The DigiGuardian. Digimon Frontier.
Disclaimer: Don't own. Katrina and Charlie only.
ShortChapter.
-Chapter Twenty-one, Feelings, Tommy.
Katrina Ichijouji isn't a normal DigiDestined like the other five. She is troubled by that fact and goes along alone whenever she can. But when the time comes that she needs help, will she ask for it?
KATRINA!
KATRINA!
''Stop it Tommy! You're not helping anyone!'' Zoe shouted at me.
I stopped suddenly.
It was true.
I was acting like a baby.
Katrina wouldn't like that.
No.
No.
Katrina.
Why!
''KATRINA!''
''TOMMY!'' Zoe yelled at me.
She yelled at me.
Zoe never yells.
Only at Takuya.
And J.P.
And Neemon.
But never
At me.
I looked at her.
Tears were in her eyes
They made mine spill over
Katrina.
I fell to my knees and buried my head in my hands.
I cried.
Tears spilled over my cheeks as my body shook in sobs.
Katrina.
Why?
Sorcermon.
Why?
Why do people die!
What happens after death?
Where do they go?
Why do they have to go?
Why can't we just choose people to die?
Then Katrina would never die.
Never ever
Ever.
Then that Grumblemon would go first!
And then Mercurymon for hurting Seraphimon!
Why Katrina?
Why Sorcermon?
I don't understand.
It just wasn't fair.
Tears rolled over my cheeks as I sat crying silently.
I shouldn't cry.
Kouji doesn't cry.
Takuya doesn't cry.
Katrina would never cry.
She didn't even cry when she almost killed Kouji.
So I shouldn't cry.
Sorcermon would never cry either!
So I shouldn't cry.
Never.
I'm a big boy.
I'm strong.
Katrina.
Like Katrina.
Shit.
I learnt that from her.
And fuck.
Katrina, she said those things.
Said.
Says.
Said.
Past time.
Katrina.
She was gone.
I'd never be able to see her again.
And tell her I wish she could be my big sister.
If she wanted to.
Because I want her to be.