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SasuxSai fanfic

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and here's the part 2 that was promised!

Can I Hold Your Hand?

Chapter: Crossing paths part 2


"Why isn't Sasuke here?" Suigetsu asked looking at the onyx haired male, but when he didn't answer he looked over at Sakura "How should I know, he just said he was busy"

The light haired male sighed "He's already found a new play thing?" he said mockingly giving a quick glance at Sakura who froze in place, making him burst into laughter.

Sai watched the two of them word fight with each other. A thought came up to his mind 'is it serious?' he was thinking about the fact that Sasuke and her were dating 'it can't be .. can it?'

His thought were disrupted by a sudden arm clinging onto his shoulders "what's up?" Sai looked to his side, only to see the tanned male he oh-so-not wanted to hang around.

Sai shoved his arm away and stood up to leave the group. His head spun like crazy, he was about to lose his balance but he used someone's head as a leaner "easy there!"

"My myyyyy, Sai I told you not to drink too much didn't I?" Suigetsu teased as the onyx haired male strode off wobbling away.

Sai wasn't thinking about the raven anymore, he felt great , he actually felt like dancing. But he wasn't that drunk.

He squeezed through the dancing crowd, he was searching for someone. And he was going to get confronted.

It took a while to find him since his vision was a little blurry from the drinking. Itachi was talking to someone when Sai came and drew his attention to him "you, why are you here?" it was a question he wanted an answer to.

The older male looked down at the frowning expression getting slightly taken aback "Let's go outside and talk"

Outside

This time they weren't on the balcony, but they took the stairs down from the balcony so no one else would see them leave.

They were standing below the house, it would be scary for some to have a "hovering" house above oneself, but Sai didn't mind it. Besides no one was going to see them. But that wasn't important, at least not to Sai.

"Do I need to repeat myself?"

Itachi looked down at Sai who had his arms crossed over his chest ".. I think I get it, you're here so you can rub it all in my face. Am I right?" his expression was blank as he glared at the older male "Are you mad at the fact that I'm here, or that I know what happened?"

Yeah, which was it now? He didn't really care that he had showed up at the party, but he had been curious. "Answer my question," what made him angry wasn't because he was there, but because he knew.

"No it's not like that. I didn't come here because of Sasuke, I came here because I wanted to"

Was he trying to confuse him? "Then why did you have to bring him up?" Sai remembered that, that was the first thing he did.

"I wanted to know what kind of feelings you had towards my brother," Itachi said with his manly voice. Sai could barely see him in the dark, and it was probably most because of the alcohol "Why? I don't see how it's any of your business"

Itachi nodded slightly "You're right. But it makes it my business since I care for you" Sai was stunned "care for me?" he said out loud with a hint of distaste "why are you telling me this?"

"It seemed like a good time to say it.. I couldn't say it to you before, but now that you and Sasuke no longer-" Itachi got cut off "There was never a me and Sasuke. Stop putting ideas into your head" why was it that whenever he wanted to forget, someone always had to bring him up? 'I'm being tortured'

The taller male stepped closer to him "Just forget about him and start over" the soothing sound of his voice relaxed him "I'm trying- but…."

"But what?"

"Somehow, it just doesn't work. I can't. Even though that's all I want to, just to forget.. But it won't work!" Sai was getting frustrated and emotional by all his drinking, he was practically showing his emotions.

"…."

"…I miss him…"

Sai felt so revealed and pathetic, it disgusted him "I don't want to see you hurt because of him," Itachi said closing their distance.

"I don't want to see you in pain,"

"Goodbye Sai"

Sai didn't notice the sudden closeness, because he had been thinking about what Sasuke had said to him that day.

A hand pressed itself to his cold cheek, and before he could react a pair of lips gently kissed him with warmth. Onyx eyes widened and pushed the man away from him "What are you doing?!" Sai wiped his mouth with his palm while glaring at Itachi, who didn't seem disturbed by it.

"Happy birthday"

Sai just stood there with confusion 'what the hell is wrong with the brothers?!' he wasn't going to stay any longer. Everything was just getting so weird so he had to leave, and to his surprise Itachi didn't say anything as he made his way away from the beach house.

He threw the glass bottle to the ground making it break into pieces. He was feeling frustrated, angry, and confused. He couldn't think straight, he was dizzy from all the alcohol, he could barely walk straight.

Sai wanted to be his own usual self, the one with no emotions.

20 minutes

'where is that damn bus station?' this was seriously going to be the last time he was going to drink this much, it killed his brains, and made him into an emotional wreck 'at least I haven't cried'

His walking came to a stop. He had this sudden urge to just call Sasuke, to see him, to get touched by him 'ugh, I'm turning into a pervert' but it was true.

Those feelings could be read so easily, especially when it came with pictures. Sai pulled out his cell phone and checked his contacts;

Jerk call?

Yes or No

Was he really going to do it? His heart was racing so fast 'don't' his brain told him not to, but his body wanted to do otherwise.

"I don't expect you to forgive me,"

Why did he suddenly feel the urge to forgive him for everything he put him through?

"I was selfish… Because I,"

"Because you what, Sasuke?"

A tingling in his stomach blossomed,

No, he was not going to be a love sick person, whether he was or not. He just wanted to be by his side that's all. Nothing romantic at all.

'I want things to go back to how they were… with Sasuke'

If he wasn't going to forget about him, he could at least start over… right?

But how could he? Sai had already told the raven that he would never forgive him etc, and he didn't want to go back on his words.

But, it didn't matter somehow. If it would've been Heinrich, he wouldn't have forgiven him, but wasn't what Sasuke did even worse? Yes it was.

Yet, he wanted to forgive him and continue their friendship. Nothing more.

Sai glanced at the clock 07:43 PM, he thought it would've been later but the sky was fooling him, because it looked pitch black, with only a few stars showing.

Sai quickly closed his phone and put it into his pocket before he did something he was going to regret.

In Sasuke's car

"Let's just pretend that we don't know each other, and never have"

That's what he had been pretending. And so far he was succeeding, for Sai's best. Even though he had the urge to look at him every time he was in the same room. But that would only hurt more, so he knew that it was for the best not to look at him.

It had been harder than he thought, but what made him distance himself was because Sai didn't want anything to do with him. And Sasuke didn't want to hurt him further, he had already done all the possible damage of a lifetime.

The reason why Sakura was by his side was because he had to distract himself, occupy himself, and to make Sai see that he was going forward.

Even though that wasn't what he wanted. He wanted Sai back, even though he could get on his nerves pretty easily, he was still the person he had feelings for.

"Are we there yet?" a whining boy said crossing his arms sulking "Soon,"

"You said that 30 minutes ago!"

"It was 5 minutes ago"

"….."

'owned'

"Can we stop for ice cream?" his big blue eyes sparkled at Sasuke who was unaffected "No,"

"Why not?"

"Because I said so"

"oowww… you sound exactly like my big bro" the kid said pointing out "You don't have a big brother" Sasuke said bluntly 'what's wrong with this kid?'

"Yes I do!"

"No you don't"

"He will kick your ass if I tell him to!"

"We'll see who gets whose ass kicked"

"ok! I will-" "Jacob, stop it already, you're killing me with your endless whining!" Sasuke had had it, he was getting really pissed off. He really hated kids, they were so annoying.

Jacob stuck out his tongue at the driver "he's not imaginary!"

"Believe whatever you--"

Jacob gaped "There he is!!!" he screamed as he waved hysterically through the window as they passed a hooded figure.

Sai was feeling crappier than before 'I'm never drinking again'

A silver car drove past him and then suddenly stopped some good feet away, or that's what it sounded like. He couldn't really rely on his vision since it was really blurry right now, and he could only hear the car breaking to a stop.

Too caught up in his thinking he stumbled over something and fell onto his butt "oooow" he really didn't feel like getting up so he just laid there on the ground instead, hearing the cars go past him.

But that's not the only thing he heard. It was approaching footsteps, seven of them? (hahah of course not xD)

Sprinting small feet approached him "Are you dead?!" Sai squinted his eyes at the screeching sound 'the voice is quite familiar' and he wasn't thinking Naruto.

"I need to perform CPR!"

The boy placed his small hands onto his chest and started pumping 'you'll need to do better than that to even get a reaction from me, hah' Sai was amused at Jacob who didn't even bother to check if his pulse was pulsing, or if he was breathing. Which he obviously was.

"Hurry quick! He's dying!"

Another pair of footsteps stopped right beside the kid with the brown curls. He just stood there 'probably laughing to himself' but Sai really didn't feel like moving himself.

"Since you are an adult you have to kiss him like they do in the movies, because I don't want cooties"

Ok, now he had to move "I-I'm fine" he said as he rolled up on his side and struggled with standing up "Sai what happened to you?" the kid asked with worry in his voice "That's what happens when you drink too much" anyone could smell the alcohol reeking from him.

That voice!

'It can't be..' wow this was already getting awkward "I don't drink too much, do I?" the little 6 year old said innocently thinking about his beloved soda.

Sai just wanted to disappear from his sight, this was too embarrassing, being seen like this. He turned to walk away, but his legs were failing him badly so he had to stop a few times "Where are you going?" Jacob said running up to the wobbling 18 year old "Well I'm going to… um…my apartment?"

Sasuke shook his head "Come on I'll give you a ride" the boy jumped with joy "Yay! You're going with us!"

Sai turned to the blurry vision of what was supposed to be Sasuke "Hold on I didn-" "Come on let's goooo!!" Jacob had grabbed Sai by his hand, if he wasn't this drunk he wouldn't even have bulged, but now it was like he didn't even have a choice, it was either follow or fall 'braaaat!' he was cursed.

"ok let go, or I'm going to fall"

As soon as he said it, he knew his face would land on the pavement.. but it never happened, someone had a strong grip around his waist "you clutz" Sasuke said as he led Sai into the car, laying him down on the backseat, with his long legs on the floor, as not to ruin his leather seat.

The sound of the car starting echoed into his ears "You shouldn't drink that much soda" Jacob said looking back at him and smiling "also it makes you smell funny"

Sai rubbed his forehead "Trust me, that wasn't soda"

Jacob had a surprised expression which turned serious "Someone gave you kryptonite!" at this both Sai and Sasuke chuckled slightly "It isn't funny! Now Sai has to rest for 4 days, because he has been weakened"

"by the way… where did you learn CPR?" Sai questioned the little boy who enthusiastically said "Baywatch. But mom doesn't let me watch it anymore, she says they are naked"

Both males were quiet "Why aren't you wearing the bracelet I gave you?" the boy said with disappointment in his voice. Sasuke's thought went back to that rainy day 'a gift? That was from Jacob?'

"I didn't want to drop it"

"you're forgiven!" Jacob said smiling at him "Sit properly," Sasuke told the kid who did as he said. But after a few minutes he had to look back at Sai again and then at the driver "I told you I have a big bro"

'yes, and you also told me he would be able to kick my ass, pff' Sasuke smirked but wiped it away as quickly.

He was slightly curious as to how the two of them had become so buddy-buddy, but he didn't really care much to ask. So he left it at that.

"hey Sai, are you stronger than Sasuke?"

What kind of question is that?

'just make the air less awkward'

"Sure, when the kryptonite is out of my system"

"Tch, you wish"

Jacob eyed both of them and looked back at Sai again "but Sasuke is bigger than you"

"That doesn't matter"

"it doesn't?" Sasuke said mockingly

"noo" Sai defended. But he knew Sasuke was stronger than him, he was just trying to make it less awkward in the car, and he was succeeding.

Sasuke was getting quite ticked off at the little midget who was clinging to his seat "I said, sit properly"

"But Sai isn't sitting properly either" he pointed out

"But you don't suffer from kryptonite, right?" Sasuke counter attacked making the boy sit properly again.

Sasuke sighed deeply as he dropped off the little brat at his house. He said goodbye to both of them and left with a smile through the door.

The silence was ruling, they hadn't said anything for 10 minutes and Sai was feeling really tired, so he took a quick nap.

Sai woke up in the car and yawned while he sat up, he felt a presence beside him making him flinch "You're awake" the husky voice whispered into his ear, sending him shivers "undress" the voice said. And strangely enough Sai pulled his shirt off and then his jeans.

A strong chilly hand made its way down his chest, trailing down to his grey boxers "do you want me to touch you?" Sai nodded as the fingers started to stroke his growing bulge "aah" a tingling sensation went through his whole body as the fingers continued stroking but fastened its pace.

He turned his face so he could see Sasuke's face. And there it was, stoic and handsome. The raven caught his eyes on him, he licked his lower lip as he crashed their lips together in a hot passionate kiss.

"mmmh" Sai moaned as Sasuke slid his hand down the fabric that was dividing him and Sai's erect member. The kiss deepened bringing their tongues together in a battle for dominance.

The car was becoming almost tropical in temperature, the windows were foggy from the warmth. And Sai's body was becoming wet from the hot air, and he saw that Sasuke could feel it too because he had broken the kiss and the handling of his member, only to take off his clothes also, leaving just his black underwear.

"Let's play" Sasuke said looking at him as if Sai were a deer and he a lion.

Sai was getting hot just looking at the raven and his dominance over him. The onyx haired boy laid onto his back as he was positioned with his legs over the other's shoulders.

Sasuke made Sai suck his fingers "good," he said with a crooked smile, withdrawing the fingers and placing them at the entrance "ready or not, here goes"

A finger slid into him making Sai moan, not long after another finger joined in stretching him "aaahh"

"You like that?" he said pumping the fingers in and out of him "y-yeah"

Sai was getting impatient "I want you inside of me" he breathed out "that bad?" the older male chuckled slightly, withdrawing his fingers and pulling out his hard big member. Sai grinded himself against the other male "You really are impatient," he said huskily as he forced his member inside of the screaming male.

Sai's nails had dug into the raven's flesh "uuugh!" Sasuke started pacing back and forth, letting him get used to it.

Sai moaned loudly while he followed along with his rhythm. Sasuke grabbed him by the hips as he pulled himself out and started slamming into Sai with full force.

Sai screamed in pain and pleasure "ha-harder!" he said breathing heavily. Sasuke did as he was told, and it didn't take long before both of them were out of breath and Sasuke collapsed onto the younger male.

Both were breathing heavily, trying to get as much air as possible. Sai closed his eyes "that was…"

"amazing?" a voice said that didn't belong to Sasuke. His eyes shot open, he witnessed his lovers face morphing into something else, or rather someone else, Itachi. A cruel laughter emitted from his mouth.

"Sai?"

"What the fuck?!?!!!" Sai shot up into a sitting position and looked at the other side of the back seat 'it was a dream' he took a deep breath, not really noticing Sasuke's confused gaze.

"did you have a bad dream?"

Sai looked at the direction where the voice came from, his expression softened as he saw Sasuke "No— Yes" he quickly changed his answer.

"Are you able to make it to the door?" Sasuke questioned suspiciously.

Sai looked out the window 'oh, I'm here already' "yeah…" he opened the door and closed it behind him and just realized something 'did I sleep talk?!'

Sasuke rolled down his window to say something

"by-" "did" both of them cut off each other "you go ahead" Sasuke said, waiting for his sentence.

Sai didn't want to seem suspicious so he tried his best to remain emotionless "Did I say anything, while I was having that bad dream?" he felt like gulping, but doing that would prove his guilt.

Sasuke raised his eyebrow slightly. This was getting quite amusing, had the younger male had his first sexual dream? Because that's what it seemed like. He was no fool, and he wasn't going to let him off the hook either.

Sasuke cleared his throat "I'd rather not say… nor mimic your sound" oh he was evil, Sasuke literally laughed to himself 'HAHAHAHA' if he just could keep it to himself.

"…." 'busted'

"uh, well, thanks for the ride… bye" he said and turned away "Happy birthday," Sai looked back at onyx eyes, and felt something tugging at his lips, he nodded and quickly turned his head away as a smile crept onto his lips.

End

Note: Hope the ending of this chapter was statisfying! I will most likely update again this week or the next.