There is really nooooo excuse for this. Even I had to reread it to get back in the groove of things. This will not happen again. Updates to come. Enjoy and thank you for sticking with me even though I'm terrible!

The Next Day…

Olivia stared at the huge ship. In a few minutes they would be taking off. She turned when she heard laughter coming from behind her. Lt. Uhura and Rafe were walking to the ship. Uhura was giggling shyly and Rafe was grinning like a fool. Olivia frowned.

What was going on there?

She was pulled from her thoughts when a hand touched her shoulder. She turned and came face to face with the captain.

"James, hi," she said smiling some.

"Hey, looks like your brother made a friend," Kirk said motioning towards Uhura and Rafe.

Olivia smiled.

"Yes, so it seems," she said chuckling.

"Well, everyone's ready to go. How about you?" he asked seriously.

Olivia nodded.

"I think it's about time we found out exactly what we're dealing with," she said and they both entered the ship.

The Enterprise…In Space…

Olivia sat in the med-bay tensely. Her shift was almost up and she was on edge. They would arrive in Nausica the next day and be one step closer to finding out who was behind everything that turned her life upside down.

Mem'Na is the key.

"Olivia!" Bones yelled for the fifth time.

She looked up at him startled.

"Yes?" she asked and Bones stared at her concerned.

"I called you five times woman. Are you alright?" he asked and she nodded.

"Well, your shift's over. Get out of here," he said and she smiled.

"Sure you don't need me down here for company?" she asked and received a snort as her answer.

She chuckled and left the med-bay.

In Olivia's Quarters…

She rested on her bed and stared at her ceiling. She didn't want to sleep because sleep meant possible dreams and that was the last thing she wanted. A soft knock on her door startled her from her thoughts and she sat up. When she opened the door she was surprised to see the half Vulcan before her.

"Hey, is everything alright?" she asked frowning.

Spock nodded and walked in.

"My shift is over and I…wanted to see you," he said hesitantly.

Olivia smiled and walked up to him.

"Well, hello," she grinned and placed a soft kiss on his lips.

It wasn't meant to last as long as it did, but the kiss intensified as his hands found her cheeks. As their tongues mingled she tugged on his shirt, making him walk forward as she backed up. He carefully lowered her to the bed and leaned over her, lying on top of her he continued kissing her slowly. When they pulled away he looked at her.

"I don't think you will ever quite comprehend how I have missed you," he whispered and she smiled slightly.

"I can imagine it felt like how I missed you," she replied rubbing his cheek.

They rested like that for a moment, his forehead against hers, and remembered that this was how it used to be. Olivia closed her eyes and Spock touched her cheek gently. His touch was so familiar still.

"I didn't think this would ever be possible," she whispered.

Spock smiled slightly.

"Which part?" he asked and she chuckled.

"All of it…but being with you mostly. It feels like it used too. Your touch is the same," she murmured.

Spock pressed his lips to hers softly and she welcomed the kiss. When they pulled away she stared up at him, her eyes dazed slightly.

"Spock...please, make love to me," she almost begged and the hold on his resolve wavered.

He kissed her hungrily trying to hold back so he didn't accidentally hurt her. He had years worth of pent up emotions that all came crumbling down as he kissed her. She returned the kiss eagerly and could sense that he was trying to control himself. She could make out the restraint in his eyes. She arched her back grinding against him and he stifled a groan.

"Spock," she said catching his attention.

"I don't want to hurt you," he whispered tensely.

"I'm not fragile. Don't insult me," she smirked and his eyes darkened.

She knew that look well, as she had been with him through Pon Farr before. He backed off her and pulled his shirt off quickly. She also sat up and began removing her clothes. He was naked before her and she had just lowered her pants and dropped them to the floor when he was on her, pressing her to the bed, his hands running up her sides to caress her breasts.

Olivia moaned softly and Spock lowered his head nipping her neck lightly and letting his tongue run over certain areas that caused her the writhe beneath him. He kissed down her chest and swirled his tongue around her perky nipple while his hand pinched the other. She arched her back, her hands diving into his hair pressing him to her. She could feel his erection graze her thigh and carefully rubbed against it.

His eyes closed momentarily and he kissed her roughly as one hand lowered to her panties while his other entangled itself in her hair. He let out a groan as his erection rubbed against her again, harder this time. His hand quickly moved her panties to the side, not bothering to take them off as he positioned himself and shoved into her all the way to the hilt. She cried out feeling him fill her again after so long. Spock trembled slightly, his mouth open and his eyes shut tightly as her walls squeezed around him, adjusting to his size, trying to suck up more of him.

After a moment, Olivia moved beneath him and he looked at her. She stared at him with a look he couldn't decipher. He touched her cheek and she swallowed hard.

"P-Please Spock..." she pleaded and he resolve snapped.

He bent down, his lips catching hers in a bruising kiss. He pulled out and slammed back in causing her to cry out into the kiss. His pace increased as he thrust into her harder and harder pulling her hair back and attacking her neck next. She met his thrusts after a while and he grunted against her neck, unable to keep his composure any longer. She was gasping for breath as he slammed deeply inside of her feeling his climax approaching. His grip on her hips tightened almost painfully so. He pulled back looking at her.

"M-Meld with me," he choked out and she nodded, unable to speak.

He placed his fingers on her head and reopened a connection between them that had never faded. Olivia gasped loudly as emotions savagely invaded her mind, emotions that were not her own. Spock's eyes widened as her emotions attacked him. It was amazingly overwhelming and left them both gasping.

"Spock, I'm—I'm—" she tried, but he silenced her with a rough kiss.

She could feel his pace quicken and knew he was at his end as well. After a particularly harsh thrust she exploded around him, crying out loudly, her back arching. Spock gasped and let out a loud grunt as her walls milked him fiercely. He finally released into her, filling her up and causing her eyes to widen as he poured into her violently. He stilled over her, trying to regain his composure. Olivia tried to breathe normally again. Spock rested his head in the crook of her neck tiredly and she kissed his forehead.

"Want to take a shower?" she asked and she could feel him smile slightly against her skin.

She chuckled as he lifted his head looking at her lovingly.

"You're relentless," he mused and she could see the humor in his eyes.

She nodded.

"We have a lot of time left and we need to make up three years worth of incredibly mind blowing sex," she laughed and his smile grew.

"A shower sounds...logical after our recent transgression," he said and she rolled her eyes playfully.

He carefully got off her, pulling out of her slowly. Olivia stood up and stumbled slightly. Spock steadied her looking slightly concerned. She blushed.

"It's been a while Spock. I forgot sex with you is like sex with a beast," she mused and Spock almost rolled his eyes.

Almost.

Risa walked to the bathroom, pulling off her now ruined panties and turned on the shower, letting the steam fill the small room. She slowly stepped in, the hot water prickling her tender skin. She closed her eyes, letting it soak her thoroughly. Spock joined her a moment later. She turned to him outlining the toned muscles of his stomach. Spock was a piece of art on his own in her opinion. But Spock wet was a masterpiece. She glanced down when she felt something rub against her thigh. Her eyes widened slightly seeing him hard again.

"Your touch seems to have a drastic affect on me," he growled lowly and as she looked up, she yelped as she was pinned against the shower wall.

Spock lifted up her thigh and thrust into her viciously. Olivia's mouth dropped open as she cried out. An intense pleasurable pain filled her body. Her walls burned, trying to get used to the intrusion once again. She hissed as he pulled out and plunged back in letting out a long drawn out groan. Olivia gasped, closing her eyes tightly in discomfort, but moaning at the intensity. She managed to catch his eyes and saw how dark they had become. She had to get rid of that darkness. She growled lowly and dug her nails into his shoulders. He hissed and thrust harder. She gritted her teeth. Her insides were screaming as his cock rubbed harshly against her raw walls.

"Oh...Olivia..." he groaned throatily digging his fingers into her hips, holding them down as he thrust up repeatedly.

Olivia shivered as her name left his lips. She wasn't sure how much longer she could go on like this. He let out low grunts as he continued his assault and she bit into his shoulder on one particularly hard thrust. He flinched slightly, but didn't stop, even as the blood trailed down his shoulder. He leaned down taking her nipple into his mouth and sucking hard, biting and teasing here and there. Olivia squirmed and let out a long moan.

"S-Spock—" she started, but he suddenly stopped his ministrations and pulled out of her quickly, causing her to whimper.

He grabbed her shoulders turning her around and pressing her against the shower wall with his body. His hands grazed down her back and he bit the back of her shoulder, causing her to jump and writhe under him. He grabbed her hips, pulling them to his pulsating erection and sank into her again. She gasped as he pulled her hips into him deeply. She could feel his length twitching inside of her as he began his assault again.

"Oh...god...p-please..." she choked out, losing her ability to think coherently.

Spock's breathing was coming out in short gasps and his release was imminent. The buildup was driving her crazy and as he thrust into her again, she moaned loudly as she came hard. Spock hissed as her walls squeezed him tightly. He gave a firm thrust and Olivia felt warmth fill her as he emptied into her. Her walls sucked him dry and he used the shower wall to hold himself up. Olivia felt her knees buckle and he wrapped his arm around her waist keeping her on her feet. He rested his head against her back.

"I'm sorry..." he murmured softly.

Olivia shook her head tiredly.

"Stop...that was...that was great..." she managed to get out.

She chuckled as she felt his lips twitch on her back.

"I don't think I can move," she admitted and he kissed her back lovingly.

"Then I will carry you," he said calmly and no sooner did he say it then Olivia was off her feet giggling.

He stepped out of the shower, which she managed to turn off, and set her down to grab a towel. She stood up straight and winced slightly. Spock handed her a towel.

"I hurt you," he said staring at the bruises forming on her hips and watching the way she stood.

Olivia grinned.

"It's a good hurt," she tried.

"There is no 'good' way to hurt someone," Spock shot back.

Olivia rolled her eyes and dried off, slipping on a nightgown.

"I enjoyed it. Did you?" she asked and he nodded slowly.

She shrugged.

"Then that's that. Now come to bed with me," she said and he smiled faintly.

She made sure to walk normal even though it stung slightly. She didn't want him to hold back with her. They crawled into bed and she rested her chin on his chest as he combed his fingers through her hair.

"I thoroughly enjoy when your hair is down," he murmured twisting a lock around his finger.

She smiled tiredly and closed her eyes.

"If I could stay in this moment forever, I would," she confessed and Spock seemed to smirk.

"Now that is just illogical," he replied and she smiled.

"Well I am only human," she mused.

Spock nodded.
"It is what I love about you," he spoke and then blushed at his bluntness.

Olivia beamed and kissed his bare chest.
"Good night Spock," she whispered drifting off to sleep.

"Good night Olivia," was the last thing she heard.

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