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Unsteady
"Remember our fist time?" Sirius asked me.
I laughed "Of course I do" We both smiled at the memory.
It was three years ago, I had been taking a shower. Sirius had slipped into the bathroom without me noticing. He had stripped completely and slipped into the shower with me. I jumped in surprise. He pulled me in for a kiss, and I could feel his erection pressed against my thigh. He slipped inside of me. We both came, and slipped in the shower. We both fell to the ground laughing.
"I hope I'm not still that unsteady" Sirius said.
"Don't worry" I assured him "Your not"
Unsaid
There are so many things I wish I could have said. And now it's too late. Now, I won't see him for at least another twenty years.
Don't get me wrong, I love it up here. I mean, heaven, right? But you see, heaven is what you want it to be, and my idea of heaven has been denied because he's still alive, still on earth.
I wish for him to kill himself, it's horrible, I know, but that's how much I need him with me, there are things he needs to know.
I guess I'll just watch him for a while… maybe someday I'll see him again, and show him that things are never "better left unsaid."
