Camille POV:
It's been 2 weeks since Jo told Kendall that she is her girlfriend, 1 week since Kendall could go out the hospital, 3 days since I didn't see the guys, I only still seeing Katie. It's been 2 weeks since the day everything became different... more difficult.
I can't talk with Kendall, I can't see Kendall... I can't be with Kendall.
Life is so weird and things can be surprising, it doesn't matter if that things are good or bad, that things always surprise.
I was supring when the doctor told me that Kendall couldn't remember, I was surprising when he told me that I can't talk to him anymore, I was surprising when Katie told me that Jo told Kendall that she is her girlfriend, I was surprising when I heard that Kendall is going to back to L.A. away from me again...
I understand that he doesn't remember me but he couldn't remember Jo too and now she is her girld¡friend. It's like all the world do things to separete us, now I understand we are not meant to be together...
After all the things that we passed, now I know that. I know is going to be difficult overcome but I have to do it and now is serious. He is not going to try to find me again because he don't know who I am so for him is going to be easy, for me, unfortunately, is not going to be so easy.
Yeah, well, never is easy overcome and even more when you have to overcome on someone you love with all your heart.
I walk to my room and I lay in my bed... thinking.
Then my phone rang.
- Hello? - I asked
- Hello, Cam. How are you?
- Oh, hi Jess, I'm fine thanks... - I said with a low voice. I'm not right, I was lying and I never lied to him, never...
- Are you sure? Because you don't sound like you are fine...
- But I am, I'm just tired...
- Okay, if you say so. I just want to tell you that today I have to do a lot of work in my house and in the store so I can not see you today. Is that okay with you?
- Of course, Jess. I understand, don't worry. All is going to be okay.
- Really?
- Yes...
- Thank you, Cam. You are the best, I'll see you tomorrow. Bye!
- Bye, Jess. See you soon!
We hang up and I threw my phone on the floor.
Sleep Cam, sleep... And nothing! Gosh! I can't sleep if I am still talking with myself!
I stand up and I walk to the kitchen to make me a sandwich, I'm hungry and I can't sleep maybe because of that, apart of the fact I was talking with myself but that's other story.
I enter to the kitchen and I tock the white bread and jally, I love jally! And I tock a knife, a sharp knife and I look at it.
It's been a long time ago since I didn't cut myself and I happy for that but crazy as it heards, be alone and sad like me in this moment make me want to cut me again and I know that is so wrong!
I put the knife closer to my wrist and I was ready to cut myself when I dropped the knife and the knife fell to the ground with a metalic noise. I look at the knife scared and nervous and I ran to my room. I'm not going to make the same mistake, not twice.
I tock my phone and I mark a number...
- Hello?
- Dad? - I said with a nervous voice
- Cami? Are you okay?
- Yes, for now.
- What do you mean for now?
- I want to travel...
- Again? But babe...
- Dad, I know this is maybe too much to ask but this place is going to make me remember sad things, I don't want to be sad again... Please!
- Okay, fine. Everything for you.
- Thanks dad, I love you so much!
- Me too, sweethart. See you later
- See you dad...
We hang up and I lay in my bed. All this is so confusing!
Kendall POV:
- Why we have to move on? - I asked confusing, I don't understand why we have to travel to L.A. I like Texas, this is my home, isn't it?
- Because we are going to start again, sweethart. Don't worry, all is going to be okay. You are going to be with all of us, okay? - My mother siad with a sweet voice
- Okay, mom... - I said resigned
- That's the mood, baby. Now, Jo is waiting for you outside. Go!
- Okay. mom. See you later... - I siad and I ran down the stairs and I saw Jo waiting for me and when she saw me she smile to me. She has a beauiful smile, she is beautiful but for a strange reason, I don't fell like I love her...
- Hey, babe. How are you? - She asked to me after she kissed me on the lips.
- Good... - I said to her, be with her didn't feel normal and comfortable like love should be. Be with her make me feel weird, like all of this is just a rutine.
- I have a surprise for you, babe. - She said with a big smile in her face
- What it is? - I asked not too excited like I should be
- Follow me... - She said and she start to walk and I follow her, like a dog follow his owner.
We walk like 10 min. when I get boring and she stop.
- We are here! - She said exciting
- And what is the big surprise? - I asked...
- Look... - She said and I look and I saw a beautiful landscape: a waterfall was there, just beautiful...
- Where we are?
- In my favourite place of this town...
- I didn't know this place exist...
- Well, now you know... C'mon, take my hand...
I had a memory of something but I can't remember the girl face in my memory, maybe is just Jo.
- What? You don't like it? - She asked to me with a disspointed tone in her voice
- No, I like it. Is beautiful, really... - I said and I take her hands with mine
- I'm so happy that you like it! C'mon let's going to swim...
- Agh... It's so cold. Why did you do that?
- It's so funny...
- Agh... C'mon help me...
- Ok, ok...
Another memory but I can't remember the girl face... Why?
Why I had to lost my memory? Why me? Life just sucks in this moment
- Do you feel okay, babe? - Jo asked worried
- Yes, yes... Just thinking...
- You don't want to be with me? - She asked so sad
- No, it's not that. I just feel tired... Sorry...
- Is okay, if you feel tired, we should get back...
- Thank you...
- Don't worry, is okay. I would do anything for you... - She look at me and she took my hand and we start to walk to the hotel that my family stay for now.
When we arrived to the hotel she was to kiss me on the lips but I turn my face and she kissed my check.
- Is something wrong? - Jo asked confusing
- No but like I told you I just want to sleep. See you later? - I asked trying my best to sound normal
- Okay, see you! - She said and she walk away looking to the ground. Agh! All of this is so confusing! I don't feel like I'm in love with her and tha is the problem...
Jo POV:
What if he is remembering everything? What is it if he remember that I wasn't her girlfriend in that moment? He would break up with me?
I worked so hard to have him again to, only to lose him again.
I'm not going to leave him remember the truth, I'm happy in the forme I'm living nw with him, with my true love...
I don't care if I have to kill someone in the time I'm still with him, I love him so much to let him go, he is my obsession...
Kendall POV:
I walk to my room and I sat in the bed...
Kendall you have to remember who is that girl! TRY TRY TRY!
And... nothing!
Why my mind have to be so stupid? Stupid brain, think! That's what you serve, tight? Then do your work!
I lay in the bed and I look to the roof... Why I have amnesia? Why? Why? Why?
I still don't answer to that question. It's like a dilema...
I sat in the bed and I look to all my things and I stand up and I started to walk around the room and my phone fell under the bed. I look under the bed and I saw something in the ground. It is a box that say: "Things that Kendall can't see"
What? I open the box and I found photos of me with a brunette girl, we were smiling and hugging each other, we were laughing and in one photo she was kissing me in the cheek. Who is that girl?... Wait a minute! Isn't is the girl who was in the hospital with me?
And then I found a black book, a diary... my diary.
Maybe in this book, I am going to have the answers I want to know.
Thanks for comment osnapitzriri and sub-ice diamond, and sorry for not update soon. The school consume me, I pass all the day doing homeworks and in one matter, my professor left me 60 problems and it was 60 problems of math! So, I'm so sorry and I hope you like the chapter. I love you guys and please tell me what you think!