Title: Not Gonna Lose You.

Disclaimer: I obviously DO NOT own Saiyuki (If I did, do you think I'd be here simply WRITING FANFICTION?!) that is all.

Pairings: Gojyo x Hakkai (Sanzo x Goku: hmmm possibly you'll just needa wait and see won't you )

Warnings: Suicide attempt, Disturbing Imagery(they're in a hospital later on...shudders ), Shounen-Ai, Yaoi(later), RP ficlet.

Author Notes: This is another RP changed into a story using original text from both players, I didn't change or add much to the fic. I mainly played Gojyo, my friend mainly played Hakkai/Demon Hakkai. We took turns at Sanzo, Goku, demons, extra characters. Please enjoy.

SUMMARY: Hakkai wakes up...and there's a fight...it could get serious...and there's an argument between Sanzo and his monkey.


Sanzo stopped the Jeep, glancing around. "Tch might as well set up camp here." He stated getting out, lighting a cigarette at the same time.
"Here? sure we're far enough from the town?" Gojyo asked looking about they didn't seem to be on the road for too long, then again the villagers probably wouldn't be able to tell where they were. Hakkai stirred, coughing a bit as his eyes opened. The coughing caught Gojyo's attention turning to the healer.

"Hakkai?"

The youkai let out a sigh as he came back to reality. His hands searching for something.

"You feeling better...hmmm you lookin' for your limiters?" asked the kappa scanning him over. Goku handed the limiters to Gojyo over the seat.

"Gojyo..." the demon growled.

"Hm? What is it 'Kai?" Gojyo turned to take the limiters back from Goku and turned back round. "'Wan me to put 'em on?" he asked leaning over him a little.
Hakkai shook his head at the cuffs, "Not yet."

"Okay, I'll keep a hold of them for ya'."
"If he's awake then hurry the hell up and set up camp already." Sanzo barked from the side. "Goku that means you as well, move your ass."

"All riiiight," said Goku. "Don't be such a hard ass."

"Yeah monk, if your that desperate for camp to be set up, why don't you help? Think you can stand up or anything Hakkai?" Gojyo called back to the monk then returned to looking at the demon in front of him. The youkai sat with a growl and a hand to his head. "I can stand."

"Okay. You've been outta it for a while." The kappa muttered shifting a little, wincing a moment later from a sudden fan to the head. "Ow, damned monk whatcha playin' at?!" the kappa asked harshly turning to glare at the monk.
"I told you to move it kappa." Sanzo replied turning to walk away. The youkai growled and slashed at the monk warningly at his hit on Gojyo.

"Stay away from him."

Gojyo placed a hand onto the youkai's shoulder. "Easy Hakkai..."
Sanzo drew one of his cold glares as he stopped and turned to look at the youkai.

"Don't think you can order me about just because you're in youkai form, Hakkai."

The demon was out of the jeep and on top of the man in a second his claws and inch from Sanzo's face.

"Do not think that your human threats bother me in the least monk."

Goku's eyes were huge as he watched his mentor and the one he loved fight.

"Hakkai!" Gojyo's eyes widened slightly, stupid monk. He got out the Jeep placing his hands on healers arms, a firm grip on each arm as he pleaded with the angered youkai. "C'mon 'Kai, don't."
Sanzo just stayed still, not expecting to get floored by the healer. His hand was reaching towards his gun however.

"Tch, get off of me."

The youkai snarled and pinned the hand above the monk's head, "You're not going to shoot me. Do NOT touch him."

The monk growled warningly. "I don't need to shoot you, Hakkai. Get.Off.Of.Me.Now."
"Baka! Don't fucking push him..." Gojyo muttered to the monk while trying to pull the youkai off of him. "Hakkai, let him go. Please?"

Goku just stood mortified where he was watching the whole thing. Hakkai growled and spun on Gojyo his claws scraping across Gojyo's chest, leaving small red lines in their wake. A small wince left the kappa obviously not expecting that. "Hakkai..." He cared less about the claws scratching at him.
"Get him under fucking control." The monk half shouted at Gojyo more than Goku. The youkai turned back to Sanzo and put a hand around his neck.

"Shut up scum." It was then Goku finally tackled the man off Sanzo. "STOP IT!"

Hakkai growled at the boy and soon had him pinned instead.

"You're mighty scrappy for a little boy."

"You can't hurt Sanzo!"

The youkai's long hands wrapped around Goku's neck this time and were none to gentle as they gave a hard squeeze. Goku's eyes bulged.

"HAKKAI!" Gojyo yelled. Sanzo got up taking the gun out, training it on the youkai. "Let him go, Hakkai or else...I won't fucking miss you from this far."
"Don't even think about it monk!" The kappa hissed going to the youkai's side forcing Hakkai off of the smaller boy pinning the youkai's arms down by his side. "Snap out of it already Hakkai!"

The monk closed in still keeping the gun trained on the out-of-control youkai, an arm reaching out to the saru.

"Goku?"

Goku coughed and clung to the arm. He stared at the youkai with frank terror. The demon struggled in Gojyo's grip, "I'll kill him..."

"No, you won't. Snap outta it now!" Gojyo put more pressure into his hold.
"Goku, are you all right?" asked the priest looking to him -with his eyes showing that faintest little hint of worry- for a moment before turning to look at the kappa and healer.

"His limiters Gojyo..." said Goku breathlessly, coughing again.

"Bu-"
"Damn it Gojyo! Put the goddamn limiters on him now, before he ends up killing you as well!"
The kappa cursed under his breath releasing one of the youkai's arms to feel at his pockets...and cursed again.

"Guys...one small problem..."
"What..."

"The limiters...I left them in the Jeep when I went to get him off of Sanzo..."

Hakkai snarled and pulled against Gojyo as the little monkey dashed passed the two to get to the jeep. "GOT EM!"

"Great, give 'em here..." He outstretched a hand to take them from him eyes glancing to the healer. "You can struggle all you want Hakkai, I'm not letting you go and I ain't gonna' let you kill Sanzo or Goku."
The monk stood silently watching them continuing to keep the gun aimed at Hakkai, he really would shoot him if he were to hurt the monkey. Hakkai, now only restrained by one hand and having only one person in his line of sight broke free and was on Goku again in an instant. The boy reached up and put the limiters on and Hakkai collapsed on top of him.