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Part 21: Diary

Morning soon arrives for the Doctor and his disable beloved. He suffers from a huge headache from being drunk for the first time in his life. The tall man carefully releases his left arm from Hiroki who is still asleep. Memories from last night flashes before his eyes along with the echoes of Hiroki's voice calling out Akihiko's name. He knew Hiroki was drunk and still does not know him very well. His hopes was shattered from just hearing that horrible name. Nowaki got up from bed and walks to the kitchen quietly not wanting to wake Hiroki up. As he made breakfast he couldn't help but to feel anger boiling though his blood. He feels like he wants to punch someone in the face. Specifically Akihiko despite he did not do anything wrong.

He turns off the stove once the scramble egg was cook and ready to eat. He hears his name being call out from the bedroom, he rushes to attend Hiroki with aspirin and a glass of water. He helps Hiroki sit up and gave the helpless man medicine. Nowaki sits next to Hiroki watching him drink the warm water. Hiroki notices the dim bedroom they are in feeling as he remembers something.

"This place, I have a weird feeling about this room?"

The doctor widen his eyes enthusiastic about Hiroki's comment. He knew about Hiroki's examination after talking to the doctors when he was at work. The fact that Hiroki is sensing something familiar gets his hopes up.

"Really! Well describe the strange feeling Hiro-san."

Hiroki looks around trying to find the words to his odd sensation about the room.

"I don't know, this is a big room. Why do you need so much space? Do you need ridiculously huge space because you're the size of a basketball player?"

Nowaki laughs softly at the crude harmless jokes and responds. "No, in matter of fact you needed the huge space because of all the books you own. The room next door is your office that started to look as if it were a small library."

Hiroki remembers the job he supposed to right the columns for the newspaper article. He needed to finish it by Thursday to summit to the editors to approve of the column. The newspaper company told him that topic is of whatever he want as long as it interest the readers. Hiroki ask for the wheelchair while explaining he needs to write a column and Nowaki help him sit down on it. He mutter thank you and went off to the office.

"Hiro-san, I made scramble egg, would you like to eat some in your office?"

Hiroki yells out an okay to Nowaki as he opens his laptop. He notices there was a password at the log in screen in which he curses. He asks Nowaki to come inside the room in which he did along with breakfast.

"What's the password for the laptop?" Hiroki eagerly asks.

"I do not know? Try your birthday?" Nowaki suggested in which Hiroki type in all sorts of combinations of his birthday. None of them work.

"I thought you would knew since you live with me apparently" Hiroki states it as showing he is starting to get annoy by the red letter sign 'password incorrect'.

"I don't use your laptop. I have one of my own because you told me I can't use yours since you don't want me to do something stupid such as deleting files. What would you type in as passwords if it was your first time" Nowaki questions to Hiroki helping him out however he can. Hiroki lightly hits Nowaki in the head. "Idiot, if you have a laptop. This problem could be solve and I can write the column."

Nowaki rubs his head from the stinging pain. "The thing is Hiro-san…my laptop died"

"What do you mean it died? It's a laptop, not a goldfish"

"It won't turn on. So I took it to the repair shop. It is there at the moment." Nowaki said in an apologetic tone of voice. Hiroki sighs heavily sliding down in an incorrect posture of his seat in the wheelchair.

"What would I type if I made a password….ah I would always type a name"

"Name? Such as someone you care about? Type Akihiko" Nowaki said calmly but deep down inside he felt jealous. Hiroki felt uncomfortable typing Akihiko's name sensing that he would feel a huge amount of guilt if it turns out that really is the password. His heart races as he press enter only to slow back down when he heard the beep noises signifying it was the wrong password. Hiroki looks up at Nowaki who was hovering over him. He notices the black slim turtle neck in which he turns beet red remembering what happen last night.

"ohhh crap…did he and I…did it?"

Hiroki ponders as he tries to remember what exactly happen last night meanwhile Nowaki is figuring out what the password is for Hiroki. His long lean muscular arms which clearly shows through his long sleeve black shirt hovers over Hiroki typing in random names that he could think of. Finally he type in his own name in which he did not get the 'password incorrect' message along with the beep noisebut instead in return he got into the home screen of the laptop. He smiles looking down at Hiroki who was still scorching red not knowing the doctor found the password.

"Hiro-san! The password is my name. You can work now." He scuffles through Hiroki's long auburn mane and left for Hiroki to start working.

Hiroki ran his fingers through his hair as he recalls the warm touch but at the same time how familiar it feels when Akihiko touches his locks with his icy emotionless hands. His body sense a slight shiver as he reminisces the nostalgic feeling of it for a few moments till it wears off. He turn his attention to the laptop seeing the wallpaper background of a picture someone took of him and Nowaki. The where wearing goofy looking huge fats in what appears to be a Mexican restaurant. Hiroki chuckles at seeing Nowaki wearing a fuzzy fake mustache on his lips. Even though he does not remember anything from the picture, he feels as though he indeed did had a good time with the goofball. He went through his files and notices a file call 'Diary'.

He clicks on the file out of curiosity as well as a distraction from his work. As he presses the file, a word document pops up along with the first thing he sees was 'Entry 1: January 15th, 1999.'

NOTE: Thank you for all you readers who review and put me on a their story alert. It has been more than a year since I updated from chapter 17. I'm glad to see some people return and continue on reading. Thank you