By the end of the song I have to admit I could feel the tears burning my eyes. They finished the song and Jason walked over and stood next to me.
"Im so sorry can you please forgive me" he said into the microphone. I could hear the audience all 'awe' and some cheer but I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I was ready to forgive him.
"I can't, im sorry" I felt the tears fall down my face as I shook my head no. I turned around and ran off the stage before I had the chance to see the hurt look on Jason's face. I know I should have forgiven him then but I couldn't, I couldn't bring myself to say I did. I ran out the back door and sat down in the car park near the bus. I sat there for awhile just thinking when I felt a presence sit down next too me.
"Hey, what are you doing out here" I heard them say.
"Just thinking" I replied back wiping away my tears. They took my hand and held it in theirs.
"Mackenzy what's wrong? Oh my goodness what happened to your face" they asked me.
"Jason" I cried as she pulled me into a hug. I remembered Katie didn't know what happened which meant my makeup must of rubbed off.
I lost track of time but Katie and I just sat there talking for a while before Big Rob walked over and told us we had to go. We got up and Katie walked ahead.
"Are you ok?" Big Rob asked me.
"I've been better" I said. He gave a bit of a chuckle and slung his arm around my shoulder. We walked back to the bus in silence. I stopped when we got to the door, I stepped up and opened the door and stopped again but Big Rob was behind me and nudged me forward so I ended up falling and face planting the ground. I quickly got up and regained my balance before storming off to my bunk ignoring everyone that looked at me. I layed down and slowly drifted off to sleep.
2 weeks had passed and we still weren't talking. Jason had tried everything in his power to get me to accept his apology but I hadn't cracked yet.
The next morning I woke up to silence, it was so quite you could have heard a pin drop. I slowly got out of my bed and made my way into the lounge/front room of the bus and took a seat on the lounge. Nobody was in there, I reached for the remote and switched the TV on but not before seeing the note stuck to the screen.
Jason and Katie went out for breakfast and Nate
and I had to go to the studio, Sam and Danni
are with us. Will be back at 10 as the four of us
have a press conference so make sure you are ready,
we are in Winnipeg, MB. Don't wonder off to far.
Shane xx
I removed the note and threw it in the bin and went back to watching TV. I flicked around the channels looking at what was on. I eventually got bored and decided to check my brother's myspace. I logged in and went to inbox, 356 new comments. I put the first few into the read later folder and scrolled down looking at all of the comments when something caught my eye. There was a comment about me.
Mackenzy doesn't deserve to be your sister Jason has tried so hard to apologize to her and she is just being a selfish little bitch. If I were your sister I would just forgive you.
I scrolled down and saw that there were a lot more like this. I deleted them all and logged off. I had a shower and got changed into this I hopped off the bus and looked around. I spotted a star bucks at the end of the street and decided I would go and get something to drink. I began my venture down the street but not before getting a few dirty looks. I could feel eyes burning holes in my back and the mumbled whispers of passing girls. I managed to get to star bucks and get my drink. I took a seat at one of the tables. I sat there for a while just ignoring everyone around me.
I got up out of my seat and made my way for the front door when all of a sudden a swarm of paparazzi formed outside. I let out a loud sigh and turned around making my way back to the table. I pulled out my phone and dialed Nate, but it went to answering machine. I then tried Shane but it did the same, I tried everyone one of the band members numbers but they also all went to there answering machine.
I got up and ordered another drink hoping that they would just get bored and leave when the manager walked over to me and handed me a magazine also informing me that he had called the police to get rid of all the media. I took it and on the front page was the picture of when Jason hit me. I looked down and sighed. I thanked the manager before getting up and walking into the bathroom. I took a deep breath and splashed my face with water. I took another look at myself in the mirror and realised that the bruise was now visible. I sighed before grabbing my foundation out and covering it back up. Yes after a week the bruise is still very visible. I walked back out to be greeted by the police who told me that they would give me a lift to the stadium. I gratefully accepted and walked out the front doors.
"Is it true?"
"Did Jason really hit you?"
"Your brothers wouldn't talk to us. Do you have a comment on this?"
Was a few of the many questions I got asked. I just kept my head down and ventured to the car. I got in and they drove off to the venue making sure that I got in safe before they left.
Jason POV
Katie and I had decided to go out to breakfast this morning and we were sitting around the table eating when Katie said something.
"Jason, how could you have done that to her?" Katie asked me. I just looked down.
"I didn't mean too. It just happened" I responded.
"It just happened. Things like that don't happen, what happens when we get married, will you just hit me or what about when we have kids will you just hit them too" she glared at me.
"I would never lay a finger on you. You should know that I love you." I told her. She grabbed my hand in hers and gave it a squeeze.
"I love you to and a week ago I would have believed that but I can't do this right now." She said just above a whisper.
"What do you mean you can't do this" I forced out.
"I can't marry you at the moment. Not until you get your priorities straight and sort things out with Mackenzy" she said tears forming in the brims of her eyes. I looked into her eyes pleadingly but she looked away. She reached forward and slid her ring off placing it into my hand and then got up and ran out. I stood there dumbfounded just staring at the seat which she previously occupied. I looked up and asked the waiter for the cheque and after paying walked out and got in the car.
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So that is the next chapter. I hope you like it. Hopefully i will have the next two chapters posted either tonight or tomorrow.
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