Gunsmoke

Nineteen Years, Seven Months and Fourteen Days

Chapter 21

Talking is For Fools

"Go away, Matt, I can't do this right now." She told him without looking at him.

"No, there are things you need to know about Mattie, and his Ma." He said sitting behind her on the bed and gently placing his hand on her hip. "I didn't even know who I was when I woke up in that bed. My head hurt, it was on fire. She saved my life. Yes, I went to her bed, yes, I was with her, but I never loved her. I only used her. Kitty, I never meant for a child to come of this, but Mattie does exist and there is nothing I can do about that." Kitty turned over onto her back and looked at Matt.

"Yes, a child exists, a child that you've denied me." She said sitting up and looking at him. "I've wanted to be the one to give you that child, Matt. She took that from me as did you." She said looking at him.

"I know that, I'm sorry, I wish you were Mattie's mother, there's nothing I can do to change that." He gently takes her hand in his and she stares at their joined hands. "If I could do it over again, and give you that child, I would." He said as his other hand touched her flat belly.

"You're just saying that because you want back into your whore's bed." She said as she angrily got off of the bed and walked over to her dresser. "Don't worry, Marshal," She said turning around to face him. She slowly began to unbutton her blouse as she moved towards him. "For the right price, I'll take care of whatever you need." She said in that seductive voice of hers. He watched as she pulled the shirt from the tucked in waistband of her skirt. The black bustier barely covering her breast. "Anything you want, Marshal. I'll be more than happy to take care of your needs." She said reaching up to unbutton his shirt.

"Do not devalue yourself." He said, angrily.

"It seems you've forgotten, Marhsall, you already have." She said making a sharp turn and heading back over to her vanity. Sitting down on the seat, she picked up her brush and began to pull the pins from her hair. "You said it yourself, Matt, Mike's wasn't a whore. So I wonder what you meant by that." She said sarcastically.

"I'm sorry, Kitty, I never meant to say that, or hurt you. You know how I feel about you, I would never do anything to hurt you." He said pleading with her.

"So you never meant to sleep with Mike and give her the one thing you've denied me, a child? You never meant for that child to be born? You never meant to rip my heart out? So what is it, you never meant to do?" She said looking back at him.

Matt ran his hand through his short curly hair and sat down on her bed, full of frustration. "I never meant to have sex with Mike, because that is all it was, it was just a poke, it was nothing more, I swear. I wish to God that that little boy was yours and mine. I wish that you had given birth to him, but I can't change that. I would give you that child, Kitty, I will, if you want me to. It was your face I saw, it was your name I called, not Mikes." He said as he sat there with his hands in his lap. "Do you know that it was your face I saw, that brought me back to Matt Dillon."

"I don't know if that should make me feel better or angrier at you Matt. You have a child and I have nothing, absolutely nothing." She said turning to face him.

"You have my heart and soul. You have me. And I'm sorry if that isn't enough." He gets up and starts for the door.

"Matt?" He stops and lifts his head, looking at the door. Before he knew it, her arms were around him from behind. He gently laid his hands over her small hands and then turned in her embrace. His mouth was on hers hard and fast as he moved her hard against the nearest wall. He reached around her waist and lifted her up, shoving her skirts out of the way and ripping away any barriers, he heard her gasp as he moved hard and fast into her. It had been almost a year since they last made love, and she squeezed her eyes closed as she waited for her body to adjust to his size. Within a matter of minutes, she could feel his muscles tightening and knew he was close. "Don't leave me, Matt, please, I want this." She gasped out as he continued to move hard and fast into her. He kissed her, as he released himself deep within her. Kitty gasped at the feel of his heat being released within her. Matt held her tight against his body as he carried her over to her bed and laid her down. He looked deep into her eyes and smiled as he began to move deep within her once again.

They made love all night long. Bringing each other to completion each time. Kitty lay on her back. Matt lay on his belly on top of her. His cheek pressed against her naked breast. "I love you, Kitty." He said looking up at her, then moving up to look down into her eyes. "I know your face. I know every inch of your body. I know every freckle on your skin and I love you. You are the only woman who holds the key to my heart and soul."

"I love you, Matt. I'm sorry I started so much trouble with you in the saloon." She said as he lazily traced a circle on the top of her breast, then bent down and placed a loving kiss to the top swell of her breast.

"Shooo, woman, let me make love to you." He said gently kissing the to swell of her breast again. This time he allowed his tongue to snake out and leave a wet trail from one breast to the other.

"Matt, I'm not sure I can, I won't be able to walk for a week." She said smiling up at him.

"That is not a problem. I shall carry you my lady, wherever you wish to go." He said moving back up over her and gently moving into her once again. Kitty moaned as Matt began to move in and out of her. Kitty moved against his body and together they reached their goal.

Kitty lay on her side, with Matt right behind her, his arms wrapped around her and his face buried in the back of her neck. They slept like babies for the first time in a long time. At eight o'clock in the morning, Matt woke to an empty bed. He heard Kitty humming in her washroom. The door opened to her drying her hair as she walked naked back into her room. He smiles at her as she looked up from towel drying her hair. Kitty smiled at him as she moved over to the bed and sat on the edge holding her robe closed with her free hand. Matt watched as she let go of the robe and it slipped open slightly. Matt looked at the alabaster skin that was revealed and he gently reached inside the robe to gently grasp one soft globe. Kitty closed her eyes to his ministrations, and Matt smiled as he moved towards the luscious breast. His mouth latched onto the pure alabaster skin. "Hmmm, Matt." She moaned as he pulled her under him. His mouth leaving a wet trail down her breast and belly till he made his way down to the soft thatch of auburn hair. Kitty gasped as he began to torture her with his mouth and tongue. Within half an hour he had her crying and gasping with pleasure. He didn't allow her body time to recover from one orgasm to the next as he moved deep inside of her, and pulled her legs up around his waist. "Oh….oh God!" She cried as he began to take her over the precipice once again.

Before she knew it, her body gave way to an orgasm that torn into her and through her so hard and fast that she gasped long and deep. Matt smiled from his perch as he continued to torment her throbbing flesh. "Matttttttt!" She cried out flying once more over the precipice. Matt smiled as he leaned down and gently placed a kiss on her forehead.

"I love you, Kitty, with everything that I am." He said kissing her on the mouth one last time before they gave into sleep.

TBC