Old Cars.

Chapter Twenty One.

After saying goodbye to Mary and John, Dean drives us home… I sit as close to him as my seat belt allows, my hand on his leg as he drives.

'I have no idea how to tell him so I'll just show him that I'm ready' I think as we get closer to home and I can't help the grin on my face.

"Did you have fun Baby ?" asks Dean.

I nod "Yes I did… did you ?".

"Yeah not bad" smiles Dean "Oh by the way… Mom has already included you in our Christmas plans".

"She has ?" I ask with a happy grin.

Dean nods "Yeah Dad told me".

I let my hand move further up Dean's leg.

"Keep doing that and I might get some naughty idea's Cas" jokes Dean.

"I hope so" I reply with a grin.

"Yeah ?" asks Dean with a hopeful look.

I nod and smile at him.

He drives a little faster.

And I can't help but grin more.

Dean opens my door when we get home and offers me his hand, I take it and get out, he locks the garage and we head for the front door.

"Are you sure about this Cas ?" asks Dean when we get inside.

"Yes Dean… I am, very sure" I reply.

Dean slips his arms around me and kisses me gently. I press against him… my want for him taking over. Dean deepens the kiss and holds me tighter. We kiss and rub against each other for a few minutes before I break the kiss and husk "Bedroom ?".

He grins at me, takes my hand and leads me to our room, I'm nervous but I want this and I trust Dean more than I have ever trusted anyone. Once in the bedroom we help each other undress until we are just in underwear then Dean leads me to the bed, lets go of my hand and crawls onto it. He sits in the middle and pats the bed beside him "Com here Cas I need to kiss every inch of you" he husks.

I grin and crawl onto the bed to straddle Dean's legs and sit in his lap. His hands come up to rest on my hips as he plants little kisses on my forehead then my cheeks.

I chuckle "Did you really mean every inch ?" I ask.

He nods and grins at me "Yep".

I rest my hands on his shoulders as he keeps laying kisses all over my face before kissing me deeply. I kiss back hungrily… weeks of wanting Dean built up and being unleashed now. Dean moans into the kiss and I can't help but rub against him. One of his hands slides down to cup my ass cheek, the other strokes it's way up my back and into my hair. Dean breaks the kiss to continue kissing his way down my body. He mouths and kisses my jaw line, nibbles on my earlobe, making me moan deeply then lays a line of kisses down my neck.

"Your so beautiful Cas" husks Dean.

"Do you really think so ?" I ask softly.

He nods rapidly "Hell yes I do… inside and out Cas".

I know I'm blushing as I smile but I don't care.

Dean lays back and rolls us over so I'm underneath him, his hands roaming over me slowly as he lays kisses down my chest.

"Dean" I husk softly.

"Yeah Cas ?" he replies.

"I love you, Dean" I whisper.

He moves back up to look into my eyes as he smiles softly and says "I love you too, Cas".

I lean up to kiss him and he meets me half way, kissing me like he's starving… his hands roaming all over me slowly. I have never felt anything like it… so loved, so wanted… no not just wanted… needed. A shiver runs through me and I moan softly into the kiss as Dean licks his way into my mouth. The kiss only breaks because we both need to breathe and the look in Dean's eyes when he pulls back is something I have never seen in the eyes of a man I'm about to have sex with… love. I bite back tears, no way am I spoiling this and smile at Dean "Enjoying the view ?" I joke softly.

He nods "Oh yes… best view ever… I'd take photo's but you'd kill me if I tried" he grins cheekily.

I can't help but laugh and swat at his arm playfully "Dean" I shake my head a little.

His face goes very serious "Nothing dirty… tasteful ones, sheets draped strategically. I mean it when I say your beautiful Cas".

My face gets all hot and I know I'm blushing brightly now.

Dean shrugs lightly and smiles "Just saying… I'd never ask you to do that but I can't help seeing it in my head… you know as a photo".

I nod because I know what he means "I know… photographers eye" I smile softly.

He nods and kisses my nose tip "Exactly… now where was I ? Oh that's right" he grins and moves to kiss my stomach.

I chuckle softly and relax, loving the feel of Dean's lips ghosting over my abdomen as his hands stroke my thighs. He kisses his way to my hard on very slowly then pulls back a little to look at it, making me blush even more.

Dean licks his lips slowly "Hmmm" he husks low before leaning forward and licking at the leaking head of my cock.

I gasp at the contact then moan deeply as he tongues the slit, lapping at the pre cum. Dean moans and laps more, swirling his tongue around the head before taking half my cock in his mouth and sucking gently.

I moan loudly, loving the feel of his mouth on me, the way he seems to enjoying having me there. He sucks and bobs his head for little while then pulls off and rolls to his side of the bed, opens a draw and brings back lube and condoms. I smile softly as he looks up at me and asks "Any time you want to stop… just say so ok".

I nod "Ok".

But I know I won't… I want this too much… want Dean too much.

He has the lube open and is coating his fingers so I spread my legs more to give him better access. To my surprise Dean actually goes back to sucking me while his slick finger tips explore my hole. Another deep moan falls from me. Gently a finger tip breaches me and there is only the slightest burn… I'm too aroused, too relaxed with Dean for it to hurt.

"Oh yes" I moan to encourage him.

He slips a little more of the finger in as he bobs his head slowly.

Soon Dean has three fingers working and stretching me… it feels so good I thrust down onto his fingers as he thrusts them in.

"Dean please" I whine.

"Yeah… need you Cas" he husks as he picks up a condom and tears it open with one hand and his teeth.

After rolling it on he coats it in lube and gently withdraws his fingers from my ass. I feel like a slut when a half whimper, half whine escapes me at the loss of them.

But Dean moans deeply and caresses my ass cheek "Oh Baby… the sounds you make… get me so fucking hard" he husks.

God help me but I whimper more at his words.

Dean moves in closer running his latex covered cock over my wet, wanting hole.

"Please" I half whisper.

"With pleasure Baby" Dean husks in reply as he gently presses forward.

"Oh Dean !" I cry out as he slides half his hard cock into me.

He pauses "You ok ?" he asks softly.

I nod "Yes… more".

Dean grins smugly then and slowly slides the rest of his big cock into me then pauses again.

I let my head fall back as I moan his name deeply… he feels so good inside me… I feel so full. I rock my hips to let him know he can move and he does… Dean starts a slow pace. Gently withdrawing to the head and slowly thrusting back in. I arch and moan more, loving the feel of him.

"Oh Dean… yes" I husk low.

"So good Baby" he husks back as he thrusts a bit harder.

I run my hands over his chest and shoulders… hmm I love Dean's shoulders…

Then he's leaning in, claiming my lips as he picks up his pace, thrusting faster now, making me moan into the kiss.

Dean feels so good inside me and it's been so long that I know I won't last long… can already feel orgasm building as Dean fucks my mouth with his tongue at the same pace he's thrusting into me. I wrap my legs around him and rock to meet his thrusts, hands locked to his shoulders, I catch his tongue and suck on it. Earning a loud moan and Dean thrusting harder. I'm not sure how long we last… but we cum together, breaking the kiss to gasp and cry each others names in unison. Both shuddering and trembling from the force of the orgasm. We still, panting… Dean only just holding himself above me on shaky arms. He exhales deeply and smiles at me softly "I love you, Cas" he half whispers.

"I love you too, Dean" I husk back with a smile of my own.

~* Here we go… finally the sex scene you have all been waiting for… sorry it took so long, damn winter ! I'm feeling better now so updates will be more regular. Hope you enjoy them ! *~