Chapter 21

What you didn't expect

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AN: Okay, first, I'm so sorry for the very late update! You guys have no idea how many tests and homework the teachers are giving me this week. Its getting crazier and crazier every week! I'm getting crazy soon! Most probably I will be able to update twice per week. I only have 30 minutes or even less to play everyday. I will always start a day in a good mood but end up being ion a very very bad mood… people don't even want to talk to me! My brain is going to explode by the end of year.

So, anyways, here's the chapter, please enjoy even though you will taste a tad bit of my anger 8D just kidding! I'm always happy when I'm writing my fic! They cheer me up! You guys cheer me up too! And I'm going to apologize in advance because I was typing this in a very high speed.

"I want you both out of my life." I said not looking up even for a second.

"Wh-what?" Gilbert asked like he didn't hear me.

"I-I don't understand (name), love! D-did we do something wrong to upset you?" Arthur grabbed my shoulders and looked at me worried.

"N-no…" I turned my head away from Arthur.

"Then why, frau?"

I stood silent for a while thinking what to say. I couldn't tell them at the end anyway… I think this is for the best… I am no good for them. I don't deserve to be loved by such men. But, maybe I could share them just like what Lovino suggested. No! I need to tell the truth! And then they will leave me since they would hate me if I told them the truth… But I don't want them… to hate me…

"Love?" Arthur waved his hand in front of my face.

I looked up and stared right into Arthur's emerald orbs. I took a deep breath and opened my mouth to say something. The one word just wouldn't come out. No matter how hard I try. I'm not going to hurt them anymore.

"… Leave." I mumbled but was clear enough for him to hear.

"What? Is there a good reason for me to do so?" Arthur scowled.

"Just… leave…." I swallowed hard.

"W-wait! You are not thinking straight, frau!"

I looked at Gilbert and glared at him.

"Don't. Ever. Talk. To. Me. Again." I pointed to the door.

"But-"

"LEAVE!" I screamed as tears rolled down my cheeks.

Arthur and Gilbert flinched at my loud voice. Their face was painted with sadness and surprise. Arthur opened his mouth to say something but I snapped my fingers and pointed to the door gesturing him to leave. Arthur nodded and turned away, walking to the door. Gilbert glanced over me and walked to me.

"Look, tell me what I did wrong." Gilbert pleaded.

I put on my best scowl but I couldn't hide my tears away. He wiped my tears with his thumb but I swatted his hand away and turned away.

"I'm not giving up!" he announced.

When the door closed, I could hear muffled noises. I sighed and walked to the edge of the roof looking at the view. I rested my head on my hand while I rubbed my red eyes. Why couldn't I just tell them the truth? Whatever, they'll find another girl. A better one. I closed my eyes almost falling asleep until a hand stroked my (H/C) hair. I turned my head as much as possible to see who it was.

"Is everything alright, stupid ragazza?" a pair of soothing honey orbs were locked with my (E/C) ones.

"Lovino… I… I failed to tell them the truth… but at least they walked away from my life." I sighed and looked at the scenery again.

"Yeah, I know. That's why I'm here. I saw that albino bastard kicking walls and other stuff."

"He'll get over it."

"Did you cry?" Lovino turned my head forcefully.

I averted my eyes knowing it was too obvious to lie. He sighed and brushed some of my hair from my face. Is this even the same guy who curses all his life and insults everyone? Maybe I was hallucinating.

"Why did you cry?" Lovino said with a very serious face.

"I-its nothing." I tried to laugh.

"Nothing my ass. Something serious definitely happened here." Lovino furrowed his brows.

"I just did what is best…" I clenched my hands.

"You just did what you thought was best." Lovino scoffed.

I swallowed and bit my lip. He's right. But its too late.

"I asked them to get out of my life."

"What? You are one crazy ragazza, (name)." Lovino chuckled.

"Are you laughing at me?"

"I never thought you would be such an idiota. Why would you do that anyway?"

"I don't want to hurt them. If they know the truth, I doubt that they would be okay with it."

"Do you know what they looked like when they walked down? They looked like shit! Arthur's probably getting drunk tonight and he would drag Alfred then he would pour out all his feelings to him. Gilbert? He'll probably stay at the emo corner blaming himself again."

Now I felt bad. He made it sound like I just ruined them. There was nothing I could do. They hate me now. I was acting like a complete bitch to them, and I felt like a whore liking more than one man. I don't even think I would ever get a partner now.

"But what can I do? Who wants to be my partner now anyways? I'm a total bitch!" I scoffed.

It became silent for a moment. Lovino looked straight into my eyes.

"I would."

~Gilbert and Arthur's POV~

"Its all your fault, you bloody git!" Arthur yelled.

"How is it my fault?" Gilbert growled.

"Just shut up! I'm going to talk to her tomorrow." Arthur put his hand in front of Gilbert's face.

"Whatever, she doesn't even look like she wanted this."

"And how stupid do you think I am for not knowing that? She was crying for God's sake! And I will be the one who fixes everything again!" Arthur flailed his arms.

They both glared at each other one more time and walked in different directions. Gilbert kicked a trash can causing the trash to splatter over. Arthur punched his locker damaging it. What the hell happened to her? They thought as they all gritted their teeth. In their minds were only (name).

AN: Gah! I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry that this chapter had to be so short! I will update real soon, promise! Oh and seawy wants more Lovino so there we are! But for xxxMaboTofuxxx I'm sorry I don't think Spain will be here…. I ran out of time and I was panicking that I haven't update this fic for a week. I hope you understand. I'm so busy. I'll see you in the next chapter! Don't forget to review :D