Ok, I know it's been long. But look on the bright sight, the last chapter didn't have a cliffhanger. My new program has intensive German and I'm trying to keep up¸. I don't want to fall behind, like the half normally does in this program. Anyway, my first real lemon. So, be nice with me... (I was blushing when I wrote it. Nerver do when I read, but writting is something else...)

Please : read attentively the end note.

It had been a month since Derek and Spencer had gotten back together and 2 days since Emily and Meghan had moved out of Derek apartment… and the black man missed them. Over the last few weeks, he had gotten used to having people around. He found his apartment too quiet, too lifeless. That probably was the reason Spencer was always over at his place.

"Bullshit!" He thought with a smile.

That was part of the reason, but it was just a small part of it. The main reason was that he just couldn't get enough of Spencer. For the last month, Spencer had been practically living in his apartment, only going back to his to pick up books and mail. Hell, almost all his clothes were here and at least a third of his personal library. They would sleep in the same bed, cuddling. He seriously couldn't get enough of the teenager… and keeping his hands away for him was getting tough too. Maybe he could go around his rule. They could do many things without going all the way. Derek sighed. He couldn't believe he was thinking this.

SRDM

Fact 1: Spencer was ecstatic.

He got out of the cab and start walking the couple meters separating the subway station of Derek's apartment. Normally, he would walk from CalSci, but he couldn't wait. He wanted to go home to Derek. Spencer stopped in the middle of the sidewalk at the realization.

Fact 2: His home was with Derek.

Fact 3: He knew he probably looked idiotic right now.

He was standing there not moving, blushing like crazy because of his own thoughts. But even as he was red as a tomato he was happy. He finally had a home to go back to. Spencer started running. He only stopped at Derek's door, because obviously he couldn't enter if he didn't have the key. He knocked furiously on the door. Spencer heard his boyfriend come to the door. When the black man opened the door, he had a surprise look on his face.

"Spencer! You're the one knocking like mad?"

"Yeah, it's an anomaly I know, but I really wanted to come home. I missed you." Spencer said excitedly, leaning in to kiss his boyfriend.

"What's got you excited?" Derek asked, as they walked in the apartment.

"I got my paper back, from that class where the professor always under-grade."

"And?"

"I got a perfect grade."

Derek started laughing, hugging and kissing Spencer.

"I'm so proud of you pretty boy… though I'm not surprise." Derek said in a whisper.

"Thanks." Spencer whispered too, blushing.

They went back to kisses, but this time, things heated up. Derek pushed Spencer against the wall, covering the small body with his. They were so close to each other that you wouldn't be able to fit a sheet of paper between them. Derek moved his hands from Spencer's hips to his ass, eliciting a moan from the teenager. The moan went directly to Derek's cock. He picked the younger man up, never letting go of the teenager's lips. Spencer bucked his hips, making the two moan. Derek got them to the bedroom where they separated from lack of air. Spencer undid his legs from around Derek's waist and went to sit on the bed, looking up at Derek innocently. The sight of Spencer looking that innocent made Derek's cock harden. The older climbed on the bed too and started to unbutton Spencer's shirt.

"Is this okay?" He asked softly.

"We're not going all… well, you know…" Spencer checked, his cheeks warming up rapidly.

"Not until you're ready and eighteen." Derek reassured him.

"O-Okay" He stuttered.

Spencer raised his hands and proceeded to remove Derek's t-shirt. As soon as the shirt was discarded, Derek brought his lips to Spencer's neck, making the teenager moan. Spencer put his hand on the back of his lover's neck, caressing it. The older man smile against the genius skin and made his way to Spencer's nipple in a trail of kisses. Morgan licked it. Spencer bucked his hips.

"Derek!"

The man smiled as his mouth continued to play with the nipple. His right hand moved from Spencer's hips to the other nipple. Soon, Spencer was reduced to a whimpering mess under Derek. The sight of Spencer, lying on the bed and looking so sexy was almost enough to make Derek cum on the spot. He took a deep breath, forcing himself to relax. He bent down to kiss the teenager. Spencer answered hungrily to the kiss. They made out for a couple minutes, rubbing against each other before Morgan moved his hand to Reid's crotch. The teenager jumped.

"Is this okay?" Derek asked softly.

Spencer bit his lower lip and nodded.

"Can I get your pants off?" Derek asked softly again.

Spencer hesitated, looking apprehensive.

"Hey, I don't have to. If you're more comfortable with them on, we can go back to rubbing." The black man said immediately.

Spencer hid his head in Derek's neck and mumbled something.

"I can't hear you, pretty boy."

Spencer pulled away. His face was so red Derek didn't think it was possible.

"Don't say it like that." Spencer whined.

Derek chuckled.

"So, what are we doing?"

"You promise you won't laugh." Spencer asked in a broken voice that made Derek's heart tightened.

"Why would I laugh?" Derek asked right back.

"Because I'm not like you… I'm not beautiful…" The teenager said, looking away in shame.

Derek put his hand on Spencer's cheek, slowly turning the genius' head his way. Once it was done, Derek locked his eyes with Spencer's.

"Listen to me, pretty boy. You are the most beautiful person I've ever known." He said, his voice full of love.

"Derek." The teenager whispered.

"I mean it. No matter what anyone told you, you are beautiful... And I love you."

"I love you too."

They stayed immobile a few seconds, just looking at each other. Spencer's mind. However, was working at full speed.

Fact 4: The situation was logically stupid.

He had almost slept with Derek before. But then, neither one had really been thinking, and Spencer was kind of glad it didn't happen. This was better. Slow and caring.

"Okay... You can take them off." Spencer said, blushing once more.

Derek smiled reassuringly at his lover. God did he love this word: lover. It warmed his heart, Spencer and he were lovers. He smiled and placed a chaste kiss on Spencer's lips as he undid the button of the teenager's pants. The older man felt Spencer lift his hips to allow him to remove the piece of cloth. Derek threw them to the side. Seeing Spencer bite his lip nervously, Derek got up and discarded his own pants.

"There. Now, we're equal." He said simply.

Spencer gave him a shy smile. Derek placed kisses on Spencer's belly, stopping just before the underwear waistband. He looked at the teenager who nodded his permission. Derek got a hold of the waistband and slowly removed the underwear, giving Spencer time to change his mind. When he was done he took a step back to admire his lover.

Just as he had said, Spencer was beautiful and Derek couldn't take his eyes away. All his being screamed sexy. Derek couldn't resist and claimed the teenager's mouth. As they fight for dominance, the older man wrapped his fingers around Spencer's hard length. The genius opened his mouth in surprise, effectively losing the fight to Derek who smirked in the kiss. Spencer instinctively spread his leg, leaving more space for Derek.

"Cheater!" Spencer managed to say.

Derek started to move his hand slowly, torturingly slow. Spencer's breath hitched in his throat. The teenager arched his back, bucking his hips, silently urging Derek to go faster. And he did. Derek Morgan found he was unable to refuse Spencer Reid. As the pace increased, Spencer was unable to think anything coherently. The only thing he could focus on was the sensations. Suddenly, he felt heat pool in his lower stomach. Derek squeezed Spencer's head and swiped his thumb over it, sending the teenager over the edge.

"Nghn. DEREK!" Spencer moaned, releasing himself all over Derek's hand.

The black man almost came at the orgasmic sight. The genius felt his body go limp and he closed his eyes. Derek smiled and bent down to tenderly kiss his boyfriend.

"I love you, baby." He whispered into the spent teenager's ear.

Spencer opened his eyes with a smile. He wrapped both his arms and legs around Derek and made them turn, effectively exchanging their position.

"You don't have to do anything." Derek said.

"I want to."

It was the only words Spencer said.

Fact 5: He had given Jason and Michael hand job before, it was nothing new.

Well, except that this time, he actually cared about his partner and he really wanted to do this. Exhaling sharply, he pulled Derek's boxer down. He was full of confidence until he saw his boyfriend erection, making him blush once again.

"Oh my god!" Spencer thought. "It's too big, how is it going to fit in my…"

Spencer shook his head. He'd think about that later. Instead, he wrapped his fingers around Derek's erection and started moving his hand. At the same time he placed kisses all over his lover's chest, giving himself the right to do something he had wished for. He was rewarded by a deep throated moan. The black man's hands clutched the bedding, closing his eyes to not come just yet…

Fact 6: Even his eidetic memory hadn't give Derek's body any justice.

"Is it good?" He asked.

"God, pretty boy, you don't know what you do to me." Derek reassured him.

"Good." Spencer said proudly.

There was a small silence before Spencer spoke again. He wondered if…He would really like to…

"Derek?"

"Y-Yeah?"

"Can I try something."

"Yeah. What do you…FUCK! SPENCER." Derek shouted, opening his eyes.

Spencer had tentatively lick Derek's shaft from base to head.

"Does that means I can continue." He asked with a smirk.

"Please, baby. Don't stop." Derek pretty much begged, his eyes fixed on the teenager.

Spencer smiled and looked at the throbbing erection, calculations running through his head. When positive results came back, he opened his mouth and took Derek's head in, sucking.

"God!"

Derek didn't know which was better, the feeling or the sight…the sight of his innocent pretty boy naked, on his knees and with his cock between those red, swelling lips of his. When Spencer took more of Derek's length in his mouth, the feelings won it all.

Spencer hummed, the vibrations causing Derek to jerk his hips. Spencer's mouth left his boyfriend shaft with a wet pop as he started coughing. His partner sat up.

"Shit! Baby, are you okay? I'm sorry." Derek immediately said, his erection softening a little.

"Yeah, but don't do that again." He said with a last cough.

"Promise."

"Then lay back. I'm not finished."

Derek didn't have time to do so before Spencer deep throated him. Spencer turned his tongue around the hard length, humming.

"I'm so close, baby!" Derek warned.

Spencer let Derek's cock go just as the black man came all over his chest.

SRDM

Spencer and Derek lay in Derek's bed, showered. Derek had to carry Spencer to the shower, the younger man barely standing on his feet, exhausted. Derek was on his back. Spencer had snuggled close, putting his head on Derek's chest and an arm across the black and toned stomach. Derek had one hand caressing Spencer the other played with the still damp hair.

Fact 6: Even if mind-blowing wasn't totally accurate, sex with Derek wasn't far from it.

"Was it good?" Spencer suddenly asked, insecurity clouding his voice.

"You're kidding, right?" Derek asked.

Seeing his boyfriend's nervous expression, Derek sighed.

"I've never felt that good."

"Oh!"

"Why?"

"It was the first time I blew someone." Spencer said in a whisper, red like the silk sheets.

"Really?"

"I did a couple hand jobs, but never a blowjob. I wasn't ready for that."

"Sometimes I forgot you're just an innocent, young, blushing virgin…" Derek joked.

"You know what else was a first time?"

"No. What?" Derek asked lifting his head, curious.

"Not thinking."

"Huh?"

"For the first time in years, I couldn't think. It felt good…"

"I'm glad."

"Derek?"

"Yeah."

"I love you…"

"Love you too."

SRDM

Spencer woke up early, something pinning him down. That thing was a black arm. An arm? Looking around, he found himself in Derek's bedroom. He frowned. At this moment, the memories for the preceding night came back to his mind. He tried to get out from under Morgan's arm, but he had a good grip. Shaking the man, Spencer woke him up. He opened sleepy eyes.

"Derek, you need to let me go. I love you, but I got to get home."

Derek removed his arm and sat straight up in bed. Passing a hand in his face, he sighed.

"Spencer, we need to talk. This thing can't continue."

Fact 7: Spencer's heart broke.

"Sex is more than an act of pleasure, its' the ability to be able to feel so close to a person, so connected, so comfortable that it's almost breathtaking to the point you feel you can't take it. And at this moment you're a part of them."
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So, was it worth the wait? You tell me. Also, big thanks to my reviewers, do you think I can make it to twenty for this chapter. If you do, I'll post the next chapter faster.

With love, Anne