Izuku gave up calling after two hours. He wasn't sure if maybe him and his parents had a big fight. He didn't say why he went over but Shouto had a smile on his face when he left.

Maybe I should call Kacchan for a ride to look for him. Or would that be... Would that be too controlling?

Izuku opened his front door to see his truck outside.

What the hell?

He stepped onto the mat and felt a bump under it. Izuku peeled back the welcome mat to see his truck keys.

Did... Did he break up with me?

His green eyes started to water up. He sat on the steps holding onto his truck keys trying to rack his brain for whatever he could have done wrong.

Rinnnnnnng!

Izuku answered without looking.

"SHOUTO?!" he screamed.

"Do I sound like that fucking asshole?!" Katsuki screamed into his ear.

Izuku sniffed a few times.

"Are... Are you crying?"

He broke down and started crying. He dropped his phone, not noticing Katsuki had hung up. He soaked his sleeves as he sobbed on his porch. He really didn't care if anyone walked by to hear him.

"Why the fuck are you crying?!" Katsuki screamed as he pulled up, "Where did that weirdo go?! Did he dump you?!"

"I don't know!" Izuku cried out with snot on his face.

"Why the fuck you crying then?!"

Katsuki forced his childhood friend to explain and he caught onto the problem in between the crying fits and nose blowing. The blonde stared over at Izuku's truck then back at his friend.

"Are you sure something didn't happen?" he asked crouching down.

"I don't know... I tried calling for two hours. I don't mind he was gone so long because I know things have been rough at home for him a while back but I thought things were ok now. I was going to skateboard around thinking he went to get something to eat then I saw my truck..."

Fuck, Katsuki thought.

"You two didn't fight either?"

Izuku shook his head. Katsuki dug around in his pocket and threw a couple twenties at his friend.

"Go get us some food at Mcdonald's. Don't go looking for him. Meet me back in an hour understand? Go clean off your face crybaby."

Izuku got up and nodded. He went back into the house as Katsuki went to his truck and drove off.

Someone's getting their ass kicked, he thought angrily gripping the steering wheel hard enough to turn his knuckles white.

X

X

Shouto was laying in his bed staring at the ceiling in the dark. It felt so weird to be in his apartment again. He felt as if the place was empty. He no longer felt at home there all alone but he couldn't face Izuku.

The way he felt... it was almost crippling.

"I hate myself," he whispered with an arm over his face.

He couldn't look into those innocent green eyes and tell him the truth. Shouto couldn't tell him he was horrible person. He wouldn't be able to bear the pain he would see on that sweet face. It made his stomach turn just thinking of it.

BAM!

Shouto shot straight up in his bed.

BAM!

BAM!

BAM!

CRASH!

Did someone just break in? It's barely dusk?!

"WHERE ARE YOU! WHERE ARE YOU, YOU PIECE OF SHIT!"

FUCK, Shouto thought.

He got out of bed and opened his bedroom door to see Katsuki throwing things into his kitchen. He crept out slowly to see Katsuki's face was bright red. His head turned slowly and it was almost creepy like in a horror movie.

"What's happened?" Shouto asked.

The look in the blonde's eyes was terrifying.

"Why are you here?" Katsuki whispered with his face still red.

"What?"

"WHY ARE YOU HERE?!"

Shouto flinched.

"I warned you about hurting Izuku, didn't I? You straight up leave his truck without answering him. He thinks you dumped him and even if you didn't, I'm still going to beat your ass!"

"That's fine. I probably deserve it anyways."

Katsuki's angry look faltered some. The expression on Shouto's face was heartbreaking. His eyes looked red and puffy like he had been crying a while.

"What happened?" Katsuki asked as he picked up the door and replaced it in the frame but it was already ruined.

"I... I don't want to talk about it."

"If you don't tell me, you'll be wearing dentures for the rest of your life," he threatened.

"I don't get it."

Katsuki rubbed his temples, "Tell me or I'm busting out your teeth."

"Oh."

Shouto started cleaning up the mess Katsuki had made.

"I said some horrible things to my Mom a while back and I found out some family secrets that was hidden from me."

"All families have dark secrets."

The younger boy said nothing as he threw away broken glass.

"Talk. Obviously this is bothering you and you can't even face the one person who would be ok with you murdering someone. You don't realize how hurt he is because I had to see him do it."

"Do what?"

"Cry."

Shouto's shoulders slumped.

"I didn't want to hurt him."

"Like he didn't want to hurt you when he had mini freaks out and came over to my house for a few talks?" Katsuki said.

He didn't say anything.

"He always told you anyways though. He was man enough to do that."

Shouto saw Katsuki pull the door off.

"I think I have some door hinges. Let get to my truck. You better be ready to talk."

Ten minutes later, Katsuki was fixing the door and arguing with Shouto's landlord. Shouto had joined in on the lie that he couldn't get the door open and Katsuki had to bust it down to let his friend out. The landlord gave Shouto a warning and let it go since Katsuki got it back into the frame.

"Speak or I'll hurt you."

Shouto sat on his couch. Katsuki plopped down beside of him and spilled his guts trying his best not to cry. Once he finished, his friend sat there stunned.

"I guess that's some heavy shit after all."

Shouto said nothing.

"You never know what goes on behind closed doors after all," Katsuki sat patting his friend's back, "Izuku would've understood. People say shit they don't mean all the fucking time. You had every right to be mad."

"I was almost responsible for their divorce."

"Man, you had nothing to do with it. They had tons of problems. Kids will always blame themselves first."

"I'm not a kid," Shouto said giving him an annoyed glare.

"You are compared to me and Izuku. You didn't get to act like a kid like we did. This is the thought process of a kid. Though, adults blame themselves for dumb bullshit too."

"Oh."

"Get the fuck up. Your man is buying Mcdonald's and I know he's worried sick about you."

X

X

Izuku pulled up to his house to see Katsuki's truck sitting there. He wondered if he had any progress with finding his boyfriend or at least where he might be. He stared downward into his lap with watery eyes. What would be the worst possibility?

He could be sitting in there... Maybe Katsuki is alone... What if he is here and wants to break up? I don't think I can do this... I didn't even do anything wrong, right?

He bit his lip trying to think of all the things he did wrong to Shouto and he was drawing blanks. Was he too messy? Was it because he asked him to move in?

God, I asked too fast. I should've thought it through before I said something. Fuck my life!

He out and slammed the truck door a lot harder than he should have. Izuku's nerves were getting to him much worse than he thought. This was why he waited so long to be with anyone. Why exactly he didn't trust so easily but he couldn't help himself... He saw Shouto sitting on that beach and he was drawn to him.

Izuku took in a shaky breath and opened his front door. His eyes were met by those beautiful dual colored set he had loved upon seeing them for the first time. Shouto tried to force a smile but it looked off. Katsuki slapped him on the back of the head before getting off of the couch.

"What did you get me?"

"Big Mac, nuggets... fries, apple pie and a Quarter Pounder."

"Damn right."

Izuku handed Katsuki his bag.

"The drinks are in the car."

"I'll get them then," the blonde said placing his bag down, "I might be a few minutes. I gotta piss."

Izuku grimaced and shook his head. Katsuki pushed past him and closed the front door behind him.

"I'm sorry for making you mad," Izuku said as his fidgeted with his bag of food.

Even though it was his house, he felt awkward being there.

"You didn't make me mad."

Izuku watched as his boyfriend covered his face.

"Are you ok?"

"No."

Shouto looked up at him with sadness in his eyes.

"I'm a horrible person. I almost caused my parents to divorce when I left."

Izuku placed the food onto the coffee table and sat next to Shouto.

"They told you that?"

He shook his head.

"Fuyumi told me the truth. The reasons of why they were so distant from us and each other. I guess... I was blinded by being angry with them to see the truth."

Izuku said nothing.

"I told her she was a horrible. That she was selfish. I was the one who was selfish."

"Were you selfish though?" he asked quietly, "You said they were rough on you."

Shouto sat back against the couch.

"I said crappy things. I said things I should've kept to myself."

"That might be true but... I think they both realized what they had done. They seemed so careful."

"You're just saying that to make me feel better."

Izuku snorted and rolled his eyes, "I would tell you the truth even if it hurt."

Shouto smirked at him before running a hand through his two toned hair.

"They really like you."

"I know they love you."

Shouto nodded and looked away.

"I shouldn't have did what I did. I didn't mean to make you cry. You deserve better than me."

Izuku took his hand and gave it a kiss, "I don't think so. I think you're absolutely perfect just the way you are."

Shouto sighed.

"Shouto, I love you."

His head whipped around with a bewildered expression on his face.

"You love me?" he whispered.

Izuku nodded, "I'm not saying it to keep you here or to make you move in. I thought I had done wrong when asking you to move in too soon so that's why I thought you were mad. I want you to move in when you're ready. I want to do all kinds of stuff with you but only when we are both ready."

Shouto wrapped his arms around his muscular boyfriend, holding on tight.

"Everything you say and do... It scares me because I never experienced anything like this and it makes me act and think irrationally."

"I know what you mean."

The front door swung open and slammed against the door stopper.

"Looks like everything is fixed and I'm hungry. Move over! Pick a movie!"

Katsuki shoved Izuku onto Shouto's lap and started digging into his food.

"Thanks Kacchan."

Katsuki gave his friends a dirty look, "You're welcome."

AmbertheCat: Awww I'm glad you love it!

Treecko360: Well, there is more angst to come I apologize but it's not agonizingly long but necessary lol