AN: S. Meyer owns The Twilight Saga.

The Fic's I've been reading are Bookendsby Bella'sExecutioner, this is dark and angsty; I love it. The other one is Master of the Universeby Snowqueens Icedragon, I have no words for that one, just do yourself a favor and read it.

Chapter 20

~Edward~

"What about Tanya?" I asked Angela, trying to keep the annoyance at bay.

She looked uncomfortable.

Shit, was she that fucking scared of me?

"I think she's cheating on you," she whispered and looked around again.

What the fuck is she talking about?

"Huh?"

She leaned in closer and whispered...again, "I think Tanya is cheating on you."

I wanted to laugh. I mean, really fucking laugh, "Regardless of what the fuck you might have heard, I'm not with Tanya. I'm still with Bella."

She shook her head, "That's not what I mean," she sighed, "What I mean is that I heard something during lunch and I thought you might want to know-,"

I put my hands up, stopping her. I didn't what to fucking hear it anymore.

"I know what the fuck you're going to say," I stuffed my hands in my pockets.

She looked confused, "You do?"

"Yup, you're not the first fucking person who's told me this shit today."

"Oh, wow," she looked a little sheepish, "news certainly fly around here."

I rubbed the back on my neck, "Fuck, does it." I looked around for a fucking escape. It's kind of fucking odd to talk to her, "Well, I should get my ass back to class."

I turned to leave when she spoke, again, "Edward, Alice told me you guys are going to visit Bella this weekend."

I couldn't stop that goddamn smiled from spreading across my face, "Yeah, we are."

"Could you please tell her 'hi' for me, I miss her," she looked down the halls and back at me, "Is she coming back?"

"I fucking hope so, she's kind of dealing with some pretty heavy shit, but I'll let her know you said 'hi.'"

She gave me a small smile, "Okay, thanks. And have a safe trip."

"Yeah, thanks," I waved to her and walked back to class. Anyone that cared about my girl was in my good graces.

I looked down at my phone.

A couple of more hours baby, just a couple of more hours.

**********

~Alice~

Should I call her?

No, no, I shouldn't. She's busy with her dad and all.

But, what if she needs to talk?

I raised my hand, "Yes, Miss. Cullen?"

"May I please use the little girls room?"

He rolled his eyes, "Please do."

I jumped out of my seat and reached for the pass, "Thank you."

Once I was out the door I practically ran to the bathroom.

"Hey!"

Damn.

I turned to see Edward walking in my direction.

He crossed his arms, "What the fuck are you doing?"

I smiled at him, "Uh, using the little girls room?"

He chuckled, "Nice fucking try she-elf, but I know for a fact you wouldn't use these goddamn toilets."

Damn, he's good.

I groaned, "I just want to see how she's doing, that's all."

He wrapped his arm around my shoulders, "Mary fucking Alice, please, she's busy. I don't want us bugging the shit out of her."

I threw my arms around his waist, "I miss her, a lot."

He kissed the top of my head, "I know, I miss her too. But you get to see her before I do."

I giggled, "I do, don't I."

He squeezed me tighter, "Yes, you do. Little witch."

I looked up at him, took a deep breath and asked, "Do you think the baby is yours?"

He sighed and whispered, "I don't know. And...fuck...I'm scared."

"Oh, Edward," I hugged him tighter, "We're all here for you, no matter what the outcome is."

He rubbed my back, "I don't know Ali, this all might be too goddamn much for Bella. She's already got so much shit to deal with...having a boyfriend, who is about to become a father, is not an easy thing to deal with. Especially if the baby is from another woman."

I hate Tanya.

"But you love each other," I protested.

His eyes were sad, "Sometimes," he swallowed hard and whispered, "that's not enough. I love her and always will...but if it's too much for her...fuck," he tugged at his hair.

I stepped away from him, "Don't you dare finish that sentence, Edward Anthony Cullen. This will work out, it has to."

He gave me a sad smile, "I hope so Ali, I really fucking hope so," he poked my arm, "go back to class, you'll see her soon enough."

"Okay but please, be careful around Tanya. I have a bad feeling about this whole Dr. Shaw business."

It didn't make any sense at all. Why would she go so far out of the way? You would think she'd see an OB closer to home, just in case an emergency should arise.

"I will."

I smiled and walked back down the hall...at a very slow pace. I peaked over my shoulder to see if he was gone. As soon as the coast was clear, I bolted to the restroom.

Once inside the smelly restroom, I pulled out my iPhone from my pocket and dialed Bella's number.

"Alice!" she yelled.

I jumped up and down, "Bella! I missed you so much! How are you?"

I could hear her sigh in the other end, "Not good. God, Alice, it feels like I'm going crazy."

I leaned awkwardly against the sink, careful not to wet my skirt, "I bet. How's Charlie?"

"We checked him into a rehab clinic in Seattle earlier this week, but he's refusing everything. He's being so stubborn! He's yelling at the doctors, the staff, Kathy, me. He doesn't want to get better. I don't know what to do anymore."

"Well, what are the doctors suggesting?"

"That's the problem, they wont treat him against his will. At any minute, when he figures it out, he can just get up and walk out. And that scared me to death, Al. What if he takes off in the middle of the night and we can't find him?"

She's stressed out.

"How's Kathy handling it, honey?"

She groaned, "She's insisting we let him be. He won't listen to any of us and...he's getting a little violent. She doesn't want me around him, she's scared I might get hurt."

That made me nervous, "Has he hit you?"

Jesus, Edward would shit a brick.

She was silent for a bit, "No, not hit. But he did grab my wrist a little too hard. He thought I was Renee and it freaked him out."

She sounds so weak, "You sound tired, Bella."

"I am, I haven't slept very well," the line was silent for a bit, "How's everything over there? You know," she took a deep breath, "with the whole Tanya...thing."

"She's going to the doc's today," I growled, "She knew very well that we were going to see you today and she made the appointment for today, all the way in UCLA. Now Edward as to drive her all the way over there and-," she cut me off.

"What?"

"Tanya's appointment is all the way by UCLA-," she cut me off again.

"I get that, but...Edwards taking her? As in, diving her there...in his car...the two of them...alone?"

Shit.

I fidgeted, "Well, um...yeah." I heard her groan, so I hurried to explain, "Just because she didn't bring her car to school. Edward didn't want to but...um...Bella, don't worry. Nothing is going to happen between them. Edward loves you."

"Of course nothings going to happen between them. I mean, the worst has already happen, what more can they do?" she said sarcastically.

I huffed, "Bella..."

"I'm sorry, Alice. I didn't mean to take it out on you. I've just been...I'm just tired."

I couldn't blame her, "No worries. But, Bella, things will work out." Shit, how long have I've been in here? "Um, I got to get back to class. I'll see you soon, okay?"

"Okay. Hey, what time does your flight get in?"

"Nine, why?"

"I'm gonna pick you guys up, silly. Kathy rented a Lexus RX 350 while we're here, so it's big enough to fit all your crap."

I ignored the crap jible, I didn't own crap, "Thank God, I thought we would have to wait around for a cab."

She laughed, "I wouldn't have that. I'll see you soon."

"Okay, I love you, Baby B!"

"Love you too, bye."

I smiled to myself and walked back to class.

*********

~Tanya~

The dismissal bell rang nearly twenty minutes ago and Edward has yet to show up. I was getting really pissed off. Random people were, I'm sure, wondering what the hell I was doing standing by the Volvo.

Ugh, the Volvo.

Don't get me wrong, the car is sleek and expensive but his Ferrari was a much better suit.

Fuck, I'm going to miss that damn appointment. Lorena did us a favor by squeezing us in her busy schedule.

"Ready?" I turned to see Edward. He disarmed the alarm and started the engine with the remote.

I glared at him, "Where the hell were you at? We're going to be late for the appointment."

I got in and fasten my seat belt.

"In the goddamn office picking up some papers for Bella," he wouldn't look at me.

I smirked, "Did she ask you to pick up her school work? How nice of you."

He pulled out of the parking lot quickly.

God, watching him drive fast was such a turn on. Watching him have total control of the car was so damn sexy.

He shifted gears quickly, "No, Kathy asked me to pick some...never fucking mind. It's none of your goddamn business."

I crossed my legs to get his attention, "Sorry, I didn't mean to pry."

Traffic wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. We were halfway there and neither of us had broken the silence. I had to say something, get in his good graces before he took off to see the twit.

"So, how's Bella?" it took a lot not roll my eyes or sneer it out.

The muscles of his forearm flexed and in a clip tone said, "Don't."

I turned my body to face him, "I'm serious, Edward. I want to know how she is. I don't know why she's not here but, I gather from your attitude this past week, it's not good."

He was hesitant to tell me anything, "She...there was a family emergency she had to attend to and shit."

Cryptic much?

"Oh, well, I hope everyone is alright."

He glanced at me from the corner of his eye and cocked his brow.

I placed my hand on his shoulder, "I know she and I haven't gotten along but...I would never wish anything bad on her or her family. What kind of a person do you think I am?"

His face softened, "Sorry and...thank you."

I squeezed his shoulder and dropped my hand to my lap, "No problem. I figure, if we're going to be spending time together, we might as well start getting along."

His brows furrowed, "What the fuck do you mean?"

I shrugged, "I'm assuming you two are going to stay together for a while, right?"

A small smile played on his lips, "That's the fucking plan."

Gag me!

I suppressed a shutter, "And with the baby coming, well, I figure you and her will be around a lot. So, I want us all to get along. We may not be best friends, but I do want us to be pleasant to each other."

A wide smile appeared on his face, "Tanya, fuck, that would mean the world to me. If the baby is-,"

"Edward," I groaned, "Please, the baby is yours."

He sighed, "Okay, we wont discuss this shit right now. But fucking regardless, I do want you and Bella to be cordial to each other. She is very fucking special to me, Tanya."

I tired to put the most believable smile, it was hurting my face, "I know, Edward. And I am happy for you. I guess I was just being a snob because...I was jealous, my throat feels like it was on fire, She got the perfect guy and I didn't."

He grimaced, "I'm not perfect, Tanya. Fucking far from it."

I rubbed my knee, "Well, perfect enough."

He didn't say anything after that.

We pulled into the parking garage shortly after and we walked to the office. There was a bunch of pregnant ladies with their significant others at their sides. I took Edward's hand in mine.

He raised his brow, I gave him a timid smile, "Please. I'm a little nervous." He grimaced but nodded.

I walked up to the receptionist, "Hello, how can I help you?"

"Hi, my name is Tanya VonHarper and I have an appointment with Dr. Shaw."

She looked at her computer screen and smiled, "Ah, yes, Miss. VonHarper. Please fill these papers, I'll need your insurance card, and a nurse will call you back soon."

Edward pulled out his wallet and handed over his insurance card, I took the clip board with the papers. After she scanned the card we sat down and I started filling out the papers.

"Look at the questions they ask," I tilted the clip board so he could read it.

He chuckled, "Christ, they sure get fucking personal don't they. Fuck, why don't they just ask how many guys you've fucked in the past month. I mean, shit, it looks like they just want to know if you're whoreing it up...and if your family jeans are fucked up." I nodded.

A man next to us cleared his throat and gave Edward a disapproving look. Edward cocked his eyebrow and said, "What?"

The man shook his head and turned around.

The door opened, "Miss. VonHarper?"

I stood, "That's me."

The lady smiled and asked us to follow her in. We passed several exam rooms until she opened the last one. She placed one of those paper gowns on the counter for me before walking out and closing the door.

"I'll wait outside the door while you...do your thing," Edward muttered, looking uncomfortable.

"No, don't be silly. Just close your eyes if you don't feel comfortable."

He sighed but closed his eyes, "Fine, tell me when you're done."

I got undressed and fantasied about all the things I would do to him right now. I made sure I made noises with my clothes so he could, at least, hear me getting undressed. Maybe that could jog his memory of what my body does to him. I wrapped the paper gown around my body and sat down on the exam table.

"Done."

He opened his eyes and looked everywhere but me. A few minutes later Dr. Shaw walked in.

"Hello Tanya. How are you sweetheart?" She looked at Edward, "And who's this handsome young man?"

She knew very well who he was.

I shook her hand, "Dr. Shaw this is Edward Cullen, Edward this is Dr. Lorena Shaw."

He stood and shook her hand, "A pleasure, Dr. Shaw."

"Likewise," she eyed him briefly and sat down, "So, it says here that you're pregnant, Tanya." She smiled at me then looked at Edward, "I'm assuming that you're the father, Edward?"

He sat down, "Actually, that's some shi-," he cleared his throat, "one of the things I want to discuss with you."

She nodded, "Okay, well, let me start with the physical exam to make sure mommy and baby are healthy, then we can talk. Does that sound like a plan?" We both agreed.

Lorena gave me an exam and ordered a OB blood panel. After we were done with the physical part of the visit we sat down in her office. She explained to both of us what to expect during our visits to her office and how frequently we would be visiting. She informed us what to expect physically throughout the nine months.

"Okay, do you have any questions?" she asked.

Edward jumped right in, "I wanted to ask you about paternity testing."

"Gee, thanks for putting it so delicately, Edward," I whispered.

He looked sheepish, "Sorry."

Lorena slowly nodded, "What would you like to know about them?"

He glanced at me then asked, "How early can they be performed?"

She leaned forward, "One can be done as early as 10 weeks, Tanya is roughly about 4 weeks and 3 days pregnant, according to her last menstrual cycle."

He nodded, "And what type of test is that?"

"It's called Chorionic Villus Sampling, or CVS. It can be done between 10-13 weeks of the gestation period. With the guide of a ultrasound, a thin tube is inserted in the vagina and through the cervix to obtain chorinic villus."

He looked puzzled, "And what the fuck is that?"

"It is a little finger like piece of tissue that is attached to the wall of the uterus."

His face scrunched up in disgust but shook it off and asked, "Um, what are the risks? To the baby, I mean."

Lorena sighed, "Well, we are entering the uterus. The risks can range from simple abdominal cramping and light vaginal bleeding to leaking of amniotic fluid and miscarriage."

He was quiet for a bit but eventually asked, "Is there another test?"

She nodded, "The other one is called Amniocentesis, this could be done between 14-20 weeks. Again, with the help of the ultrasound, a thin needle is guided through the abdomen into the uterus. We then draw a small amount of amniotic fluid for testing."

"And what are the risks for that one?" he whispered.

"The same as the CVS." She shook her head and sighed, "Can I ask you a question, Edward?" He nodded, "What is your reason for wanting these tests? Is it because you honestly think this child is not yours or is it because of denial?"

He glanced at me then down to my stomach, "I..." he looked at Lorena, "I'm not sure. It's just a big...this can change my life."

"If the only reason you want the tests is because you are in denial or want a way out of your responsibilities, Edward, then I wouldn't recommend the test. I will not put this baby in danger just because you're scared."

He looked down at his lap and was quiet. I gently placed my hand on his forearm.

"Hey, I said softly," he looked at me, "If you want to do it, then I'll go through with it. I don't want you having any doubts."

He placed his hand over mine and shook his head, "N-No, that," he took a deep breath, "that wont be necessary. I don't want to risk the baby's health. You're right Dr. Shaw, I am scared."

"And I would be worried if you weren't, Edward. This is a big step for someone your age, any age really. But, I think you'll be fine."

"Thank you," he said.

I leaned over and kissed his cheek, "We'll do this together."

He gave me a small smile.

I winked at Lorena, she gave me a knowing smile.

We got him.

**********

~Bella~

It has been a hard and trying week.

Charlie was as difficult as expected. Kathy was at the court from sunrise to sundown trying to convince them that Charlie was not in the right state of mind to make any sane decisions. We contacted the real estate company hired to sell our house, I didn't want to lose it. That was my childhood home and it meant the world to Renee, but apparently there was already a buyer and the house was now in escrow.

I wanted to jump off a cliff, that's how bad this week has been.

Kathy and Edward thought they were keeping me out of the loop with the whole vandalism thing, but I knew. James has been calling me and giving me updates. He said I had a right to know everything. He told me I was strong enough to handle it...I guess Edward and Kathy thought I couldn't.

Now I was at the airport waiting for my family. I missed them so much, and in truth, I also needed them.

I was stranding by the metal detectors when I saw the top of Emmett's curly hair.

I ran to them, "Oh my God, finally!"

They all saw me and ran, Emmett was the first one to reach me.

He picked me up and twirled me around, "We've missed you so much Baby B!"

Alice was jumping at his side, "Put her down you big Ox!"

But he didn't, they all put their arms around me. The events from the past week came crashing down, I started sobbing.

"Shhh, it's okay, we're here now," Em tried to soothed me.

"Oh, Bella," whispered Rose.

Jazz was smoothing down my hair, "You're not alone anymore, Bella."

Alice was crying, loudly, "I'VE...MISSED YOU...SO MUCH!"

We stood there, embracing each other in the middle of the airport for while.

The sobbing calmed down enough for me to speak, "I've missed you all, more then you'll ever know."

Em put me down gently, "Let's get out of here."

Alice and Rose warped their arm around my waist and we walked to get their luggage.

After the boys balanced the luggage on a cart we walked to the car.

"Very nice, Bella," said Jazz.

"Thanks but this is all Kathy's doing."

We got everything in the car and in no time we were on our way to the hotel.

They settled into their rooms and called their parents letting them know they arrived safely. We all, with much effort, curled up on Jasper and Alice' king size bed. I told them about Charlie and the drinking, drugs, rehab, fighting, aggressiveness, and the house.

Jasper shook his head, "Wow, that's a lot for a week."

Rose squeezed my hand, "It will be okay, Bella."

"I'm not sure, Rose. He's really messed up," I grimaced, "He's not the same person anymore."

"Bella," said Alice, "why don't you go to bed, I'm sure you haven't had a good nigh sleep since you arrived here."

I was tired but I shook my head, "No, I need to pick up Edward."

"We'll pick him up," assured Em, "don't worry."

I shook my head, "No, I need to pick him up."

They all knew what I was trying to say. I needed Edward with me. Right now.

"Okay," said Alice.

"For the love of..." Alice shoved Em's feet away, "Emmett, keep your corn chip smelling feet away from my face!"

Emmett narrowed his eyes at her, "They don't smell. I washed them yesterday."

Somethings never change.

"So," I asked, "how bad was the damage on the house?"

They all looked at each other before Jasper spoke, "What do you mean?"

I rolled my eyes, "I know what they did to my house...and locker."

They all look shocked.

Rosalie narrowed her eyes, "Damn him. Edward wasn't suppose to tell you anything."

"Edward didn't tell me anything," I said.

Alice scooted closer to me, "Well, who did?"

I looked at my hands, "James."

"James?" growled Emmett.

I nodded, "Yes, he's been calling me...daily...updating me on whats going on."

Jazz sighed, "Does Edward know about this?"

I shook my head.

"He's going to be pissed," muttered Rose.

I furrowed my brows, "Why would he?"

Em shook his head, "We told you Bella, James is not a good guy."

I groaned, "And I've told you guys, James has never done anything to hurt me. He's just a friend."

"Bella-," I cut Em off.

"Look, I don't want to argue. I just want to enjoy your company, okay? This past week has been bad enough, I don't want to end it by fighting with you."

They all agreed.

We ordered room service and...just enjoyed each other. It felt really good to let loose and laugh. A few hours later I got ready to pick up Edward.

"You look so cute, Bella," cooed Rose.

I was wearing dark wash skinny jeans, a deep red sweater, and my gray scarf. I pulled my hair up in a pony tail and applied some make-up to cover my dark circles.

I smiled, "God, I'm so nervous, I don't know why."

Alice giggles, "How romantic!"

I shook my head, "Okay, I got to go," I winked at them, "laters."

Rose snickered, "We wont wait up."

My face heated up, "Rose!"

"Oh, stop it Bella! It's not like you haven't slept together," said Alice.

"Yeah, but we only slept as in sleep. No sexing."

She shrugged, "That could always change. Aren't you glad your cha-cha is waxed?"

I narrowed my eyes at them, grabbed my purse and walked out of the room.

The drive to the airport seemed so long!

I parked the car and walked back into the airport, and again, waited by the metal detectors.

Twenty minutes later I saw a group of people walking in my direction. I rose on my tip toes. The crowd thinned out and our eyes met. The biggest smile spread across my face, his smile was absolutely dazzling. He looked so good in black jeans, white hoodie, his black pea coat and a black baseball hat. Perfect.

I ran to him, he did the same. I jumped into his arms and inhaled him. I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck.

"God, I've missed you baby, so fucking much," he sighed against my neck.

Quiet sobs escaped my lips, "I've missed you so much, Edward. I've needed you."

"Shhh," he kissed my neck, "I know, baby, I know. I need you too."

I pulled away just enough to crash my lips to his. Edward swiftly deepen the kiss.

Jesus, I needed this.

His fingers spread across my back and slowly moved down to cup my ass. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I didn't care that we were in the middle of an airport and this was probably totally inappropriate. I finally had Edward in my arms, and I wasn't about to let go.

After a few minutes we pulled away gasping for air. He rested his forehead on mine.

"I love you," he said softly.

"I love you, so much," I sighed.

He chucked, "Come on, let's get the fuck out of here."

He wrapped his arm around my waist and kissed my head. We walked out of the airport. I knew we had a lot to talk about, but that would have to wait till tomorrow.

Tonight is all about us.

A picture of their get-up is on my profile page.

What is James up to?

Is Tanya gaining ground with Edward?