I do not own Hush, Hush!
Sorry for the wait needed to think about this chapter a lot. More reviews would be nice, but thank you as always to Takeiteasycharlie!
By the way this is rated M for MATURE readers, this chapter includes the M rating just for the warning. Enjoy =]
Lilly's POV:
We are a mass of tangled limbs, pulled taunt by the magnetic rope that ties us together. I pulled on Jev's shirt and he slipped it off while keeping us in a passionate embrace, as he ran his hands up and down my sides. My hands shake as I went to unbutton his trousers, and Jev suddenly stopped me with his hand.
"Lilly," Jev whispered lacing his hand in mine and bring the back of our interwined hands to my cheek, and pressing his lips to the back of my hand. I close my eyes and lean my cheek into our hands, feeling the heat of his lips and his delicious breathe invading my senses. Loving the way he says my name, like I am something of worth, and becoming overwhelmed with his intoxicating scent of mint overpowering the leather. God how I loved that smell.
"Flower, are you sure? I do not want you to think just because we told each other that...We do not have to, my love. If you are not ready that is alright." I opened my eyes and smiled softly as I leaned forward to kiss him but he pressed a finger to my lips to silence my actions.
"I am serious, Lilly. I do not wish for you to regret this, to regret...me. I love you, and I will wait till the realms of Hell close up if I must. If that is as long as it takes, I will wait for you." Jev's black eyes search mine in a flood of ink, coated in concern, and awaiting my answer.
"Jev," I begin and do not know where to start, so many emotions are tumbling inside me like a fierce wave determined to bring me to my knees. "Touch me," I say with desire racing through my veins. Jev looks at me for a long moment, something unreadable flashing in his dark eyes, and I notice my hesitant image reflected in his eyes like a mirror. "Please. Touch me, Je-." My voice takes on a hint of confidence and Jev moves forward to smash his lip onto mine before I can even finish saying his name, pleading for him.
Jev slips off his boots, without unlacing them, and grabs me by the waist to pull me closer towards him. I tightly place my hands on his biceps and squeeze his muscles gently for encouragement, telling him to keep going. And never stop how he is making me feel.
His tongue caress mine in a passionate kiss filled with heat, while he moves his hands down to my hips pushing me against him. It is then that I notice that he wants this as bad as I do, the hard bulge in his trousers hints at his throbbing desire. Liking the feeling I grind my hips into his with a hesitant bit of force, and move my hands to explore the beautiful muscle covering the front of his body. I trail my fingertips over the expanse of his chest, down to his sides, and close on his hips pressing the heat of our bodies together.
Jev groans, and I look up to meet eyes filled with wanting before he bends slightly placing his arms at my thighs and cradles me in his arms in one swift motion. Taking advantage of the situation I place my lips on the flesh of his neck, gently kissing and nipping at the exposed skin. As a result, Jev lets out another moan and tightens his hold on me as he carries me to his bed.
Setting me at the foot of the bed, with my legs dangling over the edge, Jev kneels in front of me and carefully slips off my shoes while looking deeply into my eyes. "Are you sure?" Jev says huskily, fighting through the desire while rubbing his palms up and down my legs. I bend forward and extend my hands, seeking his in return, and after clasping our hands together I urged him forward. Closer to me. "Yes. God yes." Jev smirks slightly at my response and puts his lips to my ear.
"Lets not bring him into in now, shall we?" I laugh a little at his words, but feel as though there is some hidden meaning behind them. However, once Jev places his lips to my throat I lose all semblance of any thought formulating in my brain. Kissing and licking down to where my collarbone and shoulder connect, I heard a loud moan and became embarrassed when I realized it came from my lips.
I feel Jev smile against my skin and he slowly begins taking off my dress, before I know it I am naked on the bed while he stares down at me. It is enough to make anyone self-conscious and when I wrap my arms around myself to conceal some of the embarrassment of my body, Jev frowns and shakes his head as he stares at me.
"You're too beautiful, Lilly." Jev's voice chokes with emotion as he picks me up and sets me at the center of the beg before climbing on top of me seconds later. I shiver at the feel of his warm skin against mine and gasp as he tastes my flesh in sections, neck to shoulder, shoulder to chest.
Running his hands up and down my arms causes me to shiver, but it is the feeling he causes when he claims my breast that makes me gasp in pleasure. His eyes were smoldering with desire and he smiled a wicked grin as he cupped my breast and licked around my nipple and kissing each of the two with wet lips. Then, Jev sucked and bit lightly causing me to grip the sheets to restrain myself from another loud moan.
Jev looked up at me grinning a devilish smile before gathering my wrists in his hand. "Now none of that, my Flower. I want to know how much pleasure I bring to you-hear it, see it...feel it." I moaned as he finished his sentence because he glided his hand down south as he spoke. His hand rested on my wet core, and I pleaded for him to continue with my eyes.
"Say it. Tell me what you want, Flower." His voice caused chills down her spine, so deep and sexy. "Touch me, Jev. Feel me, please. I am yours." His pointer finger gently penetrated me and my whole body shakes and he looks into my eyes in concern as he pushes his finger in and out of me, slowly and patiently. A moan escapes from my lips and Jev adds another finger. My body is on fire, red hot with desire and all I want to do is touch Jev's body but my hands are still bound in his grasp.
"Jev," I say, or more like pant, as I look to his hands in question. In response he gives me a wide grin. "Pardon?" "Remove your hands so I can touch you," I demand without thinking and then flush. Jev flashes a toothy grin and obeys. "Your wish is my command, Flower."
Free from Jev's containment I rush to smooth my hands over his hard body but he veers downward, still toying with my mound of tightly bound muscles. I feel the ecstasy climbing in my body and I bite my lip as I tremble.
Suddenly, Jev pulls his fingers out and objections rise to my lips but are quickly silenced when he presses his lips to my core. Desire shoots to my loins and I cry out in pleasure; meanwhile, Jev's body shakes and he looks up at me chuckling softly. "If you like that you have not seen anything yet. Just wait." I shiver at his words, and realize what he means as he slowly licks my vagina from the entrance up to my clit, moving freely from both my inner lips and massaging each with his tongue. I sigh in pleasure and feel my pulse race inside.
Then he gently thrust his tongue inside of me, in and out with slow precision. To say I moaned would be an understatement, and Jev grinned as the sound reached his ears while continuing to explore me.
The pleasure was building higher and higher until I felt as if I were about to explode, and then Jev enveloped my clit into his mouth quickly before releasing it-repeating the action a few more times before sucking on it and flicking his tongue over it, alternating between light and aggressive and driving me over the edge.
I screamed, feeling a huge release on my built up pleasure, as my eyes rolled back in ecstasy. Jev moved up my body, kissing his way up until he reached my face, and grabbed my hand in his. "Are you alright? Did it hurt you?" I shake my head and feel the surge of desire beginning to crash into me again as I inhale his scent, which seems to have filled to room in its mint and leather blissful intoxication.
I look down and realize he still has his trousers on, and without thinking I flip us so I am on top of him. Jev's eyes widen in surprise at my boldness, and I must say I am a bit surprised myself. I have no idea what I am doing. However, I hold the hand that still intertwines us up and look at the contrast of our skin tones before kissing each of his fingertips slowly, gazing into his eyes without breaking contact with each press of my lips to his fingers.
Jev groans when he discovers my other hand pressing against the bulge in his trousers, and grinds is hard member into my hand. "Make love to me, Jev." I whisper with our eyes locked on each other, and I unbutton his trousers and slide every bit of remaining fabric down his strong legs. A curl of my hair falls onto Jev's face as I look down at him, he turns us over so he is on top, and tucks the stray hair behind my ear while caressing my cheek.
"Are you certain you want this, Lilly? It is alright if you wish to stop." I smile at his sweetness, and feel the weight of desire dragging me under as I look at him. He is so beautiful. Dangerous, but very beautiful. And I wanted him, all of him.
"Yes, I have never been more certain in my life." My voice speaks the truth and as I feel him hover over me, I feel him press against my entrance. He looks at me for admittance once last time, and I give to him, before he pushes into the heat of me with care.
Pain washed over me in a flood of emotion as he claimed me, and my eyes brimmed with tears that cause Jev to cease all movement in concern.
"It is alright, Flower. I am right here baby." I love you. That was whispered into my mind and it sounded like Jev, it had to be.
Soon that pain turned into a shoot of pleasure and I told him to keep going. Thrusting deeper with each time, Jev tried to be gentle but I found myself wanting more and moved my hips in encouragement.
"Oooh, Lilly." Jev moaned as my muscles coiled around his length and he pushed further into me. I moaned and smiled at the sound of my name, loving it. And then he began to plunge into me faster and with more force. I moaned loudly in pleasure and scrapped my nails down his back in order to anchor my emotions in some way. However, the pleasure was rising so high and quick as my heart beat wildly and begged for release.
"J-Jev," I moaned while he looked into my eyes with an expression of love and desire. I screamed as my high reached its climax, and orgasm in such a way that brought blots of light into my vision. I kept moving my hips to meet his until he called out my name with such passion that I knew he came before I felt him fill me.
I lay my head on Jev's chest as he holds me close, as though he never wishes to let go. God knows I never want to let go, this moment I have reached my happiest. One, two, three. I listen to his heartbeat in content.
"I love you, Lilly. More than anything in this world, Flower. And I am never going to let anything ever happen to you." His voice is filled with honesty and I feel tears form in my eyes as I look at him with a smile on my face.
"I love you, Jev."
And if I were to die, I would die happy because for once-in many years-in my life I am loved. Truly loved.