Kisses, and The Things That I Am Trying to Hide'

Mikage held his head and winced, " Ow, Ow, OW! TOMOE!" He whined, " You didn't have to hit me!"

The fox snarled and then growled, " YOU DESERVE EVERY BIT OF IT! YOU IDIOT!"

The teen plopped down in front of the fire, grateful that his Past self was in a different room. Nanami was caring for the younger demon at the time and the older felt a little free to yell at Mikage. Even though the yelling was hurting his side.

The fox sighed and held his hands to the fire. He didn't have time for all this, In fact his bandages needed to be changed soon. He winced and rubbed his stomach.

Mikage stopped whining and then looked at Tomoe, " You okay?"

The fox sent him a death glare, " I'm fine.

His tail wagged and he yawned a bit. It was stupid. To act this way but, Mikage deserved it. He was always trying to annoy him, even before he left the shrine. Tomoe sighed and winced again. His side was irritated. Mikage furrowed his brow and stood,

"I'm going to check on your younger self. I think he has a fever and the gash in his arm is deep." The blond god slid into the room and Tomoe instantly heard voices. It had to be Mikage talking to Nanami.

The foxes ears twitched around and then he moved in annoyance. He was so uncomfortable, his stomach was hurting. That was it! He was changing his bandages himself.

Tomoe wiggled out of the top half on his Hakamashita and looked down at his wounds. Gah...They looked bad. He stood and started to pull at the old cloth. It was a good thing he was wearing a hakamashita. It meant that he could still be covered from the belt down. He winced and rubbed his bare shoulder.

His claws ran over the old scar that Nanami had asked about. He had put it in the back of his mind, trying to forget it, But now. It was like he was living the nightmare all over again. He sighed an dstopped stroking the old scar. His claws started to peel away the old blood covered bandages, when he heard a gasp.

The fox froze, That gasp sounded.

Female...

He glanced over his shoulder at a rather flustered Nanami and blinked. Oh Crap...

His eyes grew wide and he jerked his head back around, " G-GO IN THE OTHER ROOM!" He screamed out. it surprised him that his voice was shaky,

"What are you doing?" Nanami asked, her voice squeaky.

Tomoe grunted and tried to pull his top half back on, " I'm changing my bandages." He felt his face burn and he knew he was flustered. Who wouldn't be? His master was there staring at him like he was some picture. The bad thing? He was half dressed.

Footsteps nearly him and he could feel Nanami's body heat radiating against his bare back.

"You can't do that yourself you IDIOT! You have bandages on your back too." She finished a bit annoyed, " I don't want you to be in pain in both time spans."

The fox rolled his eyes and without thinking turned around. Nanami froze at the sit of his bare chest and the fox chwed his lip. What a stupid thing to do.

"Leave-Me Alone." Tomoe spat out. Then he started to peel at the bandages again.

To his surprise Nanami grasped his hands and lowered them. He blinked as her slender fingers worked with the bloody bandage. She striped it off and then applied a medicine that stung a bit. He winced and then she started to wrap his middle section up again. Her arms laced around him and pulled the bandage tightly. He bit his lip as she jerked at the cloth.

"There. " Nanami whispered out.

The foxes ears flopped over, confusion on his features. Her touch made him jump..Ugh, What was with him lately. The white haired fox ran a clawed hand through his hair and then stuck his arms through the top half on his hakamashita. The cloth slipped and the fox rolled his eyes, Stupid thing..

Nanami reached over and Tomoe felt himself freeze. She lifted the cloth onto his shoulder; making him shutter. He didn't know why but...When she started to pull her arm away, he stopped her. His clawed hand grasped her foreamre and pulled her to him. What was he doing!?

He wasn't suppossed to do this. He was the servant...But..He wanted to.

Nanami's eyes grew wide as she was backed against a wall. Tomoe's looked at her with wide eyes, he didn't know what he was doing himself. He felt his chest start to hurt, And his ears flopped over.

The girl god looked at him confused " Tomoe?"

Their faces neared and the fox brushed his mouth against the girls. His eyes grew wide at the instant pain in his chest and he pulled away in shock. His mouth tingled and he wondered why he was acting so childish. This wasn't like him at all...

He backed up a bit and then nearly retched. He was being stupid. Maybe it was his teenage hormons? Ugh..He didn't know; but acting so childish because of his master wasn't a good thing.

He started to pull his arms away from the wall beside Nanami's head when she grabbed his arm. He blinked and swallowed. Why was it that he was wishing for Mikage to come right now? Why wouldn't the man walk in and stop this awkward scene already? He aways did before he left the shrine, if Tomoe got into strange moments Mikage was always there!

The girls pale hand brushed against his cheek and he let a soft whimper escape his lips. He nearly coughed in embarrassment. He was acting like a child! And he would have no dealing with it! He tried to pull away but his body wouldn't let him.. Nanami. She...

The teens lips brushed together and then slowly connected. The fox let out an animal like moan. Gosh, He sounded so embarrassing.

His tail flicked as they sighed and kissed on. The fox twirled a lock of her hair around his finger,

They pulled away for air and then let their lips clash together again. The fox mewed in plessure and their kiss deepened. Tomoe ran his tongue over the roof of the Girls mouth, a sweet taste filling his mouth. Nanami sighed and pulled away. Her lips kissed the side of his mouth and Tomoe moaned. Ah...This was so different to him. His heart was beating strangely. Nanami wrapped her arms around Tomoe's neck and moaned. The fox sighed and kissed her again. It made him growl. His hand moved through her hair and tangled it lightly around his index finger. Then something made his stomach flop. Nanami's fingers brushed across his old scar. The one on his shoulder. His body flinched and he felt a bit sick.

They pulled their mouths away; Tomoe letting his tongue flick across Nanami's top lip one last time.

The two looked at each other in shock and then nearly doubled over. They pulled away from each other quickly, Tomoe freezing up stifly. Nanami blinked and then blushed so red that it was hard not to tell. The fox felt his own face burn and he wondered if he too was a crimson color. HOW STUPID! WHAT TYPE OF STUPID, CRAPY, CHILDISH MOVE WAS THAT!? Not only did his face burn but..His stomach felt sour. It wasn't the kiss it was the stinkin scar on his shoulder!

Nanami looked down and bit her lip, She looked confused and Tomoe didn't blame her. He was too... The kitsune backed up a bit and swallowed. Oh god...Mikage get in here now!

Instead of the god hearing Tomoe's little prayer a loud knock sounded at the door.

Tomoe furrowed his brow and quickly stepped in front of Nanami, " Get back."

"Don't tell me your going to try and fight!"

Tomoe rolled his eyes, " We don't know if its a threat yet, so just shut up."

The girl blinked in surprise and Tomoe slowly lifted the latch. Who knew they were here? It was confusing and untollerable. His clawed hand yanked the door open swiftly and the cold snow sweeped into the shrine.

"What is it?"

His violet eyes flashed with shock and he flinched. There is front of him was the elder from the village. The man narrowed his eyes and held up his lanturn.

"So what my sister said was true. You are a demon.."

Tomoe gauked at him and his heart lodged. The fox quickly backed up and stood in front of Nanami.

"Stay away human! Touch me and you'll die!"

The elder glared at him, " Is that woman a prisoner of yours demon!?"

Tomoe glared at him. It had been a while since he was accused of his past crimes. His past hurts and the things that he had done. It felt like a hard blow across the face.. The dripping blood would be his memories coming to haunt him with their aweful taste.

"What foolishness!" Tomoe snarled, " She is my Lady and Mistress!"

The older man snorted, " Like I believe that Demon. Remember what you did so long ago, and Remember what the Village of Orihime did to your so called mother."

"SHUT UP!" Tomoe growled out in anger, " Do not speak about her!"

Nanami blinked and put a hand on Tomoe's shoulder, " Tomoe, what is he.."

Her touch took him by surprise and the back of his hand slapped her hard. The girl held her face and blinked in shock and Toeo felt panic rise up in him.

"Nanami!" He screeched, Oh Crap. What did he just do!? " That..That wasn't intended."

She blinked and slowly removed her hand from his shoulder; making him felt sick to a large extent. No, Please god no.

"Ha, So she is your prisoner?" The elder clucked his tongue and then pulled out a staff, " Be prepared Yokai! FEEL THE WRATH OF THE GODS!"

Tomoe blinked and stepped back in shock. This man was a priest!? He flinched and stepped back. Thats when his back hit a wall. The fox looked up and blinked in shock.

"M-Mikage.." Tomoe choked out.

The blond god looked at him, a scolding look in his eyes. He motioned towards Nanami and Tomoe noticed that his claws had scratched her by accident. Tomoe Hung his head.

"What are you doing priest?" Mikage smiled.

"That demon knows about my village, He probably can make copies of himself. He will be sent to hell for his crimes." The man narrowed his eyes and Mikage chuckled lightly.

"Why would the gods hate him? He is a highly respected familiar to the gods."

The elder's staff was pointed at Mikage's neck, " Oh? How Can A man trust you?"

Mikage smirked and lightly laid his finger on the tip of staff. The staff glowed a bright blue and then disappeared.

"Because, I am a god."

The elder gasped in shock and then backed away, " Keep your presense away from the village, and keep that disgusting trouble maker away from it too!" He pointed at Tomoe. " I know how he was, My sister had such stupid thoughts in her head saying that he was a good person. That his eyes said it all! But, HE KILLED SO MANY PEOPLE THAT HARD TO BELIEVE!"

Then the man fled out the door. Mikage shut the dor and then slowly turned towards Tomoe. The foxes ears flopped over and he looked at Nanami.

"I didn't mean to hit you;" Tomoe bowed in respect to his master, " I am sorry, Punish me as it so befits you."

Nanami blinked and then shook her head, " I'm not going to do that Tomoe. I just think we all need rest. I'm going to one of the spare rooms.." Her voice trailed and Tomoe quickly looked at her.

"Nanami!"

She stopped and looked at him.

"Forget about that iccident earlier. It won't happen again, I asure you. I see nothing in a human." His eyes narrowed and Nanami looked at him shocked.

He would not let a simple kiss ruin his reputation as a familiar. He straightened his back and glared, " Go to bed and stay warm. If you don't your human body will let you die in your sleep."

Nanami blinked at his harsh words and the teenage fox looked away from her.

Mikage watched the whole scene and narrowed his eyes in confusion. He didn't know what happened between the two, or did he? He was the marriage god. He could sense things like that. His senses were strong and he was only in the other room. Mikage probably knew about their little kissing session.

Nanami nodded, " No Worries, I haven't...T-Thought of it...Anymore." She bit her lip to stop it from quivering, " Welp, Night everyone!" She smiled fakley and then walked to her room. Once her door shut Tomoe's shoulders sagged. He sighed in relief.

Thank god that was over...But still. He hit her. Tomoe looked down at his hand and blinked. Was he still...That monster?

"Tomoe."

The teen turned around quickly and looked at Mikage. He was expecting a harsh look but instead Mikage looked at him with a faint smile.

"Are you okay?"

Tomoe's ears flattened. He...

Wasn't.

He opened his mouth and tried to find the words to say. No, he would keep it in.. He had to didn't he? Didn't he have to be strong and stay himself? He was harsh right?

But That man brought up a horrible memory. It involved the scar on his shoulder that drove him crazy. He looked down...Oh Kmai no. Please. Not in front of this traitor. Not now...Not ever, His chest started to hurt and his ears was filled with a heartwrenching wail. It only took him a short time to figure out that the wail was him.

"M-Mikage." Tears wealed up in Tomoe's eyes and then scattered. They dragged down his face; moisting his pale skin. Then they collected in a large puddle under his chin. Oh Crap, It was coming out. He couldn't stop it! It Hurt so bad...IT HURT!

The blond god sighed and hugged the fox. Then Tomoe wailed...

If he was a child...He would be in his Father's arms...

Crying because his Mother was gone and no more, but also..Because.

All People saw him as was a monster and that was...

The most loneliest thing in the world'