HAPPY READING EVERYONE! The time has finally arrived, Tris initiation is here! Please look out for multiple P.O.V Changes of course! Enjoy the chapter... it's extra long :) This chapter was referenced from the book Divergent and quoted as well.

A love like no other

Chapter 21

Tris P.O.V

I run along with the other initiates and members of Dauntless. Even though I didn't train too much the past nine months. I am glad for the training I did have. I know Uriah and Marlene both promised me help if I need it. They both know and understand what I have waiting for me in Dauntless. But so far, I haven't needed their help. I run between them as we catch and aboard the train. I have jumped on and off the train many times in the past, but this time its different. This time if I don't make the train. I don't make Dauntless. I suddenly feel the weight of the world. It's not or its never. If I don't make it in to Dauntless, I will be forced to live Factionless. I know Tobias... He will demand both Sara and himself to join me. I can't and won't have that. I have no choice but to push myself past the breaking point.

I decide to play it safe, mimic Uriah's every move as he jumps on the moving train with Marlene at tow. We all bend over resting our hands on our knees, trying to catch our breaths. I take the moment to look around at the initiates that stand with us. That's when I see it. Out of the back window of the train, someone didn't make it on. My eyes make contact with a girl. She is tall, with dark brown skin, and short hair. She's pretty. She takes a step closer to me offering her hand. "I'm Christina." She introduces herself. I take her hand, uncertainly, and shake it twice. Hoping I did the gesture right.

"Tris." I answer giving her my new nick name. Uriah was right, it suited me much better than my given name, Beatrice.

"You were in my math class." She comments. I just nod, agreeing with her. I continue to look around the train for anyone else that I might recognize... That's when I notice who also transferred with us. My stomach drops at the sight of the evil grin when he notices that I have now seen him. Peter. Uriah steps closer to me, almost protectively. He must have noticed Peter at the same time I did. I think of how many times Uriah had to save me from certain situations with Peter. Not to mention all the countless times before Uriah started to intervening.

"They're jumping off."

I turn and see many Dauntless borns jumping onto what must be the roof top of Dauntless.

"You got this?" Uriah asks me. I nod my head assuring him I don't need the help. He takes a few steps back and runs out of the door. Marlene smiles at me one last time before she does the same.

"Here. Take my hand please. I just can't do it without someone dragging me." Christina pleads with me. I don't hesitate I grab her hand take a few steps back and count out loud. "One... Two... Three." I run the remaining steps out the door and leap as far as I can to the roof top of Dauntless. When we land I forget that I still cling to Christina's hand, which causes me to miss my footing and land on my knees. I roll hoping to ease to impact of the fall. As I wipe off the gravel on my cheeks and elbows both Christina and I both break out in a loud laugh.

"That was fun." She says trying to get her laughter under control.

"Listen up! My name is Eric! I am one of the leaders of your new factions." The man stands on the edge of the roof. He is older than us, but not by much. He looks to be Tobias' age. He is muscular and almost the same height of Tobias. Almost. I see he has piercing through out his face and tattoos on his arms and neck. I quickly get disguised when I see him playing with his lip piercing, biting down on it. "If you want to enter Dauntless this is the way in." He asks looking at each and everyone of us.

"You want us to jump? Ask a Erudite girl.

"Yes," Max says quickly, folding his arms across his chest with a grin.

"Is there water at the bottom or something?" Someone else asks.

"Who knows?" Max says raising his eyebrows. "So someone has to jump first. Who's it going to be?" He asks. Everyone looks around at someone else, not daring to jump first themselves.

"Me." I say. Suddenly a gap between me and the ledge opens up as the other initiates move aside for me. I step up slowly, looking over the edge I can't see anything other than a giant whole, it looks nothing but dark. I swallow the lump in my throat. I feel Eric staring at me hard, when I turn I see nothing but cold looking back at me. I turn back around taking my torn up gray sweater off.

"Yea! Stiff take it off. Show us what a Stiff whore looks like." I hear guessing to be Peter. I look back at Uriah, who is now staring Peter like he will kill him. I ball up my torn clothing and throw it at Peter hard.

"Today initiate." Eric says getting impatient.

I take another deep breath looking down... If I don't do it now, I wont be able to do it at all. I don't think. I bend my knees and jump.

I feel my heart pounding fast in my chest as the air howls in my ears. I surge toward the ground every muscle in my body tenses preparing for the impact of the waiting ground. I drop into darkness. The wind gets knocked out of me as I hit something hard beneath me. I take notice what as caught me. A net. I look back up and laugh, half relieved and half hysterical. I feel the net moving down wards, and hands reaching out for me to take. I roll down towards the person and take their hand. When I look up at the face that helps me... I notice its the one of two people I can't wait to see. Tobias.

His hands grip my arms, helping me out of the net. Effortlessly. His hands continue their hold on me until I am sturdy on my feet again. My arms and shoulders feel the all too familiar zing his touch has always given me.

Although his face remains unmoved, and expressionless... I know by the look in his eyes, he is happy I am here. I want nothing more than to wrap my arms around his neck and crush my lips against his at this moment. But I know I can't.

"Thank you." I say. Getting a hold of my posture. Remembering what he said the day he came for Sara, "When you come into Dauntless... We have to act like we don't know each other. I will be your instructor... It's safer for everyone if they don't know about us." I quickly get a hold of my emotions. We stand on a platform ten feet above the ground. Around us is an open cavern.

"Can't believe it," A voice from behind Tobias says. I take a quick glance at her. She isn't much taller than me, and she has dark long hair. She is pretty. She smirks at me, "A stiff, the first to jump? Unheard of." She says.

"There's a reason why she left them, Lauren." Although his voice remains emotionless and cold. I can see it in his eyes, he isn't pleased with her. "What's your name?" He asks me.

"Um.." I don't know why I hesitate. I want to say Tris. But I also want to say Beatrice.

"Think about it,"he says, a faint smile curling his lips. "You don't get to pick again." Right, a new name for a new place.

"Tris." I say firmly.

"Tris." Lauren repeats, grinning. "Make the announcement, Four.

"FIRST JUMPER, TRIS!" Tobias yells out. I hear many cheer at the announcement. Tobias places his hand on my lower back, guiding me to the side. Just as another person drops in the net. Her screams follow her down. Christina. Everyone laughs and then cheers for her. "Welcome to Dauntless, Tris." Tobias whispers in my ears. Than he turns and helps Christina out of the net. I watch as she smiles and eyes Tobias up and down with hunger in her eyes. "SECOND JUMPER, CHRISTINA!" Four yells out.

"He's hot!" Christina says coming beside me. I try to keep my emotions at bay, since she after all she is right.


Lauren and Four lead us down a narrow path, once all he initiates have made it down the net. They both stop when we reach a split in the hallway.

"This is where we divide," Lauren says. "The Dauntless born initiates are with me. I assume you don't need a tour of the place." She says waiting for the Dauntless born initiates to step forward to follow her. But before she leaves she eyes Tobias up and down, licking her lips sexually. "I'll see you latter, hot stuff." She says, than she turns and leads her group down a different path.

I look back at Tobias, wishing I could ask what in the world was that all about? But I know I need to keep those thoughts to myself. No one could know about me, us, if there is a us that is. I can see shack his head as his lips press together. I'm not sure if it was the unwanted attention she gave him, or the name she called him. But what ever it is, he didn't like it. That's for sure.

"Most of the time I work in intelligence. But for the next ten weeks, I am your instructor. My name is Four." He says addressing us.

"Four, like the number?" Christina asked, amused.

"Yes. Is there a problem?" Tobias asked annoyed.

"No."

"Good. We're about to go into the Pit, which you will someday learn to love. It-"

"The Pit? Cleaver name." Christina sneakers. She seriously needs to learn to shut up.

I watch as Tobias walks up to Christina and leans his face close to hers. He glares at her with such coldness. I have never seen this part of him before. To the others, I can see they suddenly fear him. To me, this animistic side is turning me on. I can feel my core clench in response to him.

"What's your name?" He asks quietly.

"Christina." She squeaks.

"Well, Christina, if I wanted to put up with Candor smart-mouths, I would have joined their faction," eh hisses. "The first lesson you will learn from me id to keep your mouth shut. Got it?"

She nods. Not able to answer.

"What a jerk."Christina whispers to me.

"I guess he doesn't like to be laughed at," I reply to her with a shrug. What did she expect?

"I wonder though... He must like it rough in bed." She comments to me. Seriously? Anger boils my blood. I know I have no reason to feel this way, but I do. I hate that she has these thoughts about him.

"The Pit." Tobias says pushing open two sets of doors for us to walk through.

"Oh. I get it." Christina says as the light bulb in her head turns on.

"Now if you follow me, I'll show you the Chasm." Tobias says leading the way down another path. I watch his back side as he leads us down to the Chasm. I see a tattoo peeking out from the collar of his well fitted T-shirt. I wonder what his tattoo is. I didn't even know he got a tattoo. I guess it shouldn't surprise me too much, he is Dauntless now. It seems they all have piercings, tattoos or both.

"The Chasm reminds us that there is a fine line between bravery and idiocy!" Tobias shouts. "A daredevil jump off this ledge will end your life. It has happened before and it will happen again. You've been warned." We all look over getting a better look at the Chasm. It is something.

I feel someone staring at me from behind, when I glance behind me to see who it is. I'm not surprise to see Peter staring at my ass. I have never felt so dirty than I do right now.

I turn back around giving my attention back to Tobias and his tour. I wonder where is Sara, while he is working. I can't wait to see her. To finally hold her after all this time. I wonder if she will remember me at all.


Four P.O.V

I walk ahead of the initiates, trying to hurry them along. The nervous tension of having Tris here and unable to kiss or touch her is getting to me. I need to compose myself or I will slip up. I can't let that happen. Max gave me his warning last year, no matter what I need to keep my distance. I am her instructor, she is my initiate. But that doesn't help the constant burning sensation in the back of my head. I know she is staring at me. I just hope she understands why I am acting this way. I love her. I need her. I also need to obey my orders and keep my distance. They are always watching.

I open the double doors to the dorms and let them file in. I lead them further into the room. I look around remembering how I always hated the dorms when I was an initiate. Privacy was basically non existent. Each bunk has their thin, worn out mattress rolled up along with sheets, towels, and the basic hygiene essentials. In the middle of the room lie a long folded out table holding unisex shoes, socks, and cloths for the initiates to find and change into. It also holds a few additional clothing like sleep and training wear. It's basically things to hold the initiates over until they start receiving their points and can go shopping for their own items. Some say the initiate's clothing is comfortable. But I always found it very uncomfortable, not to mention itchy.

"You're going to be sleeping here for the next ten weeks." I say stopping next to the folded out table, as I turn and look at each and every shocked face in the room. I internally smile at the discomfort on each and every one of their faces. That is until I gets to Tris' face, I see the mixture of terror and shock written all over her. I know that face, it was the same I had on when I was first a initiate. The thought of sharing space with both genders was terrifying to me, we were raised in Abnegation, where such things weren't allowed. But having to expose your body for everyone to see every mark, every scare... is frightening in itself. I haven't seen much of the scares that Marcus has left on her beautiful body. But I would imagine given the time she was forced to live with him and the scar on her forehead. There might be more on her now. The thought of that alone makes me sick.

"Girls or boys?" The big, tall candor boy says. He looks uncomfortable and frighten enough.

"Both." I answer. Ha ha jackass.

"That works." I look at the other Candor boy who is now smiling looking at the girls in the room like they are a piece of meat to look at. I see his eyes linger on Tris. My Tris, I want nothing more than to kill him this minute. She has been through enough, she doesn't need that shit.

"If you love this, you going to love the bathroom." I move in deeper into the farthest part of the room, letting the initiates see what I meant. Allowing them to explore what appears to be the bathroom. Each toilet is wide open for viewing, sure they have walls dividing each one for the other, but that's about it no doors. The showers is just as bad. A large wall diving two groups of showers, one side is for the girls, the other side for the boys. At least there are curtains that block the view of who may be inside taking a shower. In the center of the room is a large sink that holds ten spouts.

"Candors you should feel right at home... everything out in the open. Get changed." I walk back to the entry doors of the dorms. But I don't leave. Instead I turn around and wait for the initiates to change. I try not to watch, giving them as much privacy as I can, of course. But something tells me to keep an eye open.

I am pleased that Tris picked the bunk next to Christina and far away from the Candor boy that was eyeing her up earlier. I think he said his name was, Peter. I see from the corner of my eye, Tris has her back against the wall, trying to seal her back from eyes. I wonder if it's shyness or are there marks that Marcus may have left her. I want to know how badly he beat her. I know she said he didn't use the belt, but he made threats. I don't know if Andrew took her home before things got worst for her. She quickly removes her top and instantly trying to cover her chest with the same gray shirt the moment she peels it off herself. But my eyes saw the marks before she could cover herself. Small marks on her chest and stomach. My inside begin to boil in rage. I dream for the one day I will have my father's throat in my hands and watch has the life drains from his body. Beating me is one thing, but what he did to Tris and our daughter. Risking our daughter's life, I will see to it he will pay.

My eyes roam on their own, watching the faces of all the boys in the room. Amar, my instructor did the same thing. He would point out the boys and embarrass them if they couldn't keep their eyes to themselves. If it's one thing, we at Dauntless respect our women. Sure we treat them as equal, but with respect. My eyes land on the Candor boy who comment and eyes earlier sent my blood boil. I see his eyes roaming around the room and landing on no one other than Tris. My Tris, that son of a bitch. I see him lick his lips, tilting his head to the side, as to get a better view of her body. When I look back to Tris she isn't looking up. She has a blank tank top on now, trying to hold her gray shirt over her body while trying to slide her skirt off herself.

"Initiate eyes on yourself. We respect others in this faction, including the women of our faction." I speak up in my threatening tone. That gets both Tris' and Peter's attention.

"Since when does the Abnegation slut, earn respect." I think I hear him mumble. But I'm not sure.

"What was that initiate?" I ask. He better not have said that, I swear nothing will stop me.

"Nothing, Sir." He says straightening up, noticing that I have my full attention on him.

"I hope so, initiate." I say.

The doors open behind me, I'm not surprise to see Max walking through. Probably wants to remind me of my place.

"Four." He greets me, nodding his head at me.

"Max." I greet right back, I nod right back.

"Initiate Prior come with me. Please." Than he turns to me. "Four, as her instructor, why don't you join us?" He says.

"Slut, in trouble." Peter coughs out.

What are we five? Thankfully I am not the only one that caught it this time. I see Tris stiffens but continues making her way to the doors to join Max and I. Max on the other hand is fuming at what he just heard and he steps to the center of the room, wanting to speak to all the initiates.

"I will say this once, so you better listen up. You will act with respect to your follow initiates. I don't care what happened before today, today you are all Dauntless. Brave and respectful to each other. Do I make myself clear?" He screams out for all to hear.

"Yes." The initiates all say as one.

"Good. Now finish changing, and get settled." Max says making his way back to the doors. "Follow me." He says as he passes Tris and I out the door.

I take a quick glance at her as we leave the dorms. Beatrice as always been stunning, beautiful, and sexy to me. The one and only woman I have ever wanted in gray. But in black and well fitted clothing, I feel myself hardening quickly. I know if given the chance, I would attack her. Take her to our apartment and lock us away. She looks good enough to eat.


We enter Max's office but we do not take our seats. He stands behind his desk taking a deep breath , collecting himself. Nothing upsets Max more than the disrespect display of women in his faction.

"If that boy makes more disrespectful comments or acts on anything, I want to know about it. I will not hesitate to make him factionless, Four. Report him to me immediately." Max says with flare still in his eyes. I nod, agreeing.

"I'm Max, the head leader of Dauntless. It's very nice to finally meet you Beatrice." Max holds out his hand for Bea to shake.

"It's nice to meet you as well." She says returning his hand shake. She has the uncertainty look as she shakes. I understand, my first hand shake was unnerving. In Abnegation touching in any form unless you are family is frowned upon. Bowing our heads is our way of "hand shaking."

"Your mother and I were best friends growing up, I was the boy next door so to speak. She was like a sister to me, up until she transferred to Abnegation. I see much of her in you and your daughter." Max says, smiling widely at Tris. I'm surprise by this news. Tris did mention her Mother was Dauntless born in her letters. But Max never mentioned anything about knowing Tris' Mother.

"Thank you, Sir. Um and it's Tris now." She says.

"Of course it's common for those that transfer to rename themselves. New life, new name." He glances at me. But than he turns back to Tris to continue. "I know you must be tired, so let's get down to it... Shall we?" He looks at me. "Four, will you be able to handle this? No one can know you and Tris' history. You must remain discreet, instructor and initiate relationship only for the next ten weeks." I take a deep breath. Can I do it? She's finally here, the urge to touch her, to kiss her is extremely great. Can I control it? If I can't than I won't be able to help her through the upcoming fights, and the fear landscapes. Because of Eric, rules are changing, initiation will be more brutal than ever. Not to mention, fear of dropping out of Dauntless due to low rankings will start to appear by the end of stage one. I need to be strong for her and for our daughter. Tris needs to make it through initiation, our family is writing on it. If Tris fails, us three will become factionless. There won't be any other way, I can't live without Tris and Sara needs her mother.

"Yea. Yes I can handle it." I try to say with as much confidence as I can muster.

"OK. Than I have asked Eric to participate in this years initiation."

"What?" I interrupt.

"We need to cover you and Tris' ass on this. We need to make sure when questions arise, and they will rise..." He pauses. "That we can show she isn't ranked because of your favoritism." He says hold his right palm up. "Eric doesn't know, the only ones that know about your history together are on a need to know basis. Eric thinks that we are implementing a new system." He stops takes a breath. "Eric will be in charge of the rankings. You can discuss and agree or disagree with him, but in the end he has to be the one to rank the initiates. Once initiation is over you guys can go Public. If and when questions raise... Eric did all the rankings. You simply were just the instructor." He says.

Jesus Christ, I'm fucked! Eric is the reason why things at Dauntless is becoming more brutal. Initiation alone will push the initiates to new limits. Nothing like before when him and I were initiates and those days were brutal... I can't even imagine how it is going to be for the initiates now. But I know he is right on this, keeping my name off the final rankings will cover our asses in the end.

"Max. What about Sara?" I ask. "She hasn't seen her mother in over nine months. Can Tris visit Sara at least?" I know Tris has to be anxious to see our daughter. Seeing her will push Tris harder than ever to make sure she makes it in to Dauntless. Tris needs that push now more than ever.

Max nods, running his right hand over his face. After what feels like minutes, he finally asks."Where is she staying during initiation?"

"She is staying with Hana at night, daycare during the day, on my days off I'll have her home with me." I answer quickly. It made more sense for her to be safe in Hana's care, better than having to wake her at four in the morning and having to drop her off at Hana's place regardless until daycare opens it's doors. Plus with extra hours working on pairings and rankings... There will be a lot of late nights, it wouldn't be fair for Sara to interrupt her schedule.

"Ok. If and only if she can sneak away without being noticed she can visit Sara at Hana's. Natalie and Hana were close growing up as well, Tris can use that as a excuse to where she goes. Alright I think that's it for now. I'll head down to dinner, give you guys a few minutes of a reunion." Max says heading towards the door of his office. Before he reaches for the door knob he stops and turns back to me. "Four, given the circumstances... Would you like to reconsider my offer? You would make more and have more privileges that will benefit a growing family." He says, remanding me of his offer to be leader.

"I appreciate the offer Max, but my answer hasn't changed." I answer, as politely as I can.

"Ok. I'll leave you two do it. Oh and stay off my desk, Four." He says with a evil smiles, and exits his office.

The moment the door clicks close, I pull Tris into my arms. I take a deep breath, breathing in her scent. I feel for the first time in two years it feels like I can breath again. I breath her scent deeply, allowing it to sooth and calm me instantly. I feel her arms around my neck tightly. I know she missed me just as much as I missed her.

"God I missed you." I whisper into her ear. "I can't believe you are finally here."

"I missed you too so much. How's Sara? I miss her, she must be so big by now." Tris says, through her soft sobs she let's out.

"She is... beautiful, smart, and so big. I can't seem to keep her in anything." I chuckle. "She misses her Mommy. Just like I do." I pull back slightly looking between her eyes and her lips. I can't resist the urge to kiss her. It's been so long. I crush my lips hard against hers. I feel her lips part, that's all the invitation I need. I slowly allow my tongue to slip between her parted lips, she moans when our tongues touch. Her fingers entwine with the hair on the back of my head. I pull her body harder against my body, wanting to feel her every inch against me. I don't know how we are going to get through the next ten weeks with out this. I want nothing more than to lift her and take her against a wall right now. "I love you, Tris."

"I love you too, Tobias." She says barely a whisper.

"Come on, you must be hungry." I say. I know it's been a long day for her, she must be hungry and exhausted. She nods, but doesn't remove her arms from around my neck. I hate the thought of letting her go as well. But we need to get back to reality. Back to initiate and instructor. I reluctantly let go of her, taking her hand and placing one last kiss on her hand before we exit the office.


Tris P.O.V

We enter the dorms, I head back to my bunks to wait for out next instructions. I can't wait for the next ten weeks to be over. I hate the thought of sharing this room with so many people. Especially Peter, I will surprise if I will get any sleep knowing he is in the same room. Something tells me not to trust me at all. I can't turn my back on him.

"Is everything ok?" Christina ask. Shit what will I tell her. I nod, hoping that will satisfy her for now.

"Initiates if you are ready, I will show you to the dinning hall." We all file out of the room after, Tobias. I watch him walk through the doors of the dinning hall and disappears. Leaving us to figure out the rest. Christina and I look for empty seats. We finally discover the nearly empty table with Tobias sitting on the end, we take the seats that are empty close to him. I sit between her and Tobias. In the center of the table there are platters of food. I don't recognize any of it. I start to gather one of everything. I pinch the round looking patty between both my fingers. What is this?

Tobias lets out a low chuckles and nudges me with his elbow.

"It's beef, put this on it." He says passing me a small bowl full of red sauce.

"You've never seen a hamburger before?" Christina asks, her eyes are wide with disbelief.

"No. Is that what this is called?" I ask pointing at the food on my plate.

"Stiffs eat plain food," Tobias say, nodding at Christina.

"Why?" She asks.

"Extravagance is considered self-indulgent and unnecessary." I explain.

"She smirks, "No wonder why you left."

"Yea. It was because of the food." I smirk at her. I see from the corner of my eye, Tobias is trying so hard not to laugh.

A man steps up to the table, I recognize it's the same leader that meet us on the roof top of Dauntless... Eric. He smiles, I can see the piercings in his face stretch his skin. It takes everything in me not to vomit the food I just swallowed.

"Well, aren't you going to introduce me?" Eric asks Tobias, patting his back like if they were old buddies.

"This is Tris, and Christina" Than he points to the boys that sit across from us. "That's Al, Will, and Edward." Impressive how he learned their names so quickly.

"Oh, a Stiff." Eric says smiling at me. I don't like the way he eyes me. "We'll see how long you last." I don't respond. I don't know why exactly, but I want nothing more than for this conversation to be over and fast.

"What have you been doing lately, Four? You know other than changing diapers." Eric asks. Tobias rolls his eyes, but never looking up from his plate.

"Nothing much." He says with a shrug.

"Really? Hard to believe with what Lauren has been saying." Eric says smiling widely. I don't know what Eric is getting at, but what ever it is I don't like the sound of it.

"Only an idiot would listen to Lauren's lies." Tobias says glancing at my direction from the corner of his eyes. I wonder if he is saying that more towards me than Eric. What is happening?

"Max tells me, you and I will be spending a lot of time together after all... I look forward to it." Eric says as he finally leaves us.

"Are you two... friends?" I say, unable to contain my curiosity.

"We were in the same initiation class, he transferred from Erudite." Tobias says.

"Were you a transfer too?" I ask, as if I don't know.

"I thought I would only have trouble with the Candors asking too many questions. Now I've got Stiffs too?" He says.

"It must be because you're so approachable. You know. Like a bed of nails" I shoot right back.

He stares at me disbelief by my words. I couldn't help it. I have bit my tongue too much too often over the past two years, I will not bite down now.

"Careful, Tris." Is all he says. My stomach drops at the realization of what I just said. I nod, looking back down at my plate. He stands and joins the person at the next table when his name is called over. I quickly glance recognizing who the caller was. Zeke. He smiles briefly in my direction than places his attention back to Tobias.

I give my attention back to my food and Christina. She hasn't stopped looking at me since Tobias left us.

"What?" I ask her.

"I'm developing a theory." She says.

"And it is?"

"That you have a death wish." She says.

"You know I heard he has been offered leadership numerous of times, but turns it down." Will says almost a whisper from across the table.

"Really?" Christina says.

"I heard he also has a kid. The Mother abandoned her and gave her to Four to raise." Will says. Shock hits me when I hear the rumor. I want nothing more than to scream at this moment. Say something. Say that I didn't abandon my daughter, that we had no choice for Tobias to bring her. That I'm here now. But I can't. I just raise my eyebrows trying to pretend that this is all news to me.

"Initiates, stand and follow me." We look up and notice Eric is the one calling for us. Not Tobias, who is no where to be seen. We all stand quickly and follow Eric back to the dorms. "Initiates. Training begins at eight in the morning. Tomorrow one of us will come for you, but just tomorrow. After that you will be responsible to make it to training and on time. Late be factionless. Be ready." He says, turns and leaves us.

We all head to bed that night early, exhausted from the day. But the cries of those that are homesick, keep me awake. I wish I could slip away and climb into bed with Tobias. I want his arms around me so badly.


Yay! Tris has finally arrived in Dauntless! Comment below let me know what you think? Take care everyone :) Next update will be Wednesday 05/29