Forgive me, Hiro...

Let's GO!

Hiro awoke to deja vu. Beeping echoing through the room and white ceilings came to view first. A slight gasp in the room alerted her senses and she tried to force herself to sit up. Her head throbbed though and lower back pain made her movements stiffen.

Tadashi tried making conversation upon her waking up but she wouldn't budge to respond let alone hear her brothers words, that sounded muffled to her. But when she heard him blurt out "twins", something within her snapped and Hiro had lost it. Reacting violently, she began to rip out the needles that connected her to life-saving essentials, causing blood to spill as she thrashed around and sought around the room for a sharp object. She was numb to the inflicted pain but her emotional pain, that had bottled up for sometime, unleashed a hurl of hurtful and stabbing words at her brother.

"This should have never happened! ! You and me...And THESE CHILDREN! Everything was a lie...you loving me was a lie as you would prefer to spend your time with your friends over me...and me.. just letting you take advantage of me... A BIG MISTAKE ! And my life...why am I sooo weak? I WILL make sure that I put a STOP to it!" Hiro yelled. She grabbed one of the needles she had pulled out earlier and aligned it with her abdomen.

Tadashi saw her actions and immediately tackled her wrists, pinning her to the bed as he punched the red button above her. Seconds later nurses rushed in and assisted in restraining the hysterical Hiro as another nurse injected a sedative. Hiro's struggling went limp and she eventually passed out as the blood-loss aided the effects of the sedative. Blood had messed the room and surrounding areas.

Aunt Cass had returned to do a check-up but she walked in at a bad time. Several nurses were tending to injuries on both her niece and nephew that had been sustained in a brawl that Aunt Cass hadn't expected. She assumed someone had rampaged the room.

The doctor was at Tadashi's side as he told her what had happened and what Baymax had said, which immediately saw the doctor issue Hiro to be transferred to a different ward within the hospital. Aunt Cass approached her nephew in shock and bombarded him with questions that he had to sit her down until she calmed down. When she was finished with listing out her questions verbally, Tadashi proceeded to explain to her of the events.

Reality then finally caught up with Tadashi when he had answered his aunt's worries. It seemed that he was too late and that his relationship with his little sister was now crumbling away. Her words rang in his head and served as guilt-tripping mechanisms to drown Tadashi himself in his anger. So many things now ran through his head that he felt suffocated, so overwhelmed that he let himself pass-out.

Tadashi found himself surrounded in darkness. He could recall the sensations that had bought him here and sort of understood what his little sister had to go through whenever she collapsed. Yet he wandered why he was here and it soon became apparent when his thoughts appeared before him as apparitions in the form of his little sister. They marched towards Tadashi and began to cling to him, pulling him down into a sinking pit that opened up below him out of nowhere. Fear arose and paralysed Tadashi as these expressionless clones of Hiro whispered in his ears guilt-tripping questions. It seemed hopeless to Tadashi that he would be able to free himself. Darkness began consuming his line of sight but a light upon looking up pirced the apparatuses freeing him.

This jolted Tadashi wide awake back to reality as his aunt hovered above him with a look as if she were about to burst into tears. His chest felt heavy and breathing seemed challenging but he could only try and pull off a smile when he was reminded of Fred's advice.

"Words..."

A few weeks had passed by. The antidepressants Hiro was placed on had slowly taken effect as she had undergone psychological therapy and appetite regulating exercises. During that time, few and short visits for her were allowed. After Hiro had been administered to the mental health ward, Aunt Cass or Tadashi were instructed to stay away for a while until the psychologist had deemed her psychologically fit for mingling with her family again.

During that time as well, Tadashi had taken up appointments with the college's and Hospital's counselling services to cope. He had been allowed to move back in and he gladly took that offer. Though, at college, his friend's were very concerned. Fred felt especially helpless as he knew why his best bud was so down. He himself tried paying Hiro a visit but was also turned away along with a explanation for his rejected visit...something along the lines of a visitor prohibition upon Hiro.

The short visits that Tadashi or his aunt made were a bit pointless as Hiro would be staring into space or at them with heavy eyes. To Tadashi especially, he did notice the size of Hiro's midsection increase but it would sometimes trigger a replay of the scene of his little sister about to stab herself with a needle and it nauseated him. Though, hearing news from the doctor on Hiro's treatment progression was somewhat relieving.

Hiro was now 6 months along and had just been given an all-clear for visitors. The informing call saw Tadashi bolt from his lab and straight to the hospital and to Hiro's room. But he was also briefly stopped at the door by the psychologist telling him to avoid specific topics in conversation and it would re-trigger some of Hiro's psychological episodes.

Upon entering the room, Tadashi came face to face with someone who was just like his little sister from months ago. She sat there smiling at him as called out "Nii-san" to him. That one moment melted away all of his draughtiness in the past 2 or so months and it was a huge relief. But at the same time, he felt like she had a chunk of her memories cut out and thrown out to be forgotten as the Hiro now had forgiven him too easily and it didn't feel right. Also, she had a more confident enhancement in her personality as she lacked that hesitant anxious factor upon a friend of his paying her a visit. Around Aunt Cass she was normal but Tadashi accepted it with some uneasiness.

However, he did sometimes notice Hiro slip into a trance and her expression mirrored that to her depressed state. Tadashi decided to bring in Baymax for company and observation purposes but this earned the room a fair amount of attention from the giant walking marshmallow. Baymax was especially popular amongst the younger patients but that didn't get in the way of Baymax's order.

Then there were some thoughts that had slipped from his mind regarding Hiro's hospitalization and that was about the twins. His sister was only halfway out of the woods after all. Instead of falling back into another loop of worries, Tadashi had called upon Fred to help him redesign his and his sister's room in preparation for another two family members. Fred happily offered a helping hand. Aunt Cass went ecstatic at the designing part but it was a challenge as well as the genders of the new family members were unknown. A custom made cot .and a king sized bed had replaced the two single beds and some desks within the room.

It had taken a weekend to do and had turned out pretty ok. Fred had to just ruin the mood when he bought up the subject about his friends and his finding out and even some of the the general public. Instead of freaking out, Tadashi casually brushed it off as he replied with "I'll explain it when the time comes. Plus me and Hiro had already come to an agreement about the public. We're not gonna give a damn at all!"

Fred was taken aback at first but open heartedly agreed with his best bud.

To be continued...

Righteo! another chapter up as promised!

A bit of drama at the beginning and then some boring angsty stuff... with a fail hint of positivity :P

I've pretty much tortured Tadashi DX and I've made Hiro loopy OTL but hasn't made the story too boring, right?

I defs feel like it was a bit rushed and I apologise but next chapter will be less rushed.

anyway...THANK YOU for reading and next chapt will be very soon!