21 yay! and now for somthing i hope you'll really like! :D

"My Knight; My Princess"

"I'll do it for you guys!"

Walking down the palace halls was something she had done out of a dream. Looking at all the candidates was something the high officials had done. She remembered being labeled as the 14th offspring of the emperor.

Patted head.

Nice clothing.

It was all a ruse.

Looking nice enough so she would earn approval from those higher up on the food chain.

At home, she would wear the most peasant of clothing. Unlike that Yao she wasn't viewed high enough to have her own things…her mother had had 2 other children to be labeled a candidate, the rest were, well, lower clansman.

She was the only one classified as pretty enough to be considered a candidate for Emperor.

She got to his bedroom.

This is it, she told herself, I must look my most appealing!

She looked very, very appealing already. She looked like an empress herself.

"Zhu Ling…I came to discuss my family."

"You only want to have children with me because of them right? You want a future Zhuang to take the throne after me, eh?"

"Well…yes."

Truthfully, she was surprised he didn't start having children when he took the throne.

"When would you like to…um…start, my Zhu?"

"What about right now?"

"Uh…alright…"

Slightly embarrassed, she let her hair down, and unwrapped her obi letting it fall to the floor, out of the corner of her eyes, through her hair, she could see him staring at her. She turned her back to him, and let the kimono on her back drop to her feet.

Poor Renci was so nervous, she would really rather give herself to a man she loved. Not this stuck up Yao clansman. But he was a powerful man in this country now.

He got up from his bed and examined her with his hands. In a sense, her body was perfect; no lumps, blemishes, she was very fit, her breasts were a nice size- very pretty and healthy.

"You are very pretty, miss Renci."

"Though not as pretty as Lan…"

He roughly massaged her breasts…comparing every emotion she made to Lan Fan. If he couldn't be with her the way he wanted, he would be with her in spirit instead. Not the best thing to think of course, but, he didn't have a choice either way…maybe if he acted cold and distant to her she would…no…she would become cold and distant herself.

He would do exactly what he would do with Lan Fan; practice with these other woman and then love Lan Fan when she was ready. He would wait for her for all of eternity if he had to.

Ling grabbed her hand and walked her to his bed, then walking to his trunk by his bed, reaching for a change of pants…for afterwards…

Laying down on his soft comfortable bed, she felt like just falling back to sleep…until he got on top of her.

There she was, completely naked and at his will and mercy.

Ling, out of the corner of his eye, spotted Lan Fan…he knew why she was watching…he

Was just waiting for her to swoop down and stop it from happening. But his heart began to sink as he knew she would never do such a thing. Even though Ling knew for certain that Lan Fan loved him, he knew she wouldn't interfere because of her view on the matter. Renci looked up at his face, she could tell he was upset.

"Zhu Ling, if this is too hard for you then we can stop!"

He kissed her. The very feeling made him sick to his stomach- kissing another woman made it feel as though he were cheating on poor Lan Fan.

But he continued to kiss her anyways, pulling the blankets down and then on top of them, she looked downward a bit as he was reaching into his pants…she saw it. It was just like her mother had told her- slightly long, upward…soft against her…

Oh god…

He commented on her red face; she blushed even harder.

It was like that feeling she got as a young girl, pushing her finger into her belly button until it hurt; unlike that time, it didn't stop when it hurt, it only hurt more.

Ling felt like he was wrapped in a wet silk blanket…tighter and tighter as he moved inside and out; slowly, slowly, moving to savor every electric tingle that was running through his spine down to his toes and back again each and every time he entered. He wanted to remember the feeling as he broke it…so he knew how gentle to be with Lan Fan.

Blood started to form around the entrance…now it was even warmer than before. He felt like scum. Worse than scum. He should be with Lan Fan right now! Not this…Renci!

Nevertheless he moved again and again. She carried a strained look on her face so he knew he was doing it right.

She felt distant from him…Ling wasn't even looking her in the eyes, she felt his coldness radiating from his eyes as they looked straight ahead. All she could do for comfort was wrap her delicate arms under his arms, holding his shoulders as he continued to glide into her.

It's too tight…it feels like it's going to rip it off…

Between the shallow breathing and sweaty bodies rubbing up and down for what seemed like an eternity, there wasn't any time to really think.

He just kept squeezing into her body; every exit he would make made the entrance feel as if he was digging into her even deeper than before.

Motioning his hips faster and faster as Renci continued to cry because of the pain, her eyes now red and the middle of her face covered in tears, all while crying out.

In that instant, a jolt of electricity filled her body as he quickened his pace, finishing inside her…

"Lan…Fan…"

All the joy of making love was taken away in those couple of seconds.

For both of them.

Ling 'came inside her' as his peers had told him to do.

And Renci 'laid there and accepted him' like her mother told her to do.

As he finished, Ling fell to the side; incredibly tired out. Renci couldn't help but leave her legs a bit open…it hurt every time she tried to squeeze them together.

Ling rolled over facing the wall. He figured it would be best to start talking…the silence was killing him.

"Sorry if I was rough…I've been tense lately."

She was surprised he started talking, usually they were supposed to get up and leave.

"No you weren't rough my-"

"Be honest."

"It was my first time, but, for my family, you were not rough."

This made him worry a bit.

He sat up, "I don't care if I was, really, you can tell the truth…"

"No! I promise you it was wonderful! It…didn't hurt at all!" she hollered through her choked up voice.

"Oh…that would explain your tears…It was my first time too, you know? Even though I would rather have been with someone I loved. You were brave."

"Thank you…"

"Would you like to lie here with me? It's still a tad early."

She nodded her head, thinking there wouldn't be any harm in it.

"If you're not pregnant in a couple of weeks would you like to try again?"

"If that's what you wish-"

"-No. is that what YOU want?"

Better just answer the way he wants.

"That sounds fine."

With that said…the two lied there.

Renci snuggled close to his back…it was warm and sweaty.

Both of them closed there eyes and imagined being with someone else.

ok...so that chapter was just filled with SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEX. but i assure you! :O the next ones gonna have SO MUCH DRAMA! OMG! *been watching too much degrassi*

oh yes.

it goes there.

review! pretty please! : i must know if i'm still doing well! and i really appreciate all of you who do review! it makes me feel so happeh! *gives lots of love* it's really inspired me to write MOAR and i shall...i've decided to try and do both those stories i was planning. this one which you are reading right now, and the other one! My Bomber my Peacemaker. I'm oh-so-creative arn't i? it's got teh Kimbleh in it 33333 and lots of love for teh Greed3 please look forward to the next chapter!