going to lose you and John Ross.
I can't take anymore, JR, I can't lose you again.