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BPOV

I understood why Jake did what he did, he wanted things to be normal for once. He wanted things to stay the same for once. And inside, I kind of found what he did noble. He loved me so much that, him possibly getting killed over what he did didn't matter to him.

The part that I didn't like was he trusted the monster in me so easily. That bothered me a little. Because what if he trusted it too much and one day my monster wasn't controlled? What if I slipped? Even slipping once could either kill him or turn him into a werewolf vamp. And I wasn't even sure the later was possible.

Edward's phone rang, pulling my mind back on the task at hand; driving slowly home from the mountain.

I shuffled through my purse that was sitting on the passenger seat of my car.

By the time I got the cell phone out of my purse, the call had already gone to voice mail. I looked at the screen. Twenty missed calls. All of them from Alice's phone, that was probably stolen by Edward.

I sighed, shaking my head. I dialed Alice's number, waiting for Edward's eager and impatient voice to greet me. Instead, I was surprised by Alice's.

"Bella! You have to get here! Edward is driving everyone nuts!"

"Why? What's going on?"

"He just misses you a lot and..." Alice trailed.

"And what, Alice?" I asked impatiently.

"I saw a vision today," Alice said, trying to hide her curiosity.

"What do you want to know?"

"Did he really do what he was going to do?"

"Yes," I answered, unamused.

"What happened? Did you attack him?"

"No, I didn't attack him."

"Really? You didn't lose control?"

"No, I didn't lose control. Everything was fine."

"Doesn't sound like it. Why are you so grouchy?"

"Maybe because you were expecting me to attack Jake? Or maybe that you thought that I'd lose control at all?"

"Oh."

"Does Edward know?"

"Well..."

"He does doesn't he?"

"I didn't mean to let it slip, it just happened, I couldn't control it."

"I'm not mad. I just wondered..."

"He's out looking for you, by the way."

"When were you going to tell me this?"

"I'm sorry."

"If he comes back before I do, tell him that I will be there soon."

"Ok-," Alice couldn't complete what she was saying because I hung up on her throwing the cell phone in my purse.