I can officially say I have the stamina of a sloth. Came second to last in the 800m in sports day today, which I ran roughly 4 hours ago and I'm still panting like a dog from it. If this was Quidditch I wouldn't be having this problem.

Here's some replies to my reviewers:

PatronusIsAMockingjay3- First of all, I want to say that you have an epic nickname. As for Jay and Reg kissing... I'll think about it :)

Kokotheevilne – I know I'm definitely going to have those things happen, and I'm still contemplating whether I should kill Jay off or just continue into the actual series, just with her to infiltrate it, if that makes sense?

Thanks to all the other reviewers as well! Feel free to ask me any questions etc. and I promise to reply xxx

This chapter is fairly short, but I just HAD to end it on a cliffie xD

The Five Marauders, Year Five

Chapter 21

Sirius POV

"Why is she talking to my brother?" I growled during breakfast, spying Regulus chatting happily to Ja- White...

"Just because you're not talking to her, doesn't mean others can't," I just about heard Evans say, but I ignored her. I was too busy watching the pair.

Jamie smiled at Regulus, and they parted their ways. With her head down as always, Jamie made her way down the Gryffindor table over to the deserted part where she often sat nowadays.

"Got yourself another customer, huh?" I spat as the girl walked past me.

She stopped walking, but didn't turn around. I realised most of the hall went silent and I was glad. We have an audience.

"Blyth wasn't a big enough scum, you had to start pleasing the Slytherins now?"

She still didn't turn, but I saw her shaking, probably from anger which made me even more eager to continue.

I heard someone say my name in a cautious tone, probably Remus or James, but I ignored it.

"I see you finally found your place amongst the scum. After all, who else would want to touch you."

"Sirius!" James exclaimed, sounding slightly angry. I turned to him and he said, "You're going too far."

"It's not like it's not true," I said.

When I looked back at Jamie, my heart jumped up to my throat when I saw her state. I only just realised that she wasn't shaking from anger. She was shaking because she was crying.

I only then realised that I probably did take it too far. I may be furious with her, but I never wanted to make her cry! And as she stood there with those reddened eyes and wet cheeks, I only just realised how much I hurt her. She hurt me, of course, but I had my revenge around 50 times worse.

"Jamie," I whispered softly.

"What Sirius? What else do you need to say?" She asked. She sounded so broken that it tore me up, "I made one mistake. One, small mistake, and this is how you treat me? You promised we would be friends for better and for worse! You call me a whore, and in my entire life I had one boyfriend. ONE! Look at you, Sirius. Different girl every week! And the way you go around boasting about all those girls to the guys, writing them down on that stupid little list of yours! And out of us two, I'm the whore? One boyfriend, Sirius! And guess what Sirius! He's twenty times better than you'll ever be! He may have hurt me before, but he made up for it. You, you hurt me all the time! He tells me he loves me and he proves it! You tell me you love me and hours later you treat me like the dirt on your shoe! If this is your love, I don't think I want it! You're the first person I've ever truly loved, and this is how you treat me! And it's not just you! All four of you! You claimed to be my best friends, but one small mistake and you refuse to ever speak to me! And don't you dare look sorry! I can't believe you would treat me like this, just because of that small mistake."

She was in full tears by the end of her speech, and before we even got the chance to say anything to her, she ran past us and out of the Great Hall.

"Well?" Lily exclaimed after a few tense seconds of silence, looking directly at me with wide eyes, "Go after her!"

And without a second thought, I did.

However by that point, Jamie was already gone.


Jamie POV

I ran straight to the secret passage that lead straight to Hogwarts. I thanked Merlin once again for my good stamina, though once I was half way down the passage, I collapsed against the wall and let all my emotions out.

I don't think I've ever wept so much. It was rare to see me cry, though I did more and more of it lately. For the past week, I would curl up in my bed every night and cry, though I never let anyone see. The only times I cried in public was last week in the common room when the Five Marauders became the Four Marauders, as well four years ago when I ran through the halls after finding out my parents died. But even then, I don't think it was ever quite as bad as today.

It was as if there was a great big balloon, filled up with all the anger, despair and sorrow I felt throughout the past week, and it seemed to erupt in flames that were the equivalent to my firery rage. All at once, all the emotions stored in that fragile balloon exploded and released themselves to the public.

I banged the back of my head against the cold wall, angry that I let my emotions slip so easily. In front of the entire school nonetheless. I wiped my face with my shirt as I practically forced myself to stop crying. I waited a couple of minutes until I felt I wouldn't be so red and puffy from all the crying, berating myself mentally for not bringing my wand with me, since I know a spell that could have easily sorted my face out. I was glad that this morning I put a spell on my face that kept my make up from smudging, since I would most definitely look like a clown if I didn't.

I fingered the magical necklace Sirius gave me what felt like years ago. I played with it, thinking over what my feelings towards the boy were, but my feelings were currently a massive jumble that I couldn't figure out. All I knew was that a small part of me still loved him.

I wiped my eyes for the final time before getting up and making my way slowly towards Hogsmeade.

It's about time I break things up between Tony and I.


"Jamie," Tony said, opening the door, "Great to see you again, love."

Why oh why did he have that effect on me? When I knocked on the door, I had a whole speech prepared on how to break up on him, but the moment I looked into his eyes all thoughts were erased, apart from how much I missed and, dare I say it? Loved him.

He pulled me into a hug and I hugged back, welcoming the warmth of the embrace and when he let go, I was wishing for more. How could I break up with him? I don't think I could ever stand being away from him again!

"Sorry I didn't come for ages," I apologised, entering his small flat, "I had a tough week."

"Tough week?" He asked, walking up behind me and kissing my neck, "Care to tell?"

And, of course, I did. I told him about everything, starting from when I left his house last all the way up to my cry in the hidden tunnel just before coming here.

"You know what?" He asked once I concluded the story, "I think it's about time I took you somewhere."

"Where?" I asked curiously with a small smile.

"That's for me to know and you to find out," He winked, "Let me just get the portkey."

"You have a portkey to get there?"

"Yup," He grinned, "Be right back."

He disappeared into his bedroom, only to reappear seconds later, holding an old looking book.

"Here, take it," He said, passing me the book.

"Where will it take me?" I wondered, scanning the book as if it had all the answers.

"It's a surprise, love," He said, "Take it, I'll be there shortly."

Giving in, I took the book. He tapped it with his wand, making the book glow a bluish kind of light, and the next moment I felt the unpleasant pull around my navel and I closed my eyes to stop myself feeling nauseas as I usually did when travelling by portkey.

Moments later, my feet connected with hard ground and cold surrounded me. I shivered and without even opening my eyes, I knew something was wrong.


Sirius POV

"Alright, I give up!" James exclaimed, running a hand frustratingly through his hair, "She's definitely not on here."

"I told you she wouldn't be," I muttered from my bed, not even bothering to glance at the map James threw aside.

Ever since the eventful breakfast in the Great Hall, I've been lying in bed facing up, not moving and barely speaking, while Remus and James scanned the map for Jamie and Peter ran around Hogwarts in his rat form, looking for her. I knew it was all for nothing though. She was gone, probably lying in Blyth's arms.

I felt anger boil inside of me as I thought about the guy. He ruins everything! Not only did he hurt Jamie in third-year, as well as almost ruin our friendship, he's bound to hurt her now as well. Not to mention that if he didn't exist, the two of us would most likely be a couple right now. But no! Blyth has to destroy everything!

As I lay there, I though over the past week. How much I hurt her. How much I ruined her. I was jealous. Jealous and hurt, but I should have never behaved as I did towards her; said the words I did. And now, she can never forgive me! I would never forgive myself!

Suddenly, a bright silver light illuminated the room, making me shoot up. Out of no where appeared a magnificent cheetah I have seen many times before and could have recognised anywhere. It's beautiful eyes met mine and the cheetah screamed, "HELP!" In Jamie's unmistakable voice.

And I immediately knew that she was in trouble.

Why else would Jamie pull the 'J'?

Don't we all love it when Jay's in trouble? So I'm leaving you on a cliffie again, but hopefully this time I won't take 2 weeks to update. Please review because reviews make me happy :D