Not saying anything I needed a few seconds to sum everything up in my head, storing the information in my head properly I looking at him with a smile. I believed him and nothing was going to stop me from loving him.
"I don't care! I still love you" I said once the information I was just given had sunk in.
"How could you still love me with everything I have done?" he asked looking broken.
"Edward, we all make mistakes. Some bigger than others but I could never stop loving you" I said cupping his face into my hands making him look me in the eyes.
"But I'm a monster" he said stressing the word monster. How could he think that let alone say that, he could never be a monster.
"Edward don't you dare think for one moment that you're a monster because your not Edward. You are the sweetest, most caring, romantic and loving person everyone could ever meet" I said looking intently into his eyes trying to getting him to understand. I knew I had got through to him when his stern look melted down to a loving one.
"I really don't deserve you" he said as I lay in bed with him. Pulling me closer to his body I rested my head on his chest as he started to tell me the pro's and con's about being a vampire.
"Wait, you glitter in the sun?" I asked snickering at the thought of him rolling in glitter and running outside in the sunlight popped into my head.
"Yes, we also have extra strength, speed and our senses are heightened" he said looking down at me with a smile, nodding my head when a question popped into my head.
"Do you turn into a bat?" I asked really hoping he did, it would be fucking awesome if he did.
"No I don't" he said chuckling kissing me lightly.
"Awe, it would have been so cool if you did" I said pouting lightly and blushed lightly when I heard Emmett's booming laugh from down stairs.
"Coffins?" I asked in a small voice slightly scared that if I was ever turned I would have to sleep in a coffin.
"No coffins, we don't sleep love." He said putting my thoughts to rest about that, letting a sigh of relieve out I buried my face into Edward's neck hearing Emmett's laughter start all over again. My mind started to wonder again about the blood they drank.
"Don't worry we only drink animal blood" he said seeming to sense my thought and discomfort.
"Can you do something another vampire cant?" I asked looking up at him with a questioning gaze.
"Yes some of us have gifts. Alice can see the future depending on the result of a decision, Jasper can feel and change emotions and I can read minds" he said smiling down at my wide eyed expression.
"Don't worry love I can't read your mind" he said with frustration in his voice.
"Awe, don't be upset" I said in a baby voice and started to laugh. Running my hands up and down his arms I felt him start to run his fingers through my hair, hearing him sigh I tilted my head to look up at him.
"What's wrong?" I asked softly, my throat still aching a little.
"Nothing, nothing" he said forcing a smile on his face, giving him a disbelieving look he sighed again.
"I just can't believe that you're here with me, I thought that you have gone with Embry" he whispered, if I wasn't lying half on him I wouldn't have heard him.
"Edward, look at me, look at me. Edward I love you. I could never leave you" I whispered back seeing him flinch at the word leaving.
"You really don't know just how much I hate myself for leaving you but I thought that I was protecting you" he said looking down at me frowning.
"But you didn't I was still hurt. Physical pain is nothing to me after everything I have been through but emotion pain is the worst thing you can do to me" I whispered felling him pull me closer to his body.
"I'm so sorry" he said sounding broken and wanting to cry.
I smiled rubbing his chest comforting him and kissed his lips lightly as he deepened the kiss turning it from a light and soft loving kiss to a passionate, loving and fiery kiss. Smile I pulled away to get my breath back.
"Sleep Love, I'll be here when you wake up" he said tracing my cheek with his finger.
"Night" I whispered holding back a yawn.
"Night love" he whispered resting his chin on my head.
The next morning I felt a lot better. I moved out of bed before Edward could stop me and nothing hurt. Confused I lifted my shirt and the bruising had all gone, the scabs had turned in to healed scars and my ribs felt all healed. I looked over to Edward to see him confused as well. I ran down the stairs with Edward not far behind me, I ran into the kitchen were everyone was sitting around talking.
"Abby I'm so glad you know our secret" Alice beamed, not answering her I lifted my top up.
"Wow Abby, if you feel that way we could go into a more private room" Emmett joked, Rolling my eyes I heard Edward growl so I walked over to him wrapping my arms around his waist making him stop.
"No look, what do you see?" I said lifting my top up again.
"Scars" Emmett asked confused.
"Exactly, there's no bruises, nothings bleeding, nothings tender or sore and my ribs feel fully healed"
"But that's impossible" Alice mumbled, Edward scooped me up into his arms and ran for the hospital. At the doors he put me down wrapping his arm circularly around my waist as we walking to the front desk.
"I need to talk to my father" Edward said in an urgent tone.
"Ok he is in his office, you can go straight though" replied the woman at the front desk with a flirty smile. We walked into his office where I was greeted with:
"Abby what are you doing out of bed?" Carlisle said in a stern voice that sounded like a father scolding his child.
"Hello to you to" I joked making Edward rolled his eyes at me while I giggled.
"Look" Edward said as he lifted my shirt. Carlisle gasped in surprise; he walked over and turned me around.
"Nothing hurts?" he questioned and I shook my head saying no.
"No everything feels healed, like I had nothing wrong with me in the first place" I said with a shrug.
"I'll have a look at your ribs" After he had done some tests and had taken some scans and blood samples, Edward and I walked to the woods where I jumped on his back so he could run home to tell everyone the news.
"Well?" Jasper asked as we both walked into the kitchen hand in hand.
"We don't know. All that happened was that Carlisle ran some more tests, taken some blood and ran so more scans" I said gaining a nod from Jasper.
We walked into the piano room where Edward sat me down on his lap; I placed my fingers over his as he rested his head on my shoulder. After he had played my song we walked into the living room to spot a worried Esme and a shocked Carlisle, I stopped dead in my tracks upon seeing the piece of paper in between Carlisle's hands. Edward seeing my discomfort squeezed my hand and pulled me more into the room.
"Abby you might want to sit down for this" I nodded as Edward pulled me on to his lap.
"Well after I had done the tests, well I found something, that well shouldn't be there" he said and paused waiting for the information to sink in before he listed off the thing or things wrong with me.
"What?" I asked fearing the worst.