The Lost Page
By: Rogue21493

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Why Are We Here?

(Still B's pov)

Caleb didn't kill Pogue, thankfully. Well, anyway, I'm not going to bore you so I'm going to tell you what me and my mom did.

I sat on the counter watching mom try and cook. Try being the key word. She never was a cook. Oh sure, she could cook, but not that good.

"Now, where's the milk?" she asked, looking for it in the refrigerator.

"In the back, behind the orange juice." I said, remembering where it was from my cereal that morning.

"Oh there it is. Thank you dear." she said, pulling it out.

"No problem." I watched as she mixed in the milk. "Mom?"

"Hmm?"

I couldn't believe I was going to ask her this. "Earlier did you whisper, "You'll be joining him soon sweetheart." to me about dad?"

Mom chuckled. "Oh Lord no. I didn't say anything like that sweetheart, you must have misunderstood me."

I sighed in relieve. "What did you say?"

"That hopefully you'd live that long."

"Oh."

That's what I wish had happened. Instead this happened.

Mom paled. "I...I did say that."

I looked at her in shock. "But why would...why would you say that?!"

"Because it will happen sweetheart and...nothing can prevent it."

"What are you talking about?! I...I'm not going to die!"

My mom took a deep breath and turned to look at me. "Sweetheart...I...hold on." she then called for Gorman and asked him to watch the food. She then asked me to follow her and grab my jacket.

Oh and Gorman moved in with us to help out with Mom and since dad willed Caleb his power and died there was no reason for him to live in the colony house.

I followed her to the door, where she slipped on her jacket and I slipped on my hoodie which had been on the rack. "Mom? Where are we going?"

"You'll see soon dear."

I gave her a look but followed her as she went and got in her car that she hasn't drove in Lord knows how long.

The car ride was in silence, since I knew she wouldn't answer any of the million questions running through my head and she didn't start any conversation. After about ten minutes I got bored and started to fiddle with the radio, like I did when riding with Caleb.

"Sweetheart what are you doing?" mom asked.

"Looking for something to play and keep my mind off that for some reason you think I'm going to die when I'm not." I said, my temper getting the best of me.

Mom sighed. "Sweetheart, you'll understand soon enough."

I rolled my eyes and bit back a remark. I found a rock station that was fixing to play one of my all time favorite songs. "More Human Than Human" by Rob White Zombie. I turned it up a little loud and mouthed with it.

"And here's More Human Than Human by Rob White Zombie!" the radio DJ said.

yeah I am the astro-
Creep a demolition
Style hell American
Freak yeah - i am the
Crawling dead - a
Phantom in a box
Shadow in yourHead say acid
Suicide freedom
Of the blast read
The fucker lies yeah -
Scratch off the -
Broken skin - tear
Into my heart make
Me do it again yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I was starting to nod my head up and down as I sung along with the song. My fingers were tapping on the arm rest on my right and my other hand was tapping my knee in time with the beat.

More human than human (6 times)

Yeah I am the jigsaw
Man I turn the
World around
With a skeleton hand say -
I am electric head a cannibal galore a
Television said
Yeah do not victimize
Read the mother
Fucker-psychoholic lies yeah -
Into a psychic war I
Tear my soul
Apart and I
Eat it some more yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I didn't forget what was happening of course, but I was able to stop it from invading my mind the whole time.

More human than human (6x)

I am the ripper
Man a locomotion
Mind love American
Style yeah I am
The nexus one I
Want more life
Fucker I ain't
Done - yeah

More human than human (8x)

I turned down the radio as the commercial came on. "Mom? Why won't you tell me the whole story right now?"

"Because dear, you need to read something first."

"Couldn't I do that at the house?"

"No."

I sighed and layed my head against the window, staring at the scenery as we pasted trees and all that. My head then popped up when I realized where we were going.

"Mom wh–" I started.

"Sweetheart, you'll know soon."

I sighed and leaned back in my sat and waited. We then pulled up to the colony house.

"Okay, why are we here?"

"There's something you need to read in the book."

"Mom, I've read the book, every page of it." I reminded her.

"Not the page me, your father and the others took out."

I gave her a look of shock. "What others?!" I asked, upset that my own mother and father had kept something like this from me that had to do with my death and others were in on it!

"The other parents."

"So, Pogue's mom and dad, Reid's mom and dad and Tyler's mom and dad?" I asked.

She nodded. "Yes."

"Holy shit." I muttered.

"Come on, sweetheart."

I followed mom up to the door of the colony house where she pulled out a key and unlocked the door. I stepped in after her.

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