Disclaimer: I don't own Grey's Anatomy...I only wish.

I haven't written much lately but I'm home sick with the flue (feeling a little better though) so I could spare some time. It's a short epilogue but I think you'll like it. Wishing y'all a nice day and please don't forget...comments are always welcome!

McJinx64

EPILOGUE ON 'DON'T DECEIVE ME

D E R E K ' S P O V

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I slam my hand on the alarm clock, groaning as I see its early time, half-tempted to roll back over and forget all about the operations I have planned today but I know that isn't really an option so I slowly sit up.

'Mer…you awake?'

I lean over and softly kiss my wife's temple but she rolls over and buries herself more deeply under the covers. With a grin, I make my way to the bathroom, gently patting her behind.

'Five more minutes OK?'

A cold shower wakes me right up and I felt energized and refreshed. I dry off and wrap the towel around my waist. Wiping the mirror, I brush my teeth before heading back into the bedroom. Meredith is still in bed, eyes closed, so I gently rub her shoulder.

'You're gonna be late!'

No reaction.

I take a deep breath and drop on my knees next to the bed. Meredith, sensing my presence, squirms a little, moving away from me. I laugh silently and shake my head, tapping her lightly on her shoulder.

'I know you're not sleeping,' I whisper moving my head closer to hers. The only answer I get is a sniff. I reach over and take the edge of the sheet between my fingers lifting it away from her face. Immediately, she snatches it back and turns her head into the blanket beneath her.

'I'm not going!'

'Why…what's wrong?'

'Why?' A muffled voice comes from beneath the cocoon of blankets, '…because Callie's pregnant and I'm not…that's why!'

I sigh and reach down, turning the makeshift hood down and away from her face. A lone tear slowly rolls down her cheek and I brush it aside with my thumb.

'Come here.' I lift the covers and climb back into bed, pulling Meredith to my chest. She doesn't resist. I brush some strands of hair away from her face, gently stroking her head in a comforting motion. Her small voice finally breaks the silence.

'Why? We have been trying for months and she…they…,' her voice cracks. I put two fingers under her chin and lift her face so I can look into her eyes.

'Mer? We will have a baby too…someday.'

Meredith wrinkles her brow and sighs deeply.

'I wanna have a baby…now.'

'I know,' I whisper, kissing her forehead. 'I know.' For a moment, I close my eyes but then I reach over to the night stand and grab my cell phone. I push the speed dial and roll slightly to my side when I put the phone to my ear.

- ... -

I close my cell and place it back on the night stand before rolling back and wrapping my arms around Meredith.

M E R E D I T H ' S P O V

Derek's explanation to Richard why he…(correct: we) need the day off is brief. Derek closes his cell and I hear how he tosses it back onto the nightstand. I close my eyes when he rolls over and wraps his strong arms tightly around me.

'Now…that's been take care of…let's talk!'

'I want your baby,' I whisper through my tears. 'Why does my uterus have to be so hostile?'

'I dunno,' Derek whispers, kissing the top of my head. I look up at him and swallow hard. I know there is nothing he can do to fix things. We just have to give the babything time.

'I love you,' he says softly, offering me an apologetic smile.

'I love you,' I say pulling him into a hug.

'Our time will come…,' Derek murmurs, nuzzling his face into my hair. I feel warm drops of water on my shoulder and I realize he's crying too.

'You promise,' I sob quietly.

'I promise.'

I feel the overwhelming urge to show him how much I love him so I pull his head to mine and quickly kiss his lips. Derek sighs, leaving his lips lingering next to mine. I kiss him again, slower this time, savoring every second.

'I want to make love to you,' Derek sighs against my lips and I pull him harder against me, wanting more of him.

'Then lets…,' I whisper into his ear before going back to his mouth. Our tongues are gently touching when I reach for Derek's towel and slowly pull it away. His lips graze my forehead and move down the side of my face as his hand slip under my nightgown to cup my breast. My nipple bears the assault of his deft fingers and every nerve in my body comes to live. I sigh as Derek lifts my gown and brings his lips to my chest. I softly moan when he starts kissing his way down my chest and stomach and stops at my panties. He grabs the hem of them and slowly pulls them down my thighs. Our eyes meet before he gently spreads my thighs and leans down. I gasp as he licks my folds and I grab his hair as he swirls his tongue around my sensitive bundle of nerves. I hear him chuckle before he slips one finger quickly inside me, allowing his thumb to find its way to brush against my hard nub. Sliding two fingers inside, he sends ripples of heat through my body. He slowly eases his fingers in and out mimicking the movements of making love. I bite firmly on my lower lip and my hips lift off the mattress. Derek pushes his fingers even deeper and a burning sensation circles in my veins. My muscles spasm and when I clench down I can feel his fingers inside me even better.

'Ohhh…Derek.'

He changes the rhythm, his hand between my legs pushing in faster and faster and I feel the friction, the slide of his fingers inside me and..

'Derek…Mmm…I'm about to…ohhh.'

He crooks his fingers and I come undone. My muscles grip onto his fingers and it makes my orgasm even better. My hips lift and buck and my body writhes. I feel my release all the way to my toes, up my thighs, every muscle contracting. I gasp for air as my skin tingles and the room is blurred. Derek carefully pulls out his fingers and I shudder. He smiles as his eyes find mine.

'Tell me,' he says softly. 'Tell me what you want?' He leans closer and rubs his chin back and forth over the sensitive skin of my breast as he waits for my response, his stubbles brushing softly over my hardened nipple.

'I want you,' I gasp, pushing my body against him in encouragement. A smile tugs at the edges of his mouth as he sits up and pulls my nightgown over my head, tossing it into a puddle onto the floor.

D E R E K ' S P O V

Gently, I nudge Meredith's legs apart so I can settle myself between them.

'I'm going to make love to you…long and hard,' I whisper before peppering her face with gentle kisses before finally making my way to her lips. As our tongues move at a slow and languid pace against each other, I lift her legs and guide myself to her entrance. Her hands find mine and she helps me guiding my erection into her, still kissing. She moans deep and long into my mouth as I support myself above her so I can put more control into my thrusts. Meredith's hands slide down my sweaty back and all I can focus on is the way I'm about to make love to her, the angle so perfect. The sensation brings tears to my eyes and she looks up at me, lust and need in her gaze.

'Let's try making a baby,' she whispers.

I start to thrust slowly in and out, peering down at her. She reaches up and holds my head between her hands, stroking her thumbs across my cheeks. She's softly moaning.

'I love you so much,' I whisper softly.

'I know,' she sighs. 'I love you too.'

I lean over Meredith and slowly kiss her. When I slide my tongue into her mouth, she softly moans and arches her back. I reach down between us to rub her sweet spot as she whimpers and brings her knees up a little higher, opening herself even wider so I can penetrate all the way up to her cervix. I thrust steadily into her as the bed starts creaking. We're both sweating and sliding onto each other and it kind of sounds like porno but I don't have time to smile because Meredith starts kissing me. She groans into my mouth, a sign for me to speed up the pace, creating the most blinding friction as I plow into her. I can hear Meredith's whimpers, moans and tiny gasps of pleasure. Her hair is fanned across the pillow and I bury my face in it as I pump into her…in and out, groaning with each thrust. I lift my head in time to see her come and the expression on her face is so beautiful. Her mouth is slightly open and her cheeks are flushed. She says my name over and over again and I feel the hot orgasmic energy pounding through her body. When I come, it's like a rebirth. I feel how my seed spills into her and I jerk, groaning her name.

'Meredith….Ahhh…I'm coming!'

She tilts her pelvis and I thrust into her one last time before I collapse onto her. She strokes my sweaty hair and I feel how my body relaxes and all the tension drains from my muscles. I lift my head enough to look into her eyes. She smiles and there's love and hope in her gaze. My nose brushes against hers as I lean in, my lips hovering over hers.

M E R E D I T H ' S P O V

Derek hovers over me, his beautiful eyes bright and full with love and tenderness.

'What?' I whisper.

He's looking down at me and I see how he swallows.

'Maybe we've made a baby…maybe we haven't but…Meredith, You have to know, I love you so much!' His last words almost come out a whisper and the second time this morning I feel how tears wet my eyes. I can't speak, just nod. I close my eyes as Derek kisses my neck. I can see my future…I see little boys with perfect black hair and blue eyes and pretty little girls in white dresses, clinging to their daddy's hand.

'I love you too…so much,' I whisper. '…So much.'

THE END

Let's hope all of our dreams come true and Meredith Grey will have Derek's baby! It would be a dream come true ;-)