My heart won't slow down. It's beating so loud that I can't tell if the pounding I'm hearing is my heartbeat or Draco pounding on the door and calling my name. I know what my husband wants. Me. And, Merlin, I wish I could say I wanted him. But I don't. I'm sprawled out on our bed, thinking about a different man. About Lucius. They're so different. Draco is so… hesitant. Like he thinks I'm going to break if he touches me. Lucius… isn't. His kisses are urgent, passionate. Tongue, teeth, lips, everything. Draco is so chaste in comparison, so tentative. I should be thankful, but all I can do is wonder why I prefer the hard and fast tumbles with Lucius to making love with Draco.
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